departure tomorrow

Chapter 1 Hello, I'm Su Nan
Su Nan was sitting on the sofa outside the diagnosis room wearing earphones, watching her mother frowning and holding the medical certificate in front of the doctor to confirm something.The doctor patiently explained to the mother again and again, and the mother also questioned again and again.In the end, it seemed that he had finally faced the reality. He lowered his head and said thanks without arguing, then turned his head and closed the door and walked towards Su Nan.

"Let's go." Mother sighed.

Su Nan took off her earphones and followed her mother's footsteps. "Can't go home now?" Su Nan said, "I'm going to be hospitalized, right?"

The mother stopped and turned to look at Su Nan, "It's okay! The doctor said it was just hospitalized for observation, and we'll go home in a few days!" The mother suddenly choked up again, "Mom. It's my mother's fault."

Su Nan looked at her mother in front of her, and suddenly saw a lot of white hair growing on her head, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes became deeper. In her impression, her mother had always been a tall and invincible superwoman, but now in front of her eyes It was a woman who was already half a foot old. When did she start to grow old? Su Nan suddenly felt a little guilty for her mother.

"It's okay, mom. This is my own business." Su Nan looked at the old mother in front of her eyes, her eyes were a little sore, "I want to stay by myself for a while." Su Nan was afraid that she would cry in the next second, so that her mother would be even more worried.

"Then you wait here, I'll go through the hospitalization procedures for you," the mother said, "You can walk."

Su Nan looked at the back of her mother and felt a little sad. This time, she left school and came to a strange city away from her hometown to see a doctor, a disease that others could not understand.

Su Nan knelt down and looked at the medical certificates that her mother had just stuffed into her hand.

"The subject has severe mania. Positive symptoms of daytime dysfunction may have mental health problems. Typical depressive temperament. Clinically diagnosed as bipolar disorder. Severe depression. Mood swings for five years"

Su Nan looked at the column after column in the report, "Paranoia due to molecular severity", "Depression due to molecular extremely severe", ".Extremely severe".
When did it start to feel wrong?Is it the first time I hallucinated or the first time I hurt myself.
In the end, he became a psychopath in others' mouths. Su Nan smiled helplessly.

"Well, can you get up and give way?" Suddenly, a boy's voice came from above.

Su Nan looked up at the boy in the hospital gown and was stunned for a moment, only to realize that he was just in the middle of the road, and quickly got up to apologize and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"It's all right." The boy laughed, "Don't squat in the middle of the road next time. Although it's in the hospital, it's still quite dangerous."

"Ok, thank you, thank you." Su Nan nodded and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Okay, okay, it's okay, let's go first, just don't do this next time." The boy looked at Su Nan and shook his head with a smile, then turned and left.

Su Nan watched the boy walk into the building of the inpatient department before reacting, "Why does this buddy not take such a long road, why does he choose to go where I am blocking? Is there something wrong?" Su Nan looked at the building of the inpatient department again, "Forget it Isn't everyone here a little bit wrong?"

Don't you too?

Su Nan smiled and recalled the boy just now. He was quite handsome, and he looked like a sunny boy. What kind of disease did he have?
"Let's go, Nannan."

Just as Su Nan was thinking, her mother came over and urged, "Let's go."

Su Nan followed her mother into the building where the boy had just entered.

"Well, let's go to the ninth floor." Mother looked at the number of floors in the elevator and said to herself.

Su Nan looked at the "Psychosomatic Medicine Ward" and "Integrated Traditional Chinese and Western Medicine Ward" on the ninth floor of the elevator guide.

As the number of elevator floors got higher and higher, Su Nan felt inexplicable panic.

"Ding" the ninth floor is here.

Su Nan walked behind her mother. This ward was much quieter than what Su Nan imagined. I thought it was all shouting and the smell of disinfectant was a particularly depressing feeling.I didn't expect it to be the kind that is very quiet and has a faint fragrance, but it gives people a very warm feeling.

"Oh, are you the new one who just went through the hospitalization procedures?" A nurse saw us coming up and asked.

The mother handed the list to the nurse.

"Yes, yes, come with me." The nurse's voice was very soft and gentle. "There were no beds at first, and you just happened to leave one when you came. It's very lucky."

Mother nodded and asked, "How many people live in that ward?"

The nurse paused and said, "Now three people share a room, because it is an old ward, it is relatively small, not as good as the new ward, but it is not bad."

Su Nan followed the nurse to the end of the corridor and looked at the new ward opposite the window. When she first came here, she saw this tall building and thought it was some kind of company, but she didn't expect it to be the inpatient department.

"Come in." The nurse said to Su Nan, "From now on, you will be the [-]th bed. If you have any questions, just come to me or ring the bell."

"Okay, please trouble the nurse." The mother said to the nurse with a smile.

As soon as the nurse left, the mother lay paralyzed on the bed, "Oh, I'm so exhausted."

Su Nan looked at her mother who was resting paralyzed on the bed, feeling inexplicably irritable and chose to go out for a walk.

There were a few people chatting in the corridor. When they saw Su Nan coming out, they immediately gathered their eyes. Su Nan was flustered by them, so it was better to go back and sit. As soon as he opened the door to go back, a familiar voice came from beside him. sound.

"Hey, aren't you the girl who likes to squat in the middle of the road? What a coincidence?"

Su Nan turned around, isn't this the boy who asked her to get out of the way? He's actually in the next room?

"Hey, don't you like to talk?" The boy said with a smile, "Let me introduce, my name is Zhu Hao, best wishes, the mighty Hao"

Su Nan looked at the brightly smiling boy in front of him and felt something different in his heart. He froze for a moment and said, "Hello, my name is Su Nan, Su from Suhang, Nan from Nanmu."

(End of this chapter)