I really don't want to be a magical girl anymore

Chapter 42 【】Who is a serious person who keeps a diary (plus more)

Time is always amazing.

Time flies, fleeting.

The sands of time slipped quietly through the fingers.

Fast forward to July.

The temperature also rises accordingly.

The hottest days are getting closer, and the vicious sun makes people sweat profusely, wishing to hide in the air-conditioned room for a lifetime.

The enemy also seemed to be unbearably hot, and hadn't appeared for a long time. Even the cat and dog-level ordinary magic beasts that used to pop up from time to time disappeared, and Xinmu City ushered in a long-lost peace period.

The 611 investigation team is still very busy, and they dare not let down their vigilance. After all, in Hongfeng's view, all this is just the calm before the storm. When the enemy accumulates strength, it will definitely cause an earth-shattering catastrophe. Before the enemy is really eliminated, they Must be fully prepared.

However, in the internal communication group of magical girls outside of Xinmu City, there were remarks that the old seniors did not talk about martial arts and actually led the involution of the workplace.

After all, Dayan is really too big, so big that you can't see the edge at all.

There are still very few cities with a lot of spell beasts, and there are many places where you don't see a few spell beasts all year round.

There are some magical girls in remote cities who enjoy the high benefits of the Magic Management Bureau but fail to fulfill their due obligations.

In addition, some commercial capital are desperately pursuing them, and the lifestyle and atmosphere of the new generation of magical girls are close to commercial idols. In their view, physical labor is a very despicable behavior. , Now I can only go to blog people's attention.

They are all delicate girls, how can they go to the construction site to move bricks.

Singing and dancing in normal times, if necessary, go through the process and shoot a short video that is friendly to the people. There is no need to work so hard.

Traffic comes first, popularity is king.

This is the new generation of magical girls in Cang Yan's eyes, delicate flowers that are too fragile to be vulnerable.

Fortunately, the magical girls around Cang Yan are pretty hardcore. Even Lime, who has been most impacted by the new era, is not the kind who deliberately uses a wide range of energy-based moves in order to express himself. Show "gorgeous" combat posture.

They never considered the consequences, because they protected the city and fulfilled their obligations, what more could they ask for?
The magical girl was supposed to symbolize all the good things in the world.

Now, it seems that just asking them to have a pure heart is already considered extravagant.

The Magical Girl Administration, which had regulatory responsibilities at the beginning of its establishment, was indifferent to this behavior. They acquiesced in the commercial idolization of magical girls, allowing capital to erode pure white hearts.

This will bring enough benefits.

After all.

The funds issued by the Ministry of Finance are limited, but the holes underneath are infinite, and every action costs immeasurable wealth.

If the Magic Management Bureau doesn't think about it, it won't even be able to pay the salaries of its staff.

Of course, what is the real reason, Zuo Cang didn't want to get to the bottom of it,
He has always believed that any social group composed of human beings in the whole society can never be monolithic, inherently corrupt and gradually divided into various interest groups.

Like the proverb "found a cockroach in the house".

Society is made up of people, Zuo Cang can conquer 1000 cursed beasts, but can he change the minds of [-] people?
Can't do it.

Lead by example without shame.

This is the only thing Zuo Cang can do.

He also hopes that his sister will do the same in the future.

Fortunately, Zuo Yue did exactly that.

She tried her best to chase after Senior Cang Yan's back.

And the power of an idol is great, Zuo Cang is glad that he can be a role model for his younger sister.

A few days ago, the final exam of No. [-] Middle School in Xinmu City came to an end. According to the usual practice, the summer vacation should follow.

When school starts again on September [-]st, Zuo Yue will be a second-year junior high school student.

Zuo Yue, who is at home in his spare time, except for eating and sleeping, the rest of the time is spent on combat training and participating in voluntary labor for the reconstruction of Xinmu City. He wants to help as many people as possible to tide over the difficulties. When crushing the crying people in the collapsed ruins, she already knew clearly that the battle of magical girls would really involve ordinary people, and even lose their lives for it.

Zuo Yue wants to make herself stronger through various efforts.

Practice the mind first.

Zuo Yue's pure white heart dispelled the black mist that eroded it, and restored to 100% state.

Zuo Yue's persistence is so amazing that she doesn't even watch her favorite cartoons.

The time comes to evening.

In the extra free time, Zuo Cang was finally able to quietly open the notepad on the desk in the room, and let the ballpoint pen in his hand dance happily on the white paper.

