Mecha Star Wars

Chapter 16 Lin Fan and His Person
Such medical records can be retrieved, and if they are private or not, they are just talking about face.

"There are hurts when you lose a relationship. After all, the person you've been talking to for 8 years is about to get married, and it must be sad to break up." Lin Fan recalled lightly. "At that time, something happened to the company again. I was originally the head of the department, and my position was small, but I still had some management rights. Suddenly, a relative of the boss's family was airborne and became the deputy head."

"The company before me was originally small, and my small leader had few people under him. It was not necessary to add a deputy suddenly from a business point of view. I thought that the relative was arranged to come in for empty pay. What if It really doesn't affect anything if I don't do it, I didn't expect her to work extra hard."

"She doesn't do the work that she is asked to do, and she is very good at making trouble. She always looks good for the company and messes things up. Let her leave it alone, and say that I put her out of the way, and cry with relatives and bosses Crying. Although the boss didn't say anything about me, he also didn't say anything about her."

"She wants to take care of things, so I can't let her take care of everything. I can only follow up with her the business that is almost finished. She doesn't have to do anything, just watch. It's a mess like this."

"It's her credit for doing it well, and it's my responsibility for doing it badly. In less than a month, a few people under me were tormented, saying that they would leave if the deputy director didn't leave. I was also forced to die. , go to the boss and want to have a good talk.”

"In the end, the boss felt that I was threatening Joe with his subordinates, so he trained me instead. Heh! Did he think that I didn't know what he was doing?" Lin Fan snorted coldly, "I was annoyed at first, but I just wanted to I have been doing this for so many years, and we get along fairly harmoniously, so bear with it if you can. His training directly annoyed me. I am used to working hard for him, but I am used to making mistakes. I said on the spot that I would quit."

"The boss didn't expect me to quit suddenly, and wanted to make it up again, but I didn't want to serve him anymore. I was in a bad mood when I was broken up, and I was so useless at work. Whoever wants to serve whoever is willing to serve. He didn't even ask for compensation. The next day I won’t go. A few of my subordinates wanted to leave at first, but I persuaded them to come down. Seeing that I went to talk, they resigned first, and they all handed in their resignation reports.”

"After resigning, I didn't want to stay longer in Gaohe City. I went back to my hometown directly. I wanted to relax my emotions and rest for a while before going back to work. After all, I have been working hard outside these years, and I am quite tired."

"After I came back, in order to quickly forget the bad emotions, I also signed up for fitness classes, learned the piano, the zither, and even learned two foreign language classes. I go out for a trip from time to time. Now that I think about it, I probably have the most wanton life Have a good time."

Wu Yusen and Jin Sichen listened quietly.

The information in Lin Fan's file is not so detailed. After all, it only took 3 days to investigate, and only got some written things.That is, from which year to which year, where, what did you do, and what rewards you got.

Like the paragraph she just mentioned, she only wrote about her position, salary, and resignation due to personal reasons.The details and detailed investigation can also be found, but it takes time.It is not as detailed as the parties said.

"Do you think your depression has nothing to do with your broken love?" Hearing that Lin Fan is straightforward and frank, Jin Sichen doesn't need to be too careful when communicating.

"It can't be said that it has nothing to do with it at all, but I feel that falling out of love is not the direct cause of my depression." Lin Fan thought for a while and said, "After all, there was almost a year between the time I fell in love and getting sick. During this period, I Had a good time."

"It sounds like you have your own judgment on the cause of the disease?" Jin Sichen found that Lin Fan was a well-organized and very communicative person.

"I think it's caused by family factors." In those cranky days, she clarified many things.

"Can you elaborate?"

"I was already 32 years old when I broke up. It might be normal to be unmarried at this age in big cities, but it is rare in our country. So when I went back and told my family that I broke up, their expressions... I don't know how to describe it."

"Is it shock?" Jin Sichen reminded the guide.

"Compared with shock, it seems more like anger." Lin Fan thought about it carefully, "They were very angry that I didn't get married for so long and broke up instead. After I told the reason, they were even more angry, but more I was angry with the man, but I didn't blame me much afterwards, but I didn't feel any distress or pity."

"If it's convenient, can you tell me the reason why you broke up." I didn't see much description in the medical records, but from Lin Fan's words, it seemed quite involved.

"It's not inconvenient. After graduating from university, I found a good job in Gaohe City, which is the one I quit before. I am capable, serious in work, and good in character. I was promoted to a small department supervisor within a few years. I can’t afford a house, but I have enough food and clothing, and my bank deposits are growing steadily, so everything is fine.”

"Later, I met a boy. I thought he was honest and good-natured, so we started dating. During the period, the relationship was stable and I met both parents. Just when I thought life was going to be so happy, I finally broke up. .”

"There is no bloody plot of cheating. The main reason is that the two of us have too different views on things. After 8 years of getting along, we haven't been able to get along well. On the contrary, in the later stage, there are more conflicts and there are always quarrels. I was not willing to separate at the beginning. After all, the 8 years of hard work are not fake. Although I hesitated in my heart, I still mentioned marriage. But when I went to his house to talk about marriage, the gap in the concept of marriage gave me another fatal blow.”

