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Chapter 320 "Shanshan": The more lively you are, the sadder you are, the more free and easy you are, the more you can't let go!
The hot pot is delicious, but it’s too spicy. The more you eat the bottom of the pot, the stronger the flavor becomes. I don’t know if I’ve developed a resistance to the spiciness after eating. It’s indeed not as spicy as before, but Shang Zhuoyan also said that it might be. It was so spicy that I couldn't even feel my lips.

At first she maintained her image and cared about her lipstick, but later she stopped caring about it when it got too spicy. Her mouth was full of oil after eating, and she spent more than 20 minutes just touching up her makeup after eating.

"Ah...it feels so good..."

While walking back, Shang Zhuoyan rubbed her slightly bulging belly, feeling very satisfied.

Yes, they were walking back. Although the way back was very far and the navigation said it might take more than an hour, Shang Zhuoyan still did not choose to take a taxi. Instead, she wanted to take a walk with Gu Huaian to digest food.

Of course, she didn't deny that she wanted to spend more time with Gu Huaian...

She knew very well that once she went back, there seemed to be no reason for her to stay with Gu Huai'an.

about to...

Separated.

"..."

Gu Huaian walked with her. On the way back, Shang Zhuoyan obviously talked a lot less and was not as lively as before. Gu Huaian noticed this when he was about to finish eating at the hot pot restaurant.

"Can't you leave?"

do not know……

Isn't today too beautiful?

Even Gu Huaian is a little nostalgic for such beauty.

He doesn't want Shang Zhuoyan to go, no one wants her to go...

"Ok?"

Shang Zhuoyan was carrying a white bag, not big, but very small, with rabbit patterns embroidered on it, which looked very nice.

She was walking in front with her hands behind her back, but when she heard these words, she suddenly turned around and looked at Gu Huaian stupidly.

At this time, they happened to come to a corner, and the dim light of the street lamp fell down, shining on half of her pretty face, and seemed to cast a shadow on the other half of her pretty face.

She pursed her lips and smiled, as if she was relaxed, and said:
"The contract is signed and it only lasts for three years. How can I not leave?"

"Breach of contract."

Gu Huaian said like a nouveau riche:
"I'll pay you liquidated damages."

Shang Zhuoyan laughed after hearing this, came closer to Gu Huaian, and asked funnyly:
"What are you doing? Do you want to support me?"

Her expression seemed to be saying, do you think I, Shang Zhuoyan, am a woman who needs a man to support her?

"not me……"

Just when Gu Huaian was about to say something, Shang Zhuoyan raised her beautiful hand and put two fingers on his lips, and then...

Gently, shook his head.

Once upon a time, she really needed Gu Huaian to tell her that he liked her, and she needed Gu Huaian to give her a promise and give her everything she wanted...

Even after experiencing so many things, she still wanted those things, but also because of what she had experienced, she knew she couldn't have them.

In the past, they had thought about the consequences of being together, but she never thought about hurting Gu Huaian.

She is not afraid of being scolded, and it's not like she has never been scolded before, but she doesn't want Huaian to be scolded, never.

"..."

Those words were suppressed by Shang Zhuoyan, so in the end Gu Huaian didn't say anything. He just felt a little suffocated, as if there were some words in his heart that he couldn't say.

Shang Zhuoyan turned around and continued walking. It is worth mentioning that she did not hold hands with Gu Huaian on the way back, but walked in front alone...

When they reached the bridge across the river, they didn't know whether it was a coincidence or not, but they happened to reach the bridge where they could see the night view of Hongya Cave.

"Wow! So beautiful!"

They didn't expect to see the night view of Hongya Cave, but they didn't expect to see it by mistake. Sure enough, as said on the Internet, Hongya Cave is more beautiful at night than during the day.

"Let's stay a while, huh?"

Shang Zhuoyan asked Gu Huaian for permission. It was a bit cold at night on the river, and the cool breeze kept blowing. She was wearing very thin clothes, but she didn't know if it was because she had just eaten the spicy hot pot, but she didn't feel cold at all.

The wind blew her hair, making her look a little dreamy...

