departure tomorrow

Chapter 73 Back to that city
"Su Nan, Su Nan, wake up."

Su Nan opened his eyes in a daze, and Zhu Hao squatted in front of the bed, "Wake up, it's seven o'clock."

"I know, I know." Su Nan rubbed her eyes and got up with difficulty, and even yawned.

"I've been sleeping for a long time, why are you still sleepy?" Yin Yun opened the door and walked in. "We called you after breakfast."

"Have you already eaten? Is it so early?" Su Nan lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"Brother Hai and I have something to do with going to school, just remember to close the door when you leave later." Yin Yun picked up the bag on the shelf, "Then let's go first."

"Goodbye." Su Nan waved.

"Okay, go brush your teeth and wash your face." Zhu Hao pushed Su Nan into the bathroom.

"I know it myself, don't rush, it's still early." Su Nan reluctantly began to brush her teeth.

Zhu Hao smiled and stood behind Su Nan.

"Gululubai, can you stop standing behind me and laughing like a pervert." Su Nan turned her head to look at Zhu Hao with a foamy mouth.

"Then I have nothing else to do." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with an aggrieved expression.

"Stay away." Su Nan pushed Zhu Hao out of the bathroom and closed the door.

"Then hurry up!" Zhu Hao shouted outside the door.

"Got it! Don't rush!" Su Nan ignored Zhu Hao and continued to brush his teeth and wash his face.

"Okay, okay, why are you in such a hurry." Su Nan pushed open the door and put the things in the bag.

"Let's go." Zhu Hao pulled Su Nan to pick up the bag and walked towards the door.

"No shoes, no shoes!" Su Nan tugged Zhu Hao who was about to walk out the door.

"Oh, oh, I forgot, change your shoes." Zhu Hao put down his things and put on his shoes.

"Why are you in such a rush to see a doctor? Isn't it time yet?" Su Nan asked while putting on her shoes.

"Go and see early, what if the people in front don't come." Zhu Hao pulled Su Nan up to leave.

"Bag! Bag!" Su Nan sighed helplessly.

"Oh oh, I forgot." Zhu Hao picked up the bag, "Is there nothing left now?"

Su Nan thought about it, and always felt weird, "Oh, my bag."

"Here it is." Zhu Hao went in and took the bag and hung it on his body, "Let's go."

"Okay, okay." Su Nan was dragged away helplessly.

All the way down the stairs in a hurry, Su Nan suddenly remembered something, "Are you dementia? My number is No. [-], so why worry?"

Zhu Hao stood there, "Oh, oh, I forgot, but what if someone is earlier than you?"

"Brother, it's only [-]:[-], and the doctor has to go to work at [-]:[-]. We're so close, I've climbed to the crooked position for half an hour." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"Yes, let's take our time." Zhu Hao held Su Nan's hand, "Let's take our time."

"I'm convinced of you." Su Nan shook her head and followed Mr. Zhu Hao.

"Hey, there is a fruit shop, do you want to eat fruit?" Zhu Hao pointed to the fruit shop on the side of the road.

"I want an empty stomach." Su Nan tugged Zhu Hao who was standing in front of the fruit shop.

"Okay, okay, hey, hey, this way, let's go closer to the park." Zhu Hao pulled Su Nan to the right.

"But, isn't that someone else's community?" Su Nan turned to look at Zhu Hao.

"Then you can go." Zhu Hao smiled, "It's not a private domain."

"That's it, then I used to walk around the main road." Su Nan suddenly realized.

"Half of the road is a construction site, and there is no sidewalk. Will you not be scolded for walking on the battery driveway?" Zhu Hao shook his head helplessly.

"No." Su Nan thought about it seriously.

"Forget it, forget it, I don't care about you." Zhu Hao sighed.

"What are you sighing for every day? Don't sigh!" Su Nan hit Zhu Hao.

"Sigh, I'm feeling lucky." Zhu Hao rubbed his arms. "Okay, okay, don't sigh, my girlfriend will be a pig's head if I sigh in the future."

"Get lost, you are the pig." Su Nan hit Zhu Hao again.

"Yeah, it's really tough." Zhu Hao didn't dare to speak.

"Hey, I saw the hospital, it's really close." Su Nan pointed to the hospital in the distance.

"That's what it is." Zhu Hao smiled, "It's like never leaving the house all day long."

"Do you want me to beat you?" Su Nan looked up at Zhu Hao with a smile.

"Forget it, my lord has a lot." Zhu Hao begged for mercy.

"When is there a school here?" Su Nan pointed to the playground on the right.

"It's already there." Zhu Hao looked at the direction of Su Nan's finger.

"Okay. Alright, we're going to cross the road, put on your mask." Su Nan let go of her hands and put on the mask.

Zhu Hao took out his mask, put it on, and held Su Nan's hand again.

Su Nan slapped Zhu Hao's hand, "Don't touch me in the hospital."

"Okay, okay." Zhu Hao snorted.

"Stop humming, open the health code." Su Nan didn't want to talk to Zhu Hao.

