departure tomorrow

Chapter 38 Go where you want to go
Head... very dizzy... so dizzy that Su Nan didn't know whether she was still alive or not. The long light bulbs on top of her head turned into a dozen or so spinning in her eyes, and her limbs seemed to be bound by some invisible force. Unable to move a single point on the bed, unable to utter a single sound from her throat, the surroundings suddenly became a strange environment, boundless darkness surrounded her... icy cold... she only felt the biting cold... felt that she was floating Get up... It's getting harder to breathe... Is it finally over... Su Nan closes her eyes and doesn't struggle anymore...

"You can open your eyes."

Su Nan seemed to be released suddenly, gasping for breath, opened her eyes suddenly, surrounded by the familiar whiteness, at this moment in front of her was a hero.

"It's okay, it was her just now..."

"Thank you." Su Nan interrupted the hero and raised her head to look at him with tears in her eyes. For a moment just now, she thought that she was really going to end, but in fact, at that moment... she was in a relaxed mood. , but more is not reconciled...

The hero looked at Su Nan who didn't know what he was thinking at this moment and sighed. With a wave of his hand, the white mist around him began to gather, turning from white to gray to black, and finally turned into a bright starry sky.

"Wow, how do you know that I like the starry sky!" Su Nan looked around, the boundless starry sky, stepping on the starry sky, shooting stars passing by, but passing through it with his hand, Su Nan knew that all this was fake, But still very happy.

"Guess." The hero looked at Su Nan with a smile, "Look at it to your heart's content, and when you want to see it."

"The stars are so bright." Su Nan didn't know why and didn't want to pursue anything. At this moment, she just wanted to sit quietly. Unlike me, there is darkness around me."

"Su Nan, if you think about it this way, you live in darkness, just like the whole universe, but it doesn't matter. Do you think the darker the sky, the brighter the stars you can see? Then do you know why? Because the universe is illuminated by the sun, and there is always someone or something or some belief, even yourself can become your own sun."

Su Nan smiled and looked at the serious Zhu Hao in front of him, "Thank you, hero."

But no matter how bright the stars in the night sky are, there will be a day when dark clouds will cover them. Besides, how can a person who has no stars in his heart shine.

Su Nan lay on the starry sky and looked at the hero sitting beside him. Fortunately, no matter whether the existence of the hero is true or not, at least the hero has actually existed in Su Nan's memory now.

"Su Nan, I hope you are well." The hero sighed and lay down next to Su Nan, and looked sideways at Su Nan, "Do you have any wishes?"

Su Nan was a little at a loss looking at the hero at such a close distance, and joked, "Why...how can I fulfill my three wishes?"

The hero noticed Su Nan's nervousness and stopped looking at her, turned over and looked at the starry sky, "I don't have that ability, I just ask."

Su Nan thought for a while, "I want to have a boyfriend."

The hero smiled, "This is not easy."

"No, just kidding, I'm just a little curious, why some people's love is always so easy and effortless." Su Nan looked at the starry sky and said weakly, always feeling as if there was some kind of jack on her chest heart.

"Su Nan, you have to understand a truth. It's really not easy to love this kind of thing. Whether it's your parents, your partner, or your friends, it's not easy to gather people who really love you." Hero Suddenly, he spoke to Su Nan earnestly and earnestly.

"But isn't it natural for parents to give birth to children and love them?" Su Nan was a little puzzled.

"Then why is there domestic violence, killing children, and abandoning babies?"

"That's a minority, okay, you just don't understand the world." Su Nan disagreed with the hero.

"There are a lot of unfortunate people in this world, there are also a lot of lucky people, and there are also a lot of ordinary people, it's just that you just don't know it."

"No, no, the more you talk, the more confused you are. It's as if you know everything. Let me understand..." Su Nan didn't understand what the hero meant.

"Su Nan, what I want you to know is that love is not easy. If you meet, you must cherish it. It's not that you are here to fight for more good people or more bad people, and..." What else did the hero want to say, after thinking about Su Nan This brain, forget it, let’s not talk about it.

"And what?" Su Nan asked.

"No, no, um, is there any place you want to go?" The hero hurriedly put aside the topic, "This is in a dream, it can satisfy you!"

"I hope I can escape from everything, go to a quiet place where there is only one person, go to a place where there is no sound, no word, don't listen to anyone, don't worry about anyone, don't care about anything, nothing happens, don't be careful No need to suppress everything, no need to be pitiful, no need to worry about being afraid of losing, let alone owning, and even less needing to lose, just sit there and watch the sunrise, dusk, sunset and starry sky, don’t bother with anything, don’t take medicine to get sick and let me Fate on its own, and turn into a gust of wind after death. It's like a place I've never been in." Su Nan said all this flatly.

