departure tomorrow

Chapter 26 Aggravated illness
Su Nan gnawed on the corn Zhu Hao bought for her and sat on the bed looking at the empty bed where Jiang Ziwen used to be.

"Don't look, even if you look through, you won't be able to see a Jiang Ziwen." Zhu Hao sat down and gnawed on the corn.

"Zhu Hao, why don't we go out for a walk?" Su Nan turned around and asked Zhu Hao unreasonably.

Zhu Hao was stunned for a moment, and said, "Yes, I'll ask the doctor if it's okay."

Su Nan watched Zhu Hao walk out, then gnawed on the corn again in a daze, Qi Yuan stood staring at Su Nan with the salt water hanging on her face, not knowing what she was thinking, and her eyes were teary, flickering inexplicably.

"Hey, why do you feel like you're going to cry? It's a good thing Jiang Ziwen was discharged from the hospital. Why are you crying?" Zhu Hao hurriedly took out a tissue and gave it to Su Nan.

"It's all right, what did the doctor say?" Su Nan looked up at Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao looked distressed, "It's not very good...or just walk in the corridor, after all, it's midnight."

"Okay then." Su Nan didn't have any fluctuations, immersed in the scene of gnawing corn.

"Okay, okay, let go of that corn, I beg you, go for a walk." Zhu Hao let go of the corn in Su Nan's hand, pulled Su Nan up and walked out.

"Don't be so sad, let's send Jiang Ziwen a WeChat message." Zhu Hao looked at the indifferent Su Nan and said with a smile.

"Okay." Zhu Hao picked up his phone to contact Jiang Ziwen.

"Don't stay for a while longer." Su Nan regretted it just after sending it out. No one wants others to stay in the hospital for a while.

"I'm not going to cry when I'm with you"

"You're not here anymore." Su Nan suddenly felt a little wronged.

"Maybe we'll meet again"

"You won't let me take you to the door." Su Nan complained a little.

"It will be even more sad if you give it away, and the two of you will be in a mess by then."

Su Nan thought for a while, "That's fine if I'm squatting alone, it's weird for you to be squatting outside alone."

"Haha, that's right, otherwise how would you go out with makeup on?"

Su Nan thought about it, it made sense, "Forget it, I forgive you."

Jiang Ziwen on the other end of WeChat couldn't laugh or cry, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what are you going to do if you don't forgive me."

Su Nan replied angrily, "Draw a circle in my heart every day to curse you and make you sneeze every day."

"This seems a bit difficult, I can't hear it." I don't know if Jiang Ziwen sighed, but she said, "The only regret is that I forgot to take a photo with you."

"Hey, let you go so fast, leave regrets."

"Okay, you go to the treatment, I'm going to get in the car."

Su Nan was a little bit reluctant, but there was no way, "Okay, bye."

Zhu Hao looked at their chat records and sighed, "There is no way when the time is up, you have heard what the doctor said, and our disease cannot be cured, and it is impossible to live forever. Jiang Ziwen's discharge from the hospital is certain. of."

Su Nan looked at the eloquent Zhu Hao and laughed, "Okay, sister, let's go for a stroll in the corridor." After speaking, he pulled Zhu Hao to walk.

Zhu Hao looked at the little man who was holding his hand and smiled helplessly, if he wanted to hold it like this, he should hold it like this.

Walking into the sun room, it was pitch black outside, and the floating dark clouds shrouded the moon, causing the moon to appear faintly on the ground.

"It seems that tomorrow will be a good weather." Su Nan admired, "The night sky in spring..."

"The bright moon hangs high in the night sky, and it is spring now." Zhu Hao suddenly said with a smile.

Su Nan gave Zhu Hao a blank look, "I know you have a high level of education, but there's no need to do this, okay?"

Zhu Hao ignored Su Nan, "Then I'll give you another sentence, "The moon meets the clouds, the flowers meet the wind, the night sky tonight is beautiful. "After speaking, Zhu Hao looked down at Su Nan.

Su Nan couldn't understand what Zhu Hao said, only knew that the words were very cultured, "As expected of a college student, it's different."

Zhu Hao smiled bitterly, "You will know later."

Su Nan is still confused, what are you talking about?

Zhu Hao draped Su Nan's shoulders, "Okay! Tonight's night is beautiful and the wind is gentle, suitable for lying in bed."

Su Nan felt a little regretful, "Didn't you say go away? This is gone?"

"Gone."

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"It's so boring. There is no Jiang Ziwen's room, so it's so quiet." Su Nan fell asleep on the bed.

"Isn't there still me?" Zhu Hao also leaned against Su Nan in a paralyzed sleeping position.

Su Nan pushed Zhu Hao away, "Pull it, what's the use?"

Zhu Hao turned around and looked at Su Nan, who was a little hard to speak, because he knew that if he said it, she would collapse again after finally calming down.

Su Nan couldn't help laughing at Zhu Hao, who had a grim and constipated face, "Brother, what are you doing?"

"I called you to attend the class." Zhu Hao stood up with a bang and pulled Su Nan up, "Doctor Hou is giving a lecture today, why don't you go?"

