What kind of bad thoughts can Mr. Xiao have?

Chapter 137 Chapter 130
"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Wei Huai'en shook her shoulders severely, trying to call her back from her obsession.

"Did he save your life and let you give up on yourself like this? Death is like a lamp going out. The most important thing you should do is to live well and don't let him down!"

But Wei Huaining patted Wei Huai'en's hand away blankly, obviously not listening to half a sentence.

"Why do I always have to hold on to live, why not let me choose myself?"

In her unfortunate marriage, the queen mother asked her to hold on until the end, did she end up like this?
Even if she is hypocritical, whether it is a princess or a long princess, if she has to grit her teeth to survive, she is tired.

Wei Huai'en didn't know what to think of, but just held her hand without persuading her.

Wei Huaining wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, raised his head and sighed with a smile.

"I know that you have always looked down on me. Indeed, compared to you, I am a worthless waste."

Tears seemed to be held back by her, she leaned over and hugged Wei Huai'en.

"But sister, you must be working hard too, right?"

She patted Wei Huai'en's back softly. Such tenderness made Wei Huai'en feel like crying.

Yes, it was very hard, so hard that she betrayed her relatives, but she was forgiven by her sister who was not close to her.It seems that at this moment, Wei Huai'en became very small, so small that he was still a doll who was bumped and cared by others.

"...If you are the only one supporting it in the future, how difficult it will be.

Save Xiao Qi, you must have a solution.If you don't even have anyone to talk to in the future, how lonely will your life be? "

Wei Huaining was persuading her, and he was also making amends for his regrets.She no longer has Qingyun, and she doesn't want to see another couple in a similar situation repeat the same mistakes.

Why not be together when we can be together?Apart from life and death in this world, where is there any real obstacle? Isn't it that two people don't love enough?

"I saved him..."

Wei Huaien pressed tears on her shoulders and whispered the truth.

She didn't want to tell others, but at this moment, Wei Huaining was her relative, and relatives could tell the truth.

"That's fine, that's fine..."

Wei Huaining stroked her temple hair and pulled her to stand up.It seemed that because of her answer, Wei Huaining's regret was briefly fulfilled.

"That's great. Sister, I'm so jealous of you. You can always do better than me."

However, Wei Huai'en saw an empty heart from her smile.

Before being sent out by her, Wei Huai'en turned around and hugged her again.

"Sister, please don't..."

"Shh."

Wei Huaining pushed her away with gentle and gentle force, but he could not refuse.

"Don't say any more. Go back, he's waiting for you."

After sending Wei Huai'en away, Wei Huaining returned to Qingyun's coffin alone, and pushed his coffin away.

The person lying inside was dressed in wedding clothes, with a peaceful face, but there was no blood on his pale face, which made the scene weird and terrifying.

"Qingyun, are you still waiting for me?

Don't blame me for being slow, I just want to help you clean it up with my own hands and leave it to others, I don't worry. "

Wei Huaining stretched out his hand to straighten his slightly messy hair. She combed his hair in a bun many times, but it was a pity that it was only so far that he could see it.

"You don't think I'm really that timid, because I'm afraid of death, I left you behind?

how could be?I have to see Zhao Xingde being quartered by five horses with my own eyes in order to dispel the hatred in my heart. "

There were two glasses of water and wine on the altar before the funeral, Wei Huaining took them and stepped into the coffin, drank them all in one gulp, and touched Qingyun's lips with his wine-stained lips.

"Qingyun... No, after drinking the quilt wine, it's time for me to call you husband."

Wei Huaining threw the plain clothes out of the coffin, and inside was the fiery red wedding dress.

"Husband, I'm coming."

She held his hand, closed her eyes and endured the gut-wrenching pain of poisonous poison, such a timid and afraid of pain, she didn't make a sound until she died.

Until the darkness in front of him dissipated, Wei Huaining actually saw her Qingyun standing in front of her, shaking his head and saying helplessly:
"Master, why are you so confused..."

Don't be confused.

Not confused at all.

This is the smartest thing she has ever done in her life.

"Why do you still call me master, can't you see what you and I are wearing?"

She still proudly raised her chin and stared at him, but the next second she couldn't help but threw herself into his arms.

"Qingyun, Qingyun, I really saw you again...I miss you so much, miss you so much."

In this emptiness, she can hug him for a long time, even if she gives up reincarnation, even if she is a pair of lonely ghosts.

No one will separate them again.

In the palace, the Imperial Study Room.

