Chapter 674

From the contents of Zhou Yu's diary, we can roughly deduce the cause and effect of the night of October [-]th.A middle-aged man with evil intentions will get her drunk under the pretext of seeing her off, and then commits a crime after sending the others away.

At this time, the personality consciousness of "Zhou Yu" woke up instead of Zhou Yu.

That is to say, from the beginning to the end, Zhou Yu didn't know what kind of crisis she experienced that night, so there was no possibility of mental trauma.That night was by no means the real cause of Zhou Yu's birth.

Another clue is the "often forgetting things" mentioned by Zhou Yu on October [-]th.From the description, it seems to be overtaken by other personalities.But Zhou Yu has no relevant memories of this, and so far, no evidence of a third personality has been found in this body.

Perhaps, these periods of blank memory are the real reason why Zhou Yu created her second personality.

Another evidence to support this conjecture is that on October [-]th and October [-]th, between the two diaries, there was a slight trace of page tearing.Zhou Yu herself didn't seem to notice it, but she didn't hide it from the other personality who had read the diary over and over several times.

Logically speaking, the missing page should record what happened between October [-]th and October [-]th.But what remains now are just a little bit of torn paper.

If you want to know what happened during that time, I'm afraid it's useless to ask Zhou Yu herself.Because the diary after October [-] has completely returned to normal, and even the description of things that are easy to forget rarely appears.

Although the specific content on that page is no longer known, the clues hidden in the diary were discovered in mid-November.

When Zhou Yu wrote the torn page, she must have been in extreme emotions.Therefore, part of her handwriting penetrated the paper and was deeply imprinted on the adjacent pages.

After repeatedly touching with fingers, you can piece together those frantic words that seem to be venting.

There is only one word written.

Various, chaotic, huge "kill" characters.

Yes, what is hidden in those plain written records on October [-]th is a crazy heart that kept writing vicious words not long ago and was on the verge of losing control.

Those deep nicks and halberd-like strokes, if not hatred and anger, must have been caused by extreme fear.

Who is Zhou Yu going to kill?Or, on the contrary, who was going to kill her?
After discovering this, Zhou Yu made up his mind.Maybe my own personality is not that simple.

It's fine if she is planning to kill someone, but if anyone is planning to kill her, the current defenseless situation is just waiting to die.

So, he began to share the same body with Zhou Yu.During the day, the main character carries out ordinary daily life, and at night, he spends about an hour reading the diary and understanding everything around him.

Zhou Yu's small-scale routine investigation lasted for a while.

And that day, Zhou Yu fell asleep on the subway, which made him aware that his main character was being followed, which made Zhou Yu decide to start activities during the day.

This is very simple, because the personality switching of the two is explicitly conditional on "falling asleep".

As long as Zhou Yu mixes a little sleeping pill in Zhou Yu's daily drink, Zhou Yu can control the personality transformation.What's more, as long as he exhausted his energy while dominating his body, Zhou Yu would feel exhausted after waking up, and soon fell asleep again.

Because Zhou Yu's memory does not include geographical information about the city, it took him a little effort to familiarize himself with the environment.

Then, on the night of December [-], after a hilarious experience, he let go of Zhang Mumu, who had been following Zhou Yu for two weeks.

……

When I returned to the rental house, it was already one o'clock in the morning on the [-]th.Zhou Yu opened the diary and began to practice handwriting—just like gender differences, his handwriting is completely different from Zhou Yu's. His handwriting is concise and strong, and it can be distinguished from the beautiful cursive characters of the main character at a glance.

At this stage, because there are not many activities, there are no occasions that require writing.But if the activities continue, sooner or later the main personality will become suspicious.

The moment when falsification of diary entries is necessary to disguise the double personality as amnesia is probably not too far away.

Practice for half an hour, restore everything to its original state, cut up all the manuscript paper for practice, soak it in water and throw it into the toilet to flush it away, and then take a shower for 10 minutes.

The sound insulation effect of Zhou Yu's rented apartment is very poor. In order not to disturb other people, the hair dryer cannot be used during this period of time, and the wet hair can only be wrapped with a towel.