"Okay, okay." Zhu Hao obediently turned on his phone and showed his health code.

After entering the hospital, Zhu Hao wanted to put his phone away, but Su Nan stopped him, "It depends on the itinerary code inside."

"Okay, okay." Zhu Hao opened the itinerary code and followed Su Nan in.

"You wait for me on the side, I'll take the number." Su Nan asked Zhu Hao to stand by and wait.

As soon as he got close to the machine, he called Zhu Hao, "Come here."

"Why not?" Zhu Hao leaned over to look.

"What, the medical card is in the bag." Su Nan slapped Zhu Hao who approached him.

"Then you should have said it earlier." Zhu Hao opened the bag and gave Su Nan the medical card.

"Are you here to pay the registration fee?" Zhu Hao watched Su Nan pay the fee.

"It's crooked." Su Nan tore off the note.

"Where is it?" Zhu Hao looked down at the note in Su Nan's hand.

"Just go straight." Su Nan walked in with Zhu Hao on his arm.

"Why are there so many people? Isn't it time yet?" Zhu Hao looked at the entire hall full of people, and there were still many people standing beside him.

"It's only a few minutes, so I'm sure you'll come here positively." Su Nan dragged Mr. Zhu Hao to stand beside the medical guidance desk.

"Why are you standing here?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"Didn't you see my name on it?" Su Nan pointed to the screen at the door of the room next to the instructing doctor's desk.

"Su Cha." Zhu Hao turned to look at Su Nan, "There are so many people surnamed Su, how do you know it's you?"

Su Nan tugged at Zhu Hao's ear, "Look at my list, did you write the number one, the psychiatric department, the doctor's name Zhang Lina, the waiting address, Block B, the first floor of Building [-], and the user name Su Nan. See if the screen shows Chief Physician, Zhang Lina, and Su Cha below, bracket one? Huh?"

Zhu Hao lowered his head, "Oh, I saw it, I saw it, the hands are so long for pulling my ears."

Su Nan let go of Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao rubbed his ears, "Look at you, vicious woman, my ears are all red."

"I'm too lazy to talk to you." Su Nan watched the doctor enter the room.

"Are you going in?" Zhu Hao rubbed his ears and looked at Su Nan.

"You wait for me outside." Su Nan took the medical card and mobile phone and prepared to go in.

"No, I want to accompany you in." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan seriously.

"All right, all right, go in." Su Nan had nothing to do with him.

"Okay, okay, I'm calling you." Zhu Hao pushed Su Nan in.

Su Nan sat on the stool while Zhu Hao stood aside.

"Well, Su Nan." The doctor looked at the previous cases on the computer, and turned to look at Su Nan, "How's your mood in the past month? Can you sleep well?"

"The mood is still the same as before. If you sleep, you can still work and rest normally after taking the medicine." Su Nan thought for a while, but there was nothing else to say.

"Is the aunt normal?" The doctor looked at the case, "It's been a long time."

"No reaction after taking progesterone tablets." Su Nan didn't know the specific situation.

"Then, did you have any special things to stimulate you recently? Or could it be related to your sepsis? Does your heart feel uncomfortable recently?" The doctor looked at Su Nan.

"The thing is, I don't know if it has anything to do with this disease. My heart often hurts, and then I feel stuffy and can't breathe." Su Nan answered truthfully.

"What is the mood like? Is it extreme excitement, depression, or irritability?" the doctor asked again.

"It has appeared before." Su Nan thought for a while.

"What exactly is it like?" the doctor asked.

"Sometimes it won't last for a long time, and it will take a few days if it is long. Then the emotions and emotions are connected very quickly. For example, in the last second, I was still very excited, and the whole person was trembling and eloquent. When it comes to hypoxia, I feel very happy for no reason. I feel that I am the happiest person in the world, and then I will eat hard until I vomit. Then I feel very sad in the next second, crying until I am hypoxic, and just lie down The uncomfortable feeling of holding your heart on the ground, the feeling of stiff hands and feet, the kind of crooked mouth, and the really special feeling of heartache. If you can't control it, you will cut your wrists, and sometimes you will swallow a lot of medicine, and then Induce vomiting, and then turn into a very fast irritability, that is, smashing things hard, seeing no one is happy, and then I am irritable and afraid in this state, my head is buzzing, I really want to hurt others or even stab people, But I know this is not allowed, I will lock myself in the room and hurt myself, then throw books, tear things, and let myself bleed to keep calm. Besides, people are also very shaken when they are normal, and their memory is particularly bad Well, I have forgotten a lot of things, and people are sometimes very slow." Su Nan thought about the previous state and said so.

"It feels like you're talking a little too much now." The doctor smiled, "I see, that's still not enough, let's do an examination today and see what's going on, and then do an EKG. There is also a brain fluctuation EEG to see what's going on, and then a blood draw to see. So we can go and pay for the examination first. Then we will decide according to the situation." The doctor gave the list and medical card to Su Nan.

Su Nan thanked him and took Zhu Hao to pay the fee.

