Me and the Doll Girl of Zhidiao Island

Chapter 44. The Ruins of Yan Ye

Jiang Yuan thought about striding over there, but it was very difficult to walk in the ruins.

The vines extending in all directions, as well as the weeds entwined on the ground, and even the rock fragments left here have become extremely sharp.

Faced with the unknown feeling of "I don't know when I will let her know that I am here", Jiang Yuanshen felt like a sharp knife hanging in his heart, ready to pierce his heart at any time.

"Shaking apricot! Don't move! I'm here to find you—!"

There were several cuts on the wrists and cheeks, and the splashing of rainwater on the wounds would cause scorching pain.

Chaokong Yaoxing sat on the broken wall with a frightened look, holding the phone tightly with both hands, the small light was stubbornly resisting the surrounding darkness.

Jiang Yuanshen's breathing became rapid, afraid that the bright light would disappear, his whole body seemed to lose consciousness, and moved forward ignoring the pain.

The muscles in both legs began to twitch uncontrollably due to fatigue.

But the emotions in his heart could not be calmed, Jiang Yuanshen endured the pain and walked in a strange posture, as if he was walking in the sea that spread to his waist.

He opened his mouth, and the rainwater flowing down his cheeks entered his mouth, just moistening his dry throat.

The body is so hot that it seems to be burning, and even the fingertips can feel the blood surging.

The towns stretching out in the distance were lit up, and the Chitori Shrine in Nakuyama was also lit up.

"Shaking almonds."

Jiang Yuanshen shouted less than ten meters away from her.

Walking through the field where dark red comfrey grows, wandering in the ruins, do you see yourself waving your sleeves?

Chaokong Yaoxing's back trembled, and his eyes came through the rain.

When he noticed that the person who was muddy in the rain was Jiang Yuanshen, his slender arms were trembling, and his wet short hair flowed like water.

The wind blows, swaying the rain and dew and weeds, and also swaying the hearts of the two.

Her big black eyes glistened with tears, like the sea at night.

"You have feet."

Hearing Chaokong Yaoxing's sweet and non-interfering words, the exhausted Jiang Yuanshen suddenly felt angry and funny.

Just like when I returned to Zhiniao Island, her first words are always inexplicable.

"If you don't wear shoes, I'm afraid you will really have no feet."

He coughed violently, tears and tears choked by the rain.

Chaokong Yaoxing raised his head apprehensively, and opened it with a vigilant murmur.

"It's Jiang. Jiangyuan"

"It's Xiao Shen."

Jiang Yuan said clearly, but Chaokong Yaoxing's chest tightened, feeling stagnant things gushing out of his thin clothes.

She bit her lower lip tightly, trying to hold back the crying, but in the end she was still half-crying, her shoulders were shaking violently.

"Why did you find this place?"

"Is there no place for me here?"

Jiang Yuanshen slowly approached Chao Kong Shaking Apricot, facing each other with eyes that could feel each other's body temperature, their cheeks were wet by the rain.

"Don't get close, I have never forgiven you."

The voice of Zhaokong Yaoxing bowing his head and resisting echoed deep in his ears. Jiang Yuanshen recalled the scene of leaving without saying goodbye after the big earthquake.

For a moment, he was silent.

"Aren't you lonely? Aren't you lonely without me? I'm so lonely without you. After my mother is gone, I only have you, Xiao Shen. I even really feel that it doesn't matter if I leave home."

Chaokong Yaoxing firmly grasped the trousers, the words in his mouth seemed to be speaking to himself,

"I heard that you went to Tokyo, so I want to study hard and go to Tokyo to see you, and what is the parade for the Girl's Day? I don't want to see any queen parade at all. There will be you, I keep short hair because I’m afraid you won’t remember, the queen who took away my father why should I go to her tour, even Jinghai wants to take you away, I don’t want to be a miserable person like my mother, Azusagawa Uncle also looks desperate for her, why are you all like this? No one has ever thought about me."

Chaokong Yaoxing was already crying, and Jiang Yuanshen was surrounded by the uneasiness like peeping into the bottomless darkness.

He suddenly realized how powerless the words he uttered were.

"There is nothing crossing the line between me and Jinghai, and I don't have any lies anymore."

It was like a group of hedgehogs in the body, bumping around clumsily, mercilessly.

——Otherwise, what should I do?I have no choice at all, besides leaving without saying goodbye, is there anything wrong with me?
Chaokong Yaoxing's heart throbbed as if being squeezed by someone, and his little face became painful.

"Obviously I was born with you on Zhiniao Island, and I have been with you since I was a child, but now I realize that you are not looking at me at all."

"No." Jiang Yuanshen spit, and opened his hands loosely, "Yao Xing, I think your words are meaningless at all."

".I knew it."

Chaokong Yaoxing's voice squeezed out of his vocal cords sounded extremely aggrieved, it was a complex pain mixed with inferiority complex, jealousy, possessiveness, and self-esteem.

At that moment, an uncontrollable mood rose slowly from the abyss of silence, and Jiang Yuanshen stared at her with angry and sad eyes.

"Lonely and lonely, this kind of cheap weakness is really embarrassing."

The sharp accusation fell into his ears, Chaokong Yaoxing's body froze suddenly, and the hand holding the phone was abnormally hard.

Jiang Yuanshen wiped off the water stains on his face, and said with firm will:

"You can obviously do a lot, music, literature, art, clothing, computers, medical care, finance, nurses, beauty, travel, media, civil servants, nutrition, law, dance, musical instruments."

"In the future, I will go to the island, Kyushu, Shikoku, Hokkaido, Honshu, Fukuoka, Miyazaki, Saga, Nagasaki, Kumamoto, Kagoshima, Okinawa, Takamatsu, Naruto, Matsuyama, Sapporo, Hakodate, Osaka, Kobe, Nagoya, Yokohama, Kyoto, Tokyo."

"There are many things to do and many places to go. If you give up on this, you will definitely regret it. Not only can you live by relying on others, but you can also live for yourself."

"So, listen up, Yao Xing, don't always say it's for me, you...you idiot!"

It was as if a heavily locked door hidden in the deepest part of the memory was opened, and the memories inside surged out violently across the embankment of the soul, the port of the body and mind.

When Jiang Yuanshen said the last sentence, he was already sobbing.

Chao Kong Yao Xing straightened his waist unconsciously, the young man in front of him stood in the light blue shadow, even though the rain was getting lighter, the dirt on his body was still dazzling.

"what do you mean."

She had a sore nose, hot air blocked her throat, and her chest was oppressively uncomfortable.

"What kind of mood did I stay on the island with? You must have a very happy life in Tokyo! You can play with beautiful girls every day, and you can't imagine what life I live here alone! "

"You bastard. What the hell are you talking about?"

Jiang Yuanshen's emotions gradually turned into anger, he could no longer control his mouth, tears flowed down involuntarily,

"I don't feel bad! I really hate you! Why do you tie me up with your fragile first half of your life! Now you still want to throw your dissatisfaction on me! That's right! Do I really like big earthquakes! I Should my younger sister leave! Should I continue to stay on the island! Just because I was with you since childhood, I will always be with you! Isn’t it despicable for you to do this! "

(End of this chapter)