Zongman: My daily life is not normal

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu Sakura's lips squirmed, and she was about to speak.

"Well, based on your drastically changed temperament and your impolite attitude, I may need to reconsider your continued writing."

Machida Sonoko's face was dark, and he said darkly.

"Think about it! Just think about it! It's best not to ask me to continue writing!"

"..."

Seeing the self-defeating Kasumigaoka Shiwa, Machida Sonoko was speechless for a while.

"What? Did you just scare me? Editor! Don't let me look down on you! Take out the aura you just used to oppress others, report privately, and threaten the author as an editor!"

"...Shiyu, calm down."

"I'm calm!"

"Huh, well, I won't ask any more questions. In short, this revised version of the novel is very successful, as you said, it was revised by yourself. From the plot outline and story line, as well as the character and motivation of the characters, It’s almost equivalent to another novel. It takes a lot of energy and thought to modify it to this level, and it’s not easy, so don’t give up on yourself.”

"I didn't give up on myself at all!"

"...In short, this is the result of your hard work, and you should be happy."

"Yeah." Xiazhiqiu Shiyu's mood eased a little.

"What I want to ask more is, what kind of thoughts do you hold, dare to face our negation, and modify this novel with your own will? Are you not afraid that we will still not recognize you? This result is not only a waste of effort, but also It will cause a greater blow to your mind and affect your future prospects. Remember when I gave you the best advice to give up and read more best-selling works to improve yourself?"

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu was silent.

Originally, she had listened to Machida Sonoko's suggestion and had given up a long time ago.

At that time, I was so decadent that I couldn't sleep and was not in the mood to do anything.

until......

The rain on the roof.

There is also the figure of myself holding an umbrella and looking down at such a lost self that I can't forget.

And that delicious chow mein bread and Coke.

And that's what I've been dreaming about...

"Because a bastard said that if I don't continue writing, I will die!"

猫,九,;老:字,'号?小!说'.群!9;4:!0!7;'5.'7;3""0'.3;编:码　　“诶？这么夸张？谁啊？”

"Do you have any Coke here? I want to drink Coke."

"Don't you really like Mocha coffee?"

"Now I prefer to drink Coke."

"Okay, I'll get it for you now."

"Thank you."

Chapter 68 I am very happy to be spurned by the world

Those eyes that looked like they were about to vomit were so piercing.

But anyone with a thin skin will feel ashamed.

but.

down these days.

For Mulin, it was extraordinarily comfortable.

This is his comfort zone!

That's right!

Be spurned by everyone, talked about by everyone, insulted by everyone, accused by everyone!

Considered guilty by the whole world!

It is Mulin's comfort zone! !

He stepped on the way to school more cheerfully than usual.

Skip the classmates who looked at him one by one.

I sighed silently in my heart.

"The trash who was cast aside by everyone, abandoned the world, and survived in the world with a sober attitude. He who was abandoned in the past still extended a helping hand to the world. Now, he just wants to be a trash who can do nothing! Redemption! Proper salvation..."

Mu Lin's thoughts like a wild horse were pulled back by a light voice.

"Mulin-jun, do you really not care?"

"I don't care at all, and I'm even a little happy."

"But in this situation, I always feel that I will be punished by justice at any time! Ordinary people are fine, but they are afraid of the police..."

"Don't worry, you won't be afraid of the shadow if you tilt your body!"

"what?"

"Oh, I was wrong! Anyway, it doesn't matter! Hui, just don't worry."

"All right……"

"It's you instead, why haven't you come to cook me dinner recently?"

"Just let Nitro do it."

"She said it's okay to let you cook for dinner later."

"no thanks."

Kato Megumi shook his head lightly.

Although his face was expressionless, his heart was full of contradictions.

It is undeniable.

Nishinomiya Glass's sudden interruption disrupted her and Mu Lin's rhythm of life, it would be a lie not to be angry.

However, I am more happy in my heart.

There is the joy of meeting new friends, and the joy of being able to get along with someone who is gentler than her like Glass.

There is also a kind of inexplicable strange emotion when she sees that she can boldly find Mulin, the destination she also longs for.

Jealousy or envy.

Just like the status of a normal person, the morality of comity to the disabled.

She didn't dare to fight, nor could she bear to fight.

She has a healthy body and can live on her own, while Nitro...

Obviously, rationally speaking, she needs his permanent company more.

only……

Can I really live without him and live on my own?

Think here.

Kato Megumi couldn't help turning his head to look at Mulin.

That not-so-handsome side face seemed to have some kind of magical power, making her want to get closer, to...

Putting aside the shyness, I just want to offer a kiss.

Then hug him, feel his body temperature and breathing.

It's an obsession bordering on pathological.

Kato Megumi wanted to give up this kind of thinking, but he couldn't give up.

She couldn't help but imagine.

If, one day, she has to see him again, the two will become strangers, and she can only live alone in this world...

The idea is not finished yet.

The heart stopped in a few breaths, and there seemed to be something hard to swallow in the throat.

It's like a bell is ringing in my mind!

She would rather die than live!

This is the answer.

At this point, she couldn't help thinking.

Perhaps Nishinomiya Glass has the same idea as her.

TV series, movies, and novels.

Without exception, there are regrettable first loves, which are missed because of their own inferiority complex, and then slowly come out of sadness.

but.

Somehow.

She, what happened to her, first love, present, past, and future!

She had a hunch that she would never get out.

If you really want to miss this first love that seems to be destined.

She will be crazy.

She growls.

She will cry.

She will... find a secluded corner of the world, dream of embracing him, and die forever.

these thoughts.

It's a continuation of last night's sleepless night.

Can't help it.

There was something strange about her plain expression, and her eyes became more crystal clear than before.

She wanted to stop her thoughts quickly, but the human instinct that tends to self-destruct always forced her to think like this.

At this time, it shines like a morning star.

The voice of the culprit sounded from the side.

"benefit."

"Ok?"

"I want you to take care of Nitro."

"...?"

"Although I think she is capable of living on her own, as her friend, you also have the responsibility to take care of her, not to mention, in my opinion, you two are destined to be best friends in the future."

"Then why did you..."

"Sure enough, I'm not thorough enough..."

"Why do you say that all of a sudden?"

"If the future is the same as the present. As a waste, I may need the two of you to take care of it together. Of course, if you are willing."

"Huo?"

Kato Megumi raised an eyebrow.

Do not know why.

She is a little angry.

Just now, I was in a heartbroken mood, and now I just want to punch this man who suddenly became hateful!

Punch hard!