Stacks of papers were reviewed by Wei Huai'en and then sent out. Mingfeng reported the news that Princess Jiafu had passed away, so she drafted a decree and assigned it to the Ministry of Rites according to Wei Huaining's request during her lifetime.

Mingfeng asked carefully:
"Your Majesty, the Elder Princess Jiafu is dead, should the person from Huang'en Temple come down?"

Wei Huaining's biological mother, the titular empress dowager, was imprisoned by her in the Huang'en Temple since Wei Huai'en came to the throne, and she was not allowed to leave without permission.

"Send Huangjie's coffin directly to Huang'en Temple to do something, and it will take care of their mother and daughter."

Wei Huai'en had no sympathy for the so-called queen mother. After all, the emperor's brother was assassinated back then, and it was not that the queen did not do his best. It's just that compared with Yan Weiguang and Duan Wang, the crime was not fatal.

But no one can hide from the suffering that deserves it.

"Yes, the slave will leave."

"wait."

Wei Huai'en stopped Ming Feng and asked hesitantly:

"...He, did you have a good meal today?"

Ming Feng lowered his head and replied apologetically:
"No, even the soup and medicine are still forcefully poured down. Master can't leave people around. He still...wants to die."

"Well, let's go."

Wei Huai'en covered his face and leaned against the table, not knowing how to calm Xiao Qi down.

She replaced Xiao Qi with another heinous eunuch in Xuan Yu Division. After the war, Lu Chong did not pursue the matter again. Now it was past noon, and the whole world thought it was over, but Xiao Qi But he didn't accept her love at all.

She still remembered the day when he had just rescued him from a coma back to the palace.After being treated and bandaged by the imperial doctor, he didn't wake up until evening, but when he saw her guarding the bed, he went crazy and wanted to get out of bed and leave without listening to her explanation at all.

"Wei Huaien, you let me down so much! Are you crazy! How can you do such a thing? Let me go back! I want to go back!"

Fortunately, the dark guard knocked him out in time, otherwise his legs would really be lost.

Afterwards Xiao Qi was tied up and couldn't move at all except changing his dressing and defecating. Just like that, he almost bit off his tongue. Fortunately, the palace guards were watching his movements all the time, and nothing serious happened.

Wei Huaien went to see him several times when he was sober, and was kicked out without exception.Even when Wei Huai'en fed him medicine, he knocked over the medicine bowl with his head, scalding Wei Huai'en all over.

That time Wei Huai'en broke down completely, crying bitterly and asking him why he treated her like this and why he had to die.

"No one is going to kill you now! Why on earth don't you want to drink medicine and eat properly! Am I wrong to save you?"

"I don't believe it, Wei Huai'en, I don't believe you. Are you worthy to be the emperor? Are you worthy to sit in this position? For your selfishness, you rescued me, a sinner, from the prison of Dali Temple. How can you explain to the world?
I said that I am willing to die for you, I have no regrets, I am not afraid of being hacked to death without a whole body, but this is how you repay my kindness, is this how you deceive the people of the world?

Wei Huaien, look at your appearance, you really disappoint me and make me sick. "

Xiao Qi believed that Wei Huai'en lied again in order to save his life. If he hadn't been punished too severely and couldn't escape, he would have slammed his head on the bedpost to death.

He looked at Wei Huai'en with disappointment, resentment, disgust, and precautions in his eyes, but there was no joy and nostalgia for the rest of his life.

Such cold eyes cut Wei Huai'en to pieces, and he didn't even dare to meet his questioning eyes.

She did save him completely out of selfishness. Of course, she has many reasons to convince herself that she can also exchange Xiao Qi's life from the game under the court, but he understands her too well, and also understands her too well. Sophistry made it impossible for her to hide her selfishness.

Are you worthy, are you worthy of being an emperor?

You touch your conscience, should you really save me?
Xiao Qi was really disappointed in Wei Huai'en. After saying this, he simply turned his head to the bed, never wanting to see her again.

Even if what she said was true, and even if it was such a coincidence that the night before his death, there was a riot in the prison, which made the prison leaky, but was this the reason why she dared to act privately?
He can't live, and he can't die. His life is just a toy in her hands. Whether he lives or dies depends on her whim.

Why does he want to live like this?Even the name Xiao Qi is dead now, why does he have to live?

Should he still be grateful to her, and thank her for not loving Jiangshan, and instead loving him as a cripple?Will the history books of later generations have to write him down eloquently, saying that he has become so capable that he can fascinate the king of a country so much that he can't find his way?
He Xiao Qi asked himself that he didn't have such a great ability, even if it was to keep the parents in the grave from being angered by him, he should follow the road paved long ago to the end.

