Dow and Carbon-Based Monkey Breeding Guidelines

Chapter 673

October [-]th, night.

"Zhou Yu" stood quietly at the other end of the street, staring at the "Osier Road" sign distractedly.

Everything he did was an instinctive reaction.What should be done and how to say it seems to be engraved in my mind, and it is completed like breathing.But in the final analysis, why is this body with that middle-aged man?Who is he?who am i

"Zhou Yu" didn't feel flustered and helpless at all, but was just puzzled by the situation.After finding that his mind was empty no matter how he recalled it, he confirmed that he had amnesia.

Memory can be simply divided into two types, declarative memory and procedural memory.Generally speaking, memories of events and life belong to the former, while motor skills and common sense cognition belong to the latter.In his current condition, although he can't remember his identity and origin, he knows how to use a smartphone - so it can be diagnosed that he should be suffering from the so-called "dissociative amnesia".That is, the memory of personal identity is lost, but the general information acquired in the past is still retained.

But when did the amnesia begin?Is this body already suffering from this kind of amnesia, or was it tampered with by that middle-aged man?But there are no scars on the body, probably it has nothing to do with that Mr. Potbellied...

Based on the poor information at present, it is useless to continue to infer.In the end, "Zhou Yu" still found the address marked "home" from the map software of the mobile phone, and followed the navigation prompts to return to the house in the suburbs.

After trying the key and opening the door, he fell asleep on the bed due to exhaustion.

It was already the second night when I woke up. "Zhou Yu" still felt very tired when he opened his eyes, so he fell down and took a nap.

When I opened my eyes again, it was the early morning of the fourth day.

After sleeping for two full days and three nights, "Zhou Yu", who was still spiritless but not hungry, finally realized that his situation was abnormal.He endured tiredness and searched the room, and finally found the diary hidden under the pillow.

It turned out that this body was not suffering from amnesia.I can't remember my personal identity because "Zhou Yu" hadn't appeared in this world before October [-]th.

The owner of the diary is named Zhou Yu.Because the handwriting tends to be curly, the signature on the cover looks like "Zhou Hao".Starting from the pronunciation, Zhou Yu took the current name for herself.

The beginning of the diary was January [-], [-]. In order to welcome the new year, Zhou Yu changed the diary on this day.After that, Zhou Yu would write a diary every two or three days until October [-]th.

It can be seen from the content of the text that Zhou Yu is an introverted and sensitive person. As a senior student at the Academy of Fine Arts, she does have the sentimental qualities of an artist in her personality.

However, Zhou Yu has a secret that even she doesn't know.That is, she suffers from dissociative personality disorder, commonly known as multiple personality.

A female college student with a weak appearance and gentle and reticent appearance, after experiencing a certain incident in October this year, a male personality was born in her body.Unlike her as the main personality, this sub-personality has a cold and cruel personality.Loves flesh and blood, looking forward to cutting the human body into inorganic fragments, more eager to see the lines and textures of corpses and muscles than living people, other than that, life experiences are like blank paper.

These traits undoubtedly belonged to the born perverted killer.

This is Zhou Yu, who shares the same body with Zhou Yu, but whose nature is completely opposite to hers.

Like the usual depersonalization patients, the memories of the two do not communicate with each other.When the other person dominates the body, the other personality is in a dormant state.Therefore, the main personality who has dominated the body for more than 20 years is not aware of the appearance of "Zhou Yu".Although she also found that she occasionally lost her memory, she thought it was a memory loss caused by overwork.

Zhou Yu, in order to avoid trouble, did not send any message to the main personality, and was still hiding in this body like a shadow.

As far as Zhou Yu knows, patients with dissociative personality disorder cannot subjectively control personality switching, usually switch unconsciously, and there will be no memory residue after the event.However, the case of the master personality is a special case.At first, Zhou Yu always woke up at night or early in the morning, so he deduced that the key to personality transformation is time.But half a month later, the main personality suddenly switched with him during the lunch break in the classroom.Zhou Yu didn't know anything about the school life of the main character, so she was really dumbfounded for a while.

Because of this incident, Zhou Yu finally determined that the key to personality transformation is not time, but "sleep".

Every time Zhou Yu falls asleep, Zhou Yu will wake up and dominate the body, and after Zhou Yu falls asleep, the main personality will wake up, and this cycle happens one person at a time.

However, because Zhou Yu always wakes up at night, his body does not get enough rest, so he can only move around for a while, and then he has to continue to sleep.So most of the time this body is still controlled by Zhou Yu.Zhou Yu's sleep quality was not good.So every day from late night to early morning, Zhou Yu would wake up, open her diary and chat software, understand the main events that happened that day, and then fall asleep as soon as possible to accumulate energy.

More than two months have passed like this. Although there are occasional cases of amnesia, the girl has not discovered that there is an extra personality in her body.

It can't be said how well Zhou Yu concealed it, it's just too unbelievable.The cause of split personality is generally huge pressure and mental stimulation, which forces the patient to create a new personality to transfer the pressure and protect himself. What is the sub-personality?Just a tool to escape trauma.Because it is a product of escape, the secondary personality is often quite different from the main personality, not only in personality, but also in age and race.It is normal for a split personality of an adult male patient to think that he is an eight-year-old primary school girl.

