On the wedding night, my wife took me as a stand-in for a wild man

Chapter 91 Busy
At Shen Yan's funeral, Chen Jingyi didn't attend the whole process, not because she didn't want to, but because the Shen family simply didn't allow it.She could only go to the cemetery to see Shen Yan after he was buried.

When Shen Yan was buried, the grief of the Shen family reached its peak, and Shen's mother even cried and fainted. Jiang Tingwan, as the adopted daughter of the Shen family, also accompanied Shen's mother. At that moment, she could no longer shed tears.

I've heard people say before that when people are extremely sad, they can't shed tears.It is also possible that there were so many tears before that there are no tears to shed now.

When Shen Yan was buried, Jiang Tingwan could really feel that Shen Yan had left her forever this time.

From then on, they could only stay one on the ground and the other in the dirt.

From then on, there was no more encouragement from Shen Yan when she was frustrated, nor soft comfort and coquettish comfort from Shen Yan when she was unhappy.

When her Ah Yan died, he was tightly holding the pendant she gave her. At that moment, he must have missed her, right?

He also said that he would marry her when he came back.

The Shen family asked someone to beautify Shen Yan's body. Shen Yan couldn't tolerate being so ugly. Jiang Tingwan didn't see him for the last time. She wanted her memory to stay forever as that sunny boy.

After the funeral, everyone went back to their respective homes. After a funeral, everyone was exhausted.

Jiang Tingwan has nowhere to go except Yulongwan's home.

Shen Mo still went to work as usual, got off work, went home, and then repeated the process, with a look on his face for three days, and the words the two of them said could be counted with a single slap.

It's not that Shen Mo doesn't want to say it, it's that Jiang Tingwan selectively ignores him. She seems to have lost her soul. She doesn't draw sketches, and she doesn't often play with her mobile phone. The most common thing she does every day is to sit on the bay window in the bedroom daze.Moreover, there was another incident that planted a thorn in Shen Mo's heart.

On the night she came back from the funeral, Jiang Tingwan moved to sleep in the bedroom where she used to live.These days, they have not lived together.

What, who was used to having people around him, fell into anxiety again, and didn't sleep well these days.

While Shen Mo was angry with Jiang Tingwan for treating him like this, he was also afraid that if one day she couldn't think about it, she would leave him, or go to find Shen Yan.

Under the counterbalance of this frustrated emotion, Shen Mo was not in the mood to go to Jiang Tingwan to make trouble for himself.

Anyway, as long as she doesn't leave, it's better not to leave than to leave.

He is still the same as before. He cooks and puts it there every day. He can accept not eating one meal, and it’s not a big deal if he doesn’t eat two meals. Shen Mo has a masochistic physique, she has treated him like this, and he still thinks of him wholeheartedly.

Shen Mo specially found a dinner plate, put some unused vegetables on the plate, and brought it to her bedroom before going to work.

Fortunately, her bedroom has not been locked to him, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to send food in.

After all, Shen Yan grew up with her as a friendship, and they had that kind of relationship before, he can understand her sadness now, and he can understand her neglect of him, but it can't last for too long, otherwise, he really I'm afraid I can't stand it.

In the dead of night, Shen Mo was lying on half of the bed by himself. The other half was originally where Jiang Tingwan was, but now it was empty. He put his hand there, and the cold touch kept reminding him of this fact.

Missing made him cross the line, he put himself on the bed sideways, his body is generally his position, the other half is her position, he lay on the bed, what kept thinking in his mind was that Jiang Tingwan had been staring at others before, not looking at him In the scene, he muttered to himself: "Wanwan, why can't you love me?"

No matter what, you have to be with me, even if you don't love me.

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Jiang Tingwan's thoughts have also been empty, she doesn't know what she has been thinking, anyway, she is just thinking about writing things, she thinks about her experience with Shen Yan before, and the little things with Shen Yan, in fact There are some small things that she thought she should have forgotten, but when she thinks about them now, they are still as clear as what happened just now. Some memories are kept in her mind, even if she doesn't think of them very often, but when she really remembers them Not easy to forget.

Of course, she also thought a lot.The current relationship between her and Shen Mo, and what she will do next.She always knew that Shen Yan's love for her was not fake, even if he had someone else outside, when she saw him clenched his fists tightly, when she saw that he had just been fished out of the water When she took the photo, when he was holding the necklace tightly with his fist, and because he was too persistent, he didn't forcefully break his hand until the burial, she suddenly felt that she was a little sorry for Shen Yan's love.

Her husband and wife relationship with Shen Mo for more than three years also made her feel a little sorry for him.

She was grateful to Shen Yan for taking care of her since she was a child, and never doubted Shen Yan's love for her, especially when she saw that scene, her heart seemed to be pressed by a stone, and the pressure was even more intense.She felt that this feeling, she might not move.

When dreaming at night, she could dream of Shen Yan almost every night.In the dream, Shen Yan kept asking her why she married Shen Mo, why she was betrayed about their love, and why she was tempted by Shen Mo.

"I didn't, I wasn't tempted by him." She explained to Shen Yan in the dream.

Shen Yan didn't believe it, and his face became more and more ferocious: "You don't have to argue anymore, listen to me, you never lied before, but now you want to lie to me because of him, you just fell in love with him, you touch it Ask yourself with your own heart, don’t you ever miss him, don’t you care about him?”

She can't do it, she feels her heart and can't do it, but she can still say that she is not attracted to Shen Mo. It is because she is attracted to Shen Mo that she is so hesitant now, otherwise, she should have left a long time ago Understand!
should have left...

She persisted in Qingyun Town for three years, and abandoned her studies and part of her career, all because of Shen Yan. Now that this persistence is gone, she should think about where she will go in the future...

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A week later, Jiang Tingwan still left.

This time, she told Shen Mo.

Shen Mo, who came home from get off work, cooked as usual, and was about to deliver it to her, when she changed from her previous decadence and came out by herself.

Then eat it at the dining table, and don't need him to deliver it.

Sitting down, Jiang Tingwan didn't move his chopsticks, and Shen Mo didn't open his mouth to speak.

Both of them were silent for a while, and Shen Mo's sense of crisis had returned. He could clearly feel that something was wrong, so he picked up chopsticks to eat once to hide his uneasiness.

"Shen Mo." Jiang Tingwan spoke first.

Shen Mo paused while eating, and then continued to put food into his mouth.

He was very busy today, he didn't even have time to eat, he didn't eat all day, and now he was very hungry.

Jiang Tingwan continued: "I'm going to go, go out and have a look."

(End of this chapter)