Perhaps thanks to Li Ming's inspiration, Zuo Cang also learned the good habit of taking notes.

A few days passed, and many things were written on the originally blank notepad.

It is an expression of personal emotions and a summary of events at this stage.

There are a few things that Zuo Cang is very concerned about, and now he thinks about it a little bit uncomfortable.

Are Feite and Alice still in Xinmu City?Where is it possible to hide?

The investigation team has launched a comprehensive search, not wanting to let go of every corner, but after more than ten days, there is still nothing.

Zuo Cang has no way of knowing whether they have absconded in fear of crime, or they can't find any other deeper reasons.

I had no choice but to draw a big question mark on the notepad to show that the matter has not been settled.

It is possible to set off a series of other chain reactions.

Zuo Cang was also sorting out the latest information in his notebook.

The people of the Li family were also very troublesome to deal with. Although the Li family could not be said to cover the sky with one hand in Xinmu City, at least it gave them some face in both black and white.

Money, what can be done, is far beyond the imagination of many people.

Under the continuous attack of sugar-coated shells called wealth, how many people can control their desires?

Originally, Hongfeng's proposal was very radical. She wanted to ransack the house directly. Under special circumstances, the only reason is to kill the wrongdoers and never let them go. They will be arrested and interrogated one by one. Using the prisoner's dilemma to break through one by one, there will always be someone who will know about Li Ming and Alessi. What is the content of the transaction.

As a result, Hongfeng's search application was rejected.

The reason is very simple. There is no doubt about the crime. The Magic Management Bureau is not a violent organization that can control everything. It is enough to call people over to record a statement. Why does Hongfeng dare to directly arrest people and start a criminal investigation?
When Zuo Cang heard the news for the first time, he was really embarrassed, and even wanted to fight the injustice, but was discouraged by Hong Feng, and said something.

"Blame me for being too reckless. I always wanted to solve the matter as soon as possible, but now it seems to be self-defeating. You can see now that I, the so-called deputy director, actually don't have any real power. Let's take it one step at a time. "

The road to justice is inherently bumpy.

It is not Hongfeng's character to be discouraged by being hit.

The so-called heroes are those who know and experience human nature and are still willing to face it with a smile.

A real warrior, dare to face the bleak life, dare to face the dripping blood.

So Zuo Cang deliberately wrote in the notepad with a red ballpoint pen——Hongfeng, Warrior.

Of course, it hasn't been all bad lately.

At least online public opinion is still positive.

Some news announcements said that the 611 investigation team had initially solved the swan cursed beast that caused the turmoil, and made a breakthrough, and it was only a matter of time before the criminals were caught.

Recently, Xinmu City has indeed not had any incidents of cursed beasts attacking humans for many days. It seemed that it was just a flash in the pan before.

Time will heal all scars and prove again that the web has no memory.

Ten days passed.

The impetuous netizens rioted for a while, then returned to silence, and turned to more interesting and fresh anecdotes. Who would remember the various events that happened in Xinmu City.

When will the cursed beast not kill people, and when will the cursed beast not smash down a few buildings?
The freshness has passed, fewer people are paying attention, the traffic has declined, and there are not many journalists left to follow the report.

It seems that without taking the initiative to bring it up, many people have forgotten what happened in Xinmu City.

Therefore, except for some strange and die-hard fans, basically not many people actively pay more attention to the magical girl who is still located in Xinmu City.

This is exactly what Zuo Cang wanted to see. After the Internet scolding war some time ago, he was really a little scared, afraid that he would enter the whirlpool of public opinion again and become the target of his criticism. After the amplification of the Internet, the maliciousness released by humans is really is multiplied.

Zuo Cang was really a little afraid that if he was scolded anxiously, he would not be able to help but follow the network cable to find someone to single out.

He is not a good-tempered and talkative magical girl.

If they say hit you on the left cheek, they will never hit you on the right cheek, that's how willful they are.

Besides.

And Miyou recalled the experience of being attacked and brought a lot of useful information, for example, it was locked up, and it was ambushed by several magical girls when it just came out of the country of shadows. Fortunately, it was bold and careful and ran fast. If it were the other familiars, they might have already surrendered their guns and surrendered, rebelled on the spot, and then came back to send a message to Zuo Cang.

According to Miyou's description, it recorded the characteristics and weapons of those magical girls. In addition to Bianhua, there were four other magical girls with different colors. Watching other people besieging and teasing Miyou indifferently.

