Weird recovery: I can see the script of life

Chapter 127 A Diary
This diary was recorded by 15-year-old Chen Li.

From the diary, Zhang Ya could clearly see how obsessed Chen Li was with money at that time.

He is eager to get money, so as to change his destiny...

And throughout childhood, and adolescence.

Chen Li has always regarded his parents as enemies!
While Zhang Ya secretly felt sad for Chen Li's past.

Chen Li stretched out his hand again and turned the diary to the next page.

"On July 1992, 9, the weather was overcast."

"I'm in the first year of high school! It's a key high school in the county!"

"In the past two years, I have received a lot of subsidies and scholarships, so for me, the burden of tuition fees is not so heavy."

"My parents have treated me much better in the past two years..."

"What makes me feel ridiculous is that in the past two years, they will often tell me, let me not forget their upbringing, and let me treat them better when I make a lot of money in the future!"

"I really want to laugh when I hear them say that..."

"What kind of mentality do they have to say such shameless words!"

"Where is their kindness in nurturing me?"

"I even think that even when I was young, growing up in an orphanage is better than living in this home..."

"They've been complaining to me since the day I was born..."

"When I was a little older, I thought about how to use me to create value for my family..."

"Hehe, they gave me such a fart of nurturing grace..."

"However, even though I scoff at them in my heart, I even wish they would die right away!"

"But on the surface, I would still say that I will never forget their upbringing..."

"No way, I still have to maintain the image of a good baby..."

"Hehe, my acting skills have become more and more perfect..."

"Now, what I want to pursue is more money..."

"I also want to wear new clothes, new shoes, and I also want to go to the game hall to play."

"But unfortunately, I can't do any of these!"

"I have to give everyone the impression of being hardworking and studious!"

"Only in this way, everyone will be willing to continue to help me!"

"However, I think such days are coming to an end."

"Will it be better when I go to college and graduate from college..."

"By then, will I be able to live the life I want..."

"There are still seven years...seven years..."

"I really hope that time will pass quickly..."

"I also hope that those two old things can die quickly before I graduate from college!"

"During the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school, I took a summer job and made a little money."

"Actually, I really want to spend it, but I can't, I can only save it!"

"Because when people know I'm fine, they won't continue to help me!"

"Until I grow up, I have to maintain my personality!"

Slowly reading this page of the diary, Zhang Ya unconsciously let out a long sigh...

It can be seen from the diary that Chen Lizheng has gradually become an ambitious man!

Become an absolute egoist!
There was still an inexplicable evil smile on Chen Li's face, and he silently opened the diary to the next page.

"On July 1995, 5, the weather was overcast."

"I'm in my third year of high school, and I'm about to graduate soon."

"In the past few years, although I was very reluctant, I have been studying hard!"

"And the results are remarkable, I am still No.1 in the whole school."

"The head teacher told me that with my grades, if nothing happens, I should be admitted to a prestigious school."

"A few days ago, the head teacher invited my father to the school and talked to him a lot..."

"Hehe...It really is not what I expected..."

"My dad doesn't care at all whether I go to a prestigious school or not!"

"What he cares about is which school can spend a little less money, so that he can spend less money..."

"Hehe, I already guessed this!"

"In the past two years, his health has been getting worse and worse, he has earned less and less money, and he is still addicted to alcohol, so the family has become more and more unable to make ends meet."

"If it weren't for the scholarships I get from time to time, I probably wouldn't even be able to finish high school!"

"I don't really have any opinion on what university to go to. As long as I can stay away from this home, it doesn't matter where I go!"

"However, in order to keep the character of a good and sensible child, I can only choose a university with better benefits and scholarships."

"Only in this way can I give the impression of a work-study program!"

"It's okay, Chen Li, you can do it! Hold on!"

"The two of them are not far from death!"

"When they are dead, you can live the life you want!"

This page of the diary in front of me, the entire text, is still full of resentment and violence...

