Why it never ends

Yu Xuekun laughed, "Of course, livable places also have pain. There is no place in the world where life is completely painless -"

"I understand that perfectly," Hestad whispered, "but the pain here feels meaningless."

"...Meaning?" Yu Xuekun's expression became more subtle, "What meaning do you want to get from pain?"

Hesta thought for a while.

"I don't know if I can describe it clearly. When I was at the base in the past, I often had the feeling that whenever something appeared and made me feel uncomfortable, it was that I was about to learn something new, or had already learned something new." Hesta waved his right arm, "For example, this, it taught me a lesson, never use flashy fighting methods in front of chelates..."

"Would you like to talk about it," Yu Xuekun put down his pen, "about the pain you felt in the livable land?"

"I don't think so. It's a very personal experience..." Hestad said calmly, "Anyway, I hope that Office 2 can seriously consider the possibility of reorganizing me back into the combat order. I am only twenty years old this year, and I am still very young. , it is still a long time before the mercury needle is officially retired. I believe that after a period of training and rehabilitation, I can quickly find my own state - I have this confidence, and I hope that Office No. 2 can also believe in me."

Yu Xuekun frowned and continued to write on the paper.

"Then, I have a few questions to ask you."

"Please say."

"The first is about a relatively dangerous campus organization, and you should know who I'm referring to."

"Yes I know."

"You're very close to them."

"Indeed, they are very attractive."

"But you should have fully understood their dangers," Yu Xuekun pulled out another piece of paper from the document, "Judging from the reports we received, they have chosen to show you part of their information in order to arouse your interest. Internal structure——"

"Yes, this is exactly what I plan to report to the superiors." Hesta leaned over and took out a document bag from the backpack at hand, "I am surprised that there is such an organization in the livable land, especially The South Fourteenth District has always been known for its strict ban on guns, so..."

Hesta placed the transparent document bag on Yu Xuekun's desktop.

"what is this?"

"Please open it and take a look."

Yu Xuekun took the document bag, quickly bypassed the cotton thread on it, and pulled out the documents. After flipping through the first few pages, Yu Xuekun's brows relaxed slightly, "...you are collecting their materials."

"Yes, here is a summary of every conversation I had with them. I have nothing to hide about it."

"Why are you..." Yu Xuekun turned to the last page and raised his head, "You want to do this?"

"At first I considered avoiding it, but then I realized that these people are likely to pose a threat to public safety in the future." Hesta replied, "And what's even more intriguing is that the reason why they came to me and another Mercury It has something to do with the needle’s recommendation... No matter which one it is, I must be wary of these people."

"Mercury needle...you're saying Faun?" "It seems you know," Hesta looked directly into Yu Xuekun's eyes, "Are there mercury needles monitoring their actions?"

"Yes... yes." Yu Xuekun nodded, "We will also conduct a rough monitoring of dangerous organizations in the 14th District..."

"Is it our own monitoring, or will it also be shared with..." Hesta paused, "A third party?"

Yu Xuekun didn't answer. She turned back to the first page of the document and seemed to start reading it seriously.

After about a few minutes, Yu Xuekun raised his head and said, "But you still haven't answered why you did this. I have to remind you that you are not in the battle order now -"

"As long as I am still a mercury needle, this is my obligation." Hesta said softly, "I also did another thing this month. Although it is not mentioned yet, I think it may also need to be mentioned. I I had a conflict with a teacher named Zuo Wentao at school, and because he kicked me out of class without any reason, I have complained to the school supervision team and the principal's office. At present - well, what's wrong with you?"

Hesta looked at Yu Xuekun. Before she finished speaking, Yu Xuekun held her forehead with one hand.

"It's nothing," Yu Xuekun raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "Please continue."

"At present, the supervision team has informed me about the situation through phone calls, and I am still waiting for their next step."

"What's the conflict between you two?"

"It's not important." Hesta replied softly.

"...Isn't it important?" Yu Xuekun looked at the person in front of him in surprise - they had just discussed this matter last week. The argument put forward by Hesta at that time was that she chose to She launched a challenge to the unfair side of it...but now Hesta's sudden change of words left her at a loss.

"Ms. Hesta, please allow me to remind you that it is not up to you to judge whether it is important or not," Yu Xuekun coughed lightly, "You only need to answer my question -"

"You should be very clear about everything that happened at that time. The information you have is likely to be more accurate than my memory," Hesta replied, "Why do I have to repeat it again."

"Because we must evaluate whether you understand the meaning behind your behavior." Yu Xuekun replied, "As you mentioned before, life in a livable place is very different from what you are used to in the past. We must evaluate whether you Understand the different impacts of the same behavior in different contexts.”

"It's so confusing," Hesta scratched her head, "Can you explain it more clearly?"

"Why did you do such immoral behavior in class?" Yu Xuekun frowned, "Whether you understood this at the time or not, I believe you will understand it afterwards."

"I remember you also have mercury needles?"

"...Yes, but that has nothing to do with this question."

"Do you think placing sanitary napkins in public is really immoral?"

"This is not a base, Ms. Hesta, and this is not a mercury needle workstation. This is District 14," Yu Xuekun couldn't help but increase his voice, "Do you understand this?"

"I understand." Hesta replied, "When I am at the base, at the workstation, I can place my daily necessities wherever I want, but when I am in the habitable place, I need to learn to be ashamed of my body. You are mercury Needle, you have lived in District 14 longer than me, I beg you to teach me what the meaning of such pain is."