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Chapter 321 "Secret Code" Imissyou, I missed you

Unfortunately, in the end, all those remaining thoughts were cruelly thrown away by Shang Zhuoyan.

Indeed, maybe she has always been the woman who worked hard for love and didn't care about anything. Maybe she is the "love brain" in the true sense.

But it was precisely because of this that she paid the price now.

Gu Huaian said that she took over all the responsibilities in one fell swoop, making Gu Huaian look less like a man...

Actually not.

It's because Shang Zhuoyan knows that she is the "culprit" of everything, and because she knows that everything happened because of herself, that's why she does this.

In her eyes, everything Gu Huaian has experienced in the past six months has been caused by her...

Even though she was not wishful thinking, Gu Huaian was not unmoved by it, but she was still the "sinner" who messed everything up.

So her leaving was not only out of necessity, but also like...

Atonement.

It's wrong, it's wrong.

As the initiator, she needs to put everything back on track.

They would all be just fine without her.

"Gu Huaian..."

Shang Zhuoyan was wearing pink pajamas. She always liked to dress very pink like a girl. She gently put down the square wine glass in her hand. She squirmed slightly in Gu Huaian's arms. She tried her best to smile. , but her eyes were red but she didn't seem very happy at all. In the end, she could only say miserably:

"I miss you..."

Gu Huaian was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Shang Zhuoyan to speak English to him. His English was not good, but this sentence just didn't touch his blind spot. He knew that this sentence meant "I miss you", so he subconsciously answered Author:

"I miss you as well."

But who knew, Shang Zhuoyan actually shook her head gently...

With her hair disheveled, her hair would move when she shook her head, which was always interesting. When Gu Huaian looked at her with doubtful eyes, her red lips, which were so spicy from tonight's hot pot, opened slightly. explain:
"I said, I missed you."

At this moment, Shang Zhuoyan looked very stubborn. Even though her eyes were filled with tears, she gritted her teeth and did not let a single tear fall.

"..."

Gu Huaian didn't say anything else, maybe because he knew he couldn't keep Shang Zhuoyan.

He just held her tightly, unwilling to let go for a second, as if she would leave immediately if he let go.

They just held it...

for a long time.

Shang Zhuoyan whispered in Gu Huaian's ear:

"I want to listen to Contentment."

Gu Huaian was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and subconsciously said:

"Don't you like this song?"

"?How do you know I don't like it?"

Shang Zhuoyan was also stunned for a moment. Although she did not like this song, she didn't seem to have told Gu Huaian to listen to it, right?

"...Guess."

Gu Huaian casually made an excuse and dealt with it.

"Can you sing it to me?" Shang Zhuoyan asked.

"of course can."

Gu Huaian took back the guitar that he had ruthlessly discarded, played it gently, and sang "Contentment" for Shang Zhuoyan.

Speaking of which, they were quite luxurious tonight. Gu Huaian was still a top-tier singer after all. Normally, it would cost hundreds of thousands to sing a song at a commercial performance outside, but tonight Shang Zhuoyan had already ordered two songs for free.

"Dong dong..."

The melody is somewhat healing, but the lyrics are not pleasant;

"How to have a rainbow..."

"How to hug, a summer wind..."

"..."

When she heard the familiar phrase "If you are not happy for me, will you let me go?" Shang Zhuoyan almost couldn't hold back...

Even though this song "Contentment" has been listened to by many people on a loop in the days that followed, Shang Zhuoyan will always remember the scene when she listened to this song for the first time...

It was during the recording of "Crystal Love Season" in Yunnan, and it was the night when actor Su confessed to Xilin and was rejected.

This song is the beginning of the friendship between Gu Huaian and Su Yuntang...

At that time, Shang Zhuoyan didn't like the song when she first heard it, and at that time she hated the phrase "If you are not happy for me, will letting go actually be possession?"

At that time, she thought that she would get what she wanted no matter what, no matter what the cost!
Let go?

That's just the behavior of a weak person!

