delayed love

Looking back now, Aunt Rong's words were actually not a big deal.

It's really not right for a proud son like him to be with her at that time.Except that her family background is worthy of him, she has nothing to compare with others.

She has no reason to be angry.

He took care of himself because of his brother, and it was normal to "snub" her later no matter what the reason was.Before that, he was not an expressive person who liked to be close to her.

It was only at that stage, after being "inexplicably snubbed" by him when she had a crush on him, that she became extra sensitive.

He was afraid that his thoughts would be discovered by him, and that he would not like him and cause trouble to him, so he tried to hide from himself.

Later, I heard from Aunt Rong that Qin Yu would not like a deaf and dumb person like her, and then told her that he had a blind date with Song Ning, who was already the host at that time, and the two had even begun to develop a closer relationship .

To her, it was no less than a bolt from the blue, which made her have to think more.

But later, she knew that she didn't bother to blame Qin Yu.

She can only blame herself.

If she hadn't insisted on liking him, she wouldn't have been disturbed by Aunt Rong's intentional or unintentional provocation.

If he was only regarded as the third elder brother from the beginning, things would definitely not go the way they are now.

Speaking of which, it was she herself who caused the situation back then and at this moment.

Therefore, it is she who should seriously apologize.

"For all the past, I sincerely say thank you and yes to my third brother..."

"Lin Xi, you never need to apologize to me, and you don't need to thank me for anything."

Qin Yu interrupted her suddenly, "My starting point has never been as simple as you imagined."

"...What?" Lin Xi froze suddenly.

Not long ago, when she knew that Qin Yu seemed to have a crush on her, she didn't dare to think about it.

I never thought about when he also liked me.I'm afraid it's another ridiculous dream.

But now, right here, his answer seemed to point to the same time as hers, a year she couldn't even imagine.

how can that be?

"I went back to China not just because of my elder brother's request. I have said this more than once, but you never seem to take it seriously."

"I went back to China to see you, and later I often appeared in your life. It was all because of my selfishness. From the beginning, what I wanted was not your thanks."

"You really can't see that I like you?"

Lin Xi: "..."

"I have never been a person who likes to use my energy and patience on others every day. I also have my life."

"But at that time, my focus was on you. In my heart, you will always be the first. Do you still think that I am only because of my elder brother's entrustment?"

Every word and every word of Qin Yu hit her heart, and he made a ruthless force to smash the window paper between the two of them, together with the window.

A few seconds later, when Lin Xi's breathing stopped, he chuckled and said, "Still, I haven't done enough, and my intentions for you are not clear enough. I didn't let you see my thoughts for you once. "

"Also..." Nope.

Lin Xi frowned, unable to speak.She saw it, more than once.But later, everything came to naught, as if it had become her wishful thinking.

The heartbeat made her chest numb, as if it was beating her repeatedly, and what she thought was just what she thought.

In fact, from the beginning to the end, his eyes have been on her.

His purpose back then, his heart back then, just like her, was laid naked in front of the two of them at a certain moment, and then had to be carefully hidden in the next second.

Afraid that the other party will see it, but also afraid that the other party will not see it.

It turned out that he had also fallen into such contradictory emotions, and he had also struggled and swayed repeatedly in such annoying emotions.

with her.

Deep in that swamp.

Thinking of this, Lin Xi didn't feel happy, nor did she feel regretful, only the sourness surging in her heart.

She couldn't describe how she felt at this moment.

Seven years after she had to give up and was stuck alone in the same place, the perpetrator suddenly told her that she was never alone.

What I can't forget, what I regret, and what I miss deeply is him.

What is this?

She has let go, why let her hear this now.

Lin Xi had a bitter taste in her throat, and it took her a long time to say: "The past is all in the past."

She didn't want to listen to his explanation from the very beginning, and she refused to mention the past from the moment she returned to China.

Qin Yu clenched his fingers suddenly, this was not the answer he wanted.

"You don't believe me."

"..." Lin Xi pursed her lips, and said two words with some difficulty: "No."

"It's just that what you said is not important to me."

Yes, it just doesn't matter.

To miss is to miss.

She admits that she has been missing Qin Yu in the past, but when the other party stood in front of her and told her that he is still the same as he was then, she couldn't accept him.

Because there was an interval of seven years.

"What about that year." Qin Yu urgently needed her answer.If it was her back then, would she still feel unimportant?

"Important." She curled her lips and smiled helplessly, then shook her head again: "But, I probably won't be with third brother either."

With a "crash", the rope of the agarwood bracelet in Qin Yu's hand suddenly snapped.

The beads rolled down one after another, but this time, no one cared.

Lin Xi didn't even look at it, and continued: "These words will make me feel less sad, but it seems impossible to talk about it together."

"Back then, Aunt Rong and Song Ning did find me and told me that you wouldn't like people like me."

"Whether it's true or not, a person like me with an incomplete family and my own flaws is indeed not worthy of the third brother at that time."

"That remark really dealt a big blow to me."

"Including after I returned to China, every time I saw you, Song Ning, and Aunt Rong, those words seemed to still be in my ears, reminding me over and over again to stay away from you."

"I don't mean to blame the third brother for all this. I admit that when I first returned to China, I was a little prejudiced against the third brother. But recently, I haven't been in that mood anymore. When I saw you When I was with Song Ning, I was very calm."

"Really." Qin Yu smiled, or that shouldn't be called a smile. "I don't think so."

When she sees him, doesn't she just hide from him? It's not an exaggeration to say that he avoids him like a snake or a scorpion.

Sighing, Lin Xi faced him very frankly: "That's because I don't like you."

"!" Qin Yu's pupils trembled violently, and the breath in her body was affected by her words, and fell to freezing point.

Lin Xi smiled at him reassuringly, "Qin Yu, you are fine. But I won't like you anymore."