After repeated confirmations and investigations by the Magic Management Bureau, their identities were finally found out.

Without exception, they are all former members of the Witch Society.

The real identities of the others have been ascertained, only Higanhua and the khaki magical girl have not been able to determine their identities.

So how to deal with these people related plans have also been put on the agenda.

Zuo Cang recorded in his notebook that some of the characteristics Miyou described made him think that he might know that khaki magical girl.

Earth Spirit, also a legendary magical girl, whose real name is Titania, used to be one of Zuo Cang's comrades-in-arms. Later, she was transferred back to Colombia to participate in related tasks, but an accident caused Earth Spirit to die on the spot. Feite, Hong Feng, Zuo Cang and other magical girls traveled thousands of miles to Columbia to see Earth Spirit off.

Therefore, Zuo Cang also drew a big question mark behind the name of the magical girl Di Ling.

Thicken with a red pen.

In the past, Zuo Cang absolutely did not believe that the earth spirit would come back to life.

However, now that Tian Ting had learned from the past, Zuo Cang had no choice but to consider related issues.

"Witch society, magic girl land spirit. Headache, really headache. If one appears, I won't be able to sleep well. Now that they are combined, I'm afraid I'm going to have nightmares tonight. This is the reincarnation of heaven, and I can't escape it. Fate?"

Zuo Cang put his left hand against his forehead, rubbed it repeatedly, and finally heaved a long sigh.

In addition to these things, there are many, many problems that Zuo Cang can't understand, and Zuo Cang needs to think about it. He always feels that he will be mentally weak one day.

Just when Zuo Cang stopped writing and was about to think about the overall plan for the future, there was a light knock on the door of the room.

Zuo Cang closed the notebook, stood up, and walked to the door.

Just opened the door.

A soft and warm body threw itself into Zuo Cang's arms, and Qianqianyu clutched the collar tightly, not daring to relax, as if she was afraid that Zuo Cang would turn around and leave.

Zuo Cang lowered his head, touched his sister's cute little head with his hand, and began to comfort him gently. After a long time, the man in his arms reluctantly let go of his little hand.

Zuo Yue, who was wearing a thin pink and white suspender nightdress, stood timidly at the door of Zuo Cangfang, holding the most beloved blue and white shark puppet in her hand. It was obvious that Zuo Yue had been lying on the bed before and was about to enter the stable room. Sleep, but woke up from the dream for unknown reasons and never dared to fall asleep again.

This is not the first time Zuo Cang has experienced this kind of thing.

After his parents passed away early, as the eldest in the family, he naturally had to be relied on by his younger sister in every possible way. When he was a child, every time there was a heavy rain, lightning and thunder, Zuo Yue would be frightened out of his wits, wrapped in a sheet, and would crawl into Zuo Cang's bed.

Back and forth, Zuo Cang was also used to his sister knocking on his door late at night.

However, since Zuo Yue entered the rebellious period, she hasn't behaved like this for a long time, as if deliberately keeping a distance from herself.

Zuo Cang asked his sister: "What's the matter? Can't sleep?"

Zuo Yue buried her face in the shark puppet, not wanting to speak, and waited until Zuo Cang asked for the second time, she nodded slightly, and from the puppet came an indistinct sentence that was so scary.

Hearing this answer, Zuo Cang took his younger sister's hand, led her to the bed and motioned her to sit down.

At this time, Zuo Yue saw the notebook on the desk, and felt a little curious in her heart, did brother start writing a diary?

However, Zuo Yue didn't take it seriously, she just lay down on the side of the bed, and pulled the pillow at the foot of the bed into her arms.

Looking for something to rely on.

Zuo Cang asked patiently: "Did something happen? Did Miyou bully you? Or did you have a nightmare? It's okay, just tell brother, brother will help you."

However, with a sad face, Zuo Yue buried her face deeply among the dolls and didn't want to speak at all.

There was unconcealable fear in his eyes.

Trauma of the mind does not go away easily.

Until Zuo Cang stretched out his hand to hold his younger sister's hand, trying to give her a sense of security as much as possible.

"Brother is here, nothing happens. Brother will definitely protect you."

Only then did Zuo Yue say in an inaudible voice: "I...I dreamed of my mother...I miss my father and mother..."

In a word, Zuo Cang fell into silence.

He patted his sister's palm.

Zuo Cang wanted to say one more thing.

I want, too……

However, he couldn't tell.

There must always be someone in the family who can stand upright and shelter from the wind and rain.

(End of this chapter)