You Seem To Be Drawing Me

    Yuan Yuanyuan spent the whole night writing down all kinds of two-dimensional male characters she liked from childhood to adulthood in a notebook.

    Maybe many people will wonder why there is such a powerful thing in this world... But for the current Yuan Yuanyuan, the importance of this thing is the same as when she went to English Notes taken during class are equally important.

    The big things of survival lie in front of you, so even though this booklet seems like some kind of bizarre thing made by avid 2D enthusiasts, it is enough to cause a sense of shame to anyone who sees it However, Yuan Yuanyuan still wrote down every point that came to her mind very seriously.

    She pointed at the male characters one by one with her pen, and while looking at them carefully, she tried hard to think about what aspect of them attracted her.

    When a very serious problem is in front of you - if you are not welcomed, you will die. Then at this time, you will be thinking about a problem more seriously than ever before.

    Why do people really love a virtual character so much?

    Yuan Yuanyuan was lying on the bed, still lighting her 50-watt lamp at the head of the bed. While biting the pen, he looked at the writing on the notebook and pointed with the expression of buying cabbage in the market.

    Well, let's say this one first. Although this guy has a handsome face, his family is rich, and he has good martial arts.

    But! He is blind! It is difficult for blind people to have blind dates these days, but how can this blind man make me like him so much?

    Yuan Yuanyuan gritted her teeth and looked at the name on the notebook, her expression could be called a love-hate relationship. She thought hard about whether her charisma could match this blind man, and then angrily crossed out the name and looked at the next one.

    And this... The facial expressions are almost frozen, the mood swings are almost non-existent, and I can't say a word for half a year, except for a face, there is nothing, why am I so obsessed What about him?

    Yuan Yuanyuan thought about it for a long time, and even tried to convince herself... Is it okay to not like this person?

    One second, two seconds, three seconds…

    Yuanyuan...and put his head into his pillow at once.

    No, the concubine can't do it.

    …

    Look, these male characters are so awesome. It deeply captured your heart and made you willingly pay for them and pay tribute.

    If Yuan Yuanyuan also "created" such a person... How can he compare to these characters?

     Yuan Yuanyuan wrote word after word in the notebook.

    Iceberg, Sick, Evil…

    Good looks, lively, long legs, nice voice…

    Line after line of vocabulary is placed in the book. It's like a dazzling array of products on the shelf, waiting for people to choose.

    After finishing the preliminary arrangement, Yuan Yuanyuan glanced from top to bottom. In the end, I was surprised to find out... eh? My own aesthetic seems to be pretty good...

    cough...that's not the point.

    She rolled over and got off the bed. Find a mirror and put it in front of you. Pick up the book and compare it with yourself seriously.

    —Isn’t there such a sentence? Would you like your last gender-converted self?

    The original circle scanned each word from top to bottom. Then compare it to yourself. Every time she looked at a word, she paused and then looked at herself in the mirror.

    Although she has had a hard time in the past two years, she was neither exterminated nor caught to be transformed into a human being.

    Her childhood was very dull, just like the childhoods of all children, there was no difference.

    Yes. The male supporting role is a big killer for attracting fans. For him, it has no effect. This can be passed, and the next one.

     Gentle and kind.

    Yuan Yuanyuan looked at the word and looked at herself in the mirror. After repeating this a few times, she crossed out the word with a red pen on the notebook...

    Sometimes she gets soft-hearted.

    But most of the time, she is actually...a very cold and numb person.

    Iceberg, Sick, Evil…

    After two hours of self-examination, Yuan Yuanyuan collapsed on the bed exhausted, not wanting to move at all.

    She had to admit. She is just an ordinary house girl. There is nothing to attract attention.

      Live hard, or you will become like her", a speech with profound educational significance.

    …so what? Is it only by editing?

    Make up a character? Make up an unwarranted "tragic childhood"?

    Yuanyuan...I don't want to make up some unwarranted things. To be precise, she didn't want to get involved in this matter at all.

