What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 140 Chapter 130 Nine
I will punish you.

Xiao Qi thought.

I want to see you lose, I want you to suffer retribution, I want you to pay for your vacillation, I want you to know that your greed and arrogance are in vain after all.

I want you to know that there are no things or people in this world, you can do whatever you want.

Even if I have to lose my life, like thousands of Li people who have nowhere to ask, they have to roll nails and suffer hundreds of sticks, so that officials like you who can do things like you can see and understand be afraid.

I want to strike a stone with an egg and make you regret it.

Who made you finally put me in a position equal to your imperial power, who made you put another identity in my broken skin after you exhausted my value, and guard you as another scarecrow of yours territory.

do you really love me?Give me value after you've used up my value, you really love the way I look, don't you?So much so that if you treat me like a puppet doll dressed up casually, if you change into different clothes, you can sing and fight on your stage, never ending?
If I can't choose my ending, if I have to be shackled by you on the stage for the rest of my life, becoming your vassal, your foil, your... shadow, then I am dead or alive, Xiao Qi is dead or alive, what will happen? Is it my desire to survive, or your desire to possess?

So do you dare?You dare to step into my lie and entrust your life to me?

dare?Dare to be responsible for your promise never to kill me?Dare to put shackles on yourself?
As I said, you can always take my life as a plaything on a whim.So are you willing to pay the price?Are you willing to take the life you value most as a bargaining chip and enter this game that you must lose?
Under the light of the bright candle, Xiao Qi's eyes danced with a frenzied expression, and the upturned eyes were like ghosts, and he almost wrote the conspiracy clearly on his face, so that Wei Huai'en retreated and let her see her cowardice and selfish.

It is impossible for you to dare to eat this "zigu".

You keep saying you love me, but what do you really love, me, or Yuxi behind me?
It is impossible for you to let this affection hidden under your imperial power be shaken at its root, and it is impossible for you to regard me as important as you said.

Wei Huaien, I know you better than I know myself.

That's why I am so disappointed in you, because you are always swaying, always sitting on the mountain looking at the mountain, always wanting to be cruel but repenting at the last moment, but you have to keep paying the price.

I hate you.

"You do not dare."

Seeing her not moving for a long time, Xiao Qi dropped his hand, and lightly knocked the sharp corner of the wooden box on his broken leg.

You can do a lot in five days.

He thought, since Wei Huai'en didn't dare to eat, could he make some demands on her?For example, he wanted to go to the East Palace to dig out the wine she buried and drink it. The fine wine was too targeted. Even if he was demoted, he didn't drink it during the days when he was drunk in the East Palace.

Why didn't you dare to drink it then?Maybe it's because he's cheap, and he still thinks that she can change her mind, even if she keeps him by her side like a dog, so how could he dare to do anything to make her unhappy?
Also, there is the small courtyard with sweet-scented osmanthus trees in Huang'en Temple, where he wants to spend his last days.

There should be another wandering soul named Wei Huai'en wandering there. She was abandoned by the current Wei Huai'en early, but he still wanted to see her.

"Then let me go..." Let me find my real lover who has wandered in the old place for a long time, abandoned by you but missed by me.

A bare hand suddenly broke into Xiao Qi's somewhat lonely line of sight, and took the wooden box from his hand.

"I dare."

Wei Huai'en opened the wooden box calmly, picked up the little vermilion ball, and was about to stuff it into his mouth.

"stop!"

Xiao Qi grasped her bright wrist subconsciously, but when she cast her puzzled gaze, he was speechless.

Why stop her?

why?
Haven't you already made up your mind, haven't you already thought about all the endings?

why?
It must be knowing that death is coming, so you will be afraid.

Yes, it must be so, it must be human nature.

Xiao Qi found an excellent reason for himself, and convinced himself of the panic and hesitation that he didn't know why.

If he is about to die, let him think about what else to do?
"come over."

He gave Wei Huaien an order.

"Come and hug me."

This is an opportunity to give orders to the emperor that many people dare not even think about. Even if Xiao Qi has only done this thing in his life, it is worth it, isn't it?