Gu Huaian took off his coat and put it on her body. When she noticed it, she couldn't help but say:
"It seems that we can no longer call you a stinky straight man. You should change your name to a warm man."

Gu Huaian shook his head and smiled. He had never taken these things seriously.

They stayed on the bridge for a short time. Because it was very cold and there were many people, they were afraid of being recognized, so they crossed the river and went back.

When they arrived at Jiefangbei Pedestrian Street, Shang Zhuoyan said she was thirsty, so Gu Huaian went to buy her milk tea. However, she was wrapped in Gu Huaian's coat because she was cold, so Gu Huaian carried the milk tea for her.

"..."

The two of them just walked slowly to the hotel where Shang Zhuoyan was staying without talking.

It's funny to say that after they had been having a sweet day, they seemed to have nothing to say in the end.

The closer they get to the hotel, the slower their pace becomes...

"Feel sorry……"

When they were almost there, Gu Huaian handed Shang Zhuoyan milk tea and said:
"I seem to have accidentally drank your milk tea just now."

He had been carrying two cups. Gu Huaian was easily confused, so he accidentally drank the wrong cup just now.

I thought Shang Zhuoyan wouldn't mind, but she actually looked like she was about to cry and said:

"Why are you drinking my milk tea..."

As he spoke, the tears started to fall.

Shang Zhuoyan didn't cry all day today, she was either smiling or feeling shy, but now for some reason, she couldn't stop crying.

"You have your own, why do you want to drink mine..."

She hit Gu Huaian with a pink fist. After the blow, she tilted her head as if in anger, tears streaming down her face.

"Why are you so careless..."

"Why do you want to drink my milk tea..."

"They're all the same, mine doesn't taste any better..."

She said it many times, crying all the time, and her mask got wet.

"..."

Gu Huaian said nothing and let her cry and make trouble.

Occasionally, passers-by would pass by and cast curious glances, thinking to themselves, didn’t they just drink the wrong cup of milk tea? As for crying like this?

If you mind that much, you might as well buy another drink.

This girl is too unreasonable and makes a fuss out of a molehill.

But maybe Gu Huaian and Shang Zhuoyan knew that she was definitely not crying because of the milk tea.

"All right……"

Gu Huaian held her and comforted her for a long time. Finally, Shang Zhuoyan wiped her tears in his arms and said in a crying voice:
"I don't care, you have to make it up to me."

"Okay, you can make whatever compensation you want."

At this moment, to be honest, Gu Huaian couldn't refuse any conditions she proposed.

"I want to hear you sing..."

Shang Zhuoyan raised her head and pushed away the messy hair scattered on her forehead.

"Can you sing a song that belongs only to me?"

Gu Huaian wrote songs for her, "Calories", "Your Smile", as well as the previous "Sad People Don't Listen to Slow Songs" and the song "Listen to Me".

But she always felt that none of the songs really belonged to her, and they all seemed to comfort herself...

She wanted to have a song that only she knew.

"it is good."

Gu Huaian did not refuse, even though he had known for a long time that there was a guitar in Shang Zhuoyan's hotel room, and this matter had been premeditated, but he did not choose to expose it.

……

"Huh...it's so cold..."

When Shang Zhuoyan returned to the hotel, she still turned on the air conditioner first and then went upstairs to take off her clothes. In fact, she originally planned to take off her clothes on the first floor. Wasn't this because Gu Huaian was here?
When she came down, she changed into a pair of pajamas. She chose to get along with Gu Huaian in the most comfortable manner. When she came down, Gu Huaian was already playing with the guitar she brought.

"...How did you know there was a guitar here?" She pouted and lowered her head, as if she had been discovered.

"I saw it at noon." Gu Huaian shook his head.

"..."

Although it was a bit embarrassing to be discovered, Shang Zhuoyan was not too petty.

She brought two bottles of wine and found two glasses and placed them on the table...

"pattering..."

After pouring wine into the square wine glass, she handed one to Gu Huaian, holding the other glass in her arms, her naked, round and slender legs huddled at the edge of the sofa.

She just looked at Gu Huaian like this, as if waiting for his performance...

"Dong dong..."

Gu Huaian played the guitar twice, and instead of singing in a hurry, he picked up the wine glass and took a sip, as if to strengthen his courage.

