Unrequited Love

Sheng Huainan smiled at the words, tilted his head and looked at her seriously.

You will not understand. Luo Zhi sighed.

Romance is always seen by the beholder.

For Sheng Huainan, this incident was a romantic adventure in childhood. A quiet girl, an encounter without "later".

But not for her.

That was the first time she and him met. She has always been the unfortunate guy who has no relationship with romance.

She took on all the "later".

Because later, she learned that her mother nominally went to the wedding of the factory leader's son that day, but actually brought Moutai and a set of children's encyclopedias to ask Sheng Huainan's father for help asking for her father's pension.

Because later, she saw the coldness and contempt in the woman's eyes when her mother greeted Sheng Huainan's mother.

Because later, the beautiful sunset behind him never fell that day, stinging her eyes again and again.

At that time, she was alone, sitting on the steps, and she seemed to be able to feel the cold sweat on her mother's palms in her left hand.

Luo Zhi raised his head, the sky was blue as washing, and the clouds lined up like fish scales, spreading to the horizon. She looked at it, and suddenly wanted to tell her mother, okay?

We don’t need the money, not because they don’t.

This way you won't cry.

He raised his head until his neck sore, and suddenly the sky was blocked by a big head.

It was him, smiling at her, and asked her: "What's your name? My name is Sheng Huainan, which means southern. My mother is from the south, but I am a man from the north. However, they all say my name sounds good."

Before she could answer, he said again: "Why sit here by yourself? Their girls are going to play the house, so come you too."

He said: "Fengtian accepts transportation, I want to marry her."

Only when Luo Zhi grew up did he understand that speaking is a very important thing. Those fine and fragmented sentences can fill the gaps between people. Crowd is better than empty, after all, it is not desolate.

In her gloomy childhood, because of this "not desolate", she could see injustices, be able to violate her mother's "being obedient, don't get into trouble", and face the fists of a few boys without fear. The fist that was thrown out was decent and energetic, and gave the back to a child who didn't know but trusted. This excitement of becoming the protagonist of the movie finally broke away the dark clouds in the sky that stretched for many days in her childhood.

A ray of sunshine emerged from life.

He said: "You are really good, and you fight harder than boys."

He said: "Don't be afraid, don't say you pushed him down."

He said: "Just now the bride and groom did one thing, and we have to do it too, so that you are officially married to me."

He said: "Don't forget me, I'll go to Uncle Xiaozheng first, and I will come to you later!"

What does that lyrics say?

You shine all of a sudden, I'm dizzy for a lifetime.

Luo Zhi's mother did not succeed in sending out the encyclopedia and good wine. This awkward method could not have been successful in the first place, and the people were so messy that it was not a good occasion to give gifts. Mother carried a heavy gift in one hand, and hurriedly took Luo Zhi away with the other. Luo Zhi was anxious along the way, and he hesitated for a long time before he said in a crying voice, "Mom, can we wait until the wedding is over? I'm afraid he can't find me."

"His name is Sheng Huainan."

Mother looked at her with emotions in her eyes.

"Oh, their kids." Mom smiled bleakly.

Then took her with cold hands and firmly left.

The next day she was taken by her mother to a certain organ compound, and her mother went in to do errands and entrusted her to the grandmother in the mail room. She asked the old lady innocently and roundly: "Do you know a child named Sheng Huainan, he is so beautiful, and many people know him." The old lady teased her and said, "Yes, let your mother send you to this kindergarten. You will see him!"

She was so stupid that she believed it to be true, and rushed into the compound to tell her mother that she was going to kindergarten, but saw her mother crying and begging for an aunt. She met Sheng Huainan's mother.

She did not hear what they said.

Quietly quit, never mentioning kindergarten anymore-she is six years old, and she has already passed the kindergarten age.

She never mentioned the three words "Sheng Huainan" again. He is the child of their family. Mom would be so angry and trembling when she heard it, their family.

However, even in the eleven years without showing up, he still entangled Luo Zhi's youth.

