Mecha Star Wars

Chapter 18 Lost Memories

I need to take medicine when I get sick, but I have no money to buy medicine.

So if you can't get well, you can't make money if you can't get well, and you can't buy medicine if you can't make money...

This is a closed loop.

If Lin Fan finally joined the special agency, then these would not be a problem.But if she was just an ordinary person, they wouldn't be able to take care of this matter.

Jin Sichen asked a few more questions, and Lin Fan answered them one by one.Then he called up several questionnaires on the tablet for Lin Fan to answer.

Wu Yusen came over and wanted to say something, Jin Sichen was afraid of affecting Lin Fan, so he led him to the window, and at the same time he could see Lin Fan's position.

Wu Yusen asked softly: "What do you think?"

Jin Sichen replied in a low voice: "Currently, her judgment is pure depression accompanied by physical impairment."

Wu Yusen was a little anxious, after all, if Jin Sichen didn't make a breakthrough here, then Lin Fan would really be an ordinary person.It also proved that he had found the wrong person.

"She once told me that she often can't remember things clearly, and sometimes has a few hours or even a whole day of memory loss. In addition, her personality has changed... Do you think she is a little cold now?" Wu Yusen chin asked Lin Fan's direction was raised.

Jin Sichen looked at Lin Fan's half-drowned eyelids. From the beginning of the conversation to the present, whether he was talking about his own affairs or when he learned that he had a somatic disorder, his expression did not change, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

"You suspect that she is a Dual Personality?" Jin Sichen asked.Seeing that Wu Yusen didn't understand, I wrote it on paper for him: dual personality.

"I think it's very possible. Ever since she surfaced, I've always thought it was her. But as you can see, the other test results are all right. And it's hard not to think of her symptoms as a possibility. "

It's not like nothing like this happened before.No matter how I found out the ability, it didn't appear until I found out that there was another personality, and that personality appeared.

Jin Sichen looked at the report in Wu Yusen's hand again: "Does she not remember what happened at that time?"

"I don't remember. Didn't I just say that because of the side effects of the medicine, my memory is very poor. Now I don't know if she doesn't know what happened at all, or if she knows something but forgot."

"Understood. Now you need me to help you confirm two issues. One is whether she has a hidden Dual Personality. The other is whether she has any memory of the coma when the incident happened."

"Yes, if there is something hidden... then there is a high probability that the ability is hidden..." Wu Yusen vaguely skipped some words, "If not, then you must know what happened that day."

"She said it was just a coma due to heat stroke, but I don't believe it. Even if it is really heat stroke, there can't be no clues at all."

Jin Sichen nodded to express his understanding: "The test questions for her now include the question you are worried about, and there are other tests, including anti-social personality, violent tendencies, etc. After she finishes, she will know how it is."

The two walked back to the sofa and waited for Lin Fan to do the questions.

Not long after, Lin Fan finished his answer.

Jin Sichen looked at the final result and shook his head slightly at Wu Yusen, meaning that Lin Fan did not meet the dual personality identification, nor did he have some problems such as anti-social personality and violent tendencies.

Seeing that this road was also blocked, Wu Yusen didn't know whether he should be happy or not.

The other personality of the dual personality is usually very different from the main personality, or even completely opposite in character.

Looking at Lin Fan's current state of indifference but gentleness, if she really has a dual personality, then the other personality might be very difficult.At that time, even if the ability is detected in another personality, it may not be a good thing.

But if this road is blocked, the only clue left is the memory of the day she fell into a coma.

The smile on Wu Yusen's face was almost unstoppable, and some doubts arose in his heart. Could it be that he really made a mistake?After all, intuition cannot guarantee [-]% accuracy.

Over there, Jin Sichen started talking again, Wu Yusen quickly pressed his mind and listened carefully.

"The tests you did just now are all normal. Apart from depression and physical disorders, you have no other problems at present." Jin Sichen said to Lin Fan first.

"But I found that you have been showing a kind of indifference. Even if you are talking about yourself, you have no mood swings. It seems that nothing will affect your emotions. Do you know this situation?"

"I know." Lin Fan replied, "I don't know when, I don't seem to care about my own affairs. Maybe I thought it through, who knows?"

"Even if you tell me that I won't live until tomorrow, I won't be surprised. Instead, I will be secretly happy in my heart, although I haven't known what joy is like for a long time. When I'm sad, I don't feel sad, you know What did I say?"

Jin Sichen nodded.

"On the contrary, other things will cause my sadness, but I don't want to be affected by these things, so I try my best to make an indifferent gesture and pretend that I don't care."

"I couldn't do it at the beginning, but even if I felt uncomfortable in my heart, I couldn't care less on my face. I don't know if it's a kind of progress?"

"This is not a good phenomenon." Jin Sichen said, "Although it seems that he is protecting himself from being hurt, in fact, he still feels sad in his heart."

"And because of self-suggestion, this kind of sadness can't be resolved. If you suppress it for a long time, the depression will still accumulate. Fortunately, in the past six months, you have gone out to feed stray animals every few days, which can also be regarded as some social interaction, otherwise your illness will definitely It will be worse."

"My suggestion is to find a relatively safe environment. On the premise of ensuring that you are not harmed, try to let go of yourself, get in touch with some things from the outside world, and carry out some social activities in moderation."