"The EEG and B-ultrasound won't be available until after ten o'clock. Let's get blood and EKG first." Su Nan looked at the list and said to himself.

Taking the list to the inspection building, Zhu Hao followed behind Su Nan.

I came early, and there were only one or two people in the place where the blood was drawn, so I called the number directly after I took the order.

Su Nan sat down and gave the list to the doctor, stretched out her hand and waited. Seeing the doctor take out a bunch of tubes, she felt numb.

"Does my sister often draw blood?" The doctor patted the crook of the elbow carefully.

"Hey, yes, how did you see that?" Su Nan looked curiously at her elbow.

"There are so many needle holes, I don't know what to do." The doctor smiled.

"It's okay, it's okay, just smoke casually, it doesn't hurt anyway." Su Nan also smiled.

The doctor found the right position and started to change the tube. "It's very brave."

"Because the arterial blood at the root of the thigh was pumped, it was painful, and it didn't come out, it was pricked several times." Su Nan recalled the pain.

"Then come to me next time you draw blood, I'm good at it, it's done." The doctor held the needle with cotton and pulled it out.

"Thank you doctor." Su Nan smiled.

"Hey, my sister didn't take the order." The doctor shouted from behind.

Su Nan ran back to get it, "Thank you, otherwise the result will be gone later."

"It's okay, get well soon." The doctor smiled and called the next person to come over.

Su Nan nodded and went to the second floor to take an electrocardiogram.

"You wait for me outside, the EKG needs to take off your clothes, wait for me outside." Su Nan asked Zhu Hao to wait outside for him to go in first.

"Is that Su Nan?" The doctor looked at the computer list.

"Yes." Su Nan took off her shoes skillfully, lay down and pulled up her clothes and underwear.

The doctor sucked the tube, looked back at the computer and unplugged it, "Okay, wait for the results outside."

Su Nan got up and put on her shoes and called her name as soon as she walked to the door, can't you let me wait a while and give it to me? Su Nan sighed, took the order and thanked her.

"Let's go." Su Nan pulled Zhu Hao away.

"Didn't you say it will be after ten o'clock?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan handing the list in through the door frame, a little puzzled.

"That's right, we need to make an appointment." Su Nan took the completed form and thanked her and got up, "Let's go, let's buy breakfast."

"Did you check?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with a relaxed expression.

"It's all over before ten o'clock, and it will be after ten o'clock." Su Nan pulled Zhu Hao into the small shop.

"Don't look over there, you can only eat corn and tea eggs. Don't think about oden." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan and wanted to go there.

"Okay, okay." Su Nan compromised.

"Just eat plain toast and buy a bottle of milk." Zhu Hao picked up the milk and bread on the shelf to check out.

Su Nan followed Zhu Hao helplessly.

"Where do you want to eat?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"Let's go at the door, there are chairs and air conditioners." Su Nan dragged Zhu Hao away.

"Drink a sip of milk before eating bread." Zhu Hao sat next to Su Nan.

"Okay, okay." Su Nan took a sip of milk and began to eat bread.

Zhu Hao watched Su Nan eat.

"Brother, don't watch me eat, okay? Do you know how to play with your mobile phone?" Su Nan chewed the bread and looked at Zhu Hao.

"Su Nan." Zhu Hao said suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao who was suddenly serious.

Zhu Hao reached out and hugged Su Nan.

"Brother, I still have bread and milk." Su Nan was held in Zhu Hao's arms helplessly.

Zhu Hao hugged him even tighter.

"Brother, can you wait for me to finish eating?" Su Nan asked with difficulty.

Zhu Hao let go of Su Nan and looked at her with a sad face, "You can eat."

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao while eating, "What's the matter?"

"It's okay." Zhu Hao lowered his head.

"I just said yesterday that I have something to say." Su Nan finished drinking the milk and packed the bread, "I can't eat it."

"But you just drank a bottle of milk and two slices of toast." Zhu Hao looked up at Su Nan.

"It makes me sick to eat." Su Nan said goodbye.

"Then I'll buy you oden." Zhu Hao put down the bread and got up.

"Hey, sit down." Su Nan grabbed Zhu Hao and found that he couldn't move him. "Brother, you can sit down first."

Zhu Hao sat down, "You say."

"It's not that I don't like it. I've been like this for the past few days. I haven't gotten used to it yet. This medicine makes me feel uncomfortable after taking a little food. It will be fine after I take it for a long time. Even if you go to buy oden, I will take it." No more, one bite at most." Su Nan explained.

"Then you still ate those things yesterday?" Zhu Hao didn't believe Su Nan.

"Then why do you think so many things were packed?" Su Nan was a little angry when he saw that Zhu Hao didn't believe him.

"Okay, okay, I know, I don't believe you." After speaking, he hugged Su Nan again.

"Brother, why are you so sentimental recently?" Su Nan felt that Zhu Hao was trembling in his arms.

"What's the matter?" Su Nan patted Zhu Hao.

"It would be great if I could meet you sooner." Zhu Hao was a little sad, "Then I can protect you from being hurt."

Su Nan was a little surprised, "Okay, haven't you met now, then you will protect me from now on."

