What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 138 Chapter 130
A word that asked knowingly fell into the hearts of everyone, like a stone stirring up a thousand waves.The courtiers exchanged glances in private. They understood that Wei Huai'en brought up this matter when he was calming down the chaos, and he must make a big fuss about it.

How could the little prince Wei Anxing's biological father be an unfaithful, filial, righteous, and fraternal person?
The life and death of King Duan is no longer important, what is important is, will Wei Huai'en take this opportunity to make trouble, drive Wei Anxing out of the palace and appoint someone else?
During the time of crisis, both the emperor and his ministers tacitly did not mention this incident, and even the death of Xiao Qi made the courtiers raise their eyebrows fiercely, thinking that this iron-blooded empress was nothing more than that, and she had to bow her head and give up power in order to change her. Come to the ministers to defend?
If you want to blame, you should blame Pei Yi. Since she still bears the title of Concubine Duan, so what if Prince Duan dies in the chaos?At least it can preserve the dignity of King Duan. Afterwards, is it King Duan's rebellion or forced to be a thief? Isn't it just a matter of their free mouth?

Wei Huai'en's tired eyes, which were blocked behind Mian Yu, also relaxed a lot because he saw the ministers slumped.

Who cares, who has to give in.

Wei Huai'en gave Pei Yi, who is also a woman, a foundation to settle down. If she still has to be manipulated by decadent rules, she deserves it, and Wei Huai'en trusted the wrong person.

The general was outside, and the military orders were not accepted, but the seeds planted by Wei Huai'en and the people who pulled them up did not disappoint her.

As for the ministers, they cared that Xing'er's father must be innocent, so Wei Huai'en also planned how to make them compromise and let Xiao Qi reappear in front of people.

Tat for tat, she never owes anyone, and no one can owe her anything.

But Wei Huai'en didn't intend to give them a good time today, so he just said lightly:
"I'm tired. All the ministers are tired after working for more than a month. Tomorrow, I will rest for a day and discuss this matter after the army returns triumphantly. Let's retreat."

Xiao Qi may have recently accepted the fact that "Xiao Qi" on the surface is dead, at least he didn't look for death and life, even if he untied the rope, he stopped messing around.

But when he saw Wei Huai'en, he was still eccentric and refused to show any kindness.

"Your Majesty came to see me again today, but unfortunately I am not healthy enough to serve His Majesty, please go back."

He decided that Wei Huai'en had "killed" him, and since the remaining body was not respected by her, he also regarded himself as a plaything.

Without a name, without an identity, Xiao Qi saw that his whole life was doomed to live on the nose of others, and he couldn't even see the faces of strangers.Because it is not safe, because it will leak secrets, because his existence is behind the emperor, the biggest scandal among the palace walls.

Yes, Scandal, he's worse than that shadow, a ghost who'd blow away at the light of day.

He felt that he no longer loved her.

After he exhausted his last strength in the prison, confessed all his thoughts to her, and passed out on the dirty straw mat, his life could stay here and come to an end.

And in the history books, he is indeed a dead person.What is alive now is just a walking corpse picked out of the grave by Wei Huai'en, and he can only live for her desire.

He didn't want to be like this, he didn't want to be a lie, he didn't want to be a soul, even when he watched Wei Huai'en cry because of his sarcasm, he was really like a hard-hearted clay sculpture, turning a blind eye and turning a deaf ear.

He doesn't love her anymore, otherwise why would he be so hard-hearted towards her?

He must not love her anymore, so after she reneged on her promise and risked subversion to save him, he didn't want to take another look at her sincerity.

Is such a selfish person who only thinks about himself, disregards other people's feelings, and manipulates others like puppets, worthy of his love for so many years?

Every time he dreams back in the middle of the night, seeing her huddled up on the ground next to his bed with aggrievedness, but still humbly hooking his good little finger to sleep, he will only withdraw his hand indifferently, preferring The tender wound also turned away, unwilling to look at her.

What is this?

He has seen his own Sonya image many years ago from her now, and he knows it all too well, as long as he is willing to gently put his scarred hand on her face at this time, and caress her with casual strength like teasing a cat, Misunderstandings can be cleared up easily.

It was also easy to hold her heart tightly in her hands, just like when she used small favors and casual intimacy that wasn't even considered a liking, she could change his heart and never regret it.