It would be much more convenient if she had short hair, but Zhou Yu had no plans to cut her hair.She wrote in her diary, "Long hair has a sense of security."

Zhou Yu looked at the girl in the mirror.

To be honest, he thinks Zhou Yu looks good with long hair.

Moreover, from the perspective of psychoanalysis, it seems logical that "Zhou Yu", the protective personality created by Zhou Yu, is endowed with the setting of "like the traits she possesses".

After toweling his hair, he untied the towel and put on his underwear and nightgown.

If people who have not experienced it personally imagine the current situation, most of them will feel embarrassed, or they will be very excited to see the body of the opposite sex.

However, based on Zhou Yu's experience, these two feelings have almost never occurred.

Wearing a flip-down bra did confuse him at first, but he got the hang of it after a few tries.A dress with a zipper on the back is the same as a sandal that needs to be tied with a ribbon.

When it comes to makeup, I dare not say that I am proficient. The simplest powder, eyebrow, and lipstick can be mastered by watching the teaching video.

As a personality, why put a halo of terror on them?In the final analysis, these are nothing more than technologies produced by the accumulation of experience.As long as there is a practical need, anyone can master it.

In Zhou Yu's eyes, dressing this body in women's clothing is a purely technical task.He resides in this body, which is not "mine".For Zhou Yu, rather than seeing it as a real human body, it might as well be seen as armor and a mask.

This is not to say that this body is boring to him.The fact is completely opposite, Zhou Yu is at least a beauty above the delicate level.Although the body proportions are not exaggerated, the curves are graceful and the posture is correct, which is very suitable for the appearance and temperament.

If you only evaluate it from one aspect, it may not be particularly outstanding, but the overall feeling is just right. If you change any point, the concept of "Zhou Yu" will become blurred.

The girl was standing in front of the full-length mirror covered in moisture. Since the lights were not turned on, only the hazy human body was faintly visible in the darkness.

The contours and lines outlined by the pale color are like a beauty lamp emitting a shimmering light.

Zhou Yu admired this body very much.Although he didn't really see it from the sidelines, he confirmed that he would definitely like someone with this body.

It may seem superficial to say this, but falling in love with the body is much simpler and easier to understand than falling in love with the soul.

In other words, as a person's second personality, "Zhou Yu", who was born to relieve stress and is a person's spiritual element, wants to love another spiritual whole, isn't it ridiculous?

What's more, if you want to discuss the soul, there is probably no one in this world who is farther away from the main personality than him.

Without the exchange of eyes and the conversation of words, "falling in love with the soul" would be out of the question.They are like the front and back of a piece of paper, conceptually inaccessible. "Zhou Yu" will never see "Zhou Yu" with his eyes, and "Zhou Yu" will never see her own sub-personality.

The only thing they have in common is their familiarity with this body.Once she realizes the existence of "Zhou Yu", what will she do?Even if you are so frightened that you go to a psychiatrist immediately, I am afraid it is not surprising.

It is disturbing no matter how you think about having a criminal personality of the opposite sex in your body.

Unfortunately, medical research so far does not seem to have developed an effective treatment for dissociative personality disorder.In other words, a personality cannot be artificially killed.It can only be expected that the personalities accept the reality of sharing a body, cooperate and coexist, and spend their lives peacefully together in this state.

However, under special circumstances, the patient splits into an extreme personality that is anti-human, which cannot be solved simply by "cooperative symbiosis".

Domestic law also appears to recognize full criminal responsibility for dual personality patients.In other words, it is regarded as a crime of ordinary people.

When a personality commits a sin, it is the flesh that is judged.

In the dark room, the naked, pale girl smiled at herself.

Zhou Yu, who repeatedly wrote down the word "kill" in her diary, must not be able to imagine it.Right now, the biggest threat to her personal safety is neither the person she wants to kill nor the person who wants to kill her.

Rather——breathing and breathing with her, but undoubtedly belonging to the "self" who was born to kill.

(End of this chapter)

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