After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

At the same time, those who got the MCX ointment from Xie Ning also received the ointment one after another, and started to try it out at the same time.

Zhao Shumei in Binhai City was one of the lucky ones who were drawn. She just came to the company today and received the courier and the ointment.

Holding the courier, Zhao Shumei walked past the company's gate with her head down, and passed by the desks of other colleagues. She walked quickly and kept her head down all the way. She didn't take care of any colleagues. Her eyes were covered by the original black frame glasses , now with her head down, her too long bangs even covered half of her face.

Colleagues are busy with their own affairs, and they seem to be used to Zhao Shumei's behavior.

Zhao Shumei returned to her corner office, sat down, and was relieved.

To be honest, Zhao Shumei's office location is not very good, close to the trash can, so there are no other colleagues around her.

However, such an environment made Zhao Shumei feel at ease.

On the one hand, Zhao Shumei is socially fearful and not very comfortable with getting along and communicating with too many people; on the other hand, she has a low self-esteem, a more introverted personality, and is not very good at talking.

To be honest, Zhao Shumei's facial features are not bad, she has an oval face, her eyes are quite big even though she is nearsighted, and she has two pear dimples when she smiles, which belongs to the sweet type.

But unfortunately, Zhao Shumei wore black-rimmed glasses, and her nearsightedness of more than 600 degrees directly covered her originally beautiful eyes.

But this is not the reason why Zhao Shumei feels inferior.

Her low self-esteem is because she has had acne since puberty. Puberty is full of acne, which can't be cured. Many times, Zhao Shumei wet her pillow because of crying in the middle of the night. The acne has followed her from puberty to her. Now.

Yes, Zhao Shumei now doesn't have as many pimples on her face as in adolescence, but there are still many. When she was studying, she was nicknamed Toad by her classmates.She is very inferior and tries to cover her face with overly long bangs. She will always remember the nickname Toad, and she also remembers the first time the boy saw her when he met her online dating, the first thing he said was: How long are you? It's so disgusting.

I also remember that because of this face, I lost a lot of job opportunities in the workplace that were obviously suitable for her and should be her.

She got this job now by lowering her salary.

It was also her choice to choose the office in the corner.

But is Zhao Shumei happy?unhappy.Does she want to look good?I have been thinking about it all the time, thinking that it would be great if all the acne on my face disappeared one day.

But I can only think about it. In the past, every morning when she looked in the mirror, she would feel that she was so ugly, and even she felt disgusted when she saw it.

Now, she doesn't want to look in the mirror anymore.

Following Xie Ning started from "Starry Sky".

During the day, she was approved by the leader because of her job proposal, but she was ridiculed, discussed and sarcasm by another girl whose proposal was not selected, and attacked her appearance together with others.

Zhao Shumei happened to hear it, but she didn't have the courage to step forward to refute and question.

I can only pretend that I don't know, hide it in my heart, and pretend that nothing happened.

But at night, when she came home from get off work, her emotions still couldn't be hidden, poured out, and suddenly fell into an extremely pessimistic and world-weary mood. She even took out her mobile phone and began to search for various ways of relief.

At that time, for some reason, I accidentally clicked on the Penguin live broadcast platform, Xie Ning's homepage, and then heard Xie Ning's "Starry Sky".

That night, she repeated the single cycle repeatedly, and after crying a lot, she put away her world-weary and pessimistic emotions.

Later, she began to pay attention to Xie Ning, watched her live broadcast, and found that Xie Ning is really a very warm and beautiful person.

Her live broadcast room also has magical healing powers.

Although she watched Xie Ning's live broadcast later, her mood gradually improved, but she knew that her inferiority complex was still there.

As long as the pimples on her face are still there, she will still feel inferior every day.

Zhao Shumei heard other netizens talk about the magical effect of purslane in Xie Ning's live broadcast room. To be honest, she believed in Xie Ning, but she didn't believe in the effect of purslane. She also wanted to buy it and try it. She tried all the good and bad things that could cure acne and reduce swelling, but they all failed.

It is also possible to try this purslane now.

It's just that the amount of purslane in Xie Ning's live broadcast room is very small and needs to be snapped up, but she has never been able to grab it.

But she didn't expect that two days ago, Xie Ning would draw a lottery to present a beauty ointment made of purslane as a raw material, and she didn't expect that she would be drawn.

I quietly took out the ointment from the courier, palm-length, 100ML, not too much, the overall color is light purple.

Zhao Shumei held the small ointment in her hand, her eyes were a little dazed.

Does this thing really work?

After being dazed for a while, Zhao Shumei stuffed the ointment into her pocket, and then quietly went to the bathroom.

She was the only one in the bathroom at this time, Zhao Shumei breathed a sigh of relief, took out the ointment from her pocket, then made up her mind, unscrewed the lid of the ointment, squeezed out some lightly, the same lavender soft solid ointment, a thin layer , gently painted on her face...

For the next two days, Zhao Shumei kept applying the ointment, but she didn't look in the mirror, she just wiped it off after washing in the morning and before going to bed at night, and didn't look at her face, naturally she didn't know the changes.

She still covered almost half of her face with her overly long bangs every day, and she still walked with her head down, in a hurry.

On the third day, Zhao Shumei woke up almost late because she overslept.

Since watching Xie Ning's live broadcast and listening to "Starry Sky", her sleep quality has become better, and today she even missed the set alarm clock.

After Zhao Shumei got up, she could only simply wash up, then hurriedly picked up her bag and took the subway to the company.

However, Zhao Shumei felt that the people around her seemed a little strange today.

Ever since she started taking the subway, eyes have fallen on her from time to time, and most of them are young men.

In fact, Zhao Shumei also felt other people's gazes on her before, and some glanced at her inadvertently, then ignored them, or moved away with a little disgust, or walked away from her immediately with disgust.

She has encountered all these unkind eyes.

Because she knows how ugly she is because of the pimples all over her face. Sometimes she herself feels disgusting when she looks in the mirror, especially when the pimples are mature and pus.

Even she dislikes and hates herself, let alone other people.

For those gazes, in fact, she is used to them and numb. From the very beginning, her heart will feel tingling and uncomfortable, but she really doesn't care at all later on. It's just that her head is lowered, and her hands will use her bangs more unconsciously. Go cover your face, don't let your ugliness be exposed, and don't make others sick.

Thank you for your concern, I have seen every message from you.You are truly heartwarming little angels, love you.May everyone with good intentions be lucky enough and happy.