What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 50 Chapter 49

Her heart skipped a beat, her sensitivity to danger made her get up quickly, and before reaching the door, Pin Yan hurriedly pushed the door open and came in.

"Boss, Boss, a lot of strong men in black clothes came downstairs, blocking everyone in the lobby and not allowing them to go out and interrogate them one by one. They seem to be people from the imperial court. What's going on?"

Pin Yan didn't know Li Kong's real identity, and the years of wandering on the street had carved her fear of official posts into her bones, and before Meng Keshu could say anything, she hugged her arm in panic.

"Is it, is it because we ran out from the Mingzhou government, and the master reported to the officials to arrest us?"

"Why report to the official?"

The fragile door bolt was broken by a strong impact from the outside, and Li Kong, who was dressed in a frenzied black feather suit, appeared from behind several black feather guards with a sullen face.

"Do you think you can escape from my palm?"

Meng Keshu guarded Pin Yan behind him and stared at Li Kong who was approaching every step of the way.

"Don't hurt her, I'll go with you."

"East..."

Pin Yan clenched her sleeves tightly, but they didn't know that the movement of them relying on each other made Li Kong feel extremely obtrusive.

With a wave of his hand, the two Xuanyu guards easily pulled Pin Yan away from Meng Keshu, covered her mouth and retreated.

Meng Keshu clenched his teeth, and finally gave Pinyan a "reassuring" look over Li Kong's shoulder.

Immediately after a flash in front of her eyes, Li Kong grabbed her chin and forced her to look up at him, and said through gritted teeth:

"Don't you even want to look at me?"

Without Pin Yan's scruples by her side, Meng Keshu was not afraid of Li Kong's madness, she laughed lightly, and tried her best to pull his hand away, even digging her fingernails into Li Kong's flesh.

But Li Kong didn't seem to feel the pain, not only didn't let go of his iron-like right hand, but also grabbed her waist and held her firmly in his arms.

"Ha, Meng Keshu, you are quite tough now, and you can scratch people. But you don't want to run away from me again, unless you pull out my dagger from my back and kill me now, otherwise you will Come back with me obediently!"

"Why do you just refuse to let me go! Haven't we already settled the relationship!"

What Meng Keshu couldn't stand the most was that once he went crazy, he would die or live. Life is so important, why does it seem so contemptible to him?

"Can't you really live without me? I beg you, don't torture me alone, okay!"

"Where are we clearing up, where are we clearing up!"

Li Kong let go of her chin, and took out the letter she left him from the front, his hands trembling uncontrollably.

"Why did you leave me this letter and just leave? What am I? I thought that if you were willing to see me someday, it was because you forgave me and were willing to start over with me!
But you just want to calm your conscience, you just want to get the answer why I keep pestering you!

You are satisfied, you already know what a miserable person I am, so you are leaving and don't want to have anything to do with me anymore? "

He is really the stupidest and stupidest person in the world. Every time he completely trusts others, he gets the most complete deception and abandonment.

His resentment and questioning made Meng Keshu panic, she would never have thought that what she thought was the most peaceful farewell would cause him to misunderstand this far.

But his words made her unable to refute, because he was completely disrespectful and disrespectful, and he smashed the so-called one difference and two widths, and only grabbed the softest part of her heart to ask:

You have no regrets in your life, but what about me?what am iI have always wanted only one you, but you clearly know that I love you, but you never give me a response, and you step on my expectations and longings?

"What do you think of me...Meng Keshu, what do you think of me?"

He no longer had any pride to support him to maintain his demeanor in front of her, he didn't want to be decent, he just followed his inner thoughts.

So the fierce beast, which was gritting its teeth one moment and holding grudges, hugged her and pressed its face against her neck the next moment, as if it had found the only tree that could be hugged in the precarious wind and rain.

"Why don't you want me? Why do you all lie to me?"

He could call the woman who abandoned him his mother, or the man who persecuted him his lover.But who is Meng Keshu?
After he hated all the soft names, how would he define this little moon who, even if he abandoned him and lied to him, he couldn't get discouraged, and couldn't turn around and let go?
"Li Kong... Li Kong, you misunderstood, I just think that we can live our own lives, haven't we already explained all our knots?

You can forget about those pasts, including me, and you should have your own new life.You can make friends with people who don't know your past in Mingzhou, what's wrong with cutting off the past?

I can live a life where no one knows me, we don't fit in..."