But now, after experiencing so many things, after being stubborn and unwilling to let go for so long, after torturing many people, after making everyone pay for their own willfulness...

She also slowly understood the meaning of this lyrics.

……

After singing "Contentment", it was already very late, almost 12 o'clock in the evening.

Gu Huaian has a flight tomorrow morning. He has been very busy with concerts recently and can't get away at all. It's really nice to be able to squeeze out a day.

Shang Zhuoyan also has a flight tomorrow morning and will be leaving the country soon. She has to make some preparations and meet her friends and family before leaving. These are unavoidable.

"I'm leaving."

Standing at the door, Gu Huaian didn't open the door for a long time.

Because he knew very well that after this separation, it might not be three or five years before he could see Shang Zhuoyan again.

"Let's go, why are you so grinding..."

Shang Zhuoyan had obviously adjusted her mood. She smiled and said in a relaxed tone:
"Forget about me and go chase her back. I'm optimistic about you and will cheer you up from afar."

Gu Huaian smiled reluctantly, then opened the door, lowered the brim of his hat, and left...

Shang Zhuoyan didn't dare to stand at the door with the door open for long, because she was afraid that someone would take a secret photo. If she was photographed, it would be unclear.

But similarly, she didn't close the door. She just stood blankly at the cracked doorway for a long time...

The smile on her face didn't disappear, and her eyes didn't lose their sparkle. She didn't look sad or unhappy, just...

My heart feels empty.

This sweet day ended like this.

She is so reluctant...

I can't let go of that feeling, I can't let go of caring for Huaian, I can't let go of everything in the country.

Although she knew very well that Gu Huaian was so kind to her because she was leaving, she felt nostalgic and reluctant to let him go.

but……

She has to leave after all.

Just like the door in front of her, even though she didn't want to close it, even though she wanted to open it and poke her head out to see Gu Huaian's leaving figure, she couldn't take that step.

Sometimes, she would also think about how great it would be if Gu Huaian stayed tonight instead of leaving.

Even though today has passed, there is still no 24 hours since they met. If she had been more willful, he would definitely stay because he was so soft-hearted.

If he stays, they will really become complete boyfriend and girlfriend...

This idea quickly took root in her heart. Even at this moment, Shang Zhuoyan always had the urge to rush out and call out Gu Huaian, just like she had tried to persuade Gu Huaian to stay at the end of the concert.

Her two jade hands were holding pink fists, and her delicate body was trembling slightly, as if she was enduring a lot of hardship...

But in the end, as time passed, it became more and more clear to me that Gu Huaian had gone far, and even if I called him, he would not be able to come back...

Slowly, she let go.

Her pink fists were no longer clenched, and her delicate body no longer trembled. She just sighed silently and walked forward gently to close the door to the room.

"..."

After all, it is a five-star hotel. The door is very quiet and makes no sound at all. It is impossible to make a "crunching" sound.

Shang Zhuoyan lowered her head, just enough to see the door closing little by little...

That gap is getting smaller and smaller.

watching...

It will be completely closed.

But at that moment!
"Tattoo..."

A rush of footsteps sounded from the corridor outside. The sound was not loud. After all, there were carpets in the corridors of the hotel, so even running wildly would not make a lot of noise.

But it's obvious, quite outstanding.

next moment!
"Boom!"

One foot got stuck in the last gap before Shang Zhuoyan closed the door!
Make her door unable to be closed no matter what...

"ah……"

Shang Zhuoyan was startled and looked outside in surprise at Gu Huaian, who was still out of breath after running all the way.

"Huh...huh..."

Gu Huaian had one foot stuck on the crack of the door and pressed the door with one hand. He was probably out of breath from running all the way back.

This corridor is indeed a bit long.

But his eyes were staring straight at Shang Zhuoyan through the crack in the door. "What? Did you forget something?"

At that time, Shang Zhuoyan didn't know why Gu Huaian came back, but she was very happy to see him come back.

She opened the door subconsciously and wanted to tease Gu Huaian for being so reluctant to leave her?

