What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 141 Chapter 140
"Aqi, Aqi, stop quickly, Xiao Qi! Open your eyes! Come on!"

Wei Huai'en couldn't stop kicking and beating Xiao Qi like a madman. He only wanted to hurt himself, so he had to call Ming Feng and other palace servants to hold him on the dragon chair so that he couldn't move.

He had scratched several bloodstains on the back of her hand, and she didn't care to clean it up at the moment. After Xiao Qi was knocked unconscious by the dark guards and sent back to Ci'an Hall, she slumped and sat on the ground weakly leaning on the dragon chair.

What he cried out was why he wasn't dead yet.

It is so, it is so.

Wei Huai'en buried his head in his knees, pained and dazed.

Is this her retribution?Is this what he wants her to understand?Has he and she reached the point where he would rather risk his life than make her feel miserable and regret it?

Why is he so stupid, can he punish her with his own life?He didn't even think about killing her with his own hands?even once?
His eyes were dry, and Wei Huai'en was so numb that he couldn't shed tears.After figuring out that the person who really took the Zi Gu was actually Xiao Qi, she felt a deeper panic instead.

He will not lie to her about the effectiveness of love gu.

After all, he just planned to use his death to make her unforgettable, how could he not even give her a clue?
So her Aqi still loves her.But how long can he love her?Could it be that after this time, what little love he has left will completely dissipate when he wakes up?

He's not stupid at all.Even if the current result runs counter to his plan, it still shakes her self-esteem, making it impossible for her to even stand up.

It turns out that this is the feeling of being alone.

She seems to have everything, but even his life is like a grain of sand that cannot be grasped in her hands. She is always self-defeating, and always pushes him further and further away. Now, even she herself doesn't know how to let him go. he lives.

No one will follow her, worrying about whether she is cold or hungry, and no one will take care of everything for her, just to make her frown less.

"What else can you love me for?"

Even she herself finds it ridiculous, even she herself doesn't know why Xiao Qi's seamless plan went wrong.

Is it true that people's hearts are as low as he said, once you fall in love, you will never be able to get rid of your body or your hands?
What was there for him to love about her now?

What else could make him love her all the time, after she betrayed him fiercely, plotted against him, and dug him back to the palace to accompany her regardless of his wishes, could he still love her?
Even she herself felt that God treated her well after all.

But what next?How can she keep him alive next, for a long time?

Wei Huai'en hid by the dragon chair and thought, she should go to Xiao Qi's side immediately, and try every means to make the weak fire of love in his heart that has not been extinguished flourish, even if it requires her to work hard.

But with Emotional Gu, she can't bear any mistake, let alone take any risk.

Her own love in the past was just a cloud of mist, if she acted too hastily, what would happen to him?

She couldn't even think about it.

Wei Huai'en opened his mouth wide and sucked air into his increasingly sluggish body with difficulty. If possible, she really wanted to hide like this.She no longer dared to force her, let alone make any slight changes.

Aceh, my retribution has come.

you win.

She stood up, and numbly put the jade seals scattered on the dragon chair into the brocade box, then threw the wooden box into the charcoal basin and left it alone.She can't hold Xiao Qi's heart anymore, let alone let the world be delayed because of her selfish desires.

Ming Feng came back from the Ci'an Palace where Xiao Qi had been settled, and whispered:
"Your Majesty, the imperial physician has gone to the doctor for diagnosis and treatment. Although the master is not injured, it is just that the recovery will be delayed. The tranquilizing incense has been lit, you..."

"I'm not going."

Wei Huaien raised his head from behind the pile of desk papers.

"Take good care of him, don't tie him up anymore. Within the whole palace, no matter where he wants to go, there is no need to stop him. Just make sure the imperial doctor visits me every day and repays me later."

The exhausted look on Wei Huai'en's face reminded Ming Feng of Xiao Qi's appearance on the day he decided to leave the palace to plead guilty. He could clearly see that the affection between Master and His Majesty hadn't diminished in the slightest, but through the barrier that he couldn't see through, let him I don't even know where to start to help.

He is really ashamed of His Majesty and Master's kindness to him.

"By the way, I have a letter, which must be sent to the watchtower next to Pei Yi as quickly as possible. It is absolutely confidential and must not be disclosed."

Xiao Qi's Gu is obtained from Wanglou, she must know all the information about the love Gu, and it is best to find a way to unravel it.

Otherwise, she can only guess his wish, avoid him, hide from him, let the flame in his heart burn quietly, and will not be blown out by the breeze she caused.