    But she felt that as a woman, she was actually quite lucky. She can list such a large number of attractive male characters, and can also analyze their attractive points one by one. If it were another boy, he might be blinded by now.

    If you change to a straighter straight man, they will come up with ways to increase their popularity - for example, to build up the muscles of King Billy, or work hard to improve their masculinity...

    According to Yuan Yuanyuan's personal aesthetic, this may make them die even worse.

    Editing a character design is actually a very unreliable thing. The original circle is still known.

    Even if I haven't experienced it myself, in an age where information is so developed, I have seen a lot of things in the entertainment industry.

    It turns out that the last ones who die are the worst. Once the character is broken, the angry fans will let you know what the fear of being deceived is.

      What a thing that people who eat melons love to see...

      That is such a thing that people who eat melons like to see...

    Fuck~

    Ahem, stop.

    Yuan Yuanyuan likes to eat melons, but does not like to be eaten up.

    She felt that as soon as the interview in Jiqiu came out, it seemed like a large-scale reality show, and it was broadcast anywhere, anytime and globally.

    Look at the stars who are still living in the entertainment industry after many years - although they have some characters, but these characters are extremely close to themselves of.

    Perfect performance, neither tired nor worried about the lava-like anger of fans after the collapse.

    …What is my true performance?

    Yuan Yuanyuan put down the notebook in her hand, sighed, and walked to the window, watching the pedestrians coming and going outside.

    If necessary...she may really want to fuck~ a character, fuck~ a character that is completely irrelevant to her.

    A very dangerous move.

    After all, Jiqiu's comics can better reflect a person's true character than reality shows.

    Yuan Yuanyuan sighed and put the notebook away.

    …

     "By the way, Miss Yuanyuan, have you been at work recently? Why did you suddenly become so rich?"

    Xiaoying looked at the pork ribs soup coming from the round end, and asked with a look of surprise.

    "Well, going to work means going to work. But money doesn't count, and I'm still so poor now." Yuan Yuanyuan explained, "But this month's water and electricity bills have fallen."

    "Oh, that's really gratifying." Xiaoying took the sparerib soup, "Looking at the way you have been living, Miss Yuanyuan, I thought you might die tragically on the street one day. Woolen cloth…"

    "...How do you talk to a little kid?" Yuan Yuanyuan gave Xiaoying a white look, and then pretended to inadvertently ask, "You...have been reading comics secretly?"

    Xiaoying was obviously taken aback. He covered Yuan Yuanyuan's mouth and waved his hand, "Don't let my mother hear it."

    "Isn't it just peeking at comics? I think I read romance novels in high school and fought countless guerrilla battles for my mother." Yuan Yuanyuan pretended not to care, "Your favorite What comics are you watching?"

    Oh... Yuan Yuanyuan nodded and did not ask any further questions.

    She looked at the figure of Xiaoyingduan's ribs entering the house, and her ears echoed the roar of Xiaoying's mother last night when she found that the ribs were missing...

    After Yuan Yuanyuan received her first salary, she went to a clothing store with the salary, bought several clothes and came back, secretly made a detour home, stood In front of his own small mirror, he had an illusion and changed his clothes in front of the mirror for a long time.

    A very eye-catching face, with several expressions on his face frequently.

    Some gentle, some cold, some happy, some sad…

    After changing countless expressions, Yuan Yuanyuan suddenly rubbed her face and looked at the man in the mirror.

    …the face at this time is Yuan Yuanyuan’s most familiar expression, commonly known as…dead fish eyes.

    Damn...there is no such expression that is pleasing to the eye.

    Yuan Yuanyuan thought about it for a long time, until her hair turned white.

    Humans, why do you deceive each other like this...

    Yuan Yuanyuan finally rubbed her face to make herself back to her original appearance.

    She stared at the ceiling, dazed for a long time.

    …It’s tiring to pretend to be someone else after living a lifetime.

     Yuan Yuanyuan closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.