departure tomorrow

Chapter 2 We Can Together

"Su Nan, wake up, take your morning medicine first." The nurse said softly, "Come on, let me sweep the wristband first."

Su Nan opened her eyes with difficulty, and the pale ceiling that caught her eyes forced her to face the reality. This was the second day of her hospitalization.

The nurse pulled Su Nan's wrist, "Remember to take the medicine when you wake up."

Su Nan nodded in a daze, rubbed her eyes and got ready to get up.

"Ding execution successful."

"Okay." The nurse put down Su Nan's hand and stuffed it back into the quilt, turned around and called the person next to her.

"Jiang Ziwen is taking medicine."

Su Nan stared at the ceiling in a daze. The mother next to her was still asleep. She turned to pick up her mobile phone and looked at it. It was [-]:[-], which was still early.

Su Nan sat up and looked at the medicine bag on the bedside table, sighed, picked it up, tore it open, poured it into the palm of his hand, and swallowed it, staring at the words on the medicine bag in a daze, "Lola Laura Western Half Tablet", "Lithium Carbonate"

"Get up." Jiang Ziwen opened the curtains and looked at Su Nan who was in a daze. "You can actually sleep again, isn't it the treatment at eight o'clock?"

Su Nan turned her head and looked at Jiang Ziwen who was sitting up. She was admitted to the hospital a few days ago, earlier than Su Nan. I heard that this is the third time she has been admitted to the hospital this year. She is about [-] years older than her, but I can't see the marks of time on Jiang Ziwen's body, except for being thin, there are no characteristics.

"Well, yes, there is electrotherapy for the cerebellum at eight o'clock." Su Nan nodded, "I woke up after taking the medicine."

Jiang Ziwen "Oh, it's almost seven o'clock and it's time to serve meals. You can have breakfast." After speaking, he turned and got out of bed to go to the bathroom to wash up.

Su Nan turned around and didn't know what to do or why, her thoughts naturally drifted to the boy named Zhu Hao yesterday.Now he should have just been called up to take the medicine.

When Su Nan thought of the way Zhu Hao introduced himself to him yesterday, the corners of Su Nan's mouth raised unnaturally.

"Why are you so happy? Let me tell you what makes my daughter so happy?" The mother next to her got up at some point and looked at the smiling Su Nan.

Su Nan muttered in a dazed voice, "I didn't." He coughed, "It's alright, I'm getting better." After speaking, she got out of bed and was going to wash up. She didn't know when her face was red, so she had to cover her face and go to the bathroom. I hope that the cold hands can cool down the temperature on the face. Jiang Ziwen just came out of the shower and looked at the blushing Su Nan and laughed, "What's the matter? You won't have sex dreams, right? You young man, you are very angry!" After speaking, he walked away with a smile, leaving Su Nan alone in place embarrassed.

Su Nan hurriedly got into the bathroom and locked the door, sat on the toilet, took a deep breath and calmed down, but after a while she found that she couldn't calm down, so she turned on her phone and told her best friend about it.Xu Linlin is her best friend. Although she only met in junior high school, it is very valuable to Su Nan.

Xu Linlin on the other side of the phone just woke up and saw Su Nan sending her a gossip-like message, and she suddenly woke up.

Xu Linlin: Are you afraid that you have a crush on him?Does it look good?
Su Nan: It's pretty good-looking, just like a clean big boy.

Xu Linlin: It must be because of his good looks, but you wouldn't be like this if you were a wretched uncle.

Su Nan thinks about it, it seems reasonable, if it is an ugly uncle, it may not be the same reaction.

Su Nan turned off her mobile phone and began to wash. There was no mirror in the bathroom, so she could only use the water in the washbasin as a mirror. Looking at her messy self, she suddenly felt a little sad. Who cares about such a bad self.

After washing up, Su Nan sat on the bed and began to eat breakfast. She checked the time. At [-]:[-], she still had enough time to do her own things.

Looking at the hard-boiled eggs and porridge in front of her, Su Nan had no appetite at all. It might be a side effect of the medicine. She could only feel that the sky was turning in the dark, as if she had returned to that place full of noises.

"Why do you still have the face to live like this?"

"Wow that's the woman you don't know how disgusting she is"

"You don't even look at what you look like."

"Crooked Su Nan!"

A cry pulled Su Nan out of the vortex of nothingness, and for some reason, her face was covered with tears.

"Are you okay?"

Su Nan looked up at the source of the voice, it was Zhu Hao.

"It's all right and I didn't sleep well." Su Nan replied hoarsely, "What's the matter? Why are you looking for me?"

Zhu Hao scratched his head in embarrassment, "It's eight o'clock in the morning for your brain, it's the same time as mine, we can be together."

Su Nan panicked all of a sudden, "Okay. Let's go together."

Zhu Hao smiled, "Then I'll call you when the time comes, let's go together."

Su Nan nodded and looked at the boy who was talking to her.

Su Nan knew that this boy already had a certain place in her heart.Is it because it looks good?Maybe.How can a girl not have a crush on a good-looking boy?Besides, for Su Nan, this boy is one of the few lights in a life full of darkness.

"Okay, let's go back. If you need something, you can come and find me. Anyway, it's very close to the opposite side." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan in a daze and asked, "Are you okay?"

Su Nan came back to her senses, "Ah, it's okay, you can go back first."

