In the past, Ming Ge once drunk and joked Qin Si with a smile, saying that his mouth was so bad that he would be careful not to catch up with the little girl in the future.

He sneered at the time, saying that he would never find anyone in his life, love anyone.

Because of his childhood experience, he never got warmth, he didn’t know how to get along with people and win people’s liking, and he never felt that he needed that kind of thing. The person who deceived him and insulted him, but now that he grows up and gets closer to his goal, he only feels that he is still empty in his heart.

It was like an apple that had rotten from the inside. It smelled of decay from the inside to the outside. He himself felt disgusted, and no one would like it.

No one loves him, and he always feels stubbornly that he doesn't need anyone's love, and now it seems that he is indeed not likable.

The confused period of youth growth entangled him, and no one can guide him.

... But, no, who would he like to please?

That kind of inexplicable irritability surged up again, making him so impatient that he didn't want to stay here anymore.

And Zhao Tingyuan continued to talk with Lu Nian, using the brisk and affectionate tone of teasing the little girl, "...you can have such a good relationship with Qin Si, you are very good. "

Qin Si's grades are very good. In everything that can be done at this age, he is very top-notch, but he is indifferent. He has never been alone, his whereabouts are a mystery, and he keeps a distance from anyone, which is rarely seen in him. What emotions.

Qin Si looked down at him and said coldly, "Where do you see that we have a good relationship? Knowing is a good relationship?"

He stood a little further away from Lu Nian, and the shadow of the tree fell on the boy, and a deep haze fell on his Qingjun's face.

"And, I know you very well?" he asked.

The boy spoke cold and sting, just like his eyes.

Zhao Tingyuan didn't know what to say, and stood in embarrassment.

Lu Nian, "..." Qin Si had always spoken like this before. When she first met, she also suffered a lot from him, and it was not that he had never said something more nasty to her.

"I'm leaving." He turned and said to Lu Nian, his tone still cold, "Going to work."

Lu Nian hurriedly carried his schoolbag and chased after him. After walking a few steps, he turned back and apologized to the two of them, "I'm sorry, we quarreled just now, so don't take it to heart.

Zhao Tingyuan squeezed a smile, "It's okay, don't mind."

Until they walked away, he smiled bitterly at Su Qingyou, "I don't know where to provoke him."

Su Qingyou was staring at the back of the two leaving in the distance, and suddenly remembered how this girl looked when she came to the class to look for Qin Si when she was still in elementary school.

She knows the relationship between the two very well, but Zhao Tingyuan may not know that most of the Zhao family’s main business is in other places. Zhao Tingyuan also grew up in Haicheng, and did not transfer back to Ancheng until junior high school. The twists and turns inside are unfamiliar.

Su Qingyou said, "He just has this temper, he can't help it. After all, he has no parents since he was a child, and his personality is normal."

Zhao Tingyuan was surprised, "Qin Si is an orphan?"

Su Qingyou nodded. She told Zhao Tingyuan about the relationship between the Lu Family and Qin Si. Zhao Tingyuan's eyes widened.

Missy and the adopted poor boy?

However, compared with the eldest ladies he had known before, Lu Nian could not see any arrogance or the sense of superiority at all.

Zhao Tingyuan said, "The first time I saw her, I felt very kind. It turned out to remind me of my brother."

Su Qingyou asked, "Ya Yuan?"

Zhao Tingyuan nodded, "He may also come here to study with me in the next year."

However, because of this familiarity, he developed a good feeling for Lu Nian, but unexpectedly she was the eldest lady of the Lu family in Ancheng.

And Qin Si... They didn't look like this kind of relationship at all, Lu Nian was more like the more tolerant and considerate one between them.

Zhao Tingyuan couldn't understand, "Why should Lu Nian treat him so well?"

"Who knows." Su Qingyou said.

She whispered to herself, "However, this investment may not be unreturned in the future."

For people like Qin Si, warmth is much easier to tame than violence. She believes that one day Qin Si really goes mad and becomes a rabid dog. Only one person will be able to tame it—that is, when he is still in the cold, right. He has given a helping hand and warmth.

Lu Nian could see that his mood was not very good.

"Can I go and see where you live now?" Lu Nian asked.

The boy said, "I live very well, there is nothing to worry about."

The affiliated high school campus is in the downtown area. The two of them stood in front of a busy intersection. The weather was a bit hot. Lu Nian saw an ice cream truck at the intersection and quickly ran over and took two in his hands, "Do you want ice cream?"

"No."

"Eat one." Lu Nian said embarrassedly, and she returned with two.

The girl held two ice cream **** on the left and the right in the little white and tender hands. The weather was hot, and there was already a tendency to melt away, and it was already dripping in her hands.

He was silent, and finally took it.

After solving the ice cream, his eyes fell on her left hand, which was soiled by the ice cream juice.

Lu Nian hadn't finished eating. Seeing him handing over the tissue, he subconsciously thought he was going to wipe her hands, so he changed his hand to hold the ice cream and bit into it.

The girl smiled sweetly at him with her face up, her black hair hanging down beside her tender cheeks, full of trust and dependence.

He started to be unable to control the enthusiasm on his face again, and he could only hope that she hadn't paid attention at all - until Lu Nian was so natural that he stretched out the little hand before his eyes as a matter of course.

