After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

There are still eyes on her today, but they are very sensitive. She feels that those eyes are not the same as before. She mustered up the courage and quickly looked up. The disgust and dislike, on the contrary, with a little... Appreciation?

Yes, Zhao Shumei racked her brains and thought of the word appreciation.

But, how is this possible, how can other people's admiring eyes fall on her, she looks so ugly, so disgusting.

Zhao Shumei felt that she must be late today and was in a hurry, so she had an illusion.

In order not to let other people's eyes fall on her again, and not to let her ugliness affect the appearance of the city and pollute other people's eyes, she leaned herself against the corner of the subway, with her head lowered and her back slightly curled up , Just like this, I lowered my sense of existence, and even said silently in my heart: I can't see me, I can't see me, everyone can't see me.

However, this time, the heavens seemed unwilling to let her go.

After stopping at a station, a lot of commuters rushed up suddenly. There were not many seats left in the carriage, and it was even more crowded. In the next second, there was a person standing in front of Zhao Shumei.

a boy! !

Zhao Shumei, who lowered her head, saw the black and white sneakers he was wearing, saw the straight and slender legs under the black loose sweatpants, and then went up...er, I didn't dare to look up.

Zhao Shumei just glanced at it while lowering her head, and didn't pay much attention to it.

Because there were so many people around, the boy was the closest person to her, the two of them were very close, and the corners of their clothes were almost stuck together, but it didn't, the boy seemed to try to keep a distance from her that didn't touch her Whenever the boy unconsciously leans towards Zhao Shumei because of other people around him, he will re-stabilize his center of gravity before approaching Zhao Shumei.

Seeing his behavior several times, Zhao Shumei couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in.

Yes, it's a bit complicated.

Maybe this boy is more gentlemanly and polite, or maybe it's because seeing her ugly appearance, he desperately wants to stay away, even if he gets a little bit of contamination, he feels scared.

it's OK.

It really doesn't matter.

She's used to it.

With that in mind, the subway arrived at the next stop.

During the rush hour for commuting, people tried their best to squeeze up again, and the already crowded carriage was even more crowded at this time.

Zhao Shumei tried her best to hide in the corner.

But at this moment, the carriage was closed and started, and everyone leaned forward. It was okay at first, a little forward, but it was not to the extent that they could not control the center of gravity and would fall.

But just at this moment, a middle-aged man next to him didn't know whether it was because of an unbalanced center of gravity or other reasons, and suddenly bumped into Zhao Shumei.

Originally trying to control the center of gravity, Zhao Shumei, who wanted to stand firm, fell uncontrollably in one direction.

In the next second, Zhao Shumei fell into a dry and refreshing embrace. The broad embrace was very firm. She could even feel the thin yet strong muscles under the layer of clothes. Her nose also hit it all at once. It hurts a little, but it is more of the soapy fragrance lingering in her nose. For a moment, Zhao Shumei thought of a picture, just opening the window, and the sunlight in summer shines through the layers of the big trees The stacked green leaves shine through, not dazzling, not even soft, but inexplicably comfortable and relaxed.

Zhao Shumei was stunned on the spot, and her body froze.

To be honest, because of her face, Zhao Shumei was afraid, and rarely had contact with people, and almost no friends, let alone contact with the opposite sex, because most of the opposite sex were unwilling to talk to her.

Therefore, this is the first time that Zhao Shumei has had such close contact with a strange opposite sex since she was 25 years old after having acne in adolescence.

This kind of contact similar to a hug made Zhao Shumei stunned when she encountered this situation for the first time.

"Excuse me, are you alright?"

The fresh and magnetic voice of the boy from the top of the head brought Zhao Shumei, who was still in the circle, to her senses instantly.

She raised her head subconsciously, her face full of guilt, "I should say I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, someone bumped into me just now, that's why..."

Zhao Shumei's explanation was a little anxious, she was a little afraid that the person in front of her would regard her as a female pervert who deliberately wanted to take advantage of him.

After all, in this society, it is not only beautiful girls who are insecure, nor is it only thinking that men with bad three views will attack women. A good woman, facing a good-looking boy.

That's right, the boy in front of me looks very good-looking.

In fact, when she lowered her head, Zhao Shumei guessed that a boy with such slender, straight legs and simple and refreshing attire should also look good.

Looking at it now, it really is.

Black sweatpants, a white simple loose T-shirt, a height of more than 1.8 meters by visual inspection, a clean and refreshing flat head, sharp edges and corners, and gentle facial features, refreshing and clean, just better than the little fresh meat in the entertainment circle It's not bad either.

Especially that kind of clean, refreshing and gentle temperament is very attractive to Zhao Shumei.

Yes, the boy in front of her who looks a few years younger than her has always been the ideal type in Zhao Shumei's fantasy.

Yes, it's just a fantasy, because until she was 25 years old, she had never dated a boyfriend, never been in a relationship, not even for a short time, but a year ago there was a opposite sex chasing her.

The man was 35 years old, a former colleague in the company, fat, greasy, even shorter than Zhao Shumei, only 58 meters, Zhao Shumei was 65 meters.

I remember how that person pursued her back then, saying:
"Zhao Shumei, you look so ugly, what qualifications do you have? Why do you choose, as long as it is a normal man, no one wants to marry you. Now I am the only one who does not dislike you."

"Look at your face. I imagined it. If you turned on the lights during the day and night, you wouldn't be able to talk, so you should know how ugly you are."

"You should be thankful that you are from Binhai City, you are an only child, and your parents bought you a house, otherwise I wouldn't even want you."

"Now that I've been chasing you so much, you're still showing off, Zhao Shumei, why didn't you take a good look in the mirror before going out."

"..."

Those PUA's negative energy words came towards Zhao Shumei. After Zhao Shumei was stunned for a while, she was furious at the beginning.

Zhao Shumei has low self-esteem and fear of the society, but it doesn’t mean she is stupid. After all, she graduated from 985 school, and grew up with the company and love of her parents. Zhao Shumei can’t tell the difference. These words are the pursuit of love , or PUAs?