departure tomorrow

Chapter 59 About Those Little Things
I don't know why, but since I got sick, the time has become doubled in Su Nan's place, and it's the kind that can format.

It seems to be slowly forgetting something.

It's very strange, I am slowly forgetting the beautiful things, and all that remains in my mind are memories that I can't bear to look back on.

Even in the dream, she couldn't let herself go. She seemed to be...sprinkling salt on the wound again and again, pulling herself to the bottom of the sea time and time again.

Her world has somehow become very messy.

Many people reached out to her again and again and let her go.

until she was the only one left.

Su Nan sat on the bed and wiped the sweat off her forehead.

This has been countless nights where I have been woken up from nightmares.

Su Nan got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face, looking at herself in the mirror, bloated and pale, like a corpse soaked in formalin.

Su Nan went back to bed and tried to fall asleep again, but no matter how hard she tried, it didn't help.

"If you can't sleep, don't force yourself to sleep."

Su Nan opened her eyes and looked at the hero sitting by the bed, then looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table, it was only three o'clock.

"Want to watch the sunrise?" Su Nan tilted her head and looked at the hero.

"Where is the sunrise at three o'clock?" The hero looked at Su Nan.

"Yes." The hero looked at Su Nan with a smile.

Su Nan suddenly felt very sleepy, and the hero in front of him became more and more blurred.

Su Nan looked at the vast expanse of whiteness all around, is this, is it already in a dream?

"Su Nan."

A very gentle voice called Su Nan's name.

Su Nan turned her head and looked at the hero who stretched out her hand.

Su Nan stretched out his hand to hold the hero.

The moment Su Nan took the hero's hand, the surrounding environment began to change drastically.

After a while they came to the top of a mountain.

"Wow."

Su Nan looked at everything in front of her.

Occasionally, a few birds pass by on the mountaintop surrounded by clouds and mist. The misty surroundings are gray and white, and the pale orange light in the distance is extraordinarily warm. After a while, the color of the rising sun slowly leaks out from the middle. Appears vibrant.The dew streaked across Su Nan's clothes, the clouds and mists gradually dispersed, the sun shone on the earth, birds were singing from all around, and the temperature gradually rose, everything was warm.

Everything is so real at this moment.

It is obviously a very warm picture, but in Su Nan's eyes, it is sad.

"It's okay." The hero patted Su Nan on the shoulder.

Su Nan looked at the hero, and didn't know why, the hero was there when Su Nan needed someone, and he knew Su Nan's problems very well.Although Su Nan knew that the hero was not a fantasy, but at this moment the hero was standing in front of him, smiling at her.

"No one can remember everything that happened." The hero touched Su Nan's head.

"But I seem to... I can only remember bad things... I seem to have forgotten something." Su Nan was a little sad.

"Take your time, it will be fine." The hero comforted Su Nan.

"Hopefully, the past will eventually pass away." Su Nan murmured to himself.

"Why hold on to the past?" The hero couldn't understand Su Nan.

"Maybe it's because things are not going well right now." Su Nan sighed.

"Then how could it be..." The hero still didn't understand.

"I think every day, if I didn't have that choice at the beginning, would the result be better than now, thinking about it, I got involved, and then slowly, the good memories disappeared, leaving only some things that I couldn't face things." Su Nan looked at the sunrise a little fascinated, because it was unreal, the sunrise lasted for an extraordinarily long time.

"What's the use of thinking about it again? Can you start over? No way. Su Nan, the past is the past, and regrets are regrets for the rest of your life." The hero didn't say anything more.

"I understand the truth, but it's so difficult..." Su Nan shook her head.

"Let me take you somewhere." The hero took Su Nan's hand.

Su Nan looked up and saw the smiling hero, and his hanging heart gradually eased.

"Then let the good things start again." The hero looked at Su Nan and smiled.

Su Nan looked at the hero with inexplicable peace of mind.

The hero clenched Su Nan's hand, and the scene changed rapidly.

"Xiao Qi, let's go."