It's not that she has other things to do. After the war, the two governments are waiting to be rebuilt. If the Mingzhou government, which is the most resistant to the new policy, can take advantage of this time to implement it thoroughly, it will solve her big worry.

The number of official documents on the desk decreased one by one, and Wei Huai'en's eyes became brighter and brighter.

She was immersed in the descriptions of mountains and rivers line by line, worrying about whether the reserves in the northern region were sufficient for winter, and rejoicing that the East China Sea had another year of bumper harvests, the achievements of the southern border's enlightenment were fruitful, and the old khan king in the northwest was terminally ill, leaderless and powerless. Go south to plunder.

Six documents, three divisions of criminal cases, from close at the feet of the emperor to far away in the frontiers of the world, are all waiting to be revealed in this case.

Wei Huai'en stayed up all night, and when the golden light hit the corner of the table at dawn, she put down the vermilion pen, moved her sore wrist, and stretched out her hand to touch the ray of sunlight.

The bloodstains on the back of the hand had scabbed over, and under the light they had a golden-red luster.Wei Huai'en slowly turned his hands over, palms up, watching those interlaced lines gradually being filled with sunlight, as if she had finally come alive from the lonely night.

Who doesn't love the sun?

So warm and so bright, even in the days that are getting colder and colder, it can still illuminate people's hearts and make them happy.

"Your Majesty, it's time to go to court."

The palace people came in one after another, and after Wei Huai'en washed and ate briefly, they changed into court clothes for her and tidied them up.

Looking at the mirror, Wei Huai'en suddenly raised his hand to caress the golden crow pattern on his right shoulder, with a haggard but smiling face as if the clouds had opened and the moon was shining.

Who doesn't love the sun.

She is a king, and she should be the sun worshiped and loved by all peoples.

Among all the peoples, is he not also included?
At this moment, she suddenly became enlightened, and she even couldn't wait to go to the Chenji Hall to let the officials and the world know that she would definitely become the most wise emperor in Daliang.

She is herself first, Wei Huai'en, and then the lord of the world, what the people want.

As long as she is herself, she will have infinite merit and deserve to be respected and loved.

"His Majesty is here—!"

"Long live my emperor! Long live!"

"All the gentlemen are flat."

It was another ordinary day, but Wei Huai'en was in a dilemma. She finally understood that the heavy responsibility on her shoulders and the supreme power in her hands were not for hatred and revenge, but for protection and love.

October 29.

Pei Yi's squadron returned to the imperial court, the Weining army had surrendered, and King Duan and his rebel party were imprisoned, waiting to be punished.

However, the next day, two decrees were promulgated at the same time.

First, King Duan has been seriously ill for two months and has not left the palace. The rebels in Mingzhou are actually doing their own thing in the name of King Duan. If they are unfaithful or filial, they should be executed as a warning to others.

Second, Lu Zezhi, the second son of Dali Temple Minister Lu Chong, has a good character, both moral and ability, and can be worthy of the position of Empress Yuan.

King Duan's double was left behind in the capital palace to cover up people's eyes and ears, and it came in handy after being detained for several months.

King Duan in prison was sent back to the west with a glass of poisoned wine. It was heard that he must see Pei Yi again before he died. However, the injury suffered by the watchtower on the battlefield happened to be due to the broken horse. Pei Yi asked for leave and stayed in the general's mansion to take care of her I haven't received any news all day.

However, the draft decree of the first emperor of the Yuan Dynasty was passed on to the Ministry of Rites, but it was promulgated smoothly. Whether it was the Yushitai or the courtiers, no one raised any objections.

Wei Anxing also had his own small book case beside the Chenji Hall. From then on, every morning, he could come to listen to the government and study at any time, or study the Six Arts under the guidance of the old master and others.

The little prince, His Royal Highness, could not understand the discussion between his aunt and the ministers. He searched carefully among the ministers with his dark eyes, but Pei Yi did not go to court today, so he did not know that Wei Anxing was also arranged to attend the political ceremony today. .

But Wei Anxing wasn't disappointed because of this. After all, the mother concubine brought him many gifts after entering the palace yesterday, and played with him all afternoon. She said that there was a fine horse that would be brought into the palace for him to ride after it was tamed, so he felt that The concubine must be well prepared for him.

Then listen carefully to what the adults are talking about, as the aunt and the tutors said.

Wei Anxing sat upright, but unfortunately the contents of the court were too obscure and boring for him. After a while, his eyelids began to fight, and his little head was about to knock on the desk bit by bit.

He lowered his head and looked at the Hubu Shangshu in his hand who started playing the military rebellion, and his speech was like chanting scriptures. Wei Anxing really couldn't resist the drowsiness, and he was about to fall over and bump into the corner of the desk.

