The comprehensive manga begins with the replacement of Natsuki Subaru by Hiki Valley Hachiman!

186. Shatila's Love, Hiki Valley Hachiman's Response Part [-]

"This is really, completely unexpected, and I don't know how to deal with it at all."

Bai Yingui supported his forehead, "Where are you going now... Even the archbishop of the crime is still mysterious, and the witches have already appeared collectively, including Shatila, the behind-the-scenes mastermind who made Senior Hikigu cross, and Echidna, the one who made him suffer so much."

"According to the normal situation, no matter how you think about it, this kind of final strongman should appear at the end after a long time, and then settle the grievances."

"Uh, wait—"

Bai Yingui, who was muttering to himself, suddenly had a bright light in his eyes, "The mastermind behind the scenes and the culprit are all gathered together, that is to say, if you ask all the questions clearly here in one go, order them to stop and stop the conspiracy, and everyone will be happy. Let's be safe from now on!"

As soon as she finished speaking, she saw her brother looking at her with a mentally retarded expression.

Baiyin Yuxing, who is the student council president of a group of children of capitalists and officials, is far less innocent than his younger sister. He shook his head, "If it is possible, of course it would be so easy for Mr. Biqigu, but, Xiaogui, think about it carefully."

"Mr. Biqigu is looking forward to this, but will Echidna and Shatila cooperate? ——Really, there are many wars on our planet, and the leaders of those countries in the Middle East can also compete with the president of the largest capitalist country. Talking and meeting, but it doesn't help."

""I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you...""

"What do you love about me?Where do you love me?why do you love meSince you keep saying that you love me, can you help me solve the current problems of the sanctuary and the mansion?Can you help me kill Echidna?Can you help me save Rem and restore Crusch's memory? — Tsk. ""

""I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you...""

"Hikigu Hachiman gritted his teeth...Sure enough, Shatila is still doing her own way, she doesn't care about her own wishes at all...But, that kind of majestic love, like a stormy sea, is about to completely submerge him, it is not false at all .”

"The kind of love that is as ubiquitous as the air even made Hikigu Hachiman aware of a very terrifying fact in horror. The amount of Shatila's love for him seems to be more than his love for Rem and for him. Emilia's love is even deeper."

""What a ruthless man, actually in front of my face, instigated others to kill me. ""

""absolute!don't want!someone!Injuried! !I am very outraged now!There will never be a next time! !Angry! ! ""

""That, that, little Shatila is very important, but, you can't kill little Echidna, it's a forbidden thing. ""

""I'm just kidding. "After getting feedback from all the staff, Hikigu Hachiman, who was serious just now, immediately changed his words. Even though everyone knew that he was not joking at all, but living in this world, pretending to be confused is a way to save his life."

"Shatila's pace was very slow. She approached Hiki Valley Hachiman step by step. Before she came to her, Hiki Valley Hachiman looked at the other witches, full of confusion: "The history book of this world is not a record So you were all killed by Shatila, why are you so kind to her? ""

"Camila raised her hand tremblingly, and answered him, "That, that, 'Jealous' and little Shatila, no, they are not the same person... Although, although it is not accurate to say this, they are like two of the same person. Personality is the same. ""

""But that doesn't prevent Shatila from being the mastermind behind your suffering. Echidna smiled very happily, she stared at Hikigaya Hachiman with piercing eyes, not letting go of every detail of his expression, "Come on, let me see, how will you treat her. ""

""I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you...""

"The whispering Shatila came to Hikigu Hachiman with a slightly blank gaze. There is something wrong with her state. She is not fully awake. It seems that half of it is relying on instinct, and the other half is her self."

"However, whether it's instinct or ego, I love Hikigaya Hachiman unanimously."

"Take a half step back from Hikigu Hachiman, "It's this sentence again... It's just this sentence again... If you love me, why did you kill me before? ! ""

"He was questioning Shatila, but his voice really didn't sound like a scolding."

"Shatila froze for a moment. While she murmured, there were tiny tears on her face, "Don't be sad, don't be sad, don't be in pain, don't cry, don't hurt yourself, don't sacrifice yourself, don't belittle yourself...""

"So she really loves Hikigu Hachiman?"

Mitaka Jin was dumbfounded, and the bewildered people in Sakurazhuang focused their attention on him, expecting his explanation.

