You and I Are In Love with Each Other, Killing Harm For the People

    The floor-to-ceiling windows were covered by a thick blackout curtain, leaving a gap, through which the scorching and dazzling sunlight burned into the gray carpet. The people in the house know that today is a sunny day.

    The room also smelled of alcohol, the smell of hangover.

      Let's drink for Wen Jin's sake.

    The rug was littered with shredded photos, in twos and threes.

    At the time of college, she was in full bloom.

    "My name is...Ning Qian."

    "Honey."

    At first, Ning Qian didn't have the guts to like Wen Jin, she simply admired her, and she blushed even when talking to Wen Jin. Later, the two of them met more and more, and some kind of affection grew sadly. Ning Qian felt that it would be difficult for anyone to be unmoved in the face of Wen Jin, whether it was her enviable appearance or her calm and gentle temperament.

    Ning Qian approached Wen Jin under the guise of friendship, but how dare she chase after her, she knew very well that she was just the most common of Wen Jin's many secret lovers, not to mention, Wen Jin doesn't like women either.

    One-sided secret love may be worthless in the eyes of the other party, Ning Qian understands this truth. Even so, Ning Qian was still deeply involved, sometimes just because Wen Jin gave her a polite smile.

    The matter of resignation has been delayed until April due to various circumstances.

    This time, when she left Wen Jin, Ning Qian was not as reluctant as she was when she went abroad a few years ago, perhaps because she got an accurate answer, Wen Jin was impossible for her in the end. Over the years, she never dared to reveal her feelings to Wen Jin, just because she was afraid of this day, the only dream she could imagine would be shattered, but this day has come.

    Maybe only the old dream is completely broken before a new life can start.

    Ning Qian was leaning on the sofa, quietly thinking about all the things that happened in the past few months, including the accident that night between her and Wen Jin. Be optimistic, the situation is not so bad, but she slept with her own goddess! Ning Qian found various reasons to comfort herself, at least that night, she felt that Wen Jin loved her too, even if it was an illusion.

    What happened that night, like biting cold water poured from Ning Qian's head to her feet, and also poured her sober. She is too paranoid and humble for Wen Jin, and her relationship shouldn't be like this...

    So, it's over.

      Ning Qian leaned against the window sill, squinting slightly and looking into the distance.

    This time, she really doesn't want to miss the people and things in the past.

    When she wanted to check the time, Ning Qian realized that her phone was turned off last night, and it hasn't been turned on yet.

    The doorbell rang.

    Ning Qian dragged her weary steps to the door.

      Warm Jin, of course there is no need to hide everywhere.

    The temperature is slightly higher today, and it has the atmosphere of early summer.

    Wen Jin was standing outside the door, she could feel that she was in a hurry, and when she saw Ning Qian's first glance, she let out a sigh of relief, "I can rest assured that you are at home."

    The phone was turned on, Ning Qian checked that it was already eleven o'clock, and she didn't go to work and didn't ask for leave, so she disappeared for a long time. The phone was full of bombarding news and missed calls.

    The most common one is Viola.

    "Why didn't I go to work today? I didn't answer the phone."

    Wen Jin asked with concern, but Ning Qian answered casually, "The phone was out of power and turned off. I overslept when I felt uncomfortable."

    Ning Qian's indifference made Wen Jin at a loss. She faintly smelled the alcohol on Ning Qian's body.

    "I'll go to the office in the afternoon." Ning Qian's tone was weak, and he didn't say to let Wen Jin enter the room, "If Mr. Wen has nothing else to do, just go back."

    "What's wrong?" Seeing that Ning Qian's lips were dry and white, Wen Jin stepped forward and touched her forehead, "Do you have a fever..."

    "Don't touch me." Ning Qian turned her head away and blocked Wen Jin's hand.

    The two were deadlocked and the atmosphere was awkward.

    "Qianqian..." Wen Jin didn't want to see Ning Qian like this. Ning Qian used to be so optimistic and smiling, but now it's like she's changed a person. Wen Jin knew that Ning Qian was because of herself. I feel bad, not just because of guilt.

    Ning Qian lowered her eyes, "I'm fine, let's go."

    "I have something to tell you." Wen Jin still had no plans to leave. She calmed down and thought about it for a long time, and always wanted to find an opportunity to share her thoughts with Ning Qian.

    "What?"

    Wen Jin stood there and looked at Ning Qian, and finally said, "Can you give me a chance?"

    "What chance..." Ning Qianming knew what Wen Jin was referring to, so she asked. In fact, in bed that morning, she put down all her dignity and begged Wen Jin to accept her, but when Wen Jin said "married", it was like there was no drama between the two of them.