Su Nan and Daxia looked at the child in front of them, it was Su Nan when he was young.

Su Nan remembered.

The Xiaoqi she was talking about was a dilapidated and abandoned single skateboard shoe. There was a rope tied to the shoe, and Su Nan was on the other end of the rope.

For Su Nan at that time, Xiao Qi was her baby and also a friend, and she would be pulled by her wherever she went, and she would tell Xiao Qi about anything.

"Xiao Qi, I seem to be gaining weight again." Su Nan dragged Xiao Qi into the mountains.

This is at grandma's house.

Su Nan likes staying at her grandmother's house very much, because here she can abandon all the bad things and live a quiet life.Except for her grandmother who loves her very much, there is nothing here, which is very good.

Su Nan pulled Xiao Qi to sit on the hillside, looking at the scenery outside.

"Xiao Qi, the outside world is really big, isn't it?" Su Nan looked at Xiao Qi.

"I'm really happy, right?" Su Nan said to herself when she was young.

"Is this really beautiful?" Su Nan looked at the heroes beside him.

The hero didn't speak and still looked at the young Su Nan.

"Because of Xiaoqi, Su Nan is very happy." Su Nan asked and answered when she was young.

"At that time, you really felt happy." The hero looked at Su Nan.

"That's right, because Su Nan was alone at that time." Su Nan looked at herself when she was a child.

"It's a pity, Xiao Qi was lost in the end." Su Nan sighed.

"You have to believe that Xiao Qi will always be by your side." The hero said to Su Nan.

The scene changed again, and came to a small stream.

"Wow, Su Nan is here to take a picture." Xu Linlin called Su Nan.

Looking at the familiar scenes and people, Su Nan's memory was slowly ignited.

It was my classmate's birthday that day. At that time, seven of them had a good relationship, so they made an appointment to have a picnic.

"Here we come." Su Nan washed her hands and rushed over.

"One, two, three! Eggplant!" Xu Linlin held up his phone and pressed the shutter.

"Come, come, take a look." One of them shouted.

"Hey, here's another one." Su Nan looked at herself with her mouth crooked and shook her head.

"Okay, okay, start again, one, two, three eggplants!"

"Oh, it's a good one now."

"Let's send it to the group."

"Hahahahahahahahahaha Su Nan, your mouth is full of tears."

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"

Su Nan looked at the scene in front of him, and sighed involuntarily, "I used to think that friendship would last forever, but I didn't expect it..."

Because it was a friendship of seven people, something went wrong after a long time, it fell apart, and finally broke up unhappy.

Also made a lot of small thoughts.

Ugh……

"At least it used to be beautiful, wasn't it? It's also happy to recall." The hero smiled.

"Actually, there are many good memories... It's just that the result is not very good." Su Nan lowered her head.

"Beautiful is beautiful, and nothing can replace it." The hero looked at Su Nan.

The surrounding scene changed rapidly.

There is a scene where Xu Linlin and Xu Linlin are amused by watching a movie... There is a picture of him hugging and apologizing when he loses his temper with his ex-boyfriend... There is a picture of himself winning an award and receiving a certificate... There is a scene with Wang Li Hui squatting on the side of the road and eating spicy noodles... There is a scene with Zhu Hao...

"There are many happy faces, but you just ignore them." The hero looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan looked at the scenes that flashed like a movie, and suddenly she didn't feel so sad.

"I'm actually happy, right?" Su Nan looked at the hero.

The hero was silent, and nodded after thinking for a while.

"I see." Su Nan smiled.

"Just understand." The hero smiled at Su Nan and waved his hand.

Su Nan only felt that the sky was dark and the earth was dark, and then woke up.

The darkness has faded, and the light is ushered in.

Its daybreak.

Su Nan sat up and looked out the window under the bright sun, and then looked at the time, it was already eight o'clock.

When she got up, her mother was cooking breakfast. Seeing the busy figure, Su Nan suddenly felt enlightened.

Maybe, this is happiness.

(End of this chapter)