He knows it all too well, so watching Wei Huai'en's self-deprecation now is like watching a crappy parody.

How could it be possible to touch his heart when he just wronged himself to such an extent?

Xiao Qi even wanted to teach Wei Huai'en very much. She had to make herself more pitiful, and even more pitiful, in order to soften his heart.

So what about the emperor, she wouldn't think that where her status was, even if she sacrificed a little bit, she would be able to make him feel grateful and cry, right?

Whoever cares will be humble and inferior.

He's been chasing her for too long and now it's her turn.

Maybe she can't hold on for long, anyway, he doesn't care, he even waited for her to lose patience and throw him into prison, or like a slave who disobeyed the Lord, died quietly in the palace after being rejected. in a corner.

She is here again today.

Beside Xiao Qi was a pile of papers that she had reviewed and kept for archiving, such important military and state secrets were used by him as a pastime.

Because she said that no one is allowed to stop him or hide what he wants and wants to know.

As usual, Wei Huai'en didn't let the palace attendants follow him. He moved a small folding stool beside his bed and sat down awkwardly. He was already used to such cold treatment.

Only when she came to him in such a low-key and quiet manner, he would not show her face from the beginning, even if it is just being completely ignored by him now, it is better than being stabbed by him with words.

Habit is a terrible thing. Wei Huai'en rested his arms on his knees and looked at him little by little with his chin.

It was cold, and his bones could not help freezing. The short foxtail cloak that she had quietly placed beside his pillow one night finally wrapped around his shoulders.

He leaned on the pillow and flipped through the official documents at random. When he saw something interesting and he cared about, he read it slowly, and put aside the ones he was not interested in, and changed to another.

His hand recovered well, and the imperial doctor said that it would not be affected after it healed.So he takes things, puts things down very slowly, and is recuperating very seriously.As he himself said, only by recovering well can he serve her sooner.

But she doesn't care about that kind of words anymore, as long as he doesn't abuse herself, she doesn't care what he says about her or what he thinks about her.

In Wei Huaien's eyes, his every move now fascinates her.

The living one belongs only to her.

Before Xiao Qi's patience reached its limit, before he was about to drive her away, she finally revealed the reason for her visit today.

"Azzie, guess who I met yesterday afternoon?"

Xiao Qi didn't even need to look at her, he could tell from her jumping voice that she had good news to tell him.

What good news can there be? He is tired of hearing her questions deliberately trying to arouse his interest.

He ignored her, and she didn't feel embarrassed, she asked herself and answered:

"Yesterday afternoon, Lu Zhong brought his Erlang Lu Zezhi into the palace. Do you still remember Lu Zezhi? You have seen him, I don't know if you still remember... It was the palace banquet you disturbed before. The one you kicked over the table."

Xiao Qi bent his good leg, and hooked the stack of memorials piled at the end of the bed.

The pile of memorials was not stable, and several books were scattered. Wei Huai'en saw the opportunity and sat on the bed, and took the opportunity to help him tidy up, and leaned beside him.

Bite the bullet and straighten out the memorials around him, Wei Huai'en turned around and saw that he was already staring at her impatiently.

"Go down."

Wei Huai'en's face will not be easily pierced now, she went on to say:
"Lu Ze's unintentional fame made Lu Zhong not bow his head after several fights. He just wanted to travel around the mountains and rivers and be a happy fairy. I also planned to send Meng Keshu to lead people to redraw the Kanyu map. Isn't this an excellent place? ?"

Just as Xiao Qi was about to open his mouth to continue chasing her away, Wei Huai'en, who suddenly rubbed in front of him, pressed his fingers on his lips.

"So Lu Zhong gave me the identity of Lu Zezhi, and I plan to make him my male queen, and let Lu Zhong be my bond to maintain the stubborn courtiers. We each get what we need, the best of both worlds..."

As Wei Huai'en spoke, he got closer and closer with fear.

He must understand her, so will he push her away?
"Aqi, King Duan has already been captured alive by Pei Yi. In order to preserve King Duan's reputation, they will definitely make this deal with me, and they can only agree with me to be the queen..."

Xiao Qi lowered his eyes and couldn't see his eyes, so Wei Huai'en carefully kissed his chin.

"I have found the best identity for you, and I will protect you, Aqi, are you satisfied? Can you smile at me?"

Wei Huaien slowly took his fingers away from his lips, waiting for his answer with eyes full of expectation.

