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Chapter 76 74, I want you to owe me forever
Cao Mengxing watched Jiang Yilin walk out from the door of the dormitory, feeling in a trance.

It was as if at this time last year, he hadn't left yet, and Jiang Yilin had no plans to leave either.

"You, how did you know that I came back yesterday? Why did you come here suddenly?"

Jiang Yilin blushed and asked.

"Liu Gang is waiting for you to come back to work, of course he needs to know your whereabouts."

The two walked side by side along the path of the campus.

"How is everyone in the family? How is your father recovering?"

"pretty good."

"You're going to graduate soon, do you still want to stick to your idea?"

"Yes, when I go back this time, I feel that the family has changed very little. If people who have come out like me don't go back, there will always be no changes."

Cao Mengxing paused, feeling an indescribable worry in his heart.

"Can you stay?"

Jiang Yilin turned to look at him, then smiled: "Is there any reason for me to stay?"

"I, I want you to stay and be my girlfriend! I will support you."

If you are not brave again, you may not have a chance.

"You don't always joke about things like that."

"I was serious."

Cao Mengxing quickly explained.

He was the one who joked last time, but now, he wished that Jiang Yilin would get serious soon.

"Why should I let you raise me? I have hands and feet, and I can work and earn money by myself."

Jiang Yilin didn't follow the topic just now.

How much she longed for Cao Mengxing to say these words, but now, she still has a long-cherished wish to fulfill.

Going back to his hometown in Sichuan and Chongqing where the conditions are difficult, Cao Mengxing will most likely not go with him, and he is more suitable for overcoming obstacles in the social city.

"I really like you! I miss it once, and I don't want to miss it for a lifetime."

Cao Mengxing turned around and looked at Jiang Yilin and said.

"Maybe, I'm not as good as you think."

"Why did you stay?" Cao Mengxing asked.

"No matter what, I want to go back to Sichuan and Chongqing first. This is a long-standing wish in my heart, and I cannot give up easily."

Unknowingly, I walked outside the gate of the campus.

The two approached a snack bar, and each ordered a bowl of hot noodle soup.

There are not many people in the snack department, and the graduation season is approaching, and most of them are enjoying the last carnival. Maybe it will be a farewell from now on, and the world will be wide apart, and no one will be able to see anyone.

The hot air from the noodles blew over Jiang Yilin's face, making her fair skin a little red, making her look even more attractive.

After finishing the bowl of noodles in silence, neither of them knew what to say.

Parting seemed inevitable.

"Let's go downtown."

Jiang Yilin took the initiative to speak, and then walked along the road to the city.

Cao Mengxing followed.

The two walked to the door of a hotel, and Jiang Yilin walked in very firmly.

After opening a room, the two walked in one after the other.

"what are you doing?"

Cao Mengxing was a little at a loss, he never thought that Jiang Yilin would do this.

"I thought you wouldn't come before you left."

She came over, hugged Cao Mengxing tightly into her arms, and obediently leaned her head on his shoulder.

"I love you! But, I can't stay now. When I think of the children in my hometown who drop out of school early, and no one teaches them to read and write, my heart will be very sad."

"sorry!"

As Jiang Yilin said, she raised her head and took the initiative to make friends with Cao Mengxing.

It's just that there are two shallow tears in the corners of her eyes.

Since ancient times, loyalty and righteousness have been difficult to balance.

For countless nights, she had imagined that this man would hold her in his arms; but now, she wanted to leave to fulfill her long-awaited wish.

Maybe we will say goodbye and never see each other again.

She didn't want to let herself regret, leaving a regret that could not be healed.

Feeling her determination, Cao Mengxing exhausted all his strength and held her in his arms.

"If you can't stay, I'll go with you!"

He said with all his courage.

"Don't do this! If you do this, I will feel even more guilty. I chose this path and it has nothing to do with you."

The night was a little quiet, and the sweltering heat seemed to have been driven away.

Jiang Yilin gently removed the cover, like a white light shining in the dark night.

Just two days ago, Cao Mengxing just enjoyed such a scenery.

At that time, he was flustered, full of hesitation, and lost his mind for a while.

Liang Xiaoyu came quickly and violently, giving no chance to breathe.

But today, he felt calm.

The tall man couldn't stand, his knees softened, and he knelt down in front of Jiang Yilin.

Maybe I shouldn't have left Dahua City at all, nor should I have left Jiang Yilin;
Maybe I should have come back to take a look and let her know that I was actually pretending to be chic;

Maybe I should have repented a long time ago, woke up from Zheng Xiuju's illusion, and didn't have to die once;
……

At this moment, he felt his heart was bleeding.

Obviously there is a piece of flawless white jade in the palm of your hand, but you still have to look forward to other beauties. You only know how to cherish it when you lose it. It is always so painful.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

Cao Mengxing knelt on the ground and kept repeating this apology.

Maybe it made her wait too long;

Maybe it's because I never regarded her as my true love;
Maybe it was my own hindsight, but I failed to live up to my sincerity.

Jiang Yilin stood in front of him, as if she was in a hospital, gently stroking his head with her hand to let him know, don't be afraid, everything will pass...

That night, Cao Mengxing hugged Jiang Yilin and did nothing.

Two people talk about life, ideals, and the future.

If you can't put a wedding dress on a girl, it shouldn't be easy to drag her clothes off.

Cao Mengxing was scared.

He was afraid of disappointing Jiang Yilin, and he was also afraid that he would never be able to escape this dream for the rest of his life.

"Are you going to stay in Sichuan and Chongqing as a teacher for the rest of your life?"

Cao Mengxing asked.

"I don't dare to say anything about my life, but I won't leave for at least three years."

"I'll wait for you! After three years, you can tell me whether you want to continue, no matter whether or not, I respect your choice."

If missing out is a lifetime regret, what's the point of waiting for her for three years?
"You don't need to waste time for me. I'm not worth your waiting, and I dare not promise you anything."

Jiang Yilin was also scared.

"This is my decision, it has nothing to do with you!"

Cao Mengxing dressed neatly and took Jiang Yilin to the largest shopping mall in Dahua City.

When he came to the first floor, he specially chose a necklace and put it on Jiang Yilin's pale neck.

"The beauty's skin is really good, and this necklace is very temperamental."

The waiter looked at Jiang Yilin enviously and said, I really don't know how her skin is so delicate.

"It's too expensive, I don't want it."

Looking at the necklace with a price tag of nearly [-] yuan, Jiang Yilin kept evading it.

"Wear it all the time, wait for me!"

Cao Mengxing said firmly.

On her smooth and delicate neck, there should have been such a necklace adorning her, making her even more charming and noble.

"But I still owe you money..."

"I want you to owe me your life."

(End of this chapter)