"But I can't be by your side, or I can transfer to a school in your city." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan expectantly.

"You dare! If you dare to turn around, I don't want you anymore." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao seriously, "Do you know what kind of universities are there over there? I tried my best to leave there, you want to come here now? Don't come with me What you say is the same everywhere, it’s different, and the environment there will harm you. You don’t need to change yourself because of me, just continue as you were, okay?”

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with a serious face, "Okay, I promise you."

"Although we can't see each other often, it doesn't mean that we will never see each other, right? And I will come to Hangzhou every month. But let me tell you, if you want to go to class, go to class. If you let me know that you ask for leave Come out and see me, and I will never see you." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao, "Just stand on a high place, do what you like, don't hang around me, I won't leave you. I will try my best to see you, okay? I don't want you to delay your studies because of something about me. I will feel sorry for you. Don't make me feel guilty about you, okay? I'll see then Look, can you come on weekends, or try your best to come when you are free. Then you have to send me the class schedule in the future, no changes are allowed, and let me know that you look good."

"Okay, I see. I promise you." Zhu Hao forced a smile.

"Really." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao with a smile, "Then I'll look at you, you send me the schedule now."

"Okay, okay." Zhu Hao turned on the phone helplessly, "I sent you a WeChat message."

"Give me the phone." Su Nan spread out his hands, "Show me." Su Nan gave Zhu Hao his phone, "Just look at it, the password is your birthday."

Zhu Hao took the phone and gave Su Nan his own.

"Wow, woman, the wallpaper is not mine." Zhu Hao looked at the lock screen, "Sure enough, I still love Wang Yuan the most."

Su Nan shrugged, "Think about it yourself, did you give me a photo?"

"Then you don't take the initiative to ask me for it." Zhu Hao was aggrieved.

"Okay, okay, you'll send it to me later, I'll fix it." Su Nan sighed.

"Then tell me, why did you note the irritable pig?" Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao with a smile.

"Then tell me, why did you note me the handsome guy from Zhejiang University? Are you afraid that others will find out that I am your boyfriend? And why did you block others when you posted our Moments?" Zhu Hao squeezed Su Nan's face.

"Praise you handsome guy, why isn't he a boyfriend? And the head of the person you blocked, I only blocked one person, and that person is my head teacher." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"Okay, I'll let you go." Zhu Hao let go of Su Nan, "Have you ever told anyone around you that I'm your boyfriend?"

"Anyway, everyone who knows me knows." Su Nan pointed to the chat page, "A lot of people came to see me on the day of the official announcement. You can read the chat history yourself."

Su Nan flipped through Zhu Hao's cell phone, it was clean, the album only had his selfies, photos of Su Nan secretly taken, and photos sent to him by Su Nan herself.

WeChat and QQ are also clean, and they are all chatting normally.

There is no other software, just Netease Cloud Music, WeChat, QQ, Baidu, DingTalk and some office software.

"Why is your life so boring?" Su Nan couldn't find anything and returned the phone to Zhu Hao.

"What kind of life does a boy usually have. But, I found out a lot about you, Su Nan." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan and smiled.

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao in a daze.

"This is a boy, I read what you talked about before, so I won't go into details. When you made the official announcement, I read it, two minutes, two minutes after it was sent out, I sent you a message. Zhu Hao put the phone in front of Su Nan.

"Look, I'll read it to you." Zhu Hao picked up his phone.

"Su Nan, are you in love?"

"Ah."

"Very good, I wish you happiness."

"Thank you."

"Hopefully we'll still be friends in the future."

"Ah."

"Listen, listen. What's all this?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"Yeah, look carefully, I didn't reply to him much, okay, one thank you, two um. Is there something wrong?" Su Nan took the phone "Look, except for the day of the official announcement, the last chat records It was before we met."

"Then tell me what's going on with this guy." Zhu Hao turned off his phone.

"Okay, I'll recruit. It's the boy I liked before I met you. But now I have no contact at all." Su Nan swore, "I liked it for more than a year, and then he recruited himself and left, and then slowly faded away. .”

"Then what happened to your last chat record?" Zhu Hao turned on the phone.

"I'm sorry, the things have been received, we probably won't see each other in the future."

"Well, I wish you a bright future and meet better ones."

"Then I never contacted him again. Let me ask, what is it?" Zhu Hao looked up at Su Nan.

"On the day of his graduation ceremony, which was the last day at school, I was away in the morning and went home to the hospital, and I had been on leave for a long time at that time. Then when I returned to school that afternoon, they had already left. He asked me to be in the same class. My classmate gave me something."

"What?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"A little cup of lemon tea, a one-inch photo of him, and a letter. The letter said that he had graduated, and he should not see each other in the future. I hope that I will go to school well, and I hope that I will meet someone better than him in the future." People." Su Nan spread her hands, "That's it, I don't know where his photos and letters have gone. I didn't take them with me when I left school. I drank the lemon tea that day, and it made me have diarrhea."

"Is he handsome?" Zhu Hao pouted and looked at Su Nan.

