I just want to be soft on her

Chapter 33 Guilt
"you can……"

As soon as he spoke two words, Song Cheng's cell phone rang.

"Well...well, I'll answer the call first." She turned around and looked at the incoming call displayed on the phone.

She picked it up, "Hey, Mom, what's the matter?"

On the other end of the phone, Jiang Shu was sitting alone in the office, eating a cold bowl of instant noodles, and asked Song Cheng, "Are you home yet?"

"I'm always uneasy and a little worried, so I called you and asked if you've arrived home."

Song Cheng: "Mom, don't worry, I'm almost at the door."

"That's good, get more rest, don't stay up all night, I think your dark circles are very deep."

Jiang Shu sighed, and wiped away the tears on her face, "Chengzi, although I don't know why your dad went in, I believe he didn't break the law..."

"Mom, it's okay. I also trust Dad." Song Cheng comforted Jiang Shu.

Jiang Shu realized that her emotions were not under control, so she stopped the loss in time, "Okay, go home quickly, I won't tell you anymore."

"Ah."

Song Cheng hung up the phone with mixed emotions in her heart. She knew that her mother was sad, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

She turned around, looked at Jiang Mo, and asked him, "What did you want to tell me just now?"

Jiang Mo opened his mouth, shook his head and said, "I...it's nothing, it's late, shall I take it home?"

Song Cheng recalled the kiss just now, and her cheeks became hot again, "No need, it's just two steps, I'll go first."

She lowered her head and quickly ran away from Jiang Mo.

Jiang Mo stood where he was, watching Song Cheng's back disappear into the darkness, a sense of loss welled up from the bottom of his heart.

He flinched just now. He originally wanted to ask Song Cheng if he would like to be her girlfriend, but...

"Maybe the time is not ripe." Jiang Mo smiled wryly, standing under the streetlight, and returned to the base until Song Cheng was no longer visible.

Song Cheng trotted into the community.Her face was hot, and she was panting as she walked.

"Am I crazy?" She walked into the elevator and leaned against the elevator, "I'm so smart that Jiang Mo will confess to me."

She was really convinced by her own imagination, and couldn't help but be amused by her own brain hole.

But with a smile, she began to feel uncomfortable again. Is this matter about her father really going to rot in her stomach?
Song Cheng was crying and laughing. Before entering the door, she wiped away her tears, adjusted her emotions, then opened the door and walked in.

"Qing'er, I'm back." She closed the door and looked at Ma Qingqing who was sitting on the sofa, her expression was not very good.

Song Cheng put two boxes of melatonin in the small medicine box, then walked towards Ma Qingqing, "Qing'er, what's wrong?"

She sat down beside her and looked at Ma Qingqing with concern.

"Chengzi, my mother's memorial day is five days away." Ma Qingqing turned pale and turned to look at her: "I'm afraid, I dare not go to see her."

"Chengzi, what should I do?" Ma Qingqing hugged Song Cheng, "I feel so guilty, I hurt her."

When Ma Qingqing was nine years old, Mother Ma summoned up the courage to divorce Father Ma for her sake. The divorce procedure was halfway through, but Father Ma repented halfway because of property reasons.The two came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau cursing again.

Before the second divorce, Ma Qingqing's father went to pick up his daughter from school. He put on a hypocritical face and waited for his daughter to come out at the school gate.

Ma Qingqing walked to the school gate with her schoolbag on her back, saw her smiling father, and ran back in fear.

In the end, she was caught by the teacher and put in front of her father, telling him: "Qingqing's academic performance has declined a bit recently, and she needs to study more."

Ma Qingqing didn't dare to move, she watched her father agree to the teacher, then took her hand and dragged her into the car.

When she got in the car, she sat in the co-pilot, and her father asked her coldly, "Where did your mother hide?"

"I... I don't know." Ma Qingqing shook her head, she would never tell her mother's whereabouts, absolutely not!

Dad changed the way of asking again, "You also know that my father and mother are getting divorced recently, so I'm looking for my mother."

"Really?" Ma Qingqing recalled that the divorce agreement between father and mother had not been reached before. If it can be successful this time, mother should be able to escape from father's clutches.

There was a glimmer of hope in her heart, but she couldn't trust him, "Dad, is what you said true?"

"Father won't lie to us Qingqing, absolutely not, how about we pull the hook?" The man stretched out his little finger.

Ma Qingqing thought about it and pulled the hook. Dad shouldn't lie to me, right?She slowly stretched out her hand and pulled the hook with the man.

"Hanging on the hook, it must not be changed for 100 years!"

After that, the man let her out of the car, gave her 100 yuan, and asked her to take a taxi home by herself.

Later, Ma Qingqing received the sad news of her mother's death.

From that moment on, her world view began to collapse, and her personality changed drastically.

Before the age of nine, she was introverted, but her heart was always toward the kind Ma Qingqing; after the age of nine, she became pseudo-extroverted, and she seemed to get along well with everyone, but in her heart, she was always on guard against everyone. people.

Except for Song Cheng and Jiang Shu, she didn't believe anyone's words, and she always had an invisible line of defense in her heart.

All she can rely on now is herself.

……

Song Cheng hugged Ma Qingqing, because her empathy was too strong, so she could feel her sadness and guilt.

"Qing'er, let me accompany you to see auntie, it's okay, she will understand you." Song Cheng said while stroking her back.

Ma Qingqing leaned her head on her shoulder, a tear flowed down her face, "Fortunately, there are our oranges."

Every time she was sad, Song Cheng was the first person to find out that her emotions were wrong, and she really healed.

Ma Qingqing once thought that Song Cheng could cure everything.

She always brings sunshine and warmth to people, and occasionally she is a little arrogant. She will be sad, but for her, sadness is just a momentary thing.

"It's okay. When we go to see my aunt, we can buy a bunch of sunflowers. Doesn't she like sunflowers the most?"

Song Cheng wiped away Ma Qingqing's tears, rubbed her cheeks and said, "Qing'er, don't feel guilty, Auntie hopes you will be well."

"Well, no, not in the future." Ma Qingqing nodded and cheered up.

Song Cheng got up and asked Ma Qingqing, "We haven't finished our Malatang yet?"

"No, there are many more, anyway, enough for us to eat tonight." Ma Qingqing looked up at Song Cheng.

"Then I'll be hot, you are ready to eat." Song Cheng turned and went into the kitchen.

She recently received a quote:

Everyone's life is a piece of cake, but we all try and struggle to live, so why not try to live with love and enjoyment?
　This chapter is a bit depressing, the next chapter will not be like this ()
　　Today is Saturday, the weather is good, let's add another chapter!

　　I wish you a happy day too ヽ(°▽°)ノ
　　
　
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