For no apparent reason, Wei Huai'en wrapped his arms around his neck lightly, caring about his injury so he didn't use any force.

Instead, Xiao Qi stretched out his arms, and all the muscles and bones in his body seemed to find their positions amidst the crisp sound of the joints, making him hug Wei Huai'en's waist tightly and bury his whole face in her arms.

He thought about it, dying on the dragon chair and in her arms was such an ingenious ending.

What he didn't want to admit was that her embrace would always be as warm and soft, even if death came, as long as he could rest in her embrace, he would not be afraid.

"Eat."

He issued the last order, feeling unprecedentedly relaxed, and even wanted to lie down with her in his arms, as comfortable and comfortable as countless mornings when he woke up in her arms.

If this is what death feels like, he should thank God for his mercy.

Maybe she will remember him, although he doesn't care now.

Wei Huai'en looked at the ball, then at Xiao Qi who was curled up in her arms, and swallowed the whole ball without hesitation.

Don't you just love him?How could she not love him?
Perhaps this decision was hasty and impulsive, but since he has always been an exception to her, she should also believe in herself and will always treat him differently.

Isn't love just that different for someone like her?Her love is very little, even insignificant to Xiao Qi, but it lasts forever.

She believes in herself, and will train Xiao Qi into an appearance she will fall in love with as she has always done.

Maybe it doesn't need to be so troublesome. Her love is so deep that no concealment and deception can be tolerated, and it is so shallow that it only needs a beautiful face.

"Zi Gu" entered her belly, she closed her eyes and felt it, but she didn't feel any difference.

So, lo and behold, she loves him.

She will be with her male queen, day and night, forever.

Wei Huai'en lowered his head, rubbed his loosely tied bun, wiped off all the wooden hairpins he used to tie his hair, and kissed the top of his hair.

Finally, I can love him unscrupulously, without guarding against anyone.

There was no need even to calculate and deceive him, or to have to explain away possible snubs later.Because as long as she lives well, it is the best proof.

"My dear, let's go back."

Xiao Qi heard this sentence suddenly, and instinctively snorted softly in response.

However, in the next moment, he suddenly pushed Wei Huai'en away and covered his heart in disbelief.

Doesn't it hurt?How can it not hurt?

Didn't Wanglou say that it would hurt like a thousand arrows piercing the heart?Is he too patient?Or does it take a while to work?

Wei Huai'en was pushed so that he lost his balance, so he hurriedly supported the desk to stabilize his body.No amount of guilt and regret can support Xiao Qi's long-term neglect and repeated provocations and temptations tonight.

The clay figurine still has a three-point temper, she thinks she has reached her limit, how can there be an emperor who can feed on his own love gu?What else is he not satisfied with, what demands does he have to make?

"What else do you want to give up? Is it true that I hand over the throne to you so that you are satisfied?"

Wei Huai'en held back his anger and managed to keep his tone from being aggressive.This is the limit of what she can do, no matter how sad and resentful he is, he can't help but know good from bad.

But Xiao Qi lay on the dragon chair, as if he had been emptied of energy and blood, he hid his weak sobbing in the sound of breathing, lowered his head and covered his face.

Tears flowed from his fingers to his mouth, which was moaning silently, but it was not as bitter as his heart.

It's so hard, why is he living so hard, and why is he still living so hard?

He actually still loves her, actually loves her!

He slapped himself severely with his disabled hand, and was stopped by Wei Huai'en when he was about to continue.

She scolded him angrily, comforted him softly, and even begged him in tears, but he couldn't hear anything, and didn't want to respond to anything, so he sealed himself up in this hell that only belonged to him, and couldn't even breathe. is pain.

Ridiculous, so ridiculous.

The one who must lose is actually him.

She won again, but he had nothing to lose.

"I'm so cheap."

"Wei Huaien, I'm so cheap."

"I...why aren't I dead yet!"

　I'm sorry, sorry, I don't have time today, tomorrow will be a long chapter!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)