"I know what style of song you like, but as for this song... I won't ask for your opinion."

Gu Huaian said casually and told her:

"This song is called "Shanshan"."

After Gu Huaian was ready, he originally planned to play the guitar and start singing, but who knew that Shang Zhuoyan suddenly raised his hand to interrupt him!
"Hey wait a minute, wait a minute, I want to record it!" She got up and went to find her cell phone to turn on the recording function. Then she found another cell phone and turned on the recording function and put it on the table. She was really serious.

Gu Huaian was also patient, waiting for her to finish playing with it, and then waited for her to retract back to the sofa, and then started to play gently...

"Dong dong..."

The gentle melody was played on Gu Huaian's fingertips. After all, he was a professional musician. His guitar skills were not outstanding. Shang Zhuoyan always admired these people who knew how to play musical instruments. Don't look at her. I carry a guitar with me everywhere. This guitar is not cheap, but it is really just entry-level.

She looked at Gu Huaian with admiration. She always liked to listen to Gu Huaian sing...

……

"Shanshan, have you slept well recently?"

"I haven't talked to you for a long time..."

"See, your signature says..."

"If you have positive energy..."

……

The name of this song is "Shanshan", but no matter Gu Huaian or Shang Zhuoyan, they all know that this song is clearly sung by Shang Zhuoyan.

He just chose a pseudonym.

The sentence signed by Shang Zhuoyan in her circle of friends, which Gu Huaian just read the day before yesterday, is called:
"So, as long as you feel it's worth it, that's fine."

This is very much like her, like what she would say. She has always been willful along the way, but she has never regretted anything. She always feels that it is worth it, even if she has paid such a painful price now.

A few short lyrics, like what Gu Huaian wanted to say to Shang Zhuoyan, made her feel very warm and romantic.

She also fully knew that the man in front of her understood her very well.

This is perfectly explained in the next two lyrics.

……

"The more lively you are, the sadder it will be..."

"The more free and easy you are, the harder it is to let go..."

"As an adult, emotions are always expressed in reverse."

"After a few cups of yellow soup, you said..."

……

Gu Huaian's singing ability is really high. For such a ballad-like song, he did not choose to use any fancy techniques, but only used the most heartfelt and pure tone to interpret it. His voice had feeling, and his burning eyes felt even more.

Before today, Gu Huaian hadn't seen that beautiful girl Shang Zhuoyan who was lively, cheerful and optimistic, and could happily spin around in circles after eating her favorite cake.

Because of their relationship and the noise on the Internet, she had been on a downward spiral after the concert that year. Whether it was because she was trapped in love or something else, the lively girl she once was seemed to have disappeared.

Even today, Gu Huaian doesn't feel that she has returned to her original appearance.

Yes, today she is still lively and cheerful, and she is not very deliberate, but she gives people the impression of being helpless after being indifferent.

Forced adjustment.

A mask that is well-intentioned and put on for oneself because one does not want others to worry.

She was obviously like this in the past, but now she needed to make a mask for herself according to her past appearance and put it on her face with her own hands.

Isn't it exactly what he sang in those two lyrics: "The more lively you are, the sadder you are, the more free and easy you are, the more you can't let go"?

To be honest, her acting skills were really poor. At least Gu Huai's security department could see it, and he even believed that everyone around him could see it too.

……

"Why are my steps gradually slowing down as I walk..."

"Why does life become protracted when you are busy..."

“The old buildings on the street corners have been torn down, and nostalgic people live in lively and prosperous buildings.”

……

Shang Zhuoyan didn't cry or laugh, she just held the wine glass blankly and silently, brought it close to her lips, and took a gentle sip.

The wine was not delicious, bitter and spicy, but Shang Zhuoyan didn't seem to notice it at all.

……

"I love you so much, but my lover disappears..."

"Thinking about it, I'm still confused..."

"What a special person it was..."

"ordinary……"

"Thrown into the sea of ​​people in a hurry."

……

Gu Huaian sang the phrase "What a special person we were back then" very seriously. Yes, Shang Zhuoyan was so special back then. People would notice her at first sight when she was in a crowd. She was hot. , passionate, unrestrained and enthusiastic, she once lived a life that all girls envied.

