After being reborn, the first daughter, she killed her crazy

Chapter 231 Never Been
There is also a very safe feeling.

This feeling is really something he has never experienced before.

No, to be precise, I have experienced it in my mother's body.

In order to escape for his life when he was young, he lived and slept with his mother. When there was no place to live at night, his mother would hold him tightly in her arms. He was so young at that time...

His mother resisted the whole world for him with her thin body.

He can feel warm and safe...

So much so that after that, he always pursued this feeling.

But his mother had been gone for many years, and he never felt it in another person.

Until now... Through the cotton padded coat, he could feel the woman's heartbeat, neither fast nor slow.

But it shook his chest one after another.

He only felt that his heartbeat also beat involuntarily and synchronously.

Xu Shi has been suffering from poisoning for the past few days. He has been in a coma for too long, and he is no longer sleepy.

In addition, Su Jinluo was taking care of him, and he wasn't very tired, so... he couldn't fall asleep for a long, long time, and just stared blankly at the raging bonfire in front of him.

In fact, since he became Lord Xu, he has not had any happiness.

He just blindly fights the fear in his heart, telling himself or what?
He knew that he was like a puppet, and naturally knew that there were treacherous and murderous intentions lurking around him.

He was also afraid that if he was poisoned, whichever time he didn't survive... Once he fell asleep, he might not be able to wake up.

But he didn't think there was anything, he just felt that it was the only regret that he didn't avenge his mother.

But after that...his road was getting farther and farther, and the sword that would suddenly attack from nowhere would wake him up suddenly...

Therefore, over time, he also developed a light sleep.

Even in sleep, it is easy to wake up.This is something no one knows.

Of course, except for Ziyi and Hongchan who have been taking care of him by his side.

His purpose of living is naturally... Always be cautious, step by step.

He always looks calm and breezy, laughing and cursing everywhere, without formality, in fact, it's just that he doesn't want to be seen through any weaknesses.

But when his poison became deeper and deeper, he knew that to give up Qianshan Snow Lotus was to wait for himself to give up on himself.

He hasn't avenged his mother yet, and he doesn't know if it's worth it.

That's why Lu Zhonghuai wanted to scold him to wake him up!
But now it seems that everything is worth it.

When he was poisoned, when he was unconscious, he never thought that Su Jinluo would never leave him and take such good care of him.

Even... didn't put him in danger.

She herself is a pampered girl, but she can suffer these crimes and suffer all kinds of hardships, which is something he never imagined.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized that he seemed to have deeply mourned her before he knew it.

Even if Lu Zhonghuai said that, he didn't want to admit it, he just said that he wanted to use the Su family.

But in fact, this woman is also smart and cautious, and he has known this for a long time.

She is completely different from ordinary women.

yes!If she has ulterior motives and designs, he can't get close to her.

What's more sad, maybe he died long ago without a place to bury him.

At this time, Su Jinluo in her sleep was not in a deep sleep. In her sleep, she groaned, as if she woke up suddenly...

It's just that Su Jinluo was not fully awake, she murmured.

Then he realized something, and immediately gently pulled the slipped quilt back up again.

With her eyes blurred, she pulled the quilt over, and then wrapped him tightly again.

It's just that her unconsciousness made her surprised to find that Xu Yushan was not asleep, but was opening his eyes, looking at her with those narrow and deep eyes.

Su Jinluo was very embarrassed to be looked at by him like this, and murmured, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

She was even more surprised, her sleepy and chaotic eyes immediately brightened up.

The drowsy sleepiness just now also disappeared at once.

A thought came to her mind, and Su Jinluo immediately became nervous, and her face was filled with worry, "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Seeing that Xu Yushan didn't speak, she continued to say nervously, "Or... isn't it starting to hurt again?"

She was really too worried, all she could think about was Xu Yushan's haggard face.

"No." Seeing her worry, Xu Yushan pursed his lips, and then calmly denied it.

He raised the corners of his lips slightly, and had no intention of driving Su Jinluo away.

He should know Su Jinluo's temperament clearly, and he regrets what he said just now.

For a moment, his heart was full of guilt, he slightly hooked his lips, smiled, and tried his best to make his voice sound without any emotional ups and downs.

"Don't worry, I'm fine!"

It's just that Su Jinluo didn't seem to believe it, looking at Xu Yushan with a pair of watery almond eyes.

Knowing that Su Jinluo wanted to hide, Xu Yushan hurriedly explained briefly, trying to appear as nothing as possible, and then comforted her worry, "Really, it's really okay...I slept for too long, and now I can't fall asleep."

Really?

Really just sleep too much?
Su Jinluo was still worried, and simply stopped sleeping, "Since I can't sleep, then I... talk to you?"

say?

Xu Yushan looked at the haggard face of the woman in front of him, feeling reluctance in his heart.

He naturally knew that Su Jinluo was very tired, and Xu Yushan instinctively wanted to refuse.

But before Xu Yushan could open his mouth, Su Jinluo on the side had already started talking like a chatterbox.

"I know you want to drive me away on purpose? You are just afraid of delaying me? Afraid that I will be in danger, right?"

"But I just don't want to leave you!"

"Although you didn't tell me, I know that you are plotting and planning for me everywhere..."

"Otherwise, you wouldn't think about me everywhere, you are very good to me...Although you never said what you did for me...but I know it in my heart."

"In this world, besides my father, young man and elder brother, you are really good to me...I really believe...yours."

……

She looked at Xu Yushan with serious eyes, and said a word without saying a word, hearing him secretly helplessly smile inwardly.

She's always been smart.

"Luoluo, I..." In fact, he often does it for himself and has selfish motives.

However, next, Su Jinluo didn't seem to want him to continue talking, or maybe she actually knew.

He has always been more for himself.

It's just that sometimes, I can't see her being hurt.

That's why he put himself in such a predicament.

Lu Zhonghuai asked him if it was worth it, and he thought it was always worth it.

Su Jinluo suddenly let out a soft exclamation, planning his thoughts, under his gaze, the quilt that Su Jinluo slipped off again tucked him in.

(End of this chapter)