Zhang Ya felt very sad...

The first half of Chen Li's life...was really hard...he was not happy at all...

But what about yourself?
After meeting him, what did he think of himself?

Is... just a tool on his way to success?

A trace of doubt arose in Zhang Ya's heart...

Of course, if one's own life is just a tool in Chen Li's mind.

Well, no matter how Zhang Ya can understand him!

He is also unforgivable at all!
He was sorry for himself who loved him so much, and Zhang Ya's parents treated him so well, even treating him like his own son!

While Zhang Ya was thinking secretly, Chen Li reached out his hand and turned the diary to the next page again.

"On July 1996, 1, the weather was overcast."

"I'm in college. It's a college in Rencheng. It's not bad!"

"University life is completely different from before..."

"Here, I have a deeper understanding of the ugliness of human nature!"

"Students will compare each other and be jealous of each other..."

"They will compare who wears better clothes, whose family conditions are better, hehe..."

"Humanity, in a group of young people in their 20s, is fully displayed..."

"Because of my character design, many people look at me with deep disdain..."

"I know, they look down on me, they look down on me, a kid from the countryside!"

"Hehe, one day, I will live a better life than all of you!"

"Of course, apart from some people who look down on me, there are also some teachers and classmates who look at me with sympathy..."

"To be honest, this kind of gaze also makes me very uncomfortable..."

"Because that's not the way to look at the same kind. In their eyes, I seem to be a kitten or puppy, and I need someone to protect..."

"This feeling is very uncomfortable!"

"Therefore, my pursuit of success is even more urgent!"

"It's a coincidence..."

"In school, there is a recognized green tea whore. Her name is Zhang Ya."

"She is very helpful and likes to show off her ability in front of others..."

"Actually, I didn't have any thoughts about her. After all, how other people want to live their lives has nothing to do with me..."

"Whether she's a green tea whore or a slut, I don't care!"

"But I didn't expect that by chance, I met her on the roof of the teaching building..."

"And after that, she will deliberately come to my side from time to time."

"Hehe, I know, she should be in love with me..."

"No, to be precise, she fell in love with the character I pretended to be!"

"She likes my hard work, sunshine, and optimism..."

"Hehe, it's just that she doesn't know my true face..."

"Through inquiring from the side, I know that this girl's family background seems to be very good."

"Right now, I'm still worrying about the tuition fees in the future!"

"If I can be with this girl, will I be one step closer to success?"

"So, I chose to be with her..."

"On a sunny afternoon, I bought a bouquet of roses and expressed my love to her..."

"My acting skills are still great. Anyway, I think I can't fault it..."

"And the effect is really good! Haha! She was so moved!"

"Since that day, the two of us have been together..."

"I know that if you want to cheat a person's money, you must not ask for it simply and straightforwardly. It will look stupid, and it will also arouse the vigilance of others!"

"The really clever method is to let the other party take the initiative to give you the money!"

"So afterwards, I continued to maintain my own personality."

"Every day after school, I would show a reluctant look in front of her, and then I would go to work part-time..."

"This work-study image, I must play it well in front of her!"

"I acted like this for more than two months, until the end of the first semester..."

"At the train station, when she was taking me home, she was crying in front of me..."

"No way, I had no choice but to leave a few tears in front of her..."

"Being with her is really a test of my acting skills!"

"But it's all worth it!"

"I plan to launch an offensive against her tonight!"

"Because she can't leave me now..."

"So I'm going to create an illusion that I have to leave! If she really loves me, she will definitely try to keep me!"

"The details will depend on tonight!"

Seeing the diary in front of her, Zhang Ya's brain was completely dazed...

Even though she had a little guess in her heart.

I'm afraid I'm just a tool for Chen Li!
But she never thought that from the beginning to the end, everything that Chen Li had done in front of him was all staged!
Even Chen Li was no different from anyone else in the school!
He also regarded her as a green tea bitch!Treat it like a slut!

