After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 808 802. The way to integrate into society is to step on two boats.

I used to, and I thought about running away, leaving everything behind, abandoning everything I have, and going to a place where no one can find me.

Hidakari in front of people is just a puppet that caters to adults, unable to reveal his own thoughts, smiling all the time, deliberately showing poor acting skills from time to time, making adults think "this kid is really interesting".

It's pretty boring and tiring.

A person without talent like me can only please the person who makes the rules in this way. For children to read books, it is adults who make the rules.

So until I became an adult, I could only play the role of a good boy carefully.

But in fact, even becoming an adult is not so easy to become a rule-maker.

So after I became an adult, I still acted like I did at the beginning.

Everyone is like this, dealing with the boss, dealing with relatives, dealing with many people around, no matter in life or in the workplace, no one can be himself as he wants.

Probably around that time, I noticed.

That person seemed different.

He always has an attitude that has nothing to do with himself, and he has never seen him cater to anyone, as if he only lives in his own world.

I have met several people who think that they are the only ones who are special when I was a student. In the end, without exception, they all turned into ordinary and boring adults.

same as me.

Why is Totsuka-kun able to do that? You can feel that you don’t fit in just by looking at it. Even if someone takes the initiative to talk to him, he always ignores it.

If it were me, I would definitely not be able to do what he did.

I can't stand being excluded, I can't stand being alone.

It is absolutely impossible for me to take the initiative to distance myself from others.

Even today, I still can't figure it out, even if I know the true face behind his being out of place, I still don't know anything about him.

If it is said that this is the preferential treatment that comes from having talents, then this world is too unfair.

Those who are favored by God are really...

How cunning.

……

……

"Haven't Totsuka-kun ever been afraid?"

"what?"

"Obviously thinking that I can't lose to it, but I am still afraid that I will be abandoned by society one day. This kind of thinking is very strange, right, even I don't understand what is going on."

No matter what I say, a guy like him won't understand, after all, it's a waste of time to expect a female public enemy to understand the psychology of girls.

I couldn't help mocking myself in my heart.

"Well, it's very strange."

See, I said so.

I didn't look at the expression on his face, but just stared blankly at the surrounding scenery. As the sun sank, the shadows of the trees shifted a little bit, and eventually even my shadow would be incorporated into it.

"What's wrong with being weird? Aren't weird people more relatable than mediocre people?"

"........."

"Ordinary girls can be seen everywhere, I am not saying that those girls are bad, every girl has a unique heart, but before I get to know them deeply, it is difficult to distinguish their essence.

However, Miss Hidaka is very interesting, just by looking at it, you can understand that you are different from those girls, isn't that a good thing? "

What is that? I really don't understand what he wants to say. When I put my eyes on his face, I can see the wonderful expression on his face. I can't tell whether he is looking at me or looking past my cheek. Look at what's behind me.

Anyway... weird.

"Totsuka-kun, you are a strange person."

"I have known this for a long time, and I still have this self-knowledge."

The October wind carried a hint of laziness, provoking him to be reflected in black and golden hair, and the depths of his pupils were lined with the golden-red sunset color, which reminded me of the scene on the train that day.

Judging from his appearance alone, he is indeed a one-in-a-million good man. I have never denied this. I just think that the core is more important than the appearance.

Because I accidentally saw his dark and ugly core, and many of his recent words are too frivolous, so I think this face looks a little annoying.

I am also a girl, of course I would look forward to meeting a handsome and gentle person who can say something that touches my heart on an extremely romantic occasion.

But this person in front of me can say some embarrassing words very calmly, just shy, and can't make me feel any emotion.

Words such as "like" and "special" come out of his mouth, but I feel that for him, saying these words is as easy as drinking water.

Because the throbbing when you can't say "like" is what I think is romance.

That's why everyone compares "the moonlight is so beautiful" to "I love you".

In my opinion, Totsuka-kun's "like" is really too cheap.

Although this description is a bit exaggerated, I might think in my heart that if she is a beautiful girl, he will say that she likes her.

Although I'm not such an excellent girl, I still have the reserve and principles that a girl should have. I can't really like a person who tramples on a girl's heart.

Therefore, I really feel sorry for Totsuka-kun's behavior.

But at least, he is willing to repent in the end. Sometimes, giving up requires far more courage than moving forward.

He is not hopeless.

I think it is precisely because I know this that I am willing to associate with him.

It's all about communication.

"Maybe Ms. Hidaka can't see it, but I want to befriend the people around me from the bottom of my heart, and I want to work hard to integrate into this world and this society."

"I really didn't see it."

"Because I don't understand the way, I always unilaterally think that I am different from ordinary people, no matter what the occasion is, I am out of place. Instead of affecting others because of my existence, it is better to stay in the corner and feel comfortable. For me, for others Too.

For now, I'm still thinking about it. "

"So... the way you integrate into society is to step on two boats?"

"........."

He showed a very embarrassed expression, and I was a little proud.

Thinking about it carefully, it's because I treated him too kindly that I made him pester him so much. It's not a bad thing to take this opportunity to tell him to give up completely.

"Miss Hidaka is really merciless when she speaks."

"Because it's true."

"That's right." He sighed leisurely.

"Totsuka-kun, I still don't understand why you have to pester me?"

"If you have a preference for female voice actors, it may be faster to go to Nurture and say it, and maybe you can also have a seiyuu harem in Nurture."

"Is that how you see me?"

"You only did what made me see you that way."

"........."

Seeing the look on his face that hesitated to speak, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

　xdm, electronic impotence was severely cured.

　　My evaluation is: God!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)