Lin Fan knew that what he said was reasonable, and although it was not so easy to do, he still expressed his gratitude: "Thank you, Doctor Jin."

When encountering patients who are easy to communicate with, doctors will also feel relaxed.

Jin Sichen ended the topic, and changed the topic: "I heard that when the plane crashed over your community, you happened to be feeding the cat outside. Don't you have any impression of this incident?"

Lin Fan thought about it carefully, but he really couldn't think of anything. He shook his head and said, "I can't think of anything."

Jin Sichen opened the crash video in the file and showed it to Lin Fan: "Look, in this video, the plane is still at a relatively high position, but the phone still recorded a loud roar."

"When the plane reaches the sky above your residential area, the position is much lower than here, and the roar should be very loud. You are in an outdoor environment, even if you don't see the plane, you should be able to hear the roar. Think about it , have you heard of it?"

Lin Fan listened carefully to the roar of the plane on his mobile phone, and tried to recall: "That day... I went to feed the cat...it wasn't that hot..."

"Yes, it's not that hot. You went to the cat feeding place and saw the cat, then what?" Jin Sichen guided calmly.

Seeing that things were progressing, Wu Yusen unconsciously straightened his back and held his breath, fearing that Lin Fan's memories would be interrupted.

"Then I poured cat food and water. They were very happy to eat." Lin Fan closed his eyes and leaned against the sofa: "I watched them eat for a while, and then went to the entrance to pour cat food and water. "

"How do you feel at this time? Do you feel uncomfortable? Do you want to faint?" Jin Sichen asked, if Lin Fan fainted due to heat stroke, he should have felt uncomfortable before fainting.

"No discomfort, I don't want to faint." Lin Fan replied after thinking carefully for a while.

Then fainting due to heat stroke was not established, and Wu Yusen breathed a sigh of relief.

"I got cat food and water at the entrance, what did I do after that?" Jin Sichen continued to guide.

"After...after that I'm ready to go home."

not at all!Wu Yusen said in his heart.

He had seen the place where the cats were fed at the entrance of the grove. It was not far from the entrance, only a few steps away.Although the surveillance outside couldn't take pictures of the woods, it was able to capture the entrance. As soon as Lin Fan came out, he could enter the surveillance immediately, but she never came out.

"Are you home?"

"No."

"Why didn't you go home?"

"When I was about to leave, the cats eating inside suddenly blew up and ran away screaming. I went back to see what was going on."

"See what's going on?"

"No, I can't see anything. I thought there was a snake or something, so I beat the surrounding grass with a branch, but there was nothing."

"And then what?"

"And then... I heard a buzzing sound..." Lin Fan opened his eyes and said with certainty, "I've heard that buzzing sound in the video!"

Wu Yusen became excited when he heard this, but Jin Sichen remained calm and continued to ask with a smile: "Very well, you heard that buzzing sound, what's next?"

Lin Fan lowered his eyes and continued to recall: "Then, the sound became louder and louder, and soon became extremely noisy. I felt the sky darken, and when I looked up, a huge gray thing flew across the small forest, with its tail still There's black smoke...is that the plane?"

"Yes, that's the plane, you saw that plane." Jin Sichen affirmed, "What did you do after seeing the plane?"

Wu Yusen felt his heart pounding, but after waiting for a long time, there was no word.

"Lin Fan?" Seeing that Lin Fan was lost again, Jin Sichen reminded him, "Do you still remember what you did after seeing the plane?"

Lin Fan shook his head: "I don't know, I just remember seeing black smoke, and then... then I really can't remember."

"Don't worry, drink some water first." Jin Sichen comforted, "Let's take a good look, you saw the plane, you saw the black smoke dragged by the plane."

"Correct."

"Then you passed out and didn't wake up until night."

"……Correct."

"So, after seeing the black smoke, did you feel particularly uncomfortable, uncomfortable, or dizzy?"

"...No." Lin Fan thought about it again.

"That is to say, after you saw the black smoke, you didn't feel any discomfort, and you suddenly lost consciousness. After a few hours of coma, you didn't wake up until it was dark, right?"

"……Correct."

"Then Lin Fan," Jin Sichen asked with a smile, "up to now, can we rule out the possibility of fainting due to heatstroke?"

Lin Fan was silent, and Wu Yusen couldn't help giving Jin Sichen a compliment in his heart.

"Suddenly losing consciousness outdoors for a few hours is still a relatively dangerous situation for you. It is better to find out what happened. It is better to prevent it from happening again in the future, and you can also have a response in advance."

"But I really can't remember."

"It's okay, don't worry, I will help you." Jin Sichen said softly, "Since it is really hard for you to recall, why don't you try hypnosis? It can let you recall some neglected things in a more relaxed state. or forgotten things. This way we can find that lost memory from your subconscious mind."

"is it okay?"

"Yes. Don't worry, I am very good at hypnosis. You will feel like you just took a nap, and the lost memory has been found. Don't you want to know?"

Lin Fan didn't care.

But it was precisely because of this missing memory that Wu Yusen found her.And because she couldn't explain clearly, she was taken to the special agency to undergo these tests.

It can be said that the cause of everything is this.

If she wants to know, they will investigate to the end, so let's investigate.

Moreover, she also has some small thoughts in her heart.

If hypnotism is so powerful, can you ask him to help you hypnotize yourself to a normal physical state?

(End of this chapter)