My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 194 Is it a relief?
What is it like to be loved by someone for more than ten years?
If before, Jiang Baizhi's first reaction must be very happy, the world is so big, how wonderful it would be to have someone who likes you wholeheartedly.

But when it really happened to him, Jiang Baizhi's sense of happiness did not appear, only his distress for Su Ye.

This heartache made her mind go blank. She only remembered that Su Ye liked her for more than ten years, but she couldn't remember it at all. Since Su Ye hadn't said this matter for a long time, he just didn't want her to think about it.

However, this may be a normal reaction. Knowing that the person you love is working so hard for you, your first reaction should be to feel distressed, not to show off being loved.

When Jiang Baizhi opened the door of the house, Jiang's mother and Jiang's father were in a daze, didn't they go to Su Ye's house, why did they come back so soon?And the eyes are red, obviously crying.

Although Jiang's mother sometimes dislikes Jiang Baizhi, she still feels distressed when the child has something to do, "Are you having trouble with Xiaosu again? Don't be sad, just tell mom."

Originally, Jiang Baizhi's tears had been stopped on the way back, but when she heard her mother's words, Jiang Baizhi's tears seemed to have a vent, and they rushed out again.

"Don't cry, tell Dad if you have something to do." Although Jiang's father said dryly, his eyes were full of worry, "Did Xiao Su bully you? Dad will vent your anger on you."

Hearing this, Jiang Baizhi cried even louder. If Su Ye really bullied her, she would feel better.

Seeing this, Jiang's mother glared at Jiang's father, "If you can't speak, don't speak."

Then she pulled Jiang Baizhi to sit on the sofa, and waited for a few minutes. After Jiang Baizhi calmed down a little, Jiang's mother gently said while stroking Jiang Baizhi's back, "What happened?"

Jiang Baizhi was sobbing softly while wiping her tears. She really wanted to hear her parents' opinions now, "Mom, I discovered a secret about Su Ye."

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother's complexion changed, and they couldn't help muttering in their hearts, it shouldn't be, Xiao Su doesn't look like that kind of dishonest person.

"Dad, Mom, I saw Su Ye's diary. Do you know that he has liked me since high school, and has liked me for more than ten years, but I didn't notice it at all."

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother looked at each other, and immediately put their minds back. They knew about this a few months in advance.

"Well, what do you think?"

"I don't know, I don't know how to face him now. After we were together, he never felt that he was special because of this deep love. He respected me and cared about my feelings. But when I think of He has worked so hard for so many years, and I feel panicked in my heart, I don't think I am worthy of this love."

"Mom asks you a question, do you like Xiao Su wholeheartedly?"

"Yes."

"Then the problem doesn't lie with you. We receive contributions from many people in our lives, such as parents, staff, and friends, but you don't care. Why do you care so much about Su Ye's contribution? It's just this Is the relationship very deep? No, it’s because of Xiao Su herself.” Speaking of this, Jiang’s mother touched Jiang Baizhi’s head and said softly, “So the key to this question lies in Xiao Su’s opinion. After loving you for more than ten years, he Do you think it's worth it?"

"But isn't it a rascal? Because Su Ye likes me, he will definitely think it's worth it."

"Silly boy, you are confused again. If you care about so much in love, whoever pays is doing business. Didn't you two just have an awkward dispute over this issue? If you don't think it matches Su Ye's feelings, then do something worthy of being accepted." The one he loves is fine. Don't push Su Ye away because of guilt and messy things, or you will cry."

"Of course not, he is destined to be my man."

Mother Jiang laughed, "I was still in tears just now, but now you're more energetic when you talk about this?"

Jiang Baizhi was a little embarrassed by what she said, but after being explained by her mother, she really got better a lot, but she suddenly realized a problem, "Parents, Su Ye has liked me for so many years, and you are not surprised at all?"

"You think you and Su Ye are at odds, why is your dad and I just understanding the situation, but not in a hurry? Because we are sure that Xiao Su will take the initiative to find a way to resolve the conflict, and he will not give up on you."

"Huh? What do you mean, you already knew?"

Mother Jiang smiled deeply and began to act like a riddle
Here, Su Ye just came back from shopping for clothes with her mother, and said to make a quick decision, but the old lady paid too much attention to the meeting, and as a result, the afternoon passed by inadvertently.

When I got home, Jiang Baizhi was not there. This situation was normal. Not long ago, Jiang Baizhi sent him a message, saying that since Mama Su wanted to keep the mystery, she would go back first and decide on a place to eat. The two met in Rongcheng .

Su Ye didn't feel anything unusual until he returned to his room and saw the necklace on the bedside table.

He was a little helpless, why was this girl in a hurry, she came here for the necklace, but she ran back without the necklace.

Until he walked to the bedside table and wanted to put the necklace back, but saw the black diary that carried his memories of more than ten years, he seemed to understand something. After opening it, he saw tears in it.

For a moment, Su Ye's mind was a little blank, and his secret of more than ten years was discovered by Jiang Baizhi.To be honest, Su Ye thought of many ways, for example, he would occasionally mention this story on a sunny afternoon.It may also be that after having a child, he will tell this story to the two children.It may also be when the two of them are graying and then tell it, and then shock Jiang Baizhi when they are old.
But it definitely won't be now, especially when the two had a conflict just now, if Jiang Baizhi knew about it at this time, she would definitely feel guilty.

Thinking of this, Su Ye wanted to pick up the phone to send a message to Jiang Baizhi, but he put down the phone again. Jiang Baizhi's departure has already explained something, and now she needs a little time and space.

So, Su Ye lay on the bed blankly, staring straight at the ceiling, he didn't know what he was thinking.

It may be something written in the memory diary. After all, the time is too long, and he can't remember the contents clearly.Maybe he was thinking about the little things he had with Jiang Baizhi after the reunion, every frown and smile of Jiang Baizhi was imprinted in his heart.Maybe they are thinking about the meeting of the two families tomorrow. Although it is not an engagement, the relationship between the two of them has been witnessed by the parents of both parties after meeting their parents. The concern between the two will obviously be deeper, so the real engagement and marriage will still be far away. Is it
Suddenly, Su Ye smiled. I didn’t say it before because I was afraid of burdening Jiang Baizhi and worrying about the deterioration of the relationship, but now I say it doesn’t matter. It seems to be a relief for Jiang Baizhi to know it earlier. From now on, I just love without secrets. Ginger Baizhi is gone.

There is a movie called "Love Before Dawn", but his love for Jiang Baizhi is the real love before dawn. Before the love started, he fell in love with her for more than ten years.

Now, it's dawn time.
(End of this chapter)