Feeling that Li Kong's mood had calmed down a lot, Meng Keshu tentatively patted him on the back, trying to persuade him, but he interrupted him before he could finish speaking.

"But did you ask me? Did you ask me if I wanted to?"

Li Kong stared straight into her eyes, with the persistence and unwillingness of a trapped animal in his eyes.

"Don't use your big principles to persuade me anymore, you can tell me straight."

He leaned close to her face, held the back of her head within a short distance of breathing with her, and whispered:

"Meng Keshu, you don't want me, do you?"

Meng Keshu blinked, but for some reason, she didn't answer immediately, but wanted to push him away.This distance is too dangerous, she refuses this pose that reminds her of an unpleasant experience.

Surprisingly, Li Kong was pushed several steps away by her without difficulty this time.Her breathing became much smoother. She collected herself and said uncomfortably under his gaze:
"Don't always ask me such questions that I can't answer. I've said it before, Li Kong, we have a clear relationship. You have your own way, and I have my own life. That letter is clearly written. That's it, don't bother me any more, okay?"

Li Kong's expression changed again and again, the veins on his forehead even popped out, and he took a deep breath desperately to suppress this state that made Meng Keshu feel uneasy.

Finally, he restrained his expression, and actually showed a peaceful smile.Meng Keshu thought that he could finally distinguish between madness and reality, that he was finally willing to nod and let her go.

But he said, "No. I can't let you go."

He untied something from his lower back, and it was shining brightly in the sun, so Meng Keshu didn't see it clearly for a moment.

When she saw it clearly, the goosebumps all over her body exploded and urged her to run away immediately, but Li Kong directly carried her on his shoulder and locked the anklet on her ankle.

"You madman! Madman! Let me go..."

Li Kong turned a deaf ear to her cursing and screaming, the Xuanyu guards in the corridor and lobby stood silently, the boss and guests who were too frightened by their coercion to raise their heads were even more afraid to speak out.

"Screaming so loudly, aren't you afraid of breaking your throat?"

Meng Keshu was thrown into the carriage by him and held tightly in his arms.Li Kong's mood finally became peaceful, as if as long as he could be sure that Meng Keshu was by his side, even if she hated him very much again, he would only worry about her hurting him.

Life is a journey of constantly seeking answers. Only when there is confusion, will there be unwillingness, and only unwillingness will pursue it.

But how many people can really understand it?

Meng Keshu thought that all the twists and turns in this life had already been answered, and since then she saw that the world is all a shackle, and only wanted to pursue true freedom.

But she forgot that one thought becomes a Buddha, and one thought becomes a demon.There is only a thin line between desire and obsession and obsession.

Li Kong did as she wished, and reconciled with her ridiculous life.But he wanted to ask for Meng Keshu from the world that owed him so much.

This is another kind of frankness and a clear heart.

He just wanted to keep her by his side.

Princess Jiarou's mansion.

Xiao Qi was estranged by Wei Huai'en for several days. If it was in the past, he would have found a chance to be alone with her to untie his knot.

But this time it was his guilty conscience, and he felt that he should be punished, so even though he was upset, even though he couldn't bear to let other people serve her coldly even if he was right in front of her, he still acted in a submissive manner. Accept it all.

Of course Wei Huai'en was even more angry.

The two of them cooled down like this, like a rubber band that was stretched too tightly, and even faintly showed signs of breaking.

On the 25th of the first lunar month, Wei Huai'en recovered physically, and was ordered to go in for an audience.

Without Xiao Qi.

The palace servants in the princess mansion naturally dare not comment on the master's likes and dislikes, and the rest of the servants also know that the relationship between Xiao Qi and the master is extraordinary, not to mention that the official position of deputy envoy is not an adult they can offend .

But the guards led by Shifang don't care about this, and Xiao Qi always has to deal with them.

So today when Wei Huai'en entered the palace, he only let Shifang lead a few guards to accompany him, and let Xiao Qi hear the discussions of those people when he passed the school grounds.

"When will it be my turn to follow His Highness into the palace? The five sons who share the same room with me have been there several times. I don't even know what the palace walls look like."

"Just you? Do you have five sons who are handsome? My brother advises you to also pay attention to your image. Isn't the most important thing in our princess mansion is face?"

"That's not."

They suddenly lowered their voices and mentioned Xiao Qi's name winkingly.

Xiao Qi, who came to the school grounds because he was depressed and couldn't vent his anger, walked around to the side of the weapon room and listened to the corner.