However, before the sharp-eyed minister could remind him, Wei Huai'en stretched out his hand to protect Wei Anxing's little head, and directly picked him up on his lap and continued to sleep.

The courtiers breathed a sigh of relief, tacitly lowered the volume slightly, and then turned to the next topic.

After retiring from the court, Wei Huai'en returned to the imperial study as usual.

"Is he still alive?"

She asked Mingfeng.

"Return to Your Majesty, Master went to the Imperial Garden for a stroll today, and now he is resting in the waterside pavilion, full of energy."

Ming Feng arranged the folders in piles and placed them in Wei Huai'en's hands, and he was used to her weird questions from time to time.

In his opinion, although Master was seriously injured, he was recovering slowly after all. His Majesty asked Master if he was still alive all day long. He knew that His Majesty was concerned, but those who didn't know thought His Majesty was expecting Master.

After the master went mad that night, His Majesty really never went to see it again. His whole mind was devoted to government affairs, and occasionally he would stare out the window in a daze in his spare time, and he lost weight.

Seeing that it was lunch time, Ming Feng took advantage of Wei Huai'en's meal, walked outside the hall to breathe, listened to the report of the people who followed Xiao Qi's movements, took a few mouthfuls of food, and went back to the imperial study.

"Is he still alive?"

When Wei Huai'en saw him come back, he was worried and asked again.

"Master has returned to Ci'an Hall, and has already had lunch and slept."

She asked him several times a day if he was all right.

Because she no longer dared to set foot in the Temple of Ci'an, she only dared to learn about his condition in detail from Ming Feng and the imperial physician who came back every day, whether he was depressed or unhappy.

In Wanglou's reply letter, she explained the effectiveness of love gu.

After the neutron Gu, those who do not love the mother Gu will die, and only intercourse can relieve it.And as time goes on, the affection between mother Gu and child Gu will only grow stronger, which is beneficial and harmless to both of them.

But not solvable.

But her Xiao Qi...is a servant.

They are destined to have only life and death, and there is no way to alleviate it.

It's so ironic that the dignity cut off by the imperial power also cut off the only way of life between them.

The world is full of suffering, and he and she are always tormented in this incomprehensible cycle.

Those who love live, those who do not love die.She didn't dare to break the current balance, she only knew that he was still alive, living well.

But since he loved her, why didn't he come to see her?
She very much hoped that he could give her a step down first.

I heard that he was still reading the papers she had approved, that he would sometimes ask how her government orders were implemented, and that he would also remind Ming Feng to pay more attention to some low-level courtiers.

But she didn't know if that was what he meant to see her. If it was before he took the Zi Gu, as long as he mentioned her, she would take the initiative to run and tell him everything he wanted to know and what he didn't want to know. Spend half the day by the bed talking to him.

But what she is most afraid of now is being self-indulgent.

She could only pray that after she realized step by step the ambition she had mentioned to him together for a long time, let him know that she was always the same as before, and that the person he loved had gone wrong, but she hadn't disappeared.

She is willing to let him be her shackles, so that her heart will not be deformed and indifferent by the supreme imperial power, and let him know that the future for which he is willing to give his life is being turned into reality by her. No more sacrifices.

She is very powerful, although without Xuan Yusi, without him to do evil, it is very hard and difficult.But the shortcut will pay a greater price. She has experienced such a tragic experience and almost lost him. She will never repeat the same mistake again.

Then when will he forgive her for being selfish, and when will he be willing to see her?
She misses him so much.

Seeing that Wei Huai'en was staring out of the window in a daze again, Mingfeng directed the palace servants to retreat quietly.

On the palace wall, Xiao Qi was leaning on a wall, looking at Wei Huai'en with clairvoyance.

He would come almost every day, and Ming Feng would cover for him without him saying anything.So in the whole palace, only Wei Huai'en didn't know that Xiao Qi would even sneak a glance at her bedside at night.

Zi Gu is a poison that does not know when it will attack, but Xiao Qi also feels relieved when he opens his eyes every day and finds that he is still alive.

In order to survive, I want to see her, so it's not ashamed.

She is such a radiant, gentle and enlightened emperor, and he read the same views as himself from the increasingly loyal and respectful eyes of the courtiers.

He just didn't want to admit in front of her that he still loved her, let alone admit that she was the last thing he missed that night.

He was deceiving himself and others, but he was also secretly relieved that she finally realized the helplessness and worry about gain and loss that he had once experienced.