Otherwise, what has become of him, and what has become of Wei Huai'en?Will the world that has been fought so hard be in a precarious situation because of her soft heart and his cheap life?
Standing in the broken medicine bowl, Wei Huai'en sniffed helplessly.

No one has ever disrespected her like this. The palace people behind the screen knelt down and dared not look up, but the culprit didn't even want to give her a look.

"Heal your wounds at ease, don't think about anything, I really didn't lie to you...

Whatever you want to know, they'll tell you, stop messing around, I beg you. "

The gold thread on the cuffs was softer than a handkerchief, and the corners of Wei Huai'en's eyes were red from being rubbed by herself, and the tears that flowed were painful.But even if she said these words in the utmost humility, Xiao Qi didn't respond, and she could only leave in despair.

At least when she was not around, Xiao Qi's reaction would not be so violent, and the palace servants could still feed him a few mouthfuls of medicine.

Afterwards, Wei Huai'en never dared to visit Xiao Qi when he was awake. He always stayed in the imperial study until midnight, and then he went to Xiao Qi's bedside and sat on the step stool to sleep for a while.

She knew now what he was mad about.

Cruel officials and strict laws are the sharpest and most wounding knife in the hands of a king.Xiao Qi and Xuan Yusi can be vicious and ruthless without leaving any room for it, that's because the government and the public are waiting for the emperor to achieve his goal before abandoning them.

It's just a game, just a pawn destined to be sacrificed.Everyone on the stage is happy and happy, and the hawk dog who only clings and bites people, the more ruthless and crazy, the more they will be counterattacked.

But Xiao Qi is willing, because he remembers that Wei Huai'en said that she should not be upright, she should not be upright, she hates the faces of those who are pious, and also hates the hypocrisy and compromise that she has to do.

Fairness and justice are like a joke at the center of the power vortex, but the debt Wei Huai'en wants to collect, the He Qing Haiyan he wants to get, must be obtained by these extraordinary means.

It's all right now, Xuan Yusi was regarded as fat by her, and thrown into the pack of wolves to share the benefits, diverting their greedy attention.For his life, she greeted the group of people who were least willing to bargain with smiles, even though she knew they had sins.

His sacrifice was to let her take a path that didn't need to compromise with courtiers and interests. In his eyes, what she was doing now was betrayal.

He doesn't want to listen to her, she has discovered that the evil in the world is inexhaustible and endless.He also didn't want to believe that she was just planning to exchange his life for a bargaining chip that was not important to her but was more important to courtiers than Mount Tai.

This dynasty is as beautiful and depraved as her emperor.Every inch of skin is fragrant, every pore is full of dirty juice, the gorgeous robe is the inside, and the inside is the pink skull that can't hold on.The sky and the earth are vast, but they are all painted as prisons.

There will always be a day when a young man's vigor will be exhausted. After her blood is forced to cool down by intrigues and intrigues, it's time to get used to gaming and darkness.

Xiao Qi will understand, he just wants too much to fulfill her ideal, just too much wants her to see the world she wants to see one day earlier.

Wei Huaien stretched out his hand and traced his face through the void.He was sleeping soundly, and finally he was no longer as aggressive as he was during the day.

"Wynn..."

Hearing his ravings, Wei Huai'en leaned against the bed in peace of mind, touched the medicinal cloth on his fingers and the bamboo strips that fixed the bones with his fingertips, and closed his eyes.

You have to stay with me.

Otherwise, I can't hold on.

In this Sifang city, I can't just let me suffer alone.

So, Xiao Qi, you and me, we must be together.

October tenth.

Because of the end of the military chaos in the capital and the rebellion of King Duan, there was no rest in the court for a whole month.

Everyone was so busy that they had no time to tidy up their personal hygiene. In addition to the cool weather and the burning of charcoal, the Chenji Hall was so hot that the smelly human smell filled the room.

Finally, today's good news came from the front line. After Pei Yi defeated the rebels in Mingzhou, he chased all the way to Yongzhou, strangled the remnants completely, captured Duan Wang alive, and the army was already on the way back to Beijing in triumph.

But before the courtiers had time to breathe a sigh of relief, Wei Huai'en, on the throne, threw a question to the messenger.

"Oh? You said that Brother Huang was captured alive by the rebellious party? Isn't that a crime of treason?"

　Xiao Qi: I'm going to make a fuss, I'm going to make a big fuss

　　
　
(End of this chapter)