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Chunhua was at a loss when faced with the hysteria of her son Zhou Pingan.

She thought very much that her father would hit that person because that person said bad things about you and said he would beat you in the future, so her father would hit him.

But somehow, the man suddenly fell down and his head began to bleed.

Then, the police uncle came and took your father away.

In fact, Chunhua was very frightened from the moment her husband was taken away, so she could only ask her son for help.

Facing her son's hysteria, which was like a collapse, Chunhua suddenly froze.

Until the son left, saying that he was going to save his father.

The spring flowers haven't recovered yet.

All he saw before him was his son's tired face, his sad and desperate eyes, and his helpless back.

I can feel that Ping An is very tired, but she can't tell exactly where she is tired.

His last words were still echoing in my ears.

"If I could choose, I would rather you never gave birth to me, I would rather I never appeared in this world."

Chunhua used her little IQ to think, what Ping An meant was that he didn't want to be born in the first place?
However, she and her husband were looking forward to a safe birth.

Chunhua and her husband Ah Sha both have IQs of only eight or nine years old, and Ah Sha also suffers from bipolar disorder.

The two were abandoned when they were young, and they supported and grew up together. Asha was only good to Chunhua.

Chunhua also thinks Ah Sha is good.

Later, they followed human instincts and had a child inexplicably.

It wasn't discovered until the baby was pregnant and the child was almost five months old. It was only discovered when the community did a charity check-up for the disabled.

What a child is is unfamiliar to both Chunhua and Asha.

So, after learning that they had a child, they went to observe the child.

I saw the innocent and bright smile of the baby on the stroller, the innocent eyes, the milky voice, the soft little hands...

So cute and so energetic.

It seems quite nice to have such a child with you.

So, at that moment, they decided to give birth to this child, give him a lot of love and companionship, play together, eat together, share together, and grow up happily together.

They only think about this and nothing else.

The doctor who works for charity in the community said that it is not recommended for Chunhua to give birth to this child because they are disabled and have problems themselves, and the possibility of the child being born with problems is very high.

The doctor kept explaining to them.

But neither Chunhua nor Asha understood it very well.

I only understood that the doctor refused to let the child be born, saying that it would be bad for the child, and that the child might be like them.

Like them?What's that like?To be honest, Chunhua and Ah Sha didn't quite understand.

But they really liked this child, especially after hearing the baby's fetal movements, they were looking forward to his birth.

They want to see their child's smile as bright as the sun and hear him softly calling mom and dad.

They constantly assured the doctor that they would take good care of their child, give him love and companionship, and give him whatever they had.

In the end, the doctor couldn't explain it to them. They may have considered that the child was already big in Chunhua's belly and it would not be good to abort it.

So gave up.

The period of waiting for the birth of their child was the happiest time for Chunhua and Asha.

When Asha goes out to pick up scraps, he will pick up some interesting things that he thinks are fun and interesting, and save them one by one, saying that he will give them to his children as gifts when they are born in the future.

At night, he would lie gently on Chunhua's belly, listening to the child's every move, saying silly things that were laughable, and seemed to be making the child in her belly happy.After knowing that every child will have a name, he and Chunhua will rack their brains and think of a good name for the child.

They thought of many names: Success, Success, Kangkang, Ping An, Lele...

In the end, I chose the word "peace".

Because the word "peace" embodies their simplest wish, that is, they hope that their children will be safe throughout their lives.

Still later, the child was born.

Chunhua remembered that she was in a lot of pain that night, more painful than having a stone thrown at her.

But she was happy in her heart because she was born safely.

After Ping An was born, her body was still in pain and she couldn't move. But she was happy when she looked at Ping An in her swaddling clothes and listened to his cries when he came into this world.

Chunhua and Asha thought that the arrival of their children would make them happier.

They also think that the peace that comes to this world is also happiness and joy.

But that doesn't seem to be the case.

The newborn Ping An was found to be missing one of his feet.

Congenital, underdeveloped, missing one foot.

But faced with this, they didn't know what to do.

Seeing that Ping An didn't seem to be uncomfortable because of the missing foot, they stopped paying attention.

Because they don’t know how to take care of babies, Ping An always cries because he is hungry, cries because he is too full, feels uncomfortable, has gastrointestinal discomfort, cries because he is sick...

Often at this time, they are always at a loss.

When Ping An cried, they also cried, some helpless and some scared.

Especially when Ping An started convulsing while crying, they were even more frightened.

They knew that things didn't seem to be going well for Ping An.

They think that Ping An is sick, and when he is sick, he should go to the hospital. They know this.

They don't know where they are in the big hospital, but in the small clinic, when people see them, they realize they are fools, and they immediately drive them away and close the door, making them anxious.

Later, they met a doctor who was doing charity work at that time and recognized them, so they took them to the hospital and gave Xiaoping an examination for free.

I saw Xiaoping calmed down again under the doctor's rescue.

They thought Xiaopingan was fine.

But the doctor checked and said that Xiaopingan had congenital epilepsy.

"Xiao Ping'an has congenital epilepsy. This should be his first seizure."

"Do you know what epilepsy is? Do you know that epilepsy requires lifelong medication or even surgery? Do you have the money?"

"I said at the beginning that you should consider not having children. If you don't want children at the beginning, then..."

Both parents are mentally retarded and have disease-carrying genes, so they are not suitable for having children.

Because the possibility of passing it on to children or causing children to suffer from congenital diseases and disabilities is very high.

Chunhua and Ah Sha are both disabled people with intellectual disabilities, and he was worried that their children would have problems after birth.

As it turns out, it is.

Although Xiaopingan seems to have no problem with his intelligence.

But he was born without the soles of his feet, and now he has congenital epilepsy, which is a big problem. (End of chapter)