And Zhou Yu, different from the physical sex of this body, he self-identifies as male.

And it is unreasonable, from the subconscious, I firmly believe that I am a man.

It is said that some multiple personality patients will create sub-personalities with a fairly complete experience, such as "35-year-old white driver" and "cheerful junior high school girl", which are completely inconsistent with the actual identity of the patient.Although Zhou Yu does not have such a detailed "past", she only sees herself as a male youth in his 20s, which is so stubborn that he cannot shake it.

Moreover, regardless of the gender issue, for Zhou Yu, the greater doubt is the source of the disease.

Zhou Yu is indeed a somewhat introverted and melancholic person, but she has a very strong personality since she was a child. Even if she suddenly decides to go to another city to study abroad, she just feels lonely, which is far from serious enough to have a sudden mental breakdown.What kind of event happened that caused her to split "I" suddenly?This is a question that Zhou Yu has always wanted to clarify.

Because of the activity time, most of Zhou Yu's understanding of the protagonist's personality comes from that diary.From September [-]st to October [-]th, there are fifteen articles, most of which are just ordinary daily accounts. The main contents are excerpted as follows:
rain on friday september [-]
school starts.The road was full of people again.Looking at the central avenue below from the upstairs, the eyes are full of colorful umbrellas, which look like butterfly patterns when you squint your eyes.

I don't particularly hate crowds, but I hope the flowers there won't be trampled.

Sunday, September [-] with light rain
Today is Teacher's Day.I sent a blessing message to the high school teacher, and I wanted to send a copy to the junior school head teacher, but I couldn't find the contact information.Most of my classmates in junior high and high school have lost contact, and I am the only one who chooses to study here.

Although I didn't feel anything before, today I feel a little lonely.Of course, it doesn't mean that there is anything wrong with the current classmates.All are very gentle people.It's just that three years have passed, and I still can't speak...

Monday, September 25th is cloudy

My roommates have been discussing the internship today.I'm also considering options in this regard, and it's not enough to always go to Maple Garden to do volunteer work.Now it seems that you have to choose one of the two on hand.

Although the one at Komori is closer, I don't like that manager much.I always feel uncomfortable with the way he looks at people.But the other one is too far away, and it cannot be said that the conditions are particularly good.I think, if it's just a short-term internship, it shouldn't matter, right?

rainy tuesday october [-]st
The holidays have begun.I want to watch a movie in my free time.

Although this will make me feel lonely, I still want to go alone.If you go with other people, you have to consider the subjects they like to watch. When watching a movie, you have to talk and comment, and guess whether the other person likes the movie or not.Wouldn't it be embarrassing if the film you picked bored the other party?If you think about it like this, you can't put the fun in the movie at all, so let's watch it alone.

Because I just want to watch a movie in peace.

Monday October [-]th is cloudy

Today is Thanksgiving.My roommate was born in a Christian family. Because I didn't go home this year, she invited us to have dinner together.In the past, I always turned down such activities, but today I don't want to stay in the dormitory alone.Although I don't really believe in ghosts and gods, I feel very sad when I think of the girl who usually greeted me like this, and I don't want to stay in the room alone tonight.

Why?That child obviously loves to laugh on weekdays. I heard that it was due to family factors, but it was really too sudden.The day before I was still very energetic and said "Morning" to you, but the day after that I will never see it again.It's sad to think that Farewell should be so understated.

Sunny on Thursday [-]th October
Today's weather is really good, the sun is shining blindingly.The last time I saw such a bright day was already during the summer vacation.Originally, I wanted to take out the old picture album at the bottom of the box to dry in the sun, but after a long time... I asked my roommate and said that it hadn't been touched.It's really very strange, the lock of the box is good, and the album itself is not a valuable thing, no one will steal it specially, right?Could it be that I don't know when to deal with it?

In the past few days, I feel that I often forget things, and it is already night when I regain my senses.It seems that we still need to pay attention to rest a little bit, Hongsen doesn't want to do it anymore, so let's resign tomorrow.

October [-] Saturday overcast
Got someone to fix the windows today.I thought the weather was fine during the day the day before yesterday, but I didn't expect that there was such a strong wind at night that even the windows were broken.It's unbelievable, I thought this kind of thing only happens in disaster movies.When I woke up yesterday morning, I almost stepped on the broken glass with my bare feet. Because I was in a hurry to go to practice, it was not finished until today.Besides, yesterday, after I offered to resign, the manager insisted on holding a farewell party. Although I thought it was unnecessary in my heart, two girls from my co-worker wanted to go, so I was embarrassed to refuse them.But it was too late, I was in a daze after drinking, and I didn't even remember how I got back.

I remember that the address I filled in at the company was the school dormitory, so I should have come back by myself. Fortunately, nothing was lost on me.I am embarrassed to contact you after leaving the company, I really hope that I did not do anything embarrassing when I was drunk.

(End of this chapter)