From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 35
Plato said such a sentence: The most regrettable thing in life is to give up easily what should not be given up, and stubbornly persist in what should not be adhered to.

I don't know what's wrong, I easily gave up the music that I shouldn't give up, and I gave up on this woman who was just one step away from me in my arms.

It's like a room with the lights off and you can't feel the existence of another person. In fact, it's close at hand, and you can't touch it forever!
"You like me, right? Yunqian."

After listening to my words, Xia Qing was thoughtful, and then she was a little dissatisfied: "Yun Qian, you are a complete idiot, I know all the things you said when you and Qi Qi were drunk after dinner, I only want you One promise, one sentence, I, Xia Qing, can give up everything I have now, in my heart, you have never been a fool, you are just underappreciated!"

Talking about Xia Qing, she showed me the video recorded by Qiqi when she came to my place for dinner last time. It was a confession of affection to Xia Qing after I was drunk. After making a move, he backed up and gave me an assist. I don't know whether to thank him or hurt him.

Listening to Xia Qing's sincere words, I can't think of a reason to refuse for a while. If a girl can tell you that she can give up everything she has now for you, but all this is her dream, anyone ...Can you really be unmoved?
"Oh, only you, Xia Qing, look at me like that!"

Looking into her moving eyes, she sighed with emotion: "Xia Qing, listening to what you just said, I was really touched in my heart, but... we are all adults, I don't want you Yun Qian gave up her music dream, if you really do this, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life and owe you the rest of my life, we will all be unhappy, won’t we?”

It's how many times I struggled with my thoughts before I blurted out these rational words. Xia Qing bit her lips, tears welled up in her eyes, she was very sad, and slowly opened her mouth: "Yun Qian, are you rejecting me in disguise? I Does Xia Qing have a place in your heart, or is it all just my wishful thinking!"

Xia Qing had always been a relatively calm girl before, but tonight her tone became more and more urgent.

"I didn't mean that, can you calm down and listen to my thoughts?" Just a while ago, I had already figured out an idea in my mind and explained: "Xia Qing, maybe you don't know yet! During the time at work , I joined the band."

"Band? What band!"

"It's not very famous, it's called the new Yunji band, except Brother Yu and me, everyone else is a former junior from our school, and the name Yunji is also what they mean!"

Xia Qing, like me, has a special affection for the word Yunji and has many good memories. When she heard what I said, she asked curiously: "Yunqian, since you chose to play in the band, why did you refuse to come to the piano?" What? I don't look down on them, but I think that if you are in the sound of the piano... the resources in all aspects must be much better than yours, so the chances are greater?"

"Do you want to know the reason? I don't want to live under the halo of Han Yishen, let alone seek development under a rival company!"

"Yunqian, don't think too much, I only treat Han Yishen as an ordinary friend, and I have no other intentions." Xia Qing is not a fool, so she naturally knows what Han Yishen means to her and what I mean by this.

"I know, you must have begged Han Yishen hard for that opportunity, I don't want you to owe him favors, Xia Qing, please believe me?" I took Xia Qing's hand and said, "You are here In terms of career development, I already have my own plan. I want to make a name for myself and be with you in an upright manner. I don’t want to lose my tongue and make fans think that I am not good enough for you. You are such a good girl Son, you should let someone who can help your career and give you happiness to shelter you from the wind and rain, and I can't do this at the moment, give me time, I believe I can give you a safe haven, believe me ? Xia Qing..."

"Well, I believe you! Yun Qian."

Xia Qing hugged me, buried her head on my chest, and said in a low voice: "No matter how long, I will wait for you, you are not allowed to like other girls."

After this relationship was broken, I feel that the taste of getting along with Xia Qing has changed a little now. We are more like a pair of lovers who have no real name.

After making promises to each other, my mentality became more positive, and at the same time, the pressure on my shoulders was greater than before. For the sake of Xia Qing, I have to grit my teeth and set off towards my dream while making ends meet.

I saw that it was getting late, so I said to Xia Qing: "It's almost three o'clock, and I'm going to work tomorrow, why don't you sleep in my room! I don't worry about driving back so late, I'm drunk...it's not good to see you off .”

"Did that girl sleep in your room last time?" Xia Qing asked suddenly, I nodded nervously, I knew I couldn't hide it, so I might as well tell the truth: "Yes, she had a quarrel with her family, and the school is closed and she can't get in. , you listen to my explanation...I just took her in out of sympathy, nothing happened between us, I swear...personality guarantee!"

Xia Qing snorted coldly, and said in a mocking tone: "Yunqian, your heart is really big enough, you bring everyone home, should I say you are out of kindness or have other plans!"

"I..." I hesitated to speak.

"Don't take this as an example!" Xia Qing walked to the door of the room, pointed to my bed and said, "From now on, no other woman can appear in this room except me, Xia Qing!"

"no problem!"

Miao Miao ran to Xia Qing's feet, Xia Qing picked it up, and teased the cat, "Yun Qian, return this cat to that girl! I don't want you to keep in touch with her..."

"This…"

I feel very embarrassed, not because of Su Mengyuan, but because the puppet cat has been with me during this time, I already have feelings for Miaomiao, I am really not used to sending it back.

I really regret that I later told Xia Qing the true origin of this cat. If I told a white lie, it would not have caused such a situation.

"Yunqian, is my request too much!"

Seeing that I haven't made an affirmation for a long time, Xia Qing is slightly disappointed.

"It's not too much, I just don't want to part with Miaomiao, it's been with me all this time, I understand what you mean...I'll return it in a few days."

Everyone has selfishness, I have it, and Xia Qing also has it, my selfishness is that I don't want to part with the joy this cat brings me, Xia Qing's selfishness is that I am afraid that I will get closer to Su Mengyuan.

"Well, Yunqian, I will give you a cat in the future, how about we raise our own cats! Okay?" Xia Qing asked tentatively, she understood me...knowing that I am alone, but meow meow It is the first cat I have raised, and the emotions injected into the cat with novelty are completely different.

Thinking in another way, if I were Xia Qing, I would do the same, so I don't complain about Xia Qing's demands.

(End of this chapter)