After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

Sometimes, when the two children are sick, crying and making noise, and she is faced with a lot of housework that has not been done yet, it will be even more difficult when she is also sick. Lu Yunhui is really broken, broken I wish I didn't have a baby, regret having a baby, and collapsed so much that I kept slapping myself.

You need to spend money to buy things during the holidays, but you will always be told that she doesn't understand that it is not easy for him to earn money, but what she buys is not for her husband, but for the elderly, children, what has she bought for herself?She used to like to wear exquisite makeup, and she had to go out in beautiful skirts every day. She didn't know how many years she hadn't put on makeup, but she became unkempt in the busy work.

Arguing with her husband like a shrew, and crying silently when no one is there, like a mute.

As a young girl, she looked at those women who were ups and downs in their marriages and were constantly struggling, and thought that such a life was really terrible. The increasingly vulgar and old appearance was not what she wanted.

But now that she has been married for ten years, she realizes that, unconsciously, she has become what she once hated.

She kept thinking about a question, what exactly did marriage bring to women?
If marriage makes people unhappy, why bother getting married.

Lu Yunhui was really tired, physically and mentally exhausted, like a person who had walked a lot in the desert but couldn't see an oasis in front of him, as if he was about to fall down and die in despair in the next second.

Lu Yunhui used to be numb, but now, she can't help thinking, she is only 35 years old now, and she still has decades to live in the second half of her life, should she continue to live like this?
At this moment, Lu Yunhui seemed to be relieved, and also seemed to be enlightened.

She wants to change, she wants to take control of her future life, even if she can't live in the appearance she most admires and likes, she still has to work hard for herself, and she doesn't want to repeat such a life numbly.

At this time, the door suddenly clicked open.

The man who was supposed to come back drunk in the early hours of the morning rarely came back early today.

The man threw the briefcase on the sofa, without looking at Kang Lu Yunhui, he spoke directly, as if giving an order: "I'm hungry, go and get me a bowl of noodles, add two eggs, a piece of ham sausage and lean meat .”

It's just that Lu Yunhui didn't move until the man finished taking off his shoes and socks.

The man's face was stained with impatience, and his voice was raised a little, "Did I hear you when I spoke to you? Are you dumb or deaf?"

Lu Yunhui looked at him coldly, looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar face, and calmly said a few words, "Let's get a divorce."

The man was stunned for a moment, and then he seemed to hear some big joke, "Are you joking?"

"No kidding, I'm telling the truth."

"What are you going crazy about? Do you owe me a lesson!" The man stretched out his hand and kicked the entire shoe rack down. With a bang, the two sleeping children in the bedroom were woken up. The children cried immediately. stand up.

But at this moment, Lu Yunhui's heart was resolute.

……

In this night, how many people have made a completely different choice from their original life because of this little tune.

In the middle of the night, Li Hong, a middle-aged man who sits in the car after work to relieve stress, is not going well at work, his parents' health, children's education and growth funds, mortgages, car loans... everything is weighing on him, making him almost overwhelmed. Feeling angry, even for a moment, I stretched out my thoughts of despair and giving up, but now, listening to "Starry Sky", the originally depressed, anxious, and pessimistic emotions gradually disappeared.Life can never be smooth sailing, but at least, the family is still there, the warm and loving family is still there, everything is not too bad, there will be pressure, exhaustion, and pessimism, but more is the firmness of the future and work hard.

A hostess at a bar returned to her narrow rental house at three or four in the morning, recalling her 23 years of life, her family was poor, her father cheated and divorced, her mother was seriously ill, she had to take medicine every month, and she had to be hospitalized from time to time. In order to make money, she was admitted to university, so she had to seal up the admission letter forever.

In order to quickly earn more money for her mother's medical treatment, she entered a bar and became a barmaid. Even if she was harassed from time to time, she endured it. She didn't even dare to talk about her boyfriend. In terms of appearance, she either left when she learned that her mother was seriously ill and needed money for long-term treatment, or she flinched after learning that she was drinking in a bar. She didn't blame them. That's all, even in some people's eyes a bit absurd.

It went on like this for eight years. To be honest, she was really tired. Last night, she was accidentally calculated and almost lost her virginity. Her mother's condition deteriorated, and she almost collapsed when she saw a poster of a fashion designer by chance.

Who would have known that at the beginning she had a dream of being a fashion designer, and this was the major she applied for in the university.

For eight years, she was too tired, she was actually not that strong, she was almost unable to bear it, and even had a bad idea for a moment, wanting to get rid of everything now, her mother, the work in the bar, the outside world vision……

She even bought the medicine, but now listening to "Starry Sky", she tightly held the half-opened medicine bottle, crying bitterly.

Now that I have persisted for so long, then I will continue to persist. She loves her mother, and her mother loves her. Otherwise, her mother would not think of leaving to fend for herself in the early stage of illness. So what about work, at least she earns money with her own hands, worthy of her conscience, and worthy of heaven and earth.

She will try her best to heal her mother, and she will try her best to pick up the lost dream.

Throwing the medicine in the trash can, Fang Lin's gaze became extremely firm.

Tonight, Mo Dalong is making a difficult decision, whether to choose to continue writing novels, or go to the factory to turn screws.He was very lucky, even though he didn't have a high degree of education, he had no house or car, and he met a wife who didn't dislike him. Later, the two had a lovely daughter. After learning that he was writing a novel, even if others objected, his wife would Always encouraged him.But he didn't know whether it was lack of strength or lack of luck. For five years, he had been rushing to the street one after another. He basically got full attendance, and the guarantee was also the price of cabbage. At times, he still needs his wife's subsidy, but now, his daughter is going to kindergarten, and the rent has risen again... The financial pressure is on him and his wife, and he is at a loss.

Does it really make sense for him to insist on writing novels like this?Even though his wife never said anything to him, even encouraged and supported him, but he still felt sorry for his wife and daughter. Mo Dalong looked at himself at the new novel that he had conceived for a year on the old computer and perfected step by step. Thinking about the opening and outline of his father’s phone call to say that a certain factory was recruiting ordinary workers, he was really having a hard time making a choice.