Roaming in the dark

Chapter 221

"If you think about it differently, it will definitely be like this, and I will hate myself very much." Sister Chen said.

The two of them were talking, and Sister Chen gradually calmed down. Narratives sometimes have their own inertia, and they will unknowingly pull the speaker out of other emotions and be carried away by this inertia.

Sister Chen and Sheng Chuncheng said: "However, no one would think differently for me, and would not look at the problem from my perspective. This is probably the crux of the problem."

Sheng Chuncheng has been the biggest "official" since he was a child, the team leader in the class. He has only a half-knowledge of what Sister Chen said, and he has no way to think in another way, and look at the problem from Sister Chen's perspective. What kind of seat is it? Can I change it myself?I don't even have the qualifications to be a civil servant, let alone understand her.

Sheng Chuncheng can only think about Sister Chen from the perspective of ordinary people, from the perspective of a dick. In the eyes of ordinary people, those who can work in the civic center and often appear on TV and newspapers are not all superior. Thousands of miles away, if it weren't for the door-to-door service, I probably wouldn't even be able to get in touch with such a person in my life.

"In fact, the truth is the same, it's not that complicated." Sister Chen said, "Whether it's between ordinary people or people in our position, the principle of getting along with people, their relationship is Likewise, no one is exempt.

"We are a society of favors. When Xiaosheng asks for help, the debt owed needs to be repaid. It is the same for me. A phone call may not be as important as asking for help, but when the call is made and the matter is done, it is still the same. Yes, you still owe a favor, even if the person you owe is my subordinate.

"He opened the back door for you today, if something happens to him tomorrow, how can I criticize him?
"If my brother accepts the project below me, the people below will definitely get the green light all the way. Although he got the project through public bidding, not all the units that win the bid can be like him. Is it a green light? Impossible, to put it bluntly, it's not because of me.

"Those who gave him the green light will go to my brother even if they don't come to me if they have something to do in the future. Will my brother help him come to me to intercede? Should I sell this face? As long as I do, then It's not as simple as giving the green light, but things are complicated and advanced. I can guarantee that as long as there is a vacancy for a leadership position in my department, there will be a lot of people who come to my brother with money.

"Should I continue to sell my brother's face? If I don't sell it, I will still be stigmatized by my relatives. Sell it. Once this kind of opening is opened, it will not be closed. How many people fall here when they wrestle, Those who can't pass the test of their own family will definitely not be a good official, without exception.

"This is the simplest, as long as I can save face, I don't have to sell it, so what about the ones I can't even save face?

"Those colleagues at the same level as me, as long as they can talk to you, they think that you can do it, and you can't do it. People know that it's not a matter of ability, but a matter of willingness. Don't come to those empty-headed people. Everyone understands the joints inside, and also understands the market.

"Many times, when he comes to ask you for a peach, he actually prepares it for you with plums, which won't hurt you. What should you do? Are you so confused? What you want to say , everyone understands, there is no need for you to educate, what are you pretending?
"And your superiors, especially those old leaders who have promoted you and have retired now, what do you do if they ask you to do something? Just ignore them? Those people will come to your office and point at you My nose scolded you for being ungrateful, and lamented that my own people took the tea cold.

"I'm sitting in the office, and it's not easy to secure that seat. Every day is full of undercurrents. For me, the most important thing I need to learn is how to say no, how to say no skillfully, but no matter how skillful I am, I will still say no." , will still offend and hurt people.

"Actually, it's not that my relatives don't recognize me, but I have no choice but to spank my sister and brother's buttocks for others to see. You're right to say that I'm stepping on them to climb up, and it's also right to say that I'm trying to gain fame. I just want this reputation. I'm so unfeeling even to my own relatives, those who want to come to me, will they weigh it up, I told them it's best not to open their mouths.

"I'm sitting in this seat. I'm not bragging. I dare to say in front of anyone that I'm worthy of this seat. I have a clear conscience, but what's the use?"

Sister Chen sighed, and lowered her voice, she said: "No matter what you say, I am also a human being and a woman, not a piece of wood. I also have my desires and need to be loved. I have my physical needs. I can't pass this level, I can't, run out to find ducks, right?"

"Does he love you?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

Sister Chen was silent for a while, and she said, "Whether you love it or not, what's the point now, I put my daughter in it."

Sheng Chuncheng's heart tightened. He really wanted to tell Sister Chen that it wasn't worth it, not that it wasn't worth it for Guo Shuang to have an accident because of this, but that it wasn't worth it for you to ruin yourself for him.Sheng Chuncheng really wants to say, I have met that person before, and I don't think he is good enough for you. From the first time I saw him, I felt that you are not good enough. He and you are not the same kind of people at all.

Sheng Chuncheng was silent and said nothing.

Sister Chen took the wine bottle on the side and was about to drink it. Sheng Chuncheng snatched the bottle from her hand and said to her:

"Stop drinking, sister Chen, don't ruin yourself."

Sister Chen smiled wryly: "It's already like this, do I still need to cherish my feathers? I have been stripped, so where are the feathers?"

In front of Sister Chen, Sheng Chuncheng felt that he was clumsy and eloquent. He couldn't find any reason to comfort her, and needless to say, Sister Chen understood better than he thought.

Sheng Chuncheng stood up and stretched out his hand to Sister Chen. Sister Chen didn't know what he was going to do, but she held it anyway. Sheng Chuncheng pulled Sister Chen up and said to her:

"What you need most now is to take a shower and have a good sleep. You need to be strong, not for others or Guo Shuang, but for yourself."

Sister Chen stood there, looking at him, with tears in her eyes, Sheng Chuncheng said:
"I hope you are well, let's go, I'll be with you."

Sheng Chuncheng held Sister Chen's hand and walked towards her room. This was the first time Sheng Chuncheng entered Sister Chen's room. Sheng Chuncheng asked Sister Chen: "Is there a place to sit?"

Sister Chen said, "Just sit on the bed."

Sheng Chuncheng sat down on the bed, and said to Sister Chen, "Go take a shower, I will sit here and wait for you."

Sister Chen hesitated for a moment, and finally took off her clothes and went into the bathroom.

When Sister Chen came out of the bathroom, she saw that Sheng Chuncheng had turned the pillow on the bed to the end of the bed. Sheng Chuncheng said to Sister Chen:
"You lie down."

Sister Chen lay down on the bed.

Sheng Chuncheng sat beside Sister Chen. He bent the thumbs of both hands. The other four fingers clenched into fists outside it. Start from the tip of the nose, scrape between the eyebrows, pass the forehead, and continue scraping toward the top of the head.

Then, the backs of the thumbs of his fists were brought together between the eyebrows, along the brow bone, once and again, gently pushed towards the temple, and then gently rubbed on the temple with the back of his fingers.

After a while, Sister Chen snored and fell asleep.

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