Who knows the next moment!
"Well……"

Gu Huaian suddenly rushed forward.

He hugged Shang Zhuoyan and kissed her unceremoniously and mercilessly. He was very rude. At first, Shang Zhuoyan didn't know what happened. Her brain was confused at that moment. She was probably splashed by this. The wealth of heaven goes to my head...

It wasn't until Gu Huaian started kissing her neck, taking off her clothes, and lifting the pink sweater she was wearing from the hem that she seemed to understand something.

She subconsciously pressed her hand on Gu Huaian's hand as he took off her clothes. Unfortunately, her strength was too weak, and she really couldn't stop Gu Huaian.

soon……

She fell into it.

And began to respond to Gu Huaian awkwardly.

They kissed and walked into the room. Before leaving, Gu Huaian raised his foot and kicked it casually...

"Oh!"

The door closed so easily.

Gu Huaian hugged her and put her on the table, then on the sofa, and then on the bed. Sometimes Shang Zhuoyan couldn't help but think about how she was really like a real-life Barbie doll, being walked around casually. let it go?

Having said that, she really rarely sits at the table...

"Crash..."

The rain outside the window started to fall again at some point.

this night...

Precarious.

……

The next day.

early morning.

"Drip drip..."

Gu Huaian was woken up by the alarm clock set on his cell phone.

When I sat up and rubbed my eyes in a daze, I stopped the alarm clock and looked around me. There was nothing there...

Shang Zhuoyan has disappeared.

On the bed sheets, some bright colors stand out, even more conspicuous than those eye-catching bags.

It is worth mentioning that the weather is very good today. Chongqing, which has been raining for several days, has finally cleared up today. Because I live very high, more than 40 floors up, the lighting here is very good, and the sunlight flows through the gaps in the curtains. It was refracted and hit the wooden floor of the bedroom. The picture was pretty good.

After a while, Gu Huaian put on his clothes and went downstairs. He originally thought Shang Zhuoyan had gotten up early to pack his things, until he went downstairs and saw...

When I saw that in the room that was originally littered with all kinds of flashy Shang Zhuoyan's clothes, there was nothing related to her...

Only then did I realize that she seemed to be... gone.

Standing in the empty room, Gu Huaian felt empty. He seemed to still be able to see the scene where he and Shang Zhuoyan were taking a bath in the bathtub and watching a movie on the sofa together yesterday...

He remembered that Shang Zhuoyan always muttered something last night:

"Gu Huaian, it hurts..."

At first he cared about Huaian because she was in physical pain, but then he realized belatedly that she was probably...

My heart hurts.

She still left. She had always been like this, like a stubborn donkey, always so willful, making decisions that no one could tell.

There was breakfast on the table, as well as two scarves. One was the pink and white scarf that Shang Zhuoyan had shown him when he was making video calls, and the other was a gray one.

She left a card with some message-like words on it:

"The flight was a little early, so I didn't call you because you were still sleeping. Please forgive me. It's the last time anyway..."

"Actually, I only bought one scarf at first. Then I thought that Pei Jingshu would definitely ask you when I took the pink one back, so I bought another gray one. How about it? I'm very considerate, right?"

"Although it's disgusting, let me say a few words, Gu Huaian, everything I have chosen to be today is my own choice. No matter what I become, no matter how much I pay for it, I have never regretted it, so There is no need for you to feel guilty for my leaving..."

"I hope you can live well in the future"

"Well... I really won't write any words of farewell, so let's leave it at that; anyway, I'm leaving. Thank you for yesterday. Regardless of whether you were so kind to me because I was leaving, I'm really satisfied... "

"real"

The message ended here, it was as plain as a pebble thrown into the sea, not stirring up any water.

Gu Huaian noticed that there was no end in her message, as if she couldn't bear to end their story.

But no matter what, it seems that their story has come to an end.

"..."

Gu Huaian said nothing more. It seemed that he knew that no matter what happened last night, Shang Zhuoyan was going to leave.

