I just want to be soft on her

Chapter 32 Healing
"Jiang Mo, can I ask a question?" Song Cheng asked the person walking in front of her while sobbing.

Jiang Mo nodded, "Well, what's the problem?"

Song Cheng sniffed, "In your impression, do I like to cry? Also, am I annoying..."

She pursed her lips and held her breath, trying to stop the sobbing, then wiped away the tears she had just fallen with her other hand.

Jiang Mo looked at the road ahead and asked Song Cheng: "Why do you think you are annoying or like to cry?"

He asked Song Cheng back.

"Because I'm starting to hate myself."

Hearing this reply, Jiang Mo suddenly became quiet.

In his memory, Song Cheng has always been that lively, cheerful and outgoing girl, shining brightly into his heart like the sun.

At that time, Jiang Mo was an out-and-out bad boy, but because of his good academic performance, teachers and parents could only let him go.

Before transferring to Haishi No. [-] Middle School, Jiang Mo played with a group of his so-called "good brothers", going to Internet cafes every day, smoking, drinking and doing everything.

He used to smoke, drink, and dye his hair in a variety of colors, very much like the non-mainstream before.

No one cared about him, and no one went to his parents' meeting, even though he was able to take the first place in the whole class every time, and was called a god of learning.

But as soon as he returned to that broken home, he could see his parents quarreling every day, all the time.

Finally, let him get rid of this kind of environmental matter, which is the last final exam of the second year of high school.

Jiang Mo returned home with the certificate of first place in the whole class. He didn't know where to throw his school uniform jacket, and his hair was purple. At first glance, he was not a standard good student.

As soon as he opened the door, his parents were arguing in front of him, and he leaned against the door, watching them quietly.

"Crack!" A blue and white porcelain vase was thrown to the ground by my mother, and my father, not to be outdone, picked up a bench and slammed it on the floor.

The two began to push and shove, neither to be outdone, and finally the two groups scuffled and tore on the ground.

Jiang Mo has lived for 17 years. He has been used to this scene since he was conscious of it, and sometimes he is even involved in it.

He had told the two countless times that they would divorce if they couldn't make it through. Why did they torture each other?
In exchange, there was only one answer: "Are we not doing this for your own good?!"

Jiang Mo has heard this sentence for 17 years. In the past, he would persuade them when they were fighting.

Now, take it upon yourself.

He walked up to the two of them expressionlessly, and in front of them, he tore the award certificate he just got into pieces bit by bit.

Then he turned around and walked into his room with his schoolbag on his back.

From that day on, Mom and Dad started to go for divorce, but because of the divorce cooling-off period and property distribution, the two filed a lawsuit again.

At the same time, Dad found another girlfriend, who was Xu Jia's mother, and the relationship between the two developed rapidly. Before Jiang Mo entered his third year of high school, he brought Jiang Mo to Haishi.

It was also from the day he came to Haishi that he finally owned a small house that only he lived in. Although it was rented, it was better than before.

At the beginning of the third year of high school, he met Song Cheng on the bus, and after that, he often ran into Song Cheng.

They ride the same bus, live in the same alley, and have a mutual friend Ma Qingqing.

After knowing that Song Cheng didn't like boys who smoked, Jiang Mo quit smoking overnight. When he became addicted to smoking, he went to drink ice water to calm himself down.

Knowing that Song Cheng likes to drink Coke, he also drank Coke with her. Before that, he drank beer and the like.

In one year, he changed a lot for Song Cheng.

He became the god of the science class in the third year of high school, admired by everyone, and liked by all the girls in the grade.

However, Jiang Mo only likes Song Cheng.

It may be that she always has a smile on her face, which makes people want to get close and understand.

After graduating from high school, the two never met again. Almost every night, Jiang Mo could dream of her.

During that time, his eye sockets were always red, and he thought she was about to fall into a spell.

"Why don't you talk anymore?" Song Cheng broke free from his hand, walked in front of him, and waved in front of his eyes.

Jiang Mo came back to his senses and looked at Song Cheng who looked aggrieved. Her big eyes were flickering, and there were a few scattered stars in them.

He swallowed and asked her, "Why do you hate yourself?"

Song Cheng lowered her head, "I don't like to cry, and I don't want to bring my depression to others."

"Jiang Mo, I'm sorry. I should have troubled you? I shouldn't have done this, and I won't do it next time."

Jiang Mo smiled, and covered Song Cheng's cheek with both hands, her face was so cold.

"Do you know what you're talking about?" he asked her. "You didn't bother me. You didn't bring me your bad mood."

He paused, and continued: "On the contrary, you healed me."

Song Cheng's eyes looked in other directions, she was a little guilty, she didn't know what she had cured Jiang Mo.

"Look at me." Jiang Mo asked her to face herself squarely, "Don't say these things to me again, do you know?"

Song Cheng whispered back, "Oh."

"Too quiet."

"I...I know."

Jiang Mo looked at her and smiled, rubbing Song Cheng's face with his fingertips.

His Adam's apple moved up and down, his eyes fixed on Song Cheng's lips, and his fingertips also slid down to caress her lips.

Jiang Mo quickly leaned over, Song Cheng froze, she was motionless, like a frightened rabbit.

He moved his fingertips away from Song Cheng's lips, moved his other hand up, and slowly covered her eyes.

Jiang Mo leaned close to her ear and whispered to her, "Just this time, Song Cheng, I really can't help it."

The hot air from his mouth poured down from Song Cheng's ears to her neck, spreading to her whole body bit by bit.

Song Cheng's eyes were covered by Jiang Mo's hand, and he could only see some street lights slipping in through his fingers.

She could feel that Jiang Mo's breath was getting closer to her...

His other hand gradually moved up, and his five fingers inserted into her soft hair.

In the end, two pieces of warm paste came up, a little green, but opened very gently, his sense of proportion was very good.

This kiss lasted for a long time, and when they parted, a blush appeared on Song Cheng's fair cheeks, and her lips were slightly parted, panting.

Jiang Mo licked his lips, and slowly lowered the hand covering Song Cheng's eyes.

He was a little nervous.

"I...I want to tell you something."

Jiang Mo stammered and asked Song Cheng.

"What's the matter?" Song Cheng lowered her head in embarrassment, her face was so hot that she was about to steam.

Jiang Mo took a deep breath, and finally opened his mouth. This was the question he had always wanted to ask Song Cheng.

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(End of this chapter)