Abyss of ignorance

When she said this, Jiang Lin's wrinkled face twitched, but Lin Xiaodong soon realized that it was she who was crying.

"I was so stupid at that time, I was only interested in moving, and I didn't realize how much hatred was planted in my heart when he knelt down.

A man has gold under his knees, so I should know that a person who will kneel for his own purpose is either spineless or not noble in character.

After that, he suddenly lost contact.

I can't get in touch.

At that time, PHS was still used, so I called him like crazy, but there was no reply.

My dad was delighted, because his resistance seemed to be working.Tell me, this kind of love that is not in the right family is like this, and there is no result.

I should marry his old brother's son, a strong marriage.

Hehe, there is nothing new under the sun, everything sounds so familiar, as if such things have happened for hundreds of years.

When Xu Binyong came back, he did not know where to get the dowry, and was admitted to a public office, but this public office was not counted in my father's eyes, and he became an auxiliary policeman.

However, Xu Binyong's humiliation of kneeling in front of so many people has now become a face that my father cannot withdraw. "Jiang Lin's voice is hoarse, and her words are sloppy. Lin Xiaodong can probably understand why she fell in love with Xu Binyong back then, because Xu Binyong is a bookish man. The strange thing is that even today, the kind of sincerity that Jiang Lin said , Simple, before you have in-depth contact with Xu Binyong, you will still feel that way.

His smooth career seems to be blessed by his own characteristics.

Lin Xiaodong listened, poured Jiang Lin a glass of warm water, and fed her a few sips more skillfully than last time.

Jiang Lin cast a grateful look at him: "Thank you, I haven't been treated so kindly for a long time."

"How did it become like this later?" Lin Xiaodong couldn't help asking.

"The question you asked, I have asked myself countless times. Things turned bad unconsciously, and Xu Binyong, I still don't know whether he was like this at the beginning, or when he knelt down to my dad in public It started to change.

My dad agreed to my marriage with him against all reluctance.

Even so, the wedding was very grand, but my dad has a wide network of contacts and invited almost all the famous people in Linzhou, while Xu Binyong only has a few poor relatives from his hometown, which pales in comparison.

I think the rumors that he relied on his husband's family started from this wedding.

Indeed, the status of the son-in-law of the chairman of the Chamber of Commerce is much more useful than a temporary worker in Linzhou.

Later he told me that he remembered all the sarcastic remarks my father's guests made intentionally or unintentionally, as well as my father's sarcasm towards him, and he never forgot a word for more than ten years.

And all these borne resentments vented on me after marriage.

After we got married, he became more and more busy. He said that he was going to be admitted to the official establishment. Besides going to work, he had to review. He often came back very late at night. Even if he came back early, he didn't communicate much.

I naively thought he was just stressed out.

Moreover, after he lost contact and came back, sometimes he would suddenly seem like a different person, because of a little thing, he would become irritable and hurt people.

But soon, he admitted that he was wrong and came back to coax me.

It didn't occur to me then that this was just the beginning.

Soon, he was admitted to the official establishment as he wished, and went to work in the office.

From then on, his fortune suddenly turned around, and he was on the rise. In just a few years, he changed from an ordinary clerk to the deputy director of the provincial department in charge of personnel.

And as his status improved, my life became more and more difficult.

I can't do anything right at home.

He is no longer the gentle and considerate Xu Binyong, but the critical and moody Xu Chu.

This marriage was my own choice, and I never talked to my dad about the daily pain.

And I didn't expect that my forbearance would bring such great destruction to my family.

Without warning, my dad got liver cancer and passed away soon. "

"Liver cancer?" Lin Xiaodong was extremely sensitive when he heard this word, and murmured, "Why such a coincidence?"

"What?" Jiang Lin asked.

"No, it's okay, it's just that during this period of time, I keep hearing things related to this disease. Do you want to drink some more water?" Lin Xiaodong asked with concern.

Jiang Lin shook her head, and continued: "My dad's death is a watershed, Xu Binyong completely gave up his disguise, bossing me around, even to the point of doing it.

And the biggest nightmare started when I looked at my phone one more time that day.

Because he came back later and later at night and became more and more rough with me, I began to suspect that he was having an affair.

He didn't allow me to go to work to find him, and he didn't allow me to ask him about work.

I was so obedient, hehe, that he carelessly thought that it was impossible for me to follow his whereabouts when he was off work.

I followed him all the way out of the Provincial Office, instead of going home, I drove to Chuanyun River instead.

I hid not far away, and vaguely heard him pick up the phone, asking if the tutor had arrived.

That is the name I often hear in the hellish days that followed.

Immediately afterwards, I saw him walking towards a small pier by the river. There was a yacht parked on the pier, and he boarded it.

There seemed to be several people on the yacht, and they were all men.

The yacht quickly sailed to the middle of the river.

At that time, I actually thought he was just attending a social meeting.

When he was about to go back, he was suddenly attacked from behind, his eyes went dark, and he fell to the ground.

I don't know how long it took, but I vaguely heard someone talking about how to deal with it.

He heard a cold voice, with a strong Linzhou accent, read Xu Binyong's name, and he asked him what to do.

And Xu Binyong answered him without hesitation, saying, mentor, I will handle it well.

It was probably a woman's intuition. At that time, I felt that what he said was handled well, and he was going to attack me.I, who was always stupid, pretended that I was still in a coma at that moment.

When they walked, there would be the sound of gravel being stepped on, and the sound of the tide not far away, I knew that I was still on the edge of the Chuanyun River.

Xu Binyong picked me up. The last time he hugged me like this was on the day of his marriage... But this time, I could hear the sound of the tide passing through the Yunjiang River getting closer—he was holding me and walking towards the riverside go.

After a while, his steps stopped.

I can't swim, he knows.

Without even a moment's hesitation, he threw me into the Chuanyun River, it was still winter, and the top of my head was quickly submerged by the piercing river water..."