"Look for yourself, he has a circle of friends, and he is quite narcissistic." Su Nan pointed to the phone in Zhu Hao's hand.

"I'd like to see who you've liked for so long." Zhu Hao turned on his phone, "I'm not as good-looking as I am, why did you fall in love with him?"

"Maybe blind." Su Nan nodded.

"Okay, let me ask you again, why doesn't QQ have any friends?" Zhu Hao opened QQ to Su Nan.

Su Nan suddenly remembered what Su Mu said, and felt a little sad.

"It is to delete some people who are not worth contacting, and after deleting, I find that QQ is empty." Su Nan sighed, "Because QQ is all people I knew before, and I used WeChat later, and QQ has never been used again. "

"Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan, he felt as if he mentioned something that shouldn't be mentioned.

"It's okay, from now on, I'm the one who deserves it." Zhu Hao returned the phone to Su Nan.

"Hey, how many times have you talked before?" Zhu Hao suddenly asked Su Nan.

"Look at the time, it's time, you can go up and check, let's go." Su Nan picked up her things and walked on the road.

"Hey, hey, avoid the topic, how many are there?" Zhu Hao picked up his things and chased after them.

"One by one, you're so noisy." Su Nan hit Zhu Hao while wearing a mask.

"Wow, wow, you are my first love, it's so unfair." Zhu Hao grabbed Su Nan's hand.

"Then you travel back and stop me from being crooked." Su Nan ignored Zhu Hao.

"I'm doing B-ultrasound, why do you follow me in, wait for me outside." Su Nan gave Zhu Hao everything and went in by himself.

"Lie down." The doctor turned the chair.

"Pants down a little." The doctor picked up the B-ultrasound gun and applied something.

Su Nan looked at the dark surroundings, feeling quite nervous.

"Are you peeing now?" the doctor asked.

"Yes, hold on, I'll go to the bathroom when I'm done." Su Nan deliberately didn't go to the bathroom after eating yesterday because she didn't like drinking water.

Sigh, this doctor is really ruthless, it hurts so much.

"Okay, I will get the report from the medical guidance desk later." The doctor gave Su Nan some papers.

After finishing it, Zhu Hao really stood quietly at the door.

"Mu, you go and sit over there. I'll go to the toilet and then get an EEG. You can't go in for an EEG." Su Nan pulled Zhu Hao onto the chair.

"Then hurry up." Zhu Hao urged Su Nan.

Su Nan didn't want to talk to him, she came out of the toilet, went to the place where the EEG was done, just called her name, and went in.

"Leave your hair loose." The doctor picked up a plastic headgear and a pile of things soaked in alcohol.

After wearing it, I took it to another room, connected the device and started "close your eyes, don't sleep and don't move around for [-] minutes."

Su Nan closed her eyes obediently.

At this moment, the time has never been so long. Several times I almost fell asleep and woke up suddenly.

"Okay." The doctor took off the headgear, "I will get the report at the doctor's desk in twenty minutes."

Su Nan got up and tied her hair to find Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao saw Su Nan coming over and beckoning her to sit on the side.

"Just now someone called your name and was holding a piece of paper, so I brought it. Then I scanned the place where the report was taken, and the blood result came out." Zhu Hao pointed to the B-ultrasound sheet and the Several reports.

Su Nan nodded, "Wait a minute, there is still a report that hasn't come out yet."

"It seemed that your teacher was looking for you just now. Look, I dare not turn back." Zhu Hao handed the phone to Su Nan.

Su Nan looked at it, it was to notify the time of the exam, and turned off the phone after receiving it.

"What is it?" Zhu Hao asked.

"Notify the time of the exam, and let me wait at the school gate of the exam room an hour earlier." Su Nan turned her head, "Didn't you see it just now?"

"I just saw a message from someone on WeChat." Zhu Hao scratched his head.

"Su Nan!" The nurse at the medical guidance desk shouted.

"Let's go." Su Nan pulled Zhu Hao up.

"Then go to the doctor now." Zhu Hao held something.

"Yes." Su Nan took all the orders in Zhu Hao's hand and prepared to go to the doctor.

When we got to the door, there were still patients inside. When we got out, Su Nan took Zhu Hao in.

"So fast." The doctor took the order.

Seeing the doctor frowning, Su Nan knew something was wrong.

"The electrocardiogram is still good. There is only one left chest lead with low QRS voltage. You can rest assured." The doctor handed the electrocardiogram to Su Nan.

"The B-ultrasound is still the same as before. There is a little effusion in the pelvic cavity and polycystic changes in both ovaries. It is polycystic ovary syndrome. The weight cannot be higher. Exercise moderately. Do not eat rice at night and drink plenty of water. Don't eat tropical fruits." The doctor gave Su Nan the B-ultrasound sheet, "I really can't get fatter, and I'm responsible for those who are prone to diabetes, so I should pay attention to this."

Su Nan nodded seriously.

"If you look at your EEG again, none of it is normal. It's all high and low, and there are a lot of conclusions." The doctor sighed. so."