She thought he was going to help, so she wiped it by the way.

The boy's movements froze.

He didn't speak, he couldn't see his expression clearly, he had already put the tissues back and put them on the chair next to her.

Lu Nian, "..."

Yes, she suddenly thought of it sadly.

Qin Si used to be like this, he didn't even want to approach her, how could he be willing to touch her hand.

After finishing the ice cream, Lu Nian took out a tissue, wiped his hands, peeked at him, and whispered, "You really haven't changed at all."

"It's still so unlovable." She murmured very quietly.

The heat behind the boy's ears slowly faded, and he sneered, "You just met me?"

He is such a person, there is nothing pleasing about him.

Compared to him, there are many people who want to please her and can please her more, such as Lu Yang, and Zhao Tingyuan...Anyone can do it and is willing to do it.

Isn't she also very happy.

Why bother to come to him.

"Okay, okay." Lu Nian was busy eating the ice cream, feeling that he had accidentally turned his hair up again.

"So can you take me to see where you live now?" she said briskly.

The boy didn't speak, he stood under the shadow of the tree, his expression unclear.

Brother Ming worked part-time and opened a bar. The business was very good. The house Qin Si currently lives in is in the innermost room.

"Bar?" Lu Nian muttered.

She feels that this is not a good place, and there will be many strangers in society who are easy to spoil Qin Si.

She asked, "Who are these people usually? Are you familiar with it?"

There was no expression on the boy’s face, “There are many people here, and they have everything. They usually invite drinks or dinners.” He doesn’t control the specific affairs here. Brother Ming is in charge. He is only responsible for accounting and overall planning. He is extremely talented in this industry, and this year he has started to learn programming and statistics without a teacher.

Lu Nian asked curiously, "Will anyone invite you to drink?"

Qin Si pursed his lower lip slightly, and said stiffly, "No."

He obviously didn't want to talk to her too much about himself.

Qin Si's room was on the second floor, the innermost room.

Just as if he was walking into his attic, when Qin Si opened the door, Lu Nian naturally reached out and pushed the door, "Can I go in and take a look?"

"No." He suddenly remembered something, and stopped at the door.

The furnishings of his house are very simple. The most conspicuous thing is a box. In that winter, the clothes and other gifts she gave him were all packed in a box, washed clean and neatly folded.

He has never worn those clothes, although he has grown taller now and can't wear it anymore.

So it should have been thrown away long ago, but his brain may have been broken. Not only did he not throw it, but he kept it like this. Moreover, he had just packed up yesterday and had no time to move in. Now those things are left open in the middle of the house.

Let her go in now and see this, it is better to kill him directly.

Lu Nian is now half a head shorter than him, and the young man has tall legs and long legs. She can't get in at the door like this, so she can only step back angrily.

Under the attention of her clear eyes, he was like a man on his back, as if he was being scorched on a fire, and it was extremely difficult to endure.

"You are so strange." Lu Nian mumbled, "Did you put something shameful in the room?"

The boy was like a cat whose tail was stepped on, and his hair exploded into anger, "Did you finish?"

"After reading it, leave." He said coldly, "This is not your home."

Lu Nian said a little, but he was a little relieved after all.

When she went home in the evening, she suddenly remembered this incident and asked Miao Miao, "What will be in the boy's room? Why can't let people come in."

Miao Miao snickered, "I definitely won't let you in. You are a girl. Boys at this age will be shy if they don't have their own secrets."

Shy?

Is that Qin Si, he will be shy?

Lu Nian imagined it for a while, and found it unimaginable, but also a little fun.

She even sometimes feels that Qin Si was born with this kind of iron and stone heart, and the whole person is cold, will he have this kind of emotion.

He is also growing up.

They are all growing up, day by day.

So, will he have a little girl he likes in the future? If everything goes on the right track, he will no longer become the indifferent, violent, and gloomy demon in the future.

Lu Nian thought so, and slowly fell into his sleep.

Lu Nian's middle school life was uneventful. She often went to the studio to paint and began to learn the violin, but her academic performance remained stable at school, hovering between the first fifty and one hundred of her grade.

She can often see Qin Si's name in the grade list. His grades are getting better and better, and the ranking is getting higher and higher. Ancheng Affiliated Middle School is a key middle school in the city. If you can maintain this grade, you will be admitted to a top university in the future. The top is all nailed down.

Lu Nian remembers that Lu Nian in the original book died at the age of fifteen. In the third year of her junior high school, she only had more than a year left. The jumping off the building in the original book didn't seem to make Lu Nian die. However, because it was not written in detail, Lu Nian did not know whether it was suicide or death.

Lu Nian now has regular physical examinations every year, but she has no one to talk about these concerns about the future, and she can only wait quietly for that day.

The girl walked down the corridor with the book in her arms, and she had already begun to draw a strip. The girl in the cardamom age, like a wicker in spring, seemed to have begun to faintly draw a soft and green curve overnight.

The author has something to say: When I implement Dafa over the years, poof, the emotional line will come.

Four or four cubs are too wronged, he is not cute anymore, cubs are the cutest innocent boys. (Shake) (gun go hahahahahaha)

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