The hero was a little unresponsive.

"Hmm... isn't there?" Su Nan saw that the hero didn't respond.

"Ah, no, no, how could it not be possible?" The hero calmed down, waved his sleeves, and came to a grass field. It was just at the time of sunrise, and there was still a little dew on the grass. When he sat down, his pants were wet, Funny.

"Why did you bring me here?"

"Take you to a quiet place to enjoy the end of the day." The hero pulled Su Nan to sit down, "Come on, it's sunrise."

Su Nan smiled, and the hero seemed to be herself, knowing everything about her, caring for her, taking care of her, protecting her, and loving her.

If only everything could be as beautiful as this dream.

It would be great if people could just end like this.

"Stop thinking about it, live well." The hero held Su Nan's hand tightly.

Su Nan smiled and didn't think about anything anymore, just looked at the slowly rising sun and imagined the future. In the days to come, she would live a good life and no longer get sick. Although she was still alone, she no longer shed tears .

Just sitting like this, watching the sun turn into a full moon, the hero got up and pulled Su Nan up, "Come on, finally realize your wish, where you want to go, think about it, and go to another place, you should wake up gone."

Su Nan pouted, "Can't we continue tomorrow night?"

The hero rolled his eyes, "I'm not the omnipotent elder brother."

"Okay, let me think about it." Su Nan rubbed her head, "I think... take me to the TFBOYS [-]th anniversary concert!"

The hero was completely speechless, "Didn't they have their tenth anniversary yet? Which one should I give you to change? Besides, why don't you go and see it after the tenth anniversary? You fake fan."

Su Nan didn't know what to say, "But I... I'm just afraid... I won't have this chance to watch..."

The hero immediately knew what she meant. "Bah bah bah! Can you say something auspicious! I promise you! But you must promise me too! You have to watch it in real life!"

"Okay!" Su Nan promised immediately after hearing the hero's promise.

In fact, to tell the truth, the hero's virtual environment was created by the consciousness in Su Nan's mind, but unexpectedly, it was unexpectedly good.

Su Nan sat in the front and enjoyed it. This is a pain for the hero. Although it is fake, who would think that the things in the dream are fake when dreaming.

The screams of the fans, the deafening music, and the three people on the huge stage have light in Su Nan's eyes.

Immersed in it all the way, the hero seems to be a transparent person, this may be a groupie, alas, the hero does not understand.

The hero was trying to figure out how to shield these voices, when suddenly the audience fell silent, the hero who was used to the noise was caught off guard by the sudden silence and asked Su Nan next to him what was going on.

"Shut up, this is the last song, and it's their first debut song "Heart"." After finishing speaking, Su Nan made a booing gesture to make the hero shut up. The hero looked at the tearful Su Nan didn't dare to say anything, she wanted to remind her that it was a fake, and she was afraid of being beaten, so she decided to forget it and just stay by her side in silence.

Time passed quickly, the crowd gradually dispersed, the surroundings began to spin, and then returned to the original whiteness.

Su Nan didn't seem to notice this, she just sat on the ground blankly, not knowing what she was thinking.

"Su Nan...it's over..." The hero reminded Su Nan.

"I know..." Su Nan responded in a low voice.

"How about? Do it again?" The hero was a little at a loss.

"No need. It's over." Su Nan murmured, "It's over."

I won't be stupid...

"I'm fine." Su Nan adjusted, "Thank you, hero!"

"Ah, you're welcome, you're welcome."

"You know...the three of them...haven't fit together for a long, long time..." Su Nan suddenly felt very disappointed.

"No way? Aren't they a group? Flying solo?" Da Xia asked.

"Bah bah bah! You can pull it down! They are TFBOYS. Forget it, I can't tell you clearly." Su Nan shook her head.

"Let me go back." Su Nan stood up and looked at the hero.

"Ah? Good, good." The hero stood up straight and coughed twice.

……

"All right."

"Enough?"

"All right."

"Then why didn't..." Su Nan lost consciousness as soon as the voice fell... One night without dreams... I don't know how long I slept, but I woke up feeling very tired and tired, as if I hadn't slept for a week, and the memories slowly flooded into my heart , ah, I remembered it all...

Thank you, hero.

"You're welcome, my little Su Nan."

"I'm sorry, my little Su Nan..."

(End of this chapter)