And the reason why he chose to be with her was just to defraud her of money...

Endless remorse!and wrath!

In an instant!
In Zhang Ya's heart, it rose up!

At the same time, the icy black gas surrounding her body gradually poured into Zhang Ya's body at the moment when Zhang Ya's mood changed...

The black aura...squeezed into her body little by little...

A burst of violence!Emotions of hate!
In Zhang Ya's heart, little by little came out!

"Strange, why is it so cold all of a sudden?"

Chen Li on the side frowned and muttered, he turned his head and looked around...

However, he didn't find anything...

"really weird!"

He muttered something lightly, then he didn't care anymore, but turned the diary to the next page.

"On July 1996, 2, the weather was overcast."

"Today is New Year's Eve, and it's a new year!"

"Looking at the parents who are busy preparing the New Year's Eve dinner, I feel very sick..."

"Although I was very reluctant in my heart, I still had to suppress my nausea and go to help them!"

"Why aren't they dead yet?"

"It's him! I still have to spend for you now! I have to buy things for you!"

"Thinking of this, I unconsciously feel angry!"

"My New Year's resolution! I hope they die sooner!"

"Forget it, let's not think about these unhappy things..."

"At the end of this year, I still encountered a rare thing that made me happy!"

"The goal I wrote down last time, the goal I wanted to achieve, has been achieved!"

"Haha, that woman is so easy to deceive!"

"I told her that I have no money to pay the tuition for the next semester, and I can't go back to Rencheng when the school starts, and I won't be able to see her..."

"Haha! That woman really fell for it!"

"She said that she has a passbook, and the money in it should be enough to pay my university tuition for four years."

"When I return to Rencheng, she will give me that passbook!"

"Of course, it's not without conditions that she said to give me the passbook. She asked me to stay with her after graduation, and I must always treat her well!"

"Haha! That's it again! Just like those two old guys!"

"No! It's not exactly the same either!"

"Because at least, she wants to give me some money first, and then let me treat her well!"

"But... I still have to be careful!"

"After all, the money hasn't arrived yet. What if this woman just speaks nicely?"

"What if she is an actor with a higher rank than me?"

"It's not completely impossible!"

"After all, on campus, she is recognized as a green tea bitch..."

"I think she also looks like an old actor! She knows how to smile every day! She just giggles when she sees everyone!"

"Is she the same as me? Is she acting all the time?"

"We can't be two old actors, just get together, right?"

"If this is the case, then it will be difficult!"

"Anyway, no matter what, I still have to try my best to perform the trick well, and when the school starts, try to cheat that passbook!"

"As long as I have that passbook, I will have money!"

"But... how should I spend it?"

"I have to continue to maintain my personality, and I can't act like a person who is not short of money..."

"That's right! I can secretly buy some things and use them when I'm alone!"

"Yes! Just do it!"

"Haha! I can't wait, hurry up to the day when I go back to school!"

"But before that, I still have to perform the show well!"

"What should I do..."

"That's right! Today is New Year's Eve!"

"Originally, I didn't plan to talk to her today. After all, I have to travel far away every day to talk, and I feel that it is quite troublesome!"

"But if I call her at twelve o'clock tonight, at the beginning of the new year, will she be very moved?"

"I guess it should be! Yes! Just do it!"

"It just so happens that I don't want to be at home, looking at those two old things!"

"I still have to help them with work, why should I?"

"Just do it like this. At night, I'll find an excuse to sneak out!"

"I'll call Zhang Ya again at twelve o'clock and send her New Year's wishes!"

"In this way, she should be more moved, and she shouldn't be stingy with that passbook anymore, right?"

"By the way! This can also be counted as a temptation for me!"

"If she still doesn't want to give me the passbook after this, then she must be an old actress!"

"At that time, I have to find a way to change my target!"

"Come on, Chen Li! Work hard! Fight hard!"

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