Abyss of ignorance

Chapter 306
It was a long night, with no dawn in sight. For the remaining 80 years of her life, she seemed to have fallen into a place without light. She was always walking forward, always fully armed, but she could never see the gleam of skylight.She recalled that she had never given up on anything, survival, struggle, revenge, but she could not remember the feeling of living in the light. It was too long and too little.

If Lu Guangzhong didn't come with his troops, would Lu Yaowu kill her?Shen Pan has asked himself this countless times, and the answer is always yes.

They rode on tall horses and looked down at a woman like her without mercy, as if she was just an animal.

Those who were animals like her were those wearing iron chains and bare feet. They were wearing shabby prison uniforms, and some of them were completely naked. At that time, Shen Pan didn't know who these people brought by Lu Guangzhong were.

The light of the torch could not shine on their faces. When she dreamed back at midnight, she could often dream of these people whose faces could not be seen, lining up and stepping into the river silently, without pleading or crying. Time seems to have turned into a river of forgetfulness, taking these people to the other side.Not far from those people, Lu Sixian was frightened. This was a scene that Shen Pan would only see in her dreams, because in fact, Lu Sixian never appeared from the beginning to the end. At that time, she was still worried For Lu Sixian's safety, I prayed that he would not show up. If she died, let her die. The noble prince who took pity on her should live a beautiful life of his own, carefree.

Destiny had a mysterious effect at that moment. Through her muddy hair, she saw the whip in Lu Guangzhong's hand pointing at her on the ground, reprimanding her middle-aged son. There was only a sharp whistling sound in her ears and she couldn't hear anything. It was probably tinnitus, but she didn't know it at the time.

She didn't know what Lu Guangzhong said to Lu Yaowu, she only knew it was related to her.However, she was not that important. The indifferent glance Lu Guangzhong gave her was enough to explain the problem.

His anger was probably because Lu Yaowu went to war over such a trivial matter.

The massacre was over, and the dead and dying were thrown into the Xiaoyao River. The landfill continued until dawn. This flashy place with flowers and lights on the banks turned into a scorched earth, and everyone was dead. Only she survived and was left to fend for herself in this unknown cemetery.

She lives not because she is important, but because Lu Guangzhong thinks her life is like an ant and he doesn't care.For the first time, she realized her own humbleness, so humble that she could not decide her life or death.It turns out that it is so difficult for people to live.

Only Lu Sixian, to him, she was important and protected.He promised that they could leave here together and all the suffering would end.

She walked on the streets like a wandering spirit. In the turbulent times, in the eyes of others, she was just one of the many displaced people.

She walked towards Hawthorne East Road. In the small building behind the sycamore tree, she still had brand new clothes and some luggage hidden away. She was already prepared and could fly away with Lu Sixian at any time.

Instinctively, she forgot about the hell on earth that night. If she remembered, she would go crazy at the moment.

It's just that this memory that was suppressed out of protection eventually became an ever-present nightmare. In this world of the jungle, ants have no dignity.

If there is still love, maybe these are just nightmares.

But Lu Sixian lied to her. He had no intention of taking her with him from the beginning.He avoided her like the plague.

He is just Lu Yaowu with a younger look.

Like his father, Shen Pan, he has no name here, he is just a plaything to please himself in a pampered life.Now, the world has changed, and they are running away, even taking their poodle with them, but they just leave her behind.

Resentment is also suppressed because there is no one to complain about.

The next 30 years were filled with memories of a helpless woman struggling to survive with a child without a father.

A warning tone sounded in the cabin that the plane was about to land.

The long journey was finally coming to an end. Shen Pan saw the people around him breathing a sigh of relief when they saw that she was still alive, knowing that she was no longer the abandoned person.

She made herself the most important person, just like those who once sat on a high horse, turning her hands into clouds and rain, and could easily influence a person's life or death.

However, Lu Guangzhong used guns, while she learned to use capital, achieving the same goal through different routes.

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On the seawall, Lin Xiaodong's hand that had lost the cigarette didn't know where to put it. He picked up a gravel at his feet and threw it into the boundless sea.

Ye Zhini next to him said: "According to what you said, when the Dongshi project is launched, I may harvest a bunch of bones. This is the crime of the Lu family. With the delicate relationship between Shen Pan and them, it seems that there is no need to do so." Try your best to cover them up."

"You are right. After the Xiaoyao River was filled up, that area was a wasteland that no one cared about for a long time. Until Lin Zhengyang took over, the Dongyou Oil Market was built. From that time on, This place connected Shen Pan and Lin Zhengyang, which made me curious about what happened before Lin Zhengyang’s Jiandong Oil Market. Thanks to Xiao Xu’s homework, I know that Lu Sixian disappeared in 1993."

"Huh? 1993?" When Ye Zhenshi heard this year, he immediately said keenly, "This year, Lin Zhengyang went to Nanpu and killed five members of Shen Guoming's family."

"You even remember this." Lin Xiaodong smiled, "Sometimes I really doubt you are a machine."

"I just don't have so many distracting thoughts. That year, Lin Zhengyang submitted a petition to Shen Pan, but Shen Guoming's family was killed, and Lu Sixian disappeared in Linzhou?" Ye Miushi looked very interested in this point.

"In 1993, Shen Pan was in Linzhou." Lin Xiaodong said, "Together with Lu Sixian, she brought her son back. The only ones who left were her and her son Lu Zhusheng. I used Lu Yin's mobile phone to contact some people in the Lu family. I asked about the situation in 1993. That year was the end of the Lu family’s fight for property. After a long litigation, Lu Sixian took most of the inheritance left by Lu Guangzhong. Almost all the insiders contacted said that Lu Sixian He is a loser, and this credit is due to Shen Pan who brought him back to China."

"Lu Zhusheng is the illegitimate son of Lu Sixian and Shen Pan. Before Lu Sixian found them, his surname was Shen." Ye Mianmi said, seeming to have understood what happened that year.

(End of this chapter)