Walking Dead: Fight Till Dawn

Chapter 85: Turn face 3

I never thought I would be sad to this point because of a stranger.

When Lao Pang and the others took away the body of that person that night, I was already in a blank in my brain.

I know what happened next to me, but at that moment, the brain seems to only accept everything around it, but it does not understand thinking and manipulating the body's actions.

Xiao Yu said, this is called the sequelae of incompetence.

I don't like what is happening in front of me, but I can't change it, and my brain falls into this state of avoidance.

I was taken back to the hospital. The nurse washed my hands and face and changed my clothes.

When Xu Yiwen entered the door again, I put a needle on it again. It is said that the stitched wound on the back of his head started to ooze blood again.

It's strange that I didn't feel much pain.

Since coming back, I have been waiting for Chen Ming to ask both of us why he went to the research institute without authorization.

But apart from sending me back, he never showed up again.

Two days passed in this way, and what I kept silent every day was staring out the window.

I was thinking about some weird things in a mess, unfounded thinking, and a mess of thoughts.

Xu Yiwen probably knew that I was in a bad mood, so he didn't disturb me, but just sat alone and kept silent.

Finally, this afternoon, Chen Ming, who had disappeared for a few days without seeing a person, appeared...

Seeing him coming in, Xu Yiwen patted my arm, motioned for someone to come and got up and went out of the house.

With the eyes still looking out of the window, I looked at Chen Ming, and he walked to the bed and sat down to take care of himself.

Before he could speak, I asked, "Where is that person's body? Is it buried?"

Chen Ming didn't answer my words, but stared at me twice before saying: "Your kindness can be put away here."

"What?" I was taken aback.

Chen Ming did not move, even his face did not change and continued: "I told you a long time ago that if you are not strong enough, then change your thinking and life as soon as possible. This was the case before, and here it is even more so. such."

I stared at him blankly: "But that's a human life..."

"So what? Did you save him?"

I squeezed my fist, and my eyes turned red in an instant: "If you could help me at that time! Maybe he wouldn't have to die!!"

"That person has nothing to do with me, why should I save him?"

"..." To be honest, sometimes Chen Ming's theory makes people feel very absurd, at least I find it absurd after living in a normal society for 20 years, but every time I see him say it so calmly When talking, I was always speechless and couldn't refute his words at all.

I have never reached the level of Chen Ming. I have never been a strong man. I have always tried my best to find a chance to live.

I worked hard to build a good relationship with the people on the team. I gritted my teeth and faced the walking corpses that made my heart tremble. I was obviously dying emotionally, but I had to face the tragic deaths of the people around me again and again.

The screams of those people before their deaths are always floating in my mind, and they stay for a long time, making me often unable to fall asleep.

After all...I am too weak!

I am not strong enough, so I have to be patient. Facing Qiqi's unreasonable troubles, I can only persuade myself to understand, retreat, and face everything. I, even my parents, and even the young Tiantian, can only retreat.

After a long time of silence, I felt like I was emptied of my strength and let out a deep sigh: "I have always been a weak person, this can't be changed, it can only bring you trouble and annoying hypocrisy, so. .. Send me and Xu Yiwen away, I don't want to stay here."

I thought I would be angry with Chen Ming because of those people treating Yanping Sister like this. Actually, I actually hated him in my heart. I hated why he brought us over and saw Yanping Sister Yanping being treated so cruelly.

But that sigh has already told all the helplessness in my heart.

We are too weak to be eaten by meat.

No wonder others, Chen Ming has no obligation to protect everyone around me, and what can I do even if I blame him? Scold him? How many slaps on him?

I dare not at all.

At this moment, I don't want to worry about where it is, who is Chen Ming, and whether Sister Yanping has become a zombie, I just want to leave here quickly.

The air here feels depressing.

Xu Yiwen and I were facing the walking corpses outside, at least we could pick up a few ants, but here, we two are the weakest ants, and no one can deal with them.

If it weren't for Chen Ming, maybe I had been blown up in the ghost place of the institute last time, thrown into the wild and left to rot.

Chen Ming looked at me: "After you go out, you won't live long."

Shaking his head: "That's okay, I want to leave here."

The room fell into a long silence again.

Finally, Chen Ming stood up from his position: "Someone will pick you up tonight, and I won't let you go."

After saying this without giving me a chance to explain, he turned around and walked out of the house.

After a few meetings, Xu Yiwen came in with a plate of fruits I don’t know where to find, and when he saw me, he asked urgently: "Why are you crying?" Xu Yiwen shook his head.

That night, Erpao, who hadn't seen it for a long time, still had wounds on his face. He brought a few people over to clean up my things, and he took me back to Chen Ming's place in the reputation.

Xu Yiwen was surprised, but when he saw me, he didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything.

Chen Ming's home was designed with only one large bedroom, and there was no place for others to live in, so Xu Yiwen separated from me again.

Leaving Xu Yiwen, the only person who can depend on each other, makes me a little flustered.

When I returned to Chen Ming's beautiful home again, I completely lost my first expectation and joy.

The two people in front of the door are still Connor and Yang Guo.

Seeing me back, the corners of their mouths twitched fiercely, as if they were dissatisfied with my escaping without permission last time.

After entering the yard, the people behind Erpao put the clothes they brought to me in the room, and a group of people left.

Before leaving, the Second Artillery said something unclear to me: "You will do what you want."

After they left, I didn't want to go into the cage-like room for a long time.

He simply hugged his knees and sat on the path in the yard that crossed the pool.

Although it has been a long time in spring, the temperature suddenly dropped from last night. The weather in these two days was quite cold. Sitting on the ground, the clothes were not as thick as before, and the cold was a little trembling.

During the period, Yang Guo came in to deliver supper. Seeing me sitting on the ground, he didn't say anything. He put the end plate aside and went back out.

The sky gradually dimmed and the lights in the corridor turned on.

The ethereal beauty was sparkling in the yard.

I looked in a trance, but missed my parents very much.

It seems that since the end of the day, I have cared little about them, Tiantian, and Grandma, and I always focus more on other people or Chen Ming's body.

The door behind him was opened again, and then there was a faint sound of footsteps.

A few seconds later, Chen Ming's voice came from behind: "What are you doing?"

I didn’t look back, didn’t move my body, and didn’t answer Chen Ming’s words. I always saw him differently. I don’t know when it started. After the young girl got into trouble, she put him in the center of her eyes. I admit that I did. I have a distinctly different feeling towards Chen Ming than others, but even so, I don't want to stay in this place. I'm fed up with here, and fed up with Chen Ming's heart that will always leave me unpredictable!

Perhaps Xu Yiwen is right!

Chen Ming doesn't like me at all! He doesn't like anyone at all! He doesn't even like himself! ! I can't guess him, nor can I see him. When I first came here, I thought I was at least different to Chen Ming, so while my mouth was awkward, I was still inevitably happy, but now it's different...

The feelings I have always had for Chen Ming have made me blur the definition of the end of the world before me.

When that person died behind me, his hands washed away with his blood, I suddenly saw that the life in front of me was not watching movies or romance novels. Chen Ming was not even more of those gentle male protagonists. Not those heroines who are always favored by God, people in the world, including my brother, have been killed by walking dead, we are all like incompetent ants, all of us are in danger, there is no tomorrow in life, I should What I did was to fight for my life to protect my family and friends, not to be stunned by the love that started out in love.

Chen Ming stood there and didn't move, his voice was cold: "Get up!"

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