This identity is clean, and it is she who is about to come.He should have no reason to refuse anymore, he should know that she really wants to make up, and really wants to be with him for a long time.

But he raised his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth sarcastically.Just this one glance made her blood run cold from head to toe.

"But I don't need to.

Wei Huaien, I don't love you anymore. "

Wei Huaien quickly covered his ears and turned around, shaking his head, desperately trying to shake out the heart-wrenching words he just heard from his mind.But she heard clearly that he said that he...don't love her anymore.

Could it be that she will never be forgiven for what she did wrong? Could it be that no matter how humble she apologized, she would never be forgotten by him?
That's right, with his unhealed wounds, and his sincerity that was abandoned and despised by her several times, how could it be possible for him to be healed by a few words from her?
What she deserves, she deserves.

Just like she pushed him away so many times when she thought she didn't love him anymore, he must have just not gone through this hurdle yet, so he will use this kind of words to revenge her, right?

"It's okay, it's okay if you don't love me now, I know you are still angry with me, you must not want to forgive me, that's why you say this. It's okay, I understand..."

She quickly convinced herself from the heartache, wiped away her tears and turned to him with a smile again.

"You can quarrel with me as long as you want, Aqi, as long as you take care of your injury, our days are very long."

What Xiao Qi was looking through was the memorabilia from Ruan Yanbao, which recorded Wei Huaining's funeral ceremony, specifically mentioning that they had buried Qingyun and her in the same coffin according to Wei Huaining's last wish.

So he held up the notebook and asked Wei Huai'en:
"If I die, will you walk with me? Just like Qingyun and Wei Huaining?"

Wei Huai'en didn't understand why he brought up life and death again:
"What are you talking about? I will not let you die. I will never let you have any accidents."

Xiao Qi's eyes fell on his broken leg, and he looked at Wei Huai'en meaningfully.

"So, you won't be with me, because you are the emperor, because my life is in your hands. You want to live a good life, so you don't want to pinch me to death, but after so long, you still can't see I don't want to please you anymore?

Can you compromise like this for the rest of your life?You can't, Wei Huai'en, let me tell you plainly, you can't wait until I change my mind.I don't want to be a male queen, and I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't want what you want, understand? "

When he said the last sentence, Xiao Qi put his hand on top of Wei Huai'en's head tenderly, as if he was giving a last lecture to a stupid person who is always unwilling to accept the reality:
"Understand?"

Do you understand, Wei Huai'en?My heart is broken by you, my body is riddled with holes, I have lost my name, and I don't have any strength to accompany you anymore.

"It's okay."

Wei Huai'en sighed quietly, and put his hand back into the quilt.

"It doesn't matter if you don't appreciate it or not. Even if I'm a clown in your eyes, I won't let you go.

Don't forget, Xiao Qi, where else can you go?In the whole world, there is nothing in the king's land that I can't get, even you. "

People who know each other best know what words can hurt people the most.

The two sets of gazes collided like swords and soldiers at a close distance, and after the clang passed, each was hurt.

It's useless to stay longer, Wei Huai'en got up and left.Xu Shi was worried that he would die again, so he specifically told the hidden guards to keep an eye on Xiao Qi.

However, at night, when Wei Huai'en was lighting up the lamp in the imperial study room to make comments, he was suddenly disturbed by a strange sound of footsteps. When he looked up, it was Xiao Qi walking towards her slowly, leaning on a cane.

"How did you come?"

Wei Huaien hurried up to meet Xiao Qi, for fear that he would accidentally fall.

"Why don't you let Ming Feng and the others help you? What if you fall?"

Ming Feng suffered from Wei Huai'en's eyes, and couldn't tell what he was suffering at the gate of the hall.

Master dares to throw face at His Majesty now, how dare he be Master's master?

The Ci'an Hall was not too close all the way, Xiao Qi sat on Wei Huai'en's dragon chair and calmed down for a long time before he could catch his breath.

Wei Huai'en thought that he was willing to come to her in person because he meant to change his mind, so he walked around happily, and finally sat on the armrest of the dragon chair, sticking to him.

"I want to see your jade seal."

Xiao Qi pointed to the brocade box.

　Wei Huai'en: You lied to me, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I don't believe it!

　　Xiao Qi: If you think so, then I can't help it
　　
　
(End of this chapter)