"What our Highness likes is good-looking ones. You guys know Xiao Qi soon? As long as he is handsome, even if he is an eunuch, our Highness will not dislike him. Hahahaha..."

"Hahaha that's right. Xiao Qi usually looks yin and yang, and we are more ruthless than Lord Shifang when we practice it. But I heard that in front of His Highness, he even does women's work himself."

"Really? Hey, hey, let's talk about it in private. I saw Xiao Qi's methods when I was on guard in the private prison before. Do you still remember the traitor I caught at the beginning of the month?

It was the boy who brought us meals, you caught it yourself, Da Zhao.After Xiao Qi's interrogation, he was thrown into the mass grave with a bag... Hey, I was terrified when I saw him. "

"What are you afraid of? We didn't do anything wrong. Anyway, I have no father or mother, so I joined the army because I wanted to live a happy life. Our Highness looks like a fairy. If you can fancy me, then I won't." Like Xiao Qi, he will be in the midst of blessings and not know the blessings.

Maybe after His Highness knows what it's like to be a man, he'll know that appearance doesn't count, hahahaha..."

Xiao Qi knew that if he continued to listen, he would be humiliating himself, and he couldn't use this as an excuse to take revenge on these unrestrained soldiers.I had no choice but to go back the same way, pretending to be on patrol, and happened to catch those people from a distance.

"Gather the crowd to make a noise, and go to the punishment hall to get the five army sticks."

Seeing him coming, the other people on the school field were very serious about training, so that Xiao Qi couldn't find faults even if he tried to find faults.Xiao Qi, who had nowhere to vent his anger, asked people to come to the competition one by one with a sullen face, and did not let the guards go until the cotton clothes were soaked through training.

Of course, there were also those who had experienced the siege of Marquis Dingyuan, who sincerely admired Xiao Qi's guards, guessed that Xiao Qi's depression these days was because His Highness was indifferent, so he caught up with Xiao Qi familiarly:
"Deputy Envoy Xiao, slow down, I have something to tell you."

"What?"

Xiao Qi turned his head impatiently, no one was pleasing to his eyes.

The visitor winked again:
"Are you offending Your Highness?"

"Don't talk about the master!"

Xiao Qi gave a stern warning, but stopped.

"I know, I know, I have a brother, who recently messed with his girlfriend and was unhappy, so he couldn't talk for a few days."

The guard's name was Dongqing, and he looked at Xiao Qi's reaction while talking, and saw that the impatience on his face was a little more serious, so he continued to say with confidence:

"But I told him that if a girl loses her temper with you, it must be because you don't know what's wrong with you. We men think things are too simple. Sometimes we don't even know what a girl is. It's best to ask , asked sullenly.

In the end, people just want an attitude. We can be stupid, but we can’t be careless or serious. Being dumb is even worse.So Deputy Envoy Xiao, do you think what I said makes sense? "

"Does it really work?"

Xiao Qi asked uncertainly, imitating Dongqing's movement of putting it into his sleeves unconsciously with both hands.

If it weren't for the cold wind blowing on the school field, Dongqing would even take out some chestnuts from her bosom and talk to Xiao Qi while eating.

He really likes to gossip with people, even if he doesn't have much experience, just asking people's stories can make him feel like a prodigal son who has experienced troubles and can say a few words about everything.

"Whether it's useful or not depends on what my brother does. Every girl has a different temper. How can outsiders teach me so carefully, don't you think?"

Xiao Qi left thoughtfully, Dongqing went back to the school field with her sleeves in her hands and pulled up the roommate who had been sitting slowly since Xiao Qi knocked her down:

"Stop pretending, everyone is leaving."

"What did you say to him, he didn't practice you?"

Holly nodded her head:

"I'm a person who relies on my brain. Don't worry, Deputy Envoy Xiao won't come to train us again this first month."

After the first month, all the yamen started work, and Xiao Qi was busy in Xuanyu Division again. Even if he was angry, he would vent on Xuanyuwei's head, but it was not their turn.

　The second group, go crazy
　　In addition, I am very happy that Xiao Qi has friends, although under the hands of my stepmother, everyone's character has to be questioned.

　　I always want to write everyone's mental journey clearly, and it often takes several chapters to advance the plot. Fortunately, everyone doesn't think I'm long-winded. Thank you for the monthly tickets and recommendation tickets, little cuties, Huahua~
　　
　
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