On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

Chapter 92

"Go? Where are you going?" Shen Mo stopped eating, and sometimes he couldn't pretend to be an ostrich.

"Go to Qingyun Town first, pack up the things there, and maybe go to other places to relax after finishing."

Shen Mo asked: "Do you feel depressed here?"

"Yes."

"Because of Shen Yan or... because of, me?" After Shen Mo asked this sentence, he felt a little overwhelmed. How could he have such a great influence on her? She must be able to do this because of Shen Mo. Yan, do you even need to ask, I really don’t give up if I don’t hit the south wall.

Shen Mo scolded himself in his heart, smiled wryly and shook his head slightly.

"Because of myself." Because she can't adjust her mood, because she can't make up her mind, because she has been stuck in the past and can't get out.

She knew that this was unfair to Shen Mo, but she had no choice, if she endured the inner moral torment and was with Shen Mo like this, she would go crazy.

Shen Yan is no longer here, and it's not impossible for her to live on her own.

It's good to live, work, and study by yourself.

"When will you be back?" Shen Mo asked while suppressing his emotions.

"I don't know either." She didn't have a specific plan yet, so she'll wait until she goes out.

After enduring and enduring, Shen Mo still asked, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"No." If he was to accompany her, it would be pointless for her to go out.

He just knew it was.

"Can you not go? If you feel depressed, I can take you to the surrounding area to have fun and relax. You don't have to run too far. Shen Yan is no longer here, so take it easy." He didn't want her to go out, he was afraid that she would not want him, If you leave, you will never come back.

"No, you are busy with work, I can do it myself."

No matter what Shen Mo said, she couldn't change her decision. Shen Mo didn't have that much influence yet.

"That's fine, you pay attention to safety and come back early."

He had no choice but to compromise.For a woman who doesn't love him, it seems that all he can do is to compromise.

"I'm done eating, you take your time." Shen Mo ate the leftover rice in the bowl dryly, and didn't eat any vegetables. After two or three bites, he got up and left.

Sometimes, it's not that he doesn't have a temper, it's just that he knows that no one cares about his temper, so why bother!
When Shen Mo passed by the cloakroom, he saw that Jiang Tingwan's box had changed places. The box that was lying in the corner was now placed in the center. He went to lift it up, and it was very heavy.

Fortunately, he thought that she finally knew to tell him in advance this time. It turned out that everything was prepared and she was just waiting to leave. Telling him was just to inform him, regardless of his wishes.

Well, forget it, it's much better than not talking to him before.

Jiang Tingwan left the next day, taking the early flight, Shen Mo didn't go to see her off, and she didn't let Shen Mo see him off.

The first stop was Qingyun Town.There, I saw children whom I had not seen for a long time, as well as neighbors, old principals and colleagues.She said goodbye to them all.The children she had befriended knew that she was leaving, and they all ran over to say goodbye to her.

The children's faces were filled with reluctance and sadness, but they were not surprised. Some of them said: "We know that Teacher Jiang is not from our place, and we also know that Teacher Jiang will leave one day, but we are not sad, Teacher Jiang, The reason for leaving is to meet better, don't worry, we will definitely study hard, and we will be admitted to big cities in the future, so that you can meet a better us."

"Okay, I'll wait." Jiang Tingwan was also very moved, the children here are very innocent, if everyone has the conditions to study hard, they will definitely do well in the exam and go out.

Yaya also came to look for her. The little girl said that she was not sad, but the choking and red and swollen eyes in her words had already exposed everything about her.The little girl said: "Mr. Jiang, I will remember your kindness to me forever. When I am capable in the future, I will help more people in need like you."

On the day she left Qingyun Town, she sent a message to Shen Mo. The house in Qingyun Town was bought by Shen Mo. Now that she has left here, the house is naturally useless, but how to deal with it depends on Shen Mo's intention. told him.

Shen Mo replied with a good word, and there was no follow-up, and Jiang Tingwan didn't ask how to deal with it.

Her second stop was the place she had planned with Shen Yan before when she was waiting for her wedding trip - Tangli.

Here is a tourist attraction, both the climate and the environment are very popular.Jiang Tingwan didn't go to crowded places, but chose a few not very famous but meaningful spots.The place where she lives is a homestay, where only a few people live in each family.

It's far away from the city, but because the tourism development is very lively, living here is quite comfortable.Jiang Tingwan lived here for half a month.

That day, she got up as usual and opened the window. It rained all night last night, and the sky was washed by the rain, and it was very clean.The blue sky and the fresh green leaves make people feel better this summer.

In addition to the change in the environment, there is another difference.Jiang Tingwan found a bird on the stone slab in front of the window.

The bird was wet all over, and it seemed that it had suffered a lot from last night's torrential rain.Jiang Tingwan watched her try to fly again and again, but she was still unsuccessful. Every time she flew up a little bit, she would fall heavily, and the fall was painful.

Upon closer inspection, one side of the bird's wing has been somewhat folded, and it is lying on its stomach. When the bird struggled to take off, this half of the wing remained unmoved.

But the bird still didn't give up. It failed to take off again and again, and tried again and again in failure after failure.

Jiang Tingwan couldn't bear it anymore, she planned to go out and help it, at least wait for it to heal better before trying again.

But after Jiang Tingwan walked in, the bird backed away in fear.

She didn't dare to go forward again, for fear that it would hurt her more.

Seeing that Jiang Tingwan had no intention of hurting her, Xiaoniao tried to take off after resting for a while.

She was just watching.

Finally, the bird succeeded in trying again and again.After flying into the blue sky, it smoothed its wings and flew proudly.

Perhaps the pain will accompany it for a long time, but at least it can fly.Even in the face of difficulties, even in the face of pain, he did not give up the most basic survival skills. Perhaps this is the meaning of life.

This is true for a bird, let alone a human being!

In any case, she can't give up the opportunity to improve herself and give up her major.In this way, we must work harder.

She suddenly regretted the study she had given up because of Shen Yan.

(End of this chapter)