After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

Later, the results of the college entrance examination came out.

They were admitted to the same school as they wished, but neither of them went to it.

The agreed agreement, the agreed party, left this world completely at the age of 18, and Jiang Xiaobai also suffered from severe depression that year.

That year, Jiang Xiaobai was also 18 years old.

Later, accompanied by his family, Jiang Xiaobai seemed to come out.

She entered college life, but she didn't communicate with anyone. Apart from studying hard, she often traveled and used the photography techniques he taught to record every bit of the motherland. She always remembered that they had agreed to Let's measure the beauty of this world with our feet.

Now, he can't do it, but she wants to take his share and do it together.

Wherever he went, Jiang Xiaobai would bring his photos with him, and would tell him about the journey in the dead of night, as if he had always been by her side and never left.

Every bit of these records were recorded in her Penguin account. Unintentionally, she became a travel blogger with countless fans.

Fans, many people also know the story of her and the boy.

Both family members and fans are saying, Jiang Xiaobai, you have to be strong, you have to learn to forget the past and start a new life.

But Jiang Xiaobai never dreamed of what her boy said to her.

Jiang Xiaobai also knows that people should move forward, so she learned to enrich herself with various things, and even forced herself to accept other boys who are pursuing her and talk about love.

It's just that the longest lasts for two years, and the shortest is only one or two months, and they will eventually break up.

Jiang Xiaobai remembered the sentence that the ex-boyfriend who cheated on her not long ago yelled at her angrily before leaving: "You don't even want to touch me, you even reject me even holding your hand, maybe you didn't realize it , but I feel it, Jiang Xiaobai, if I can feel your love or liking, I won’t be like this.”

Jiang Xiaobai came to his senses in a trance, and found that one of his words was correct.

She seems to have lost the ability to love as early as 18 years old.

From 18 to 28 years old, she still hasn't come out.

Sure enough, people, you can't meet someone who is too amazing when you are young. If you can't be with him, then the rest of your life will be nothing.

When she was young, in the turbulent days of youth, she met her boy, and there were so many beautiful things together, how can she accept life's end now? Her heart has long been closed, and she can't live in other places. people.

Today, Jiang Xiaobai came to Qinghai Lake again, in order to see the starry sky that he promised to watch together again.

Unfortunately, it seems that the weather is not good, she sat outside the tent, looking at the sky, but couldn't see the stars.

Sullenly picked up the phone, and unconsciously saw a song shared by her fans in private messages, maybe the word "Starry Sky", which touched her, and she clicked on it.

The moment the starry sky was played, it was amazing that the originally dim and irrelevant night, the stars appeared one after another, lighting up the night sky.

Staring at the starry sky, listening to the lingering ditties, and humming softly, Jiang Xiaobai felt for a moment that his soul had been pulled away, and his whole soul had left his body and thrown himself into the starry sky.

And in this starry sky, she seemed to see her youth.

The boy was still 18 years old, dressed in white, and looked like an angry horse in fresh clothes. He walked towards her with a smile.

He hugged her, touched her head gently, and said in a doting and helpless tone: "You idiot, why are you so stupid, even if you don't have me, you should live a good life and love yourself well. , how can I leave with peace of mind..."

"Jiang Xiaobai, it's a pity that I can't spend the rest of my life with you. Let's make an agreement in the next life. In the next life, I will never leave and accompany you until you grow old. But now, I should leave, and you have to start a new life. I believe... ..."

"In the future, there will be someone who loves you like me. At that time, I hope you don't push him away."

"Xiaobai, remember, you must regain the ability and courage to love."

"Be happy."

After finishing speaking, the boy left. Jiang Xiaobai reached out to grab it, but he couldn't.

When she suddenly recovered, she realized that she was still sitting in front of the tent with her arms around her knees, looking at the stars in the night sky.

The piece of "Starry Sky" seemed to be played once, and then looped again.

His eyes were dazed and empty for a moment, Jiang Xiaobai finally couldn't hold back, and wept bitterly...

She held on tightly to the pendant around her neck, which held photos of the two of them.

I don't know how long she cried, she slowly took off the pendant, looked at the familiar smiling face of the teenager on the pendant, held her hand tightly, and responded silently in her heart: Xiao Yunian, I promise you, I will remember you in my heart , I will learn to let go, and I will regain the ability to love myself and others, and I will be happy. You, in another world, will also be happy.
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In the empty room, the song "Starry Sky" was playing, and 35-year-old Lu Yunhui sat alone on the sofa, exhausted and weeping silently.

There is no one else in the living room except her, it seems very quiet, but a moment ago, Lu Yunhui was always too busy to pick up the two children from school, buy vegetables by the way, finish cooking, bathe the children, wash the dishes, clean up, and coax the children. Sleeping with the child, she hasn't taken a bath yet, the clothes on her body have already smelled of sweat, and the clothes that haven't been washed tonight are piled up outside the bathroom, waiting for her to wash them.

When she finishes all her work, maybe it should be until the early morning of the night. Every day, Lu Yunhui repeats this kind of life, busy and numb, like a machine, as long as it is responsible for the operation, it does not need to have its own soul and thoughts .

But at this moment, listening to the song shared by her best friend, for some reason, Lu Yunhui just started crying.

There is too much suffering in my heart that I can't express, even tears can't fully express it.

She lacked love when she was young, and fantasized about having a happy marriage, having a warm and reliable husband, and having the crystallization of their love. Unfortunately, her husband's changes before and after marriage completely shattered her fantasy.

Married at the age of 25, it has been 10 years now. These 10 years have brought her countless pains and disillusionment with the original beautiful marriage.

When she was pregnant, her husband never accompanied her to the check-ups, she went by herself, and her husband didn't even bother to pour her a glass of water, so he directly slept in a separate bed with her.

If the husband doesn't like it, he will throw things and kick people, and even a two-year-old child who is scared to cry can be picked up and dropped to the ground.

For the sake of her family and to take care of her children, she resigned from her job. Whenever her palms were turned upwards, she would be ridiculed, aggrieved and regretted.

Widowed marriage, widowed with children, the husband never takes care of children, and often uses the excuse of working overtime at night to be late or not come back.

There are always all kinds of regrets in life, but the living people must live well in the present and love themselves well.