delayed love

Chapter 96 The Wrong Person Has Always Been Herself
The moment Qin Yu withdrew his hand, Lin Xi's eyebrows twitched slightly.

She didn't speak, leaned back to adjust a comfortable posture, and at the same time, distanced herself from him.

On the way here, Qin Yu actually didn't think about how to open his mouth to talk to her about the past.

During that time, they were all disturbed by Lin Chen's matter, and other things that happened at the moment were naturally ignored, resulting in accumulation of problems and escalating conflicts. Until now, they have not been able to talk about it.

These are long stories, and I have to explain them one by one carefully from the beginning.

When encountering similar incidents in the past, he will definitely have an effective communication with the other party after sorting them out.But today, without any preparation, he rushed over.

As far as I can remember, there are not many times he was impulsive like this.Counting them in detail, everything is related to Lin Xi.

"There was a problem with the company's capital chain back then, so it was resolved during that time. Regarding the blind date with Song Ning during that time, there was indeed a matter."

"..." Hearing what he said later, Lin Xi's heart still skipped a beat.

At this moment, she seems to have returned to the age of 17.

Exactly the same reaction as when I first heard about it.

No matter how calm she pretended to be, the momentary trance and trembling heart could not deceive herself.

She looked at Qin Yu with a hint of sadness and hatred in her eyes, an emotion she didn't even notice.

"It happened for a reason. I didn't know about the blind date banquet that day. I only thought it was an ordinary family banquet. I didn't know there was an outsider until I arrived. Strictly speaking, the time between me entering and leaving was less than 5 minutes. Song Ning and I were just friends at the time. Just met once, that's all."

It was a blind date, but he didn't stay.

After knowing what it was, I left immediately.

"..."

Lin Xi pursed her lower lip.

She really didn't know about this.The version she heard was that Qin Yu went to the banquet, and both his parents and Song Ning's parents were present.

As for when he went and when he left.She doesn't know.

Originally, she wanted to ask at that time, but he was really busy at that time, and he could hear his exhaustion every time through the phone.

At first she didn't understand why.

I found out later that he was taking care of Lin Chen while he was busy with work.

During that time, everything seemed to fall on him alone.

Regardless of what happened afterwards, at least up to this point, she should really thank Qin Yu.

Her lips twitched, before Lin Xi could speak, she heard Qin Yu mention Lin Chen...

"I didn't know that this incident reached your ears at the beginning, and I didn't explain it to you. As soon as the company's affairs came to an end, something happened to my eldest brother. I was the first one to do this besides my eldest brother's work unit and uncle. insider."

"Believe it or not, at that time, I thought about contacting you..." After a pause, he said, "In the end, I did hide all this. It was my idea."

"So in those few days, I was in the hospital all the time, and I didn't come to Linshi to see you. I didn't know and stop my mother from finding you during this period."

"sorry."

These three words again.

Qin Yu couldn't see any emotion in his eyes.When he stared at her, his deep eyes were like an abyss, knowing that there was an abyss inside, but he could still make people fall.

Falling awake.

Lin Xi stopped rubbing the bracelet, and returned to normal after two seconds.

"Third brother doesn't need to apologize to me."

"If I have to talk about these past events, I should say sorry to my third brother."

"I was young and ignorant back then, and I did hear some things that I shouldn't have heard. Regardless of whether it was true or not, I shouldn't be angry. That slap...was my fault."

"I was really impulsive back then, and I said and did a lot of bad things. No matter whether the third brother cares or not, it is true that I was sorry to the third brother in the past."

Seeing his thin lips slightly parted from the corner of the eye, Lin Xi hurriedly said, "I didn't say anything ironic, I just wanted to tell Third Brother these things from the bottom of my heart."

"For so many years, from the very beginning to now, I haven't had time to say thank you to my third brother."

"I always remember the kindness the third brother treated me back then. I am also very grateful to the third brother for being by my brother's side during the last period of his life and sending him off for the last time."

"After going abroad, as my health got better, I actually figured out all these things."

"Whether it's the third brother or the other brothers, no one is wrong."

"On the contrary, I am very grateful to my brothers now."

"My brother has a special job. To be honest, ever since he put me to sleep that night and left Beijing without saying hello the next morning, I have thought that such a day will come."

"If he leaves somewhere else, I won't be able to see him for the last time. Similarly, he won't have an acquaintance by his side, or even himself. He may have a lot of things he can't say, and he can only end up with regrets." leave.

"So when I think about it later, my brother can survive until he returns to his hometown and sees you all. I think... this is already a good ending. At least it's much better than I expected."

"At least, some of his good brothers took him home." Lin Xi's eyes were red when he said this, and his voice was choked up at the end.

"As for my regrets, they are nothing compared to these."

"Although I may not really let it go completely, at least I can try to see him now."

"In the future, I will definitely reconcile with myself that day."

Recalling that day, she hated it so much that it was never Qin Yu, or Second Brother, Bai Xu and others.

What she couldn't let go was always herself.

Because not long before her brother's accident, the eldest aunt came to see her once.

The aunt said that her current situation seemed to be much better than before, and asked her if she would like to return to Beijing.

Because she is more familiar with Beijing, whether it is the learning environment or the living environment.

At that time, my uncle was also busy. After all, she also lived with her grandparents.It's no different from staying in Beijing.

If at that time, she followed her aunt back to the capital, back to the compound.

She had the opportunity to know about her brother in the first place.

It was because of her obsession, because of her selfishness, because she felt that if she returned to Beijing, it would prove to everyone that she was completely recovered.From then on, no matter whether Aunt Rong intervened or not, Qin Yu might not care about her as much as now.

So she rejected her aunt and planned to return to Beijing after the college entrance examination.

She didn't blame Qin Yu. From the beginning to the end, the real problem was always her own.

It was her own thought that caused these things to happen.

The only thing she could blame Qin Yu was when Aunt Rong said that Qin Yu would not like someone like her.

(End of this chapter)