Zhu Hao sighed, "If you have anything, you can tell me it's okay." Then he paused, "Then I'll go back first, and I'll call you later."

Su Nan nodded, "Okay."

Seeing Zhu Hao leave, Su Nan regained his composure. This is really embarrassing
Su Nan calmed down her emotions, got out of bed, tidied up, sat on the edge of the bed and turned on her phone. There was nothing, except for the browser news, which was empty.Also, on Sunday, everyone is busy playing, and no one will care about the disappearance of a person who has no sense of existence.

My mother asked for a long vacation for herself, and she would definitely not go to school in a short time. She also took the books back from school and prepared to study at home by herself.Su Nan looked at the schoolbag sent by his father from home, and there were textbooks bought by his sister in it. Everyone was really worried about his studies.After all, this semester requires mathematics and Chinese exams, and they are both in the second year of high school, so it is impossible for them to drop out.

After thinking about it, Su Nan thought of Zhu Hao for some reason.A person who is obviously unfamiliar but always helps him is not considered a help, maybe it is only for Su Nan.In case he is actually such a helpful boy, it may not necessarily be the case.
"Crooked! Why do you see you in a daze every day?" Jiang Ziwen suddenly poked his head and looked at Su Nan.

"Ah, no, there is nothing to do. I don't know what to do." Su Nan came back to her senses.

"See, you know the warm-hearted guy next door?" Jiang Ziwen asked with a smile.

Su Nan asked suspiciously, "Who?"

"Oh, the boy who came to look for you that morning." Jiang Ziwen patted his head and sat down by the way. "He is so warm-hearted. He often helps the aunt to water and mop the floor to help newcomers familiarize themselves with the environment."

It turned out to be like this, or I was just being passionate. People are really just warm-hearted.But in this way, a big rock in Su Nan's heart fell to the ground, and others couldn't afford it because they were so nice.

Su Nan asked, "What kind of disease did the warm heart come in?"

Jiang Ziwen looked at Su Nan and smiled, "Are you so interested in him?"

Su Nan panicked after hearing this and patted Jiang Ziwen, "Don't talk nonsense, just ask out of curiosity."

Jiang Ziwen put his arm around Su Nan's shoulder and said in a low voice, "He is suffering from severe depression and anxiety." After a pause, he said, "I can't tell, he is so warm-hearted."

Su Nan froze for a moment, really couldn't see that a person who looked so optimistic would be like this...

"Ham, there are so many unexpected things." Jiang Ziwen sighed and stood up, "Come on, Xiao Nuan is here to find you."

As soon as the voice fell, I heard Zhu Hao shouting at the door, "Sister! Let's go!"

Su Nan regained his composure, "Come here, come here." After speaking, she put on her coat and went out.

"Are you younger than me?" Zhu Hao tilted his head and asked as he walked, "I saw you in the bed chart on the head of your bed before and saw you in [-]."

Su Nan nodded, "I was [-] in [-]."

"What?" Zhu Hao wondered for a moment, "Oh, oh, September [-], [-], right?"

Su Nan smiled, "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm used to simplification."

Zhu Hao rubbed his head, "It's all right, I'm calling your sister in [-], is it all right?"

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao, "It's okay, it's okay, I didn't expect to be born in the [-]s."

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with a serious face, "But I am a young man, there is no generation gap between my generation, if you have anything to do, just ask me, I know you well here hahahahahaha"

Su Nan was a little shocked, "You? Have you been here many times?"

Zhu Hao laughed, "It's okay, this is the third time."

"Is that so... Then do you know the person next to me in the bed? It feels like she knows you." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"Jiang Ziwen? The one born in the [-]s who still insists on calling her sister? Well, I've seen her twice in three stays, so I know her." Zhu Hao thought for a while and said, "She's a nice person. "

Su Nan looked at the "transcranial magnetic stimulation room" at the door and then at Zhu Hao.

"It's here, you go in and sit down first, and I'll call the doctor over." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan and said.

"Okay." After Su Nan finished speaking, she went in and waited.

There is a machine among the four seats in a small room. There is a rope on both sides of the machine, and there are two oval things on the rope.

There is a recliner-style sofa opposite the machine, and a machine is connected behind it, which should be similar.

"Twenty-five beds, right?" the doctor came over and asked.

"Yes." Su Nan nodded obediently.

The doctor took out two oval sticky ear things from the box marked "Physiotherapy Electrode Pads" by the window, walked over and put them on the ends of the two ropes, "Come, put your ears on."

Su Nan turned her head away, the doctor glued the thing behind the ear and started to adjust the machine, "Does Didi feel it?"

Su Nan felt a tingling electric current passing through "Yes."

The doctor said again, "If it hurts, press it tighter." Then he turned around and helped Zhu Hao who was sitting next to him.

The doctor turned around and left.

Zhu Hao looked at the nervous Su Nan and smiled, "Relax, relax, it's not a big deal, it's just to help you sleep."

Su Nan turned her head and looked at the relaxed Zhu Hao who relaxed a little, "After all, it's the first time I'm nervous."

Zhu Hao touched his head and smiled and said, "Don't worry, don't worry, I've seen that our treatment is together except for psychological counseling, which is one-on-one. Don't worry, we can be together."

Su Nan looked at the brightly smiling Zhu Hao and felt something moved in his heart. At the end of spring, which was about to enter summer, something that had never appeared before quietly entered Su Nan's heart.

(End of this chapter)