Su Nan got up helplessly and followed.

But Su Nan always felt weird, it was not that simple.It was as if Zhu Hao was hiding something from her.

Qi Yuan didn't know when she started following them, which startled Su Nan.

"I'm going to my sister, can I make a little noise when I walk? It's scary." Su Nan patted his chest.

"I'm leaving tomorrow too." It was the first time that Qi Yuan calmly said so much to Su Nan, "I don't need anyone to escort me, just go by myself."

Su Nan nodded, inexplicably feeling that her sister was in danger.

After my sister finished speaking, she walked quickly to the activity room.

Su Nan stared blankly at Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao smiled and patted Su Nan's head, "If you don't want to, you don't want to. Everyone has their own way of life, so you can't force it."

After speaking, Zhu Hao took Su Nan's hand into the activity room.

Today I will talk about whether patients with severe depression can receive MACD treatment.

In fact, for Su Nan, this is useless at all.

Therapy is the temporary or permanent removal of a part of your memory.But the price it brings is particularly high.Such as mental retardation.There are also many aspects that will become a walking dead who is not like a normal person.This is in Su Nan's eyes.

Doctor Hou stood on it and talked vividly.Su Nan listened absently.

Even when the time comes, everyone will be discharged from the hospital one after another.They all said that they had already lived for more than ten days, and the day when they were discharged from the hospital was getting closer and closer.

But Su Nan couldn't accept it.After finally getting to know each other, they will gradually start to fight, and finally they will be separated.Although it was said that she was discharged from the hospital, it was obviously a good thing for her.But Su Nan felt sad.

Very heavy sadness, this one after another, is destined to repeat itself again and again in the future, and the first sadness was brought by Jiang Ziwen.

So Su Nan didn't like making friends at all, or even meeting people.Not to mention taking the initiative to contact people, because she knows that being friends will one day face separation, and he can't face this kind of separation, so he simply rejects the source.

Su Nan was inexplicably irritated, and touched Zhu Hao beside him, "What should I do, I seem to be ill again and excited and irritable. I really want to hit someone now, but I am very excited."

Zhu Hao was a little confused, "Then let's go out first. I, I, and I will take you to see a doctor."

Zhu Hao motioned to the doctor, then helped Su Nan to the doctor's office.

Seeing Su Nan being helped in by Zhu Hao, Dr. Mao sighed, "What's going on again?"

Su Nan sat down with trembling hands, "I'm just excited and furious, should I just give medicine?"

Su Nan is used to the process.

"It's definitely not okay for you to look like this all the time, ah, take medicine whenever you have a situation, take medicine whenever you have a situation, you will become addicted, just like your wrist." The doctor looked at Su Nan's wrist after finishing speaking .

Su Nan hid her wrist in her sleeve and ignored the doctor's words.

"Let me tell you about your situation. When the time comes, I will lock you in a small dark room and give you an electric shock. Then you will be transferred to another hospital." Dr. Mao said to her seriously.

"There is no other way. I will lock you in a small dark room and treat you to scare you, and then you will be fine." Seeing that he did not speak, the doctor said again, "Your appearance is very dangerous and endangers society."

Su Nan didn't believe it, "You can just bullshit and scare me."

"Who's scaring you? It's very serious if you keep hurting yourself like this. Do you know that if you break the law?" With a groan, he talked about the law at every turn. Sometimes he suspected that he was a law student, not a medical student.

"And I can tell you very responsibly that we will not hide your condition from patients when your condition worsens. You must be clear about this." The doctor said to him suddenly and seriously.

"I know, so doctor, why don't you just prescribe me some medicine!" Su Nan pretended to be relaxed, but in fact she knew everything, and she became more and more out of control.

"Then what do you think you should do?" the doctor asked Su Nan with a relaxed face.

"Let it be, she can replace it if she wants. I don't want to either." Su Nan shrugged.

The doctor was a little surprised, "Who is he? Could it be that you still have a split personality?"

"Split personality, big-headed ghost, I want a perfect appearance, and then replace my bad appearance." Su Nan shook her head and explained.

Zhu Hao behind him listened harder and harder, why didn't he notice this?
"It's dangerous to think like this, you have to control your emotions." The doctor clicked his tongue twice, "It's definitely not okay for you to look like this."

"What do you want to do?" asked the doctor, frowning.

"I want to leave the hospital." Su Nan looked at the doctor seriously.

"But you are out of control." The doctor disagreed.

"I really want to be discharged from the hospital. I know that my irritability is uncontrollable. A word from others will make me so irritable that I can't understand it." Su Nan explained, wanting to cry for no reason.

"Let's think about it again. It's okay. You have to trust the doctor. Let's try another medicine." Dr. Mao suddenly said softly.

Su Nan nodded, she didn't know what to do, she just wanted to go home and end all of this, so let's suffer...

What can I do...

The condition is serious again, I hope it will be good to pass away like this, if there is no worries and no worries.
There is nothing terrible about death, only living is terrible, people's hearts are terrible, life is hard, so everyone is living for something
(End of this chapter)