He no longer has to try his best to prove his heart, because isn't this life the best proof that he loves her?
Suddenly, Wei Huai'en was no longer in Xiao Qi's field of vision. She returned to the desk and worked diligently to be a diligent emperor who loved the people. It should be until evening again.

The clouds darkened, and it looked like it was going to rain.

Xiao Qi was also a little tired, thinking that Wei Huai'en would not go back to the sleeping hall, so he was lazy and didn't go back to the Ci'an Hall, but secretly went to her side hall to take a nap.

Ashamed to say, after he spent two days figuring out that his heart couldn't stop beating for Wei Huai'en, he ran to Wei Huai'en's bedside on crutches that night, took her hand and lay beside her in the middle of the night, putting the last Not reconciled to crushing in the wind.

It must be the effect of love Gu.

When Xiao Qi reluctantly left before Wei Huai'en woke up, he explained his nostalgia in this way.

Zi Gu will definitely become more and more in love with mother Gu, at least he has to wait for a while to not get too close to her, so that her love is similar to his obsession.

How unfair otherwise.

But after so many days, love gu has made it more and more unbearable for him not to see her every minute, he even planned to secretly move to the side hall of her bedroom, so that he could hear more of her voice.

Really, who is torturing whom?

Xiao Qi calculated cautiously, thinking that if he was injured all over, he still had to find ways to approach her quietly, or he would suffer more.

He was so awkward, thinking, and fell asleep in the side hall, accompanied by the last autumn rain that fell at an unknown time, and fell asleep.

Wei Huai'en was too sleepy after reviewing until evening, so he simply yawned and went back to the bedroom.

Left and right will take a rest tomorrow, and Xing'er will have Pei Yi in the palace to look after her, so she can sleep late to her heart's content.

However, the sound of the rain grew louder at night, slowly waking her up from restless sleep.

She suddenly remembered that Xiao Qi had new and old injuries all over his body, and it must be the most difficult time in such a humid and cold weather.She could even clearly recall every hidden wound on his body, did the imperial doctor care?Did he offer it?
She wanted to see him, too badly.

Regardless of whether the reason is good or not, she doesn't want to wait any longer.

She put on her outer robe and rushed out, and the palace servants behind her couldn't stop her, watching helplessly as the wind under her legs broke into the rain curtain.

"Wynn, come back!"

Suddenly, she heard his shout behind her.

Leaning on crutches, he came out of her side hall eagerly, and walked towards her unsteadily but firmly with an umbrella.

"What are you running around? The autumn rain is so cold, aren't you afraid of catching the cold?"

Xiao Qi was also just woken up by the noise of the palace people, and when he rushed out in a daze, he forgot that he was still having a temper with Wei Huai'en. Xi.

It was raining heavily, but her hot tears rolled down, almost scalding his hands wiping the rain from her face.

"You're here, why didn't you tell me!"

"I've been bewitched, I can't come if I don't come!"

Xiao Qi rolled his eyes at her sternly, and stretched out his hand out of the umbrella in disgust, using the rain to wash away the hot tears she made his heart soft, so that his cold and serious face could be disguised longer.

"Liar, come in and speak clearly."

Wei Huai'en didn't believe his nonsense anymore, the love gu didn't grow on his feet, who could make him limp and hide in her side hall?He just had a stubborn mouth, and he just wanted to make her feel deflated.

"alright."

Xiao Qi, who was ashamed, angry and happy, desperately dragged the empress, who was half-carrying and half-dragging him to the corridor, into her arms under the umbrella.

"Your Majesty, where were you going just now? Are you going to find me?"

This longing embrace made Wei Huai'en give up all resistance, she nodded and admitted:
"It's raining, I'm afraid your old wound will hurt."

"Why are you worried about me?"

Like a fox with the upper hand, he leaned close to her ear and breathed hot air to coax her to tell the truth, making her unable to tell whether it was the cold that made her shiver, or his warmth that made her tremble.

"I only have you."

"Aqi, I only have you."

"I think, my whole life is to love you."

The rain dripped on the umbrella, and Shui Jing grabbed Ming Feng who wanted to help Xiao Qi.

The couple embracing each other stood in the rain curtain, blurred by the sky and the earth, like an ink painting that couldn't bear to be rolled up, and the love made the autumn rain even lingering.

"Don't bother them, they probably have a lot to say."

"That's what we look at?"

"if not?"

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　Okay, then this is the end of the main text, thank you for your company, there will be extra episodes~~
　　I said it is he or he hahaha, what Shui Jing said in the end is also what I want to tell everyone, they have been fulfilled in their own stories, and I wish everyone who sees here to live happily in their own lives~
　　
　
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