It's just that these eleven years have lost the warmth when I first saw it. He became a scale of hatred, a yardstick for her eagerness, and the only way to get revenge.

For the next four years, he lowered her into the dust and bloomed a humble flower.

All this is later. What he didn't know later.

Sheng Huainan stretched out her hand to pull the distracted her back to reality, the vegetable tempura has already come up.

He pointed to the plate and said, "Fortunately, there is no fat in this dish. I will put these two pieces of fat on the rail for a while, what do you think?"

He was inexplicably excited by this magical coincidence.

She did it on purpose. She was deliberate from beginning to end. He is the one who put the fat on the rail of the stool. Not long after the wedding began, at the dinner table, his mother boasted of the mischievous deeds of her baby boy in all kinds of flattering and enviable eyes, while she was sitting quietly at the next table eating.

How dare she put the fat there? In the past, when she ate the nasty chopped green onion and fat, she resisted nausea, did not chew, and swallowed it like a pill.

She looked at his clean expression through the steaming heat of the ramen, and when she lowered her head, tears poured into the noodle bowl.

"But thank you."

Sheng Huainan was stunned for a few seconds because of her thoughtless words.

"Thank what?"

"Thank you for inviting me to dinner."

Thank you for remembering. Let me know that the little wedding you insisted on to the end is not a dream.

Although she is usually reticent, she is good at listening and chatting when needed.

From "Slam Dunk" who is the most handsome, to the last 20 minutes of the Sixiu class, he always used his stomach to be removed three-fifths as the teacher to boast of the feat. The sky is endless, Luo Zhi has never been Never once did the corners of the eyes and eyebrows smile in a chat.

And it's really laughing.

It was already one o'clock in the afternoon when I walked out of the cafe. He had already stood up and took two steps, but suddenly he turned his head back, and secretly placed two pieces of fat on the stool rail, and then took her sleeves naturally and ran out of the dining room.

Luo Zhi was blushing and heartbeat, and suddenly saw Zhang Mingrui coming out of the third canteen.

Zhang Mingrui also saw them, did not say hello or smile, turned his head to look at the mirror at the door, and after a while, walked in again.

She turned her head and looked at Sheng Huainan who was walking on the left. His right hand accidentally hit her left hand several times, Luo Zhi suddenly flustered and quickly inserted his left hand into his pocket.

When he escorted her back to the dormitory, she walked very simply, not as reluctant as before.

Who would believe that with such a big progress, from the release of the antagonism to the late meeting, Luo Zhi not only didn't have much sense of accomplishment, but was even a little sad about it.

She tried her best to use her intelligence to create topics and coincidences in exchange for Sheng Huainan's interest, and she did. Just at the entrance of the dormitory building, he said to her for the second time: "It's a pity that the high school didn't know you."

This time, Luo Zhi saw the sincerity from Sheng Huainan's smile.

"Indeed, I also feel a pity." She said.

He laughed as if it were her innocent little narcissism, but he would never know that it was the only truth she had in today's endless conversation.

A self-directed and self-acted play, the only one unable to enter the play is myself. It is a pity for Luo Zhi that she missed the surprises that Sheng Huainan had just felt about "discovering coincidences" and "hate to meet each other late" because she knew the truth, all the truth.

If she really met Sheng Huainan on a college campus like the script she performed, and heard the story of "Feng Tian Cheng Yun" in his mouth, she would definitely jump up from her chair with joy and say, "It turns out, It turned out that it was you... to meet your majesty the emperor! The anti-thieves are all annihilated, right?"

That must be very happy, the heart is beating violently, really happy.

Instead of sitting in the dormitory, carefully calculating whether his performance will make him tempted.

She is not suitable for being a suitor. She seemed to be bitterly jealous of him for eleven years, and looked up at him humblely for four years, but never thought that her true trump card was pride.

She is proud. From family to school to love, she struggles, and every step she takes is because she proudly raises her head and looks ahead.

Maybe just because he happened to be always in front of her.