Su Nan smiled and scratched her head, "I don't know either."

"Look at your reference value and the measured value, there is a big difference. Look at the reference value of the excitatory transmitter 3 column, which is 162.1, and yours is 2468.53." The doctor put the report in front of Su Nan.

Zhu Hao also lowered his head to see, "Did the doctor explain that something is wrong?"

The doctor smiled, "That must be abnormal anyway."

"She is not ten times different from this one. Look at this serotonin, the reference value is 5, and her result is 122.8. Look at the bottom total power reference value of 1954.14, she is 662, do you think it is normal? "The doctor pointed to the report with a pen again, "Look, it's either a few thousand big, or it's so low that it's almost gone."

"Then what should we do?" Zhu Hao asked.

"Everyone in your family pays more attention to her. How can it go on like this? Change the dressing, add more, add less, and then come once in the last week. If it's not convenient, come once every half a month. Half a month is necessary. Here it comes." The doctor looked at the blood results again.

"Your uric acid is still high, even higher than when you were hospitalized. It's almost [-], more than [-], and you are already hyperuricemia. First of all, whether you have high uric acid symptoms or not, not only It will damage other organs such as liver and kidney, and induce the risk of high blood pressure, diabetes, and coronary heart disease.” The doctor shook his head, “You must drink plenty of water, you know? You don’t even touch the water cup. You can be given an infusion when you’re in the hospital, but you must drink plenty of water when you’re not in the hospital, and if it doesn’t work, ask your brother to supervise you.” The doctor looked at Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao nodded obediently.

"Then your testosterone is also ridiculously high. T3T4 is also ridiculously low. Then you look at your normal indicators, there are not many, and they are all hovering at the edge of the reference range. Hey." The doctor returned the report to the doctor. Su Nan started typing, "Try not to get in touch with people or things that affect your emotions in normal life. How can there be anything more important than yourself? It's better to be selfish."

Su Nan nodded, "Doctor Zhang, what is testosterone?"

The doctor turned his head and looked at Su Nan, "It means that there are too many male hormones in the body, which can easily cause irregular menstruation, amenorrhea, and less menstruation. If this continues, it will directly affect the ovarian function of women, which will directly affect fertility. It may cause infertility. So you should pay attention."

Su Nan nodded.

"Look at the tongue coating." The doctor looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan stuck out her tongue.

"Your humidity is too heavy, and your anger is too strong." The doctor sighed, "Take my pulse again."

Su Nan held out her hand.

"Look, don't do self-harm, there are scars on your wrists, girls don't look good like this in summer." The doctor took a pulse, "The other hand."

Su Nan quickly switched hands.

"Hey, it's still the same." The doctor turned his head and started working on the computer.

"Go and pay for the medicine, and I'll tell you how to take it." The doctor gave the list to Su Nan.

Su Nan got up to thank her and turned to close the door.

"Get the report for me." Su Nan gave the report to Zhu Hao, "I'll pay for the medicine."

"Wow." Su Nan looked at the money displayed on the machine and was taken aback. "I really can't afford it."

"So you should get well soon." Zhu Hao was startled when he saw the price.

"It's fine if I don't read it." Su Nan tore off the list.

"You dare." Zhu Hao punched Su Nan.

"I'll give you the number list. You wait to get the medicine at the medicine pick-up window with my name on it, and then wait for me here." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"You don't want me anymore?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan in shock.

"Crazy, I have a few boxes of medicine to get there." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao with a look of disgust.

"No. I will go wherever you go." Zhu Hao tugged at Su Nan.

"Go away and wait for me here." Su Nan stared at Zhu Hao.

"Okay." Zhu Hao let go of Su Nan.

Su Nan shook her head and went out to get the medicine.

I have to say, sure enough, the special order of medicine is even more outrageous, more than [-] boxes per box, and there are five boxes left.

Going to Zhu Hao with the medicine, Zhu Hao stood there holding the medicine, Su Nan really couldn't laugh or cry, everyone passing by would look at him.

Zhu Hao saw Su Nan coming, and hurried over, "She doesn't give the bag."

"I didn't have a bag." Su Nan piled the medicine he just brought into Zhu Hao's hands. "Here, I'll go buy a bag."

Zhu Hao obediently took the medicine and followed Su Nan.

"Okay, get down." Su Nan opened the bag.

Crash, the bag is full.

"Go to the doctor." Su Nan dragged Zhu Hao away.

The doctor ordered verbally, and told Zhu Hao to listen carefully, don't worry, each medicine is marked on it. "As a family member, you must take care of the medicine and prevent the behavior of swallowing a large amount of medicine, and you must also watch when you take the medicine, so as to prevent it from being thrown away or take less. You may hide it and then save the medicine and swallow it yourself. Be a snack for the parents." The doctor told Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao nodded obediently.

Su Nan walked out of the doctor's office and sighed, "Every time I come for the examination and medicine, the cost is close to tens of thousands. It's not worth it. I really don't want to see it."

"You don't have to worry about the money, just treat the disease well." Zhu Hao touched Su Nan's little head, "Let's go, I'll take you to eat delicious food."