Why do such girls lose?
Why does she have to go through so many destructive things?
Why should she take all the responsibility for their affairs and go to a foreign country?

Gu Huaian is always shy about speaking disgusting words, so his words are often found in songs. Fortunately, there are always some songs that can express his thoughts.

Slowly, Shang Zhuoyan's eyes turned red...

"Stop singing, what are you singing about..."

She raised her foot and kicked Gu Huaian from a distance, and started to cry again in her voice. She really didn't want to cry when she saw Gu Huaian for the last time, but look at what this stinky bastard was singing!

She disliked such sad songs. She had openly expressed this when she first listened to Gu Huaian's song "The Name Engraved in My Heart". Gu Huaian, an idiot, knew this but still sang such a song...

Yes, it is indeed quite suitable for the occasion, but it can also make people emotional!
She really doesn’t want to and can’t fall in love anymore, okay?
Everything today has gone too far...

"After you listen..."

Gu Huaian also wanted to say that the second half of the song would actually be somewhat "comforting", but Shang Zhuoyan couldn't listen to it anymore. She wiped her tears, waved her hands and said:

"That's it, that's enough. I don't want to hear the whole story, as if our story is over. Half of it is good..."

At this point, she paused and looked at Gu Huaian with a pair of red eyes. She finally couldn't bear to say the second half of the sentence, so she kept it in her heart and called it:
"Just like us, we end up in vain."

"..."

Gu Huaian was silent for a while, and then...

"Can you not go?"

He threw the guitar aside, leaned over, hugged Shang Zhuoyan, and finally said these words again.

He whispered in Shang Zhuoyan's ear:
"No matter what happens, don't leave. I'll help you pay the liquidated damages. I can write songs for you, produce albums for you, and you can make movies if you want. It's all up to you, as long as you don't leave..."

At this moment, Gu Huaian finally spoke out what he had been holding back for a long time.

Gu Huaian didn't know how he would handle their relationship if Shang Zhuoyan stayed, but he really didn't want to let Shang Zhuoyan leave.

He does have the ability to make Shang Zhuoyan come back again.

At this moment, he really just...

I don’t want her to go!

But before he finished speaking, Shang Zhuoyan raised her hand to cover his mouth just like when she came out from the hot pot tonight.

This time Gu Huaian didn't ask her to gag him as he did before. He grabbed Shang Zhuoyan's hand, stared straight into her beautiful big eyes, and said:

"There's no reason for you to bear all the responsibility for our affairs. Why? Why don't you share some of it with me..."

Gu Huaian was not very emotionally stable. He said:
"Don't you make me look too unmanly? I will be scolded to death..."

Even if she is responsible, Gu Huaian should also bear some responsibilities. She took all the responsibilities at once, which seemed like she was being righteous. Have you thought about what Gu Huaian felt?
"..."

Shang Zhuoyan stared blankly at Gu Huaian who was holding her, watching him collapse and looking anxious. She didn't know why, but she felt very satisfied.

then……

"Puchi..."

She actually laughed.

"What are you laughing at?"

Gu Huaian was a little crazy. Is this the time to laugh? !
"Gu Huaian..."

Shang Zhuoyan struggled in Gu Huaian's arms, and she said in a very arrogant tone:

"You can't bear to leave me, can you?"

"..."

Gu Huaian was a little silent, probably because he had said a lot just now. Gu Huaian was a little short of words. He stared into Shang Zhuoyan's eyes and said seriously:
"I don't want you to go."

No one knows how lethal these words are to Shang Zhuoyan. If it could be described by a weapon in this world, the only thing Shang Zhuoyan can think of is a nuclear bomb.

Not because its power can be interpreted, but because Shang Zhuoyan could only think of this.

To be honest, when she heard these words, her heart trembled violently...

At that moment, the thought of staying really flashed through her mind, stay, don't leave, isn't she always like this, risking her life for love, not caring about anything, not caring about anything?

not leaving...

don't go!

Leave!

Even if every day in the future would not be as sweet as today, at least she would be satisfied by being by his side!
don't go...

Really, I don’t want to leave!
……

(End of this chapter)