    "What has happened is considered to have happened to him." Wen Jin explained, not to mention Ning Qian, even she herself couldn't take everything as if nothing happened, she knew that between them It's no longer a friendship, but I still can't let go of Ning Qian.

    "You mean, we're dating?"

    Wen Jin didn't know how to answer, no matter what, they both hurt each other.

    Ning Qian endured the pain in her heart and asked, "Do you like me?"

    From friendship to love between two women. Wen Jin couldn't answer this question immediately. Her relationship with Ning Qian really confused her.

    "You said you want to be with me now, just because we had a relationship, right?" Ning Qian didn't give Wen Jin time to answer, and continued talking, recalling that night, Wen Viola is more like pampering herself. "Or say, your marriage is not going well, and you want to find someone to relieve your loneliness..."

    Wen Jin was startled.

    Annoyed, Ning Qian didn't know how she said these words, marriage is a scar on Wen Jin's heart, she is now uncovering this scar of Wen Jin, go up Sprinkle salt.

    "I'm too impulsive, I'm sorry for you, I deserve it." When Ning Qian mentioned this, her heart tingled and she finally calmed down, but now she can't calm down, she Pushing Wen Jin, "You can leave now, I beg you, I have my life, so don't disturb me again, okay?! I don't like you that much, so don't be too affectionate, don't bother me!"

    Wen Jin stood silently for a while, and finally just whispered "rest well" and left alone.

    It was the first time she lost her temper at Wen Jin, Ning Qian pressed her forehead against the wall, her heart was blocked for a long time, but she couldn't relax. It takes time to forget someone, let alone someone she has been thinking about for ten years. For this reason, Wen Jin will not come to her again in the future.

    As long as you make up your mind, it is only a matter of time before you let go.

    Wen Jin sat in the car and did not start the engine for a long time. They made it clear at the beginning that nothing happened, but in fact it was the best way to deal with it, but she kept going to Ning Qian again and again. Wen Jin couldn't help asking herself over and over again, she couldn't let Ning Qian go because she liked it? Or guilty for the indulgence that night? Or was he moved by Ning Qian's silent companionship?

    Still not calm enough.

    —

    At the beginning of May, Ning Qian left AS, no amount of news Wen Jin could understand, and her relationship with Ning Qian almost retreated to the point of nodding. They said that they would stop disturbing each other's life, and they did indeed do it.

    Ning Qian did not choose to stay in L city, although this city is beautiful, but there are too many memories she wants to throw away, so change the city and change the mood. With Ning Qian's qualifications, it is not difficult to find a well-paying job in a first-tier city.

    In terms of feelings, Ning Qian is still unresolved. In my spare time, I have kissed several times, some are excellent, some have good personality, some are beautiful, but that's it, no results. Twenty-four hours a day, half of the time is busy with business, and there is no leisure to fall in love. Besides, after being single for a long time, Ning Qian feels that life alone is good.

      Some attachments finally began to slowly dissipate...

    In May of the following year, Ning Qian returned to L City. She attended the college reunion every three years. Ning Qian was a nostalgic person and was the most popular in the department.

    It's almost ten years since I graduated from college.

    When we got together again, there were a lot of big-bellied boys back then, and all the girls were wives, but it was Ning Qian, everyone said that the more she lived, the more beautiful she became. It's not unremarkable, but now he is the one with the most outstanding temperament.

    The box was chatting and laughing, and the wine glasses were staggered.

    "There's a mystery guest coming tonight."

    "Who?"

    "Remember our goddess Wen?"

    "Wen Jin, I haven't seen you for many years..."

    "Really or not, she's here too? It's the first time."

    After a year, when Ning Qian heard this name, she would still subconsciously pay attention, and her ears were quite sensitive. Ning Qian never thought that she would see Wen Jin again at the class reunion, because Wen Jin never participated in these.

    "Qianqian, didn't you forget your goddess?"

    Ning Qian smiled awkwardly, forgot to drink for a while, and was barely calm.

    The noisy box suddenly became quiet for a while, and then it became lively again. When Ning Qian raised her head, she saw Wen Jin standing at the entrance, and she was looking at herself.

    It's been a year, and the other party still looks like nothing has changed.

    Seeing that face, Ning Qian was suddenly absent-minded, her ears were full of chatter, but she couldn't understand a word of what was being talked about.

    "Wen Jin, just sit here." The monitor stepped forward to greet him warmly, pulled Wen Jin and sat down in the vacant seat beside Ning Qian...