"No, you can take me to the high-speed rail station." Su Nan led Mr. Zhu Hao.

"Have you bought the ticket?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"I asked them, you have classes very early in the afternoon, and you actually have classes this morning, right? I bought a high-speed rail ticket two hours later, and it will take about [-] minutes to get there. You can accompany me again After half an hour, I'll go in, and you go back to school right away." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"Guys who value sex over friends, promise to keep it a secret." Zhu Hao sighed.

"Everyone is thinking of you too. What if you are caught skipping class? Be obedient." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"Anyway, the previous hospitalization has fallen behind a lot." Zhu Hao didn't dare to look at Su Nan.

"You really need to ask for leave for something. It's different now, be obedient." Su Nan led Zhu Hao, "Let's go, I called Didi, and I'm almost at the door."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Zhu Hao followed Su Nan in frustration.

In the car.

"Don't keep staring at me, okay? I can't run away." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao helplessly.

"Run away." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"It's not like I'm not coming anymore? Am I right? And I can contact you on my mobile phone." Su Nan stroked Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao held Su Nan's hand tightly.

"Did you just fall in love?" The driver looked at Zhu Hao from the rearview mirror.

"Not long ago." Su Nan replied.

"No wonder, hahahahahahahahahaha, it's normal, let's have a long-distance relationship, let's see if I'm sending my girlfriend to take the high-speed rail?" The driver smiled.

"Yes, uncle, how did you see it?" Zhu Hao asked curiously.

"It's all here, you are really young, hahahahahaha." The driver asked again, "Are you still studying?"

"Well, I'm studying at Zhejiang University." Zhu Hao replied.

"It's a good school, study hard, and you can live the life you want in the future. Unlike my son, who doesn't care about studying at all, and doesn't expect anything from him. I only hope that he will be healthy and happy." The driver said with a smile.

"Then you won't blame him for not reading?" Zhu Hao asked.

"He doesn't understand those big principles. It's useless for me to say it like this. It's his own life anyway, so he just needs to be happy." The driver said with a smile.

"That's great, you should be considered a good father." Zhu Hao smiled.

"It doesn't count, I didn't educate him well. He is studying in a vocational school now, and he doesn't pay attention. It's because I didn't teach him well." The driver shook his head.

"You are already better than many fathers." Zhu Hao smiled.

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao, obviously feeling his loss.

Su Nan held his hand tightly.

Zhu Hao looked down at Su Nan.

Su Nan smiled, "It's okay, I'm here."

Zhu Hao smiled.

"The relationship is so good. It's so good to be young. I think back then I chased my wife vigorously, and it was the same when I first started dating. Thinking about it now, it was so good at that time." The driver smiled.

"It's okay to have the present now. Young people pursue vigor and vitality, and they only want to be safe and stable in their later years." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with a smile.

"Yeah, the young man is worthy of being a young man, he thinks better than an old man like me." The driver praised Zhu Hao.

"No, no, no, you are being humble." Zhu Hao was still embarrassed.

"Long-distance relationships are all about trust. People like you who have just started are most likely to have emotional crises. Really, you have to trust each other, and you can tell what you have. It is most likely to cause problems if you hold it in your heart, and it is the easiest There was a misunderstanding. Young people, don’t think I’m long-winded. Let me tell you quietly, I’ve had a long-distance relationship with my wife before. At that time, how could technology be so advanced now? When you turn on your mobile phone, you can contact people abroad. If you want to go Which mobile phone will get a ticket, and you will leave in minutes. In the past, there was only that kind of Nokia, but I didn’t have the money to buy it. They were all public phones. That’s it, because I seldom meet and make limited calls. What’s the problem? Misunderstanding Ah, it piled up there, and then it turned yellow. So my wife is from the same school later, because I suffered from the previous loss. But you are different now. You can see each other whenever you want, and you can chat whenever you want. It is not easy to meet, There are even fewer suitable ones. Cherish the person in front of you.” The driver sighed, as if recalling the past, smiled and stopped talking.

"Did you hear that, if you have something to talk about, we will meet when you think about it. But the premise of meeting is that your life will not be delayed. We are different. I can come to you at any time, but you can't, do you know?" Su Nan Looking at Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao nodded, "Got it."

"Okay, young man, here we are, remember the five-star praise!" The uncle opened the door for Su Nan enthusiastically.

Su Nan thanked him and closed the car door and watched the uncle go away, "That uncle is not bad."

Zhu Hao nodded, "It's the first time I've met such a talking driver."

Su Nan and Zhu Hao stood at the entrance of the station.

"Aren't you hungry?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan shook her head, "I didn't eat until late, and I arrived in no time. There is a bus next to the high-speed rail station that goes straight to my house. Instead, it's you, who had breakfast so early, what will happen to you later, go eat something on the way Go to class."

"Okay, got it, you're so wordy." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"What's the matter, I can't be long-winded. Show me what I will eat later." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"Okay, okay." Zhu Hao nodded.

