Delicate beauty is sweetly spoiled in the chronology

Chapter 277 I Will Always Love You Until I Die!
Because it was already at an advanced stage when it was discovered, Cheng Yuan's condition deteriorated very quickly.

Skin and mucous membrane bleeding caused a lot of ecchymosis on her skin. She often started to have fever for no reason, catch a cold, and nosebleeds happened more and more frequently. Brush a mouthful of blood.

She knew she really couldn't do it.

My mother cries every day, but she dare not cry in front of her. She always finds an excuse to go out after seeing her nosebleed or suddenly finds that she has more bruises, and her eyes are always red when she comes back again.

Lin Zhishu has put all the focus on her illness.

He would come many times every day, and his appearance became more and more haggard every day.

If you hadn't seen the high-spirited look of him who just won the award a while ago, you would have thought that he was already 40 years old. In just half a month, there were even a few silver strands on his temples.

Cheng Yuan has already begun to have symptoms of bleeding.

She knew that if she didn't do something, she would soon leave this world in darkness.

She remembered the days when Xia Yu'an came to visit her regularly every week, and asked her to help buy envelopes, paper and pens, and sat on the side of the bed with effort, her vision was blurred but she seriously left several letters.

Xia Yu'an has been her close friend since she was in college, until the two of them finished their graduate studies and entered the First Hospital for internship, every step of her hard work has Xia Yu'an's footprints.

Therefore, they have already become close friends who can talk about everything, even closer than she and Ye Man Jiang Yuan.

Just because they got along day and night, they witnessed each other's efforts and changes over the years, so Xia Yu'an understood her thoughts and never stopped her from insisting on writing letters in such a painful situation.

As for Xia Yu'an, she doesn't need to say anything to her anymore.

They hugged each other tightly when she was still able to sit up, whispered, choked up, and talked a lot about the past, Xia Yu'an even scolded her a few times.

But the power of those two sentences was still too light compared to when they first met.

"Cheng Yuan, you are really a brain."

"You are really stupid."

Xia Yu'an's hair has grown long, and she is no longer the cool girl who wears unisex clothes with sharp words and ruthless words, but a pregnant woman with a gentle face, spoiled by her husband like a little princess cute woman.

Cheng Yuan likes to see her like this very much.

When she first met Xia Yu'an, she felt that Xia Yu'an should be a cute little princess, not a neutral girl who looks cute and cool.

She gave those letters to Xia Yu'an for her to take away, and after she left, she would hand them over to their owners on her behalf.

But when Xia Yu'an was crying and was about to leave, Cheng Yuan still couldn't help reaching out and hooking her fingers.

Xia Yu'an turned her head, but only saw Cheng Yuan's pale but gentle smiling face.

"An'an, you want to be happy."

Xia Yu'an broke down in tears, and held her for a while and cried before being chased away by her.

And after Xia Yu'an also left, before she went out to call her mother over, Cheng Yuan struggled to get up and supported the stool, walked into the bathroom and locked herself up.

Her disease can no longer be cured.

Cheng Yuan exhausted all her strength and smashed the bathroom window with a stool.

Then he picked up a sharp shard of glass and stabbed his artery fiercely.

Cutting her wrists won't kill her quickly. Even if she has blood coagulation disorder, she still has the risk of being rescued, so she chose the most direct and efficient method.

Cut the carotid artery.

To be honest, Cheng Yuan never thought that she would die so ugly.

She thought that she might die of old age, sickness, or even an accident, but she never thought that she would die so weak and weak in the cramped bathroom.

End your own life with a piece of dirty glass.

The bleeding from the carotid arteries was profuse and rapid.

Within ten seconds, Cheng Yuan fell powerlessly to the ground, and his eyes were blurred, from blood red to darkness, until he could no longer hear any sound.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that she was truly liberated.

You don't have to hold your head and force yourself to learn profound medical knowledge, and you don't have to get up early and go to bed late, work overtime every day or even sleep in the hospital.

She is very happy. She left enough money for her mother to live a worry-free life for the rest of her life. She is a very hardworking and useful daughter, and she did not continue to drag her mother down because of the last few days.

Similarly, she no longer has to worry that she will cry secretly in the middle of the night because she is alone and misses Lin Zhishu, she has already embraced her ideal.

In this life, it should be considered as having had it.

The only thing I regret is one thing.

If only she had agreed when he offered to help her put the necklace on.

The weather that day was really nice.
The banging sound outside the bathroom was getting louder, and there were panic cries, but Cheng Yuan could no longer hear them.

When Lin Zhishu led someone to kick open the bathroom door, Cheng Yuan was already lying in a pool of blood smiling and closing her eyes forever.

"Ah!! My Yuanyuan! My daughter!"

"Why are you so overwhelmed, my silly daughter!"

Cheng's mother collapsed immediately when she saw this scene, her legs went limp, and she knelt on the ground crying almost to the point of death.

She hugged Lin Zhishu's thigh and begged him desperately.

"Little book! Save Yuanyuan! Please! Auntie please!"

This scene used to be bloody and desperate, and many people couldn't bear to watch it.

And Lin Zhishu was too scared to move his feet by this blood-red scene.

He could tell that Cheng Yuan was determined to commit suicide. The glass was almost inserted into the neck and then pulled out. Now the amount of bleeding has become very small.

It is very difficult for ordinary healthy people to recover from such injuries, let alone Cheng Yuan who has almost no blood coagulation function.

She can't be saved anymore.

To be more precise.

She is dead.

Lin Zhishu felt a little ringing in his ears, and everything in front of him was doubled.

With difficulty, almost with difficulty, he knelt down beside Cheng Yuan, and took away the shards of glass that she was holding tightly in her hand.

Suddenly, a beautiful opal necklace fell out of her hand.

With a "slap", it fell into the red all over the ground.

The slender silver chain was instantly covered in red, while the teardrop-shaped opal with different patterns at different angles was quietly lying in the pool of blood, not stained by red at all.

Lin Zhishu picked up the necklace with trembling hands, and his eyes were instantly blurred.

How could he not recognize what this is.

It was an apology gift he gave her seven years ago.

"why."

Why do you still have this necklace.

He used to think she didn't like it because he never saw her wear it.

But she was still holding the necklace tightly before she died.

It's like a silent protest.

If you don't put it on for me, I'll never wear it.

At this moment, he finally understood the meaning of her wrong-looking smile that day.

It turned out that she had never forgotten their past.

And never gave up liking him.

Lin Zhishu held Cheng Yuan into his arms with trembling hands, and couldn't help crying anymore.

He is wrong.

It was he who forgot her stubborn look after he scolded her before he left the town, and her vow not to give up.

she says.

"Lin Zhishu! I won't give up!"

"I will always love you until I die!"

(End of this chapter)