"His family is from the countryside, and the family conditions are average, so I didn't think about buying a house from the beginning. His income is not high, and I was afraid that he would not be able to give the bride price. My family disagreed and planned to use my savings as a bride price for him. .”

"I didn't expect that their family didn't say a word about these things, but instead put forward all kinds of harsh demands on me. After I said that I couldn't do it, I was accused of all kinds. And the person who wanted to entrust his life to me completely ignored my helpless situation, He didn't even say a word of support, and chose to stand with his family. I felt tired and chose to break up."

Although several years had passed, Lin Fan still didn't know whether to laugh or cry when the man heard her saying that he wanted to break up and asked her sadly why she couldn't give in for him.

"You must have been very sad at that time, right?" Jin Sichen whispered.

"It is definitely sad to be sad, but it is definitely a dead end if you don't break up. Relationships are always a two-way rush between two people. I am working hard, and he is waiting for me to work hard. I still have strength in a short time, and I will be tired after a long time. No, it lasted for 8 years." Lin Fan said mockingly.

Wu Yusen listened silently beside him.The information only said that they broke up, but I didn't expect this to be the case.Of course, the relationship with only one party's hard work cannot last long, and it's okay to divide.

"what's next?"

"Then I went home. In fact, the breakup was still hurt. After all, it was 8 years... It was not difficult to resign. When I first joined the company, there were only about 10 people. I relied on my own efforts to work hard. Doing business, improving the company's reputation, expanding the customer base, and becoming a supervisor step by step, my personal business volume accounts for half of the company."

"In the next few years, the customers were basically stable, and there was no large-scale increase. The boss thought that my salary was high, so he wanted to find an excuse to cut my salary and job, but I blocked him back. He didn't even think about it. He just used the money to buy a car. Buying a house, buying a bag for the little wife, and not expanding the company, no matter how many clients I bring to him, the company won’t be able to accept it.”

"He didn't want to fire me, and he didn't want to pay me such a high salary, so he asked that relative to check and balance me, trying to find an excuse to cut my salary and job, but he didn't expect that I would not follow his example, and the whole department walked with me Empty. It was very refreshing at the time, but I was still very disappointed afterwards."

It's not that Lin Fan doesn't know the reason why the cunning rabbit dies and the lackey cooks it, but knowing it and meeting him are two different things.

"At that time, because I didn't want to affect my work, I was stuck in my heart because of the broken relationship, and it never got relieved. In addition, the emotions after I quit my job got mixed up, and I was in a bad mood. I didn't want to stay in Gaohe City all the time. That heartbroken feeling was filled with emotion, so I wanted to go back to my hometown to adjust. Don’t people say that home is a warm harbor, a place to rely on forever? Unexpectedly, it’s not like this for me.”

"After going home for a quiet week, the family started urging the marriage. After 8 years of relationship, it hasn't been long since we broke up. I can't do it if I turn around and ask me to find another person to talk about love."

Lin Fan hadn't healed from her emotional pain yet, and the family put on such an anxious posture, which also caused serious harm to her.

No matter how she explained to her parents, it took a little more time, but no one listened.Even Lin's mother put on a posture of "it's nice if someone wants to see you, so who do you choose", which once made Lin Fan wonder if this was her real mother.

The frequent blind date harassment made it impossible for Lin Fan to adjust his mentality properly.No matter how you explain it to your parents, it won't work.

In the name of love, they kept driving Lin Fan away with the mentality of being afraid that others would see a joke, as if they didn't care about their daughter's sadness at all.It seems that they can breathe a sigh of relief as long as Lin Fan gets married and don't let others gossip, and they don't care whether their daughter is really happy or not.

After operating for 8 years, I thought that the next step would be the disappearance of a happy future, which has already devastated Lin Fan's heart.

And because he didn't cooperate with the boss's careful thinking, he gave up his career that he had worked hard for many years, which was full of setbacks.

The family's incomprehension and emotionless urging stabbed her with sharp knives.

Lin Fan felt that he couldn't think normally anymore, his temples were twitching, and his ears were buzzing. .
She felt that she was deep in the quagmire, as if dozens of hands were pulling her, pulling her down abruptly.

She sensed danger, but couldn't avoid it.

On this day, Mama Lin routinely urges the marriage.

Lin Fan said that if they were so anxious to see each other get married, they would get divorced even if they got married without the time to get to know each other well.

Lin Ma blurted out, "Even if it's a divorce, we must get married first!" Afterwards, Lin Fan seemed to hear the sound of his crumbling heart collapsing, and she knew it was over.

Lin Fan stopped talking.She doesn't eat, doesn't move, and stays in bed all day.

At first, the family thought that Lin Fan was fighting against him, and deliberately left her alone.

It wasn't until she didn't eat for two days and Father Lin felt something was wrong, but they couldn't wake Lin Fan up, that they panicked.He hurriedly carried Lin Fan on his back to the hospital for emergency treatment.

After a short operation at the hospital, Lin Fan's physical signs were normal and his expression was dull, so it was suggested that he be transferred to a mental hospital.

In this way, Lin Fan was diagnosed as a high-risk patient with severe depression and no desire to survive, and he stayed in a mental hospital for 3 months.

Mama Lin didn't dare to whisper in Lin Fan's ear anymore, she didn't even dare to cry beside her bed.

(End of this chapter)