"The time is almost up, there are still [-] minutes left for the departure, I'm going in." Su Nan looked at the time and looked up at Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao hugged Su Nan, "This time, don't suddenly change someone across the screen, okay?"

Su Nan patted him on the back, "Absolutely not."

Zhu Hao let go of Su Nan, "Get out of the car safely and send a message."

Su Nan nodded, took the things, put on the mask and turned away.

After showing the health code and going in, Su Nan turned around to see if Zhu Hao had left.

I saw Zhu Hao standing outside, and I saw Su Nan turning around and waving.

Su Nan also waved her hand and pointed to the inside to indicate that she was about to go in.

Zhu Hao nodded.

Su Nan sighed, took out her ID card and entered the station.

Su Nan didn't recover until she got on the high-speed rail and sat down.

Su Nan looked at the unchanging scenery outside the window.

It always feels like only three days have passed in a month.

Go home from Hangzhou, go to Hangzhou from home, and go home from Hangzhou.

"What are you thinking, you're not listening to music this time?"

Su Nan turned to look at the hero who suddenly appeared.

"Why don't you change your clothes?" Su Nan looked at the hero.

"Do you think I need to change clothes?" Da Xia looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan nodded woodenly, "Don't disturb me."

The hero sighed and disappeared.

I don't know why, Su Nan is very tired at this moment.

Su Nan leaned against the window, even if the sun came in, she didn't want to get up and draw the curtains.

Su Nan was enveloped by sudden sleepiness.

"Go to sleep."

A voice told Su Nan.

Su Nan slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep after a while.

But what she didn't know was that the voice just made was Su Mu.

Su Mu sat opposite Su Nan and looked at Su Nan who was sleeping soundly.

"Don't go too far." The hero sat beside Su Nan.

"Do you have the right to say that about me?" Su Mu looked at the hero coldly.

"Compared to you, you have more ill intentions towards her, right?" Su Mu looked at the hero.

"Don't play with fire and kill yourself." The hero looked at Su Mu.

"That's also thanks to you, the person who has been manipulating her consciousness. Huh?" Su Mu looked at the hero.

"Do you think I don't know, you are her dark side." Su Mu looked at the hero and smiled.

"I'm doing it for her own good." The hero looked at Su Mu, "Instead, you've been messing things up."

"Yo yo yo, for her own good. You are exactly the same as this subject. I think you are God." Su Mu looked at the sleeping Su Nan, "What a poor man."

"What about you?" The hero looked at Su Mu.

"At least I know better than you." Su Mu crossed his legs, "What kind of life can a cowardly but noble person live? He only knows the truth all day long. Isn't it you? Oh, I can't say it's you, she After all, you are a person, you are just an obsession she released from her consciousness."

"Aren't you? Aren't you just a part of her?" The hero frowned and looked at Su Mu.

"I didn't say I wasn't. Compared to my direct replacement, your behind-the-scenes manipulation is more terrifying." Su Mu looked at the hero, "You have been preventing her from getting better. It's because you know how to do it. You're going to disappear. You're the one who wants to take your place."

"What about you? How dare you say otherwise?" Da Xia didn't want to argue with her.

"I just want to experience it. Haven't you ever thought about why you have already released you and created me?" Su Mu looked out of the window, "The world is not worth my efforts to stay." Su Mu looked back Da Xia "Because her subconscious wants to drive you away to save herself."

The hero looked at Su Nan who was sleeping beside him.

"Don't forget, you are different from her. We are the same." Su Mu looked at Su Nan, "She has been wandering in the dark for too long."

"Don't blame me for not warning you." The hero looked at Su Mu. "Sooner or later, the third obsession will be released."

"So? Did you just have one more opponent?" Su Mu shook his head, "The light brought by that kid's appearance is what she needs."

"What can a little furry boy bring?" Da Xia smiled.

"Not only him, but also others he brought to Su Nan, whether it's new people or new perspectives." Su Mu looked at Su Nan, "After all, we are just another self in her mind."

"I know." The hero looked at Su Mu.

"I just want to remind you that both of us are actually her, both surnamed Su. As long as she doesn't want to, we will disappear. But you must also be clear, we only have two results. She dies, and we follow her consciousness Disappear together. She is alive and getting better slowly, and we will also disappear slowly." Su Mu leaned on the table, "No matter what, we will disappear."

"It's almost time to stop, wake her up." The hero looked at Su Nan and then at Su Mu.

"You have to think clearly. Su Xia." Su Mu stood up.

The hero looked at Su Mu and nodded.

Su Mu moved closer to Su Nan's ear, "It's time to wake up."

Su Nan woke up suddenly, the surroundings were empty, and he touched his head as if he had slept for a long time.

"We've arrived at Yunshi Station, passengers please get off."

Yay, it's the stop, Su Nan hurriedly got off the car with her stuff.

Daxia and Su Mu looked at Su Nan's back.

"Go back." The hero sighed.

"Let's go." Su Mu smiled.

Su Nan sat on the bus, looking at the familiar scenery outside.

This time, it's really me.

(End of this chapter)