Temptation to bend over

Chapter 18 Inferiority
Song Yan never thought that the other party was really the coach of the national team.

Yao Ju has some background, even in Beijing, he is quite famous. When he was young, he had good grades, but because of his leg injury at a young age, he missed the competition and retired to the second line. sorry.

Originally when he brought back the news, although he was quite famous, the team still did not pass this resolution until they watched the video of Song Yan running.

The boy was like a bird with wings spread on the runway, his thighs were swinging rapidly, whether it was explosive power or the rhythm and speed during the running process, they were all unbelievably good, and there was a sigh of relief.

So in the end their decision was to ask Yao Ju to bring someone back to take a look first, and wait for them to know the specific situation before discussing all the following things.

When Song Yan came out of the principal's office again, his mood was a little hard to tell.

- Do you want to go?

But in his heart, he was too frightened by this answer. His dreamlike sweet relationship had just begun, and he didn't dare to be alienated or separated.It can be seen from the previous two days of competition that the little girl is obviously very clingy, but he really separated from her from now on, what will happen?

But if he is not an athlete, he feels that the way forward is at a loss.He was struggling and busy, but when he wanted to have a future with a girl, he found that he had no choice but to break up.

Song Yan was in a daze.

What Yao Ju meant was to ask him to think about it first, and discuss it with his family when he went home. Of course, the salary and treatment of the national team would not be low, but Song Yan didn't dare to think about it.

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Last week, when Song Yan left, No. [-] Middle School happened to hold a midterm exam. As soon as the papers were handed out today, Yu Nian began to think about the wrong questions when get out of class was over, not daring to waste a minute or a second.

The girl lowered her eyelashes, her beautiful apricot eyes were gentle and innocent, and the expression on her charming face was very light. Under the sun, the girl's skin was so white that it almost glistened, but the tiny golden fluff made her look a little immature and cute.

She looked down at the question in her hand and read it intently. The standard answer of the test paper was in her hand and she was analyzing it meticulously.

Shen Wen had been looking at her for a long time. The girl's earnest appearance seemed to be mesmerizing. He only glanced at her twice, but he couldn't move his eyes anymore, so that Tan Huai, who was sitting next to him, could see it. , He poked Shen Wen's arm with a pen: "Tsk, do you like it? Seeing you staring back and forth in a daze every day."

Shen Wen's face was half red, and he wanted to cover it up after being punctured: "Don't talk nonsense! She is a good student, I have nothing to do with her, we are the love and appreciation among classmates."

Tan Huai gave two "tsk tsk", and he said, "Ah yes, yes, the love and admiration among classmates, eh, but ah..." He deliberately lowered his voice: "Yu Nian is so popular, you really are not afraid of being rejected by the time." If others snatch it, you have no place to cry."

Shen Wen subconsciously touched his already scorching cheeks, hurriedly took the test papers spread out on the table, stood up, and looked back at Tan Huai who was smiling so much that his teeth were bared.I thought——

Yu Nian is so obedient, how could he fall in love with someone else?

Somehow in his heart he was not afraid of the possibility of what Tan Huai said.

Thinking of this, he himself felt a little lost.

In the past, before he met Yu Nian, he was actually a very well-behaved person, but when he came to No. [-] Middle School, on the first day of school, the moment he saw a girl in a white knitted dress walking in from the door, Shen Wen's heart skipped a beat. stop.

From that day on, he had been secretly fond of this girl in his heart, and he didn't dare to offend her in the slightest.

"Yu Nian, help me look at this question. I really can't figure out the causal relationship. Can you help me sort out my thoughts?" Shen Wen walked over, gently placed the test paper in front of Yu Nian, and asked .

Yu Nian has always been gentle and soft-tempered, and the little girl did not refuse. After taking the paper, she asked softly, "Which question is it?"

She was so focused that the young and surging joy in Shen Wen's heart was almost overflowing. The young man stretched out his hand and clicked on a question on the test paper. He said, "It's here."

As expected, Yu Nian didn't think too much about it, the little girl immediately lowered her head and looked at the question carefully, and then said softly: "It's very simple, look here..."

The girl is gentle and approachable, she has good grades, and she is also patient with her classmates on weekdays. No matter who comes to ask her questions, she has always kept her secrets and tried her best to help everyone.

Wen Qing looked at Shen Wenhong's face so red that he was afraid that others would not know that he liked Yu Nian, sighed, and shook his head.

Shen Wen's intentions were too obvious. I am afraid that except for Yu Nian, no one in the class, or even the whole grade, knew that Shen Wen liked her.

Song Yan had just come back from the office, the young man still hadn't recovered his strength, passing by the door of Class [-], he quietly looked in, he couldn't wait to see her, even from a distance, to stop the ignorance in his heart It's okay to be overwhelmed and uneasy, but I see such a picture.

The boy and the girl were very close, the girl lowered her head, and the nib of the pen moved quickly on the paper, she seemed to be explaining something, and the young girl beside her was watching her intently without blinking.The love and joy in the young man's expression was undisguised. Standing outside the door, Song Yan felt sadly that the two people inside the door were so suitable.

They are all good students in the top class of No. [-] Middle School. If they are with him every year, they will fall in love, get married, and finally have a beautiful life from campus to wedding dress, unlike themselves.

——His future is gloomy, and he is willing to fall.

He is in the abyss, surrounded by confusion, he is ignorant and incompetent, what can he do to ensure that his girl will follow him happily ever after?
Song Yan felt that he was simply selfish, he was like a bug watching in the dark, he was unscrupulous, he had no shame, he abducted a girl into his palm like this, but he couldn't even give her a future.

Song Yan had never felt so sad and hopeless.

When his father was caught and raped by his mother, he was not desperate when he was thrown at the door. At the age of 12, he was not desperate when his father threw him at the door of the orphanage in the winter night in order to make his new wife happy. He was beaten and humiliated for three or four years. He didn't feel desperate, but he was so desperate that he almost collapsed when he clearly realized that he couldn't give his beloved girl a future.

——Every year, I waited for every year, I not only want the short years now, but I also want every year.

It's year after year, watching the sound of firecrackers on New Year's Eve, you marry me, we stand in front of the window, I cover your ears for you, and spend life after year.

He is not interested in the short-term love, he is greedy and eager, and wants a way to get your life, trapped in the ordinary and happy days, year after year.

(End of this chapter)