He just silently finished the breakfast she ordered for him, then returned to the hotel where he was staying, washed briefly, packed his luggage, and set off on his way back.

On the way back, I felt a little stuck. The system happened to prompt me that points would be credited to my account. It seemed that points would be credited to my account if someone watched the previous program.

Slowly, Gu Huaian is now resting on his laurels. He is earning points every day without doing much work.

"This system of yours, if it had more functions, labor and management would not be in the same situation as today."

Gu Huaian couldn't help but complain.

Then the funny thing is, I don’t know if it’s because I feel sorry for Gu Huaian, but the system actually pops up a prompt:
"Ding, I noticed that the host was in a bad mood and gave me a free song: "Code"."

"Fuck?"

Gu Huaian was stunned. Is your system so casual? !

Is there a reward for complaining?

Then Gu Huaian can't complain every day? !
Then Gu Huaian complained all the way on the plane...

As a result, the system never let go of anything since "Code", and the MD player disappeared!

"Giao!"

Gu Huaian had no choice but to give up the system and took a few glances at the song "Code".

I have to say that the system is very good at selecting songs, and this song is indeed very suitable for him and Shang Zhuoyan...

When he landed at the airport, after meeting Jiang Nuan and others who came to pick him up, Gu Huaian handed them the song "Code" and asked them to find a music studio to see when they could record it.

"How can we have time to prepare new songs?"

There is less than a week left before the concert day, and the remaining few days have to be devoted to the concert. Where can I find the time to write new songs?
Then Gu Huaian repeated the world famous saying:

"Time is like water in a sponge, there is always time when you squeeze it."

Jiang Nuan: "..."

At that time, I was completely silenced, okay?
"Let's go."

Gu Huaian got in the car. He couldn't tell whether he was in a good mood that day. If you said he was in a good mood, it must be a lie. Shang Zhuoyan took all the responsibilities on his own and left like this. If Gu Huaian was still in a good mood, he was just born. ;
But it doesn't seem like I'm in a bad mood...

Shang Zhuoyan is very smart. She knows that no matter what, if she leaves, even if it makes Gu Huaian feel empty or even missing a piece, at least she won't feel as guilty as before.

No matter what Gu Huaian thinks, after returning from Chongqing, he will have the thought in his heart that "things related to Shang Zhuoyan are over".

It is also because of these thoughts that some of the burdens on his shoulders will be lifted, making him feel lighter.

People...

Once you feel more relaxed, your mood will automatically improve.

"that song……"

Thinking of this, Gu Huaian couldn't help but said to his assistant:
"Try to make it before the concert."

assistant:"???"

They want to say, brother, do you still think the workload is not big enough? !

You know, they are not only busy with concerts recently, but also with some new songs. Gu Huaian has prepared some new songs for the concert, and those songs will be released on major music platforms with the exposure that night of the concert.

They've been busy just communicating with the platform recently, so Gu Huaian has jammed another song? !

I really don’t want people to live anymore, brother? !

Gu Huaian laughed and said that in the worst case, he would just pull out one of the songs he had prepared. Anyway, this song should be done before the concert.

Shang Zhuoyan said that she left the day before Gu Huaian's concert, so Gu Huaian naturally wanted her to hear this song before leaving.

When she was in Chongqing, Gu Huaian sang a song "Shanshan" to her. Although it suited her very well, she was not satisfied and didn't like it...

She never gets rid of her habit of liking lively songs.

And the melody of "Code" suits her very well.

Speaking of "Shan Shan", Gu Huaian was actually very nice to his assistants, and he didn't mention recording this song together, otherwise he would be really busy, haha...

……

A few days after returning from Chongqing, Gu Huaian concentrated on the concert.

He's been busy these past few days. The busy Gu Huaian feels like he's back to his original peak, but he quite likes this feeling. After all, who doesn't like the feeling of struggle?

And it was almost the fourth day after Chongqing came back, which was the third day before the concert started. Gu Huaian was busy rehearsing when he suddenly heard his assistant say:
"Sister Xilin is here to visit the class!"

……

(End of this chapter)