Mitaka Jin said in a very sad tone: "She doesn't want Hiki Valley Hachiman to be hurt, painful, sad, or even forced to break her bottom line, so she is angry. For Ai who made Hiki Valley Hachiman fall to this point Milia and Roswaal and Elsa and others were very angry, so she showed up and killed everyone."

Kanda Sorata gave a "ah" in confusion, "Then why did you kill Hikigaya?"

"Because it's killing, but it's not killing at the same time. It's letting him live with her forever, and that's an expression of her love."

Mitaka Ren spread his hands and said, "How distorted the witch's three views are, you have already seen it for so long."

"Then why didn't she save Emilia?" Aoyama Nanami frowned.

"Why...heh." Mitaka Jin shook his head and sighed, "Because a woman in love only has eyes for the person she loves. As for the others, what does it matter to her? Not to mention Emilia and Rem They are both Shatila's rivals in love, so it would be nice if she didn't completely wipe them out."

Mitaka Jin, who has tasted the love of hundreds of women, came up with the most correct answer based on experience.

"Hikigaya Hachiman, who lives in a delicate mind and uses his sensibility and rationality, also came up with the most correct answer based on his wisdom."

""You..." He resisted, resisting Shatila's approach, "A person like you, thinking like you, acting like you... How could I fall in love with someone like you!Shatila! ""

""Don't destroy yourself, don't value others more than yourself, don't treat yourself as a sinner, protect yourself, love yourself, respect yourself, don't forget, you are the most important, I love you...""

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""If you really want me to be able to respect myself, love myself, and protect myself, then you——give me more and more help!So I can stop seeing Emilia die!Let me live a good life with Rem!Let my opponents and enemies be only admirable and respectable friendly people like Crusch and Anastasia, and not the murderous Witch Sect Archbishop——Do you understand, do you understand? Understand what I need?If I want to be safe, at least the people I value must be healthy and healthy! ! ""

"Shameless...yes, shameless."

"I have obtained the power of omniscience and omnipotence, such as death return, but I still ask for more, demand more, and are not satisfied. How can there be such a shameless person in the world? What a fool, there is no value in living, go early die."

"But, but... he said it. Even with this self-knowledge, he still said it."

"For a woman who loves him, a woman who can't ask for it, a poor woman who is unrequited love, he said these shameless words so coldly... It's not unrequited love, there is a kind of love that shakes from the depths of the soul... But, yes Unrequited love, can only be unrequited love, must be unrequited love.”

"However, I didn't get the response I wanted. There was no new gift, no promise to protect Emilia, just repeated the same words, Shatila, she only had him in her eyes——she just loved him, so She only cares about him."

""Why... didn't you find it?Why... turn a blind eye?Why... deliberately cover up?Why... Do you have to force yourself?Why... sacrifice yourself? "Shatila is sincere, she sees through the truth behind the false mask of Hikigu Hachiman, "Why should you forget, your pursuit, your ideal, your self, your real thing, your dream...why give up?Why give up?Why give up?Why... cut yourself to pieces? ""

"Her voice has a kind of illusory beauty. It fell into the ears of Hikigu Hachiman, but it was sharper than any insult, taunt, or abuse. It disturbed his breathing and heart rhythm. Because of the pain, he almost seemed to be trapped by a rabbit. Such a painful sobriety in the dying moments of gnawing."

""No…""

""Don't treat yourself that way, you are the most important thing - find out.Your pain, your sadness, your depression...""

""No…""

""Don't lie to yourself, don't hide from yourself, don't hurt yourself, you are the most important thing, your body, your life, your mind, the most important thing you lost. ""

""No…""

"What Echidna could not do with all her strength, caused Hikigaya Hachiman to lose her composure completely. At this moment, she was forced out by Shatila's sincere care and request."

"I said, enough is enough.I said, I won't do that.I said, you can stop, Shatila! ! ""

"Hikigaya Hachiman took a deep breath, even so, he was still very unbalanced, "I value myself, always have!I respect myself, always have!I love myself, always have!How could I be so normal if I didn't take good care of myself? ——But, I am definitely not the most important, no! ""

""Someone is more important than me, it was, it is, and it will be!If it's for someone who deserves it, I don't care what I do. This is imposed on them by my self-righteous touch, but so what?I just want to do it, I'm sober!I know what I'm doing, I know my heart and my actions!So there is no need for you to comment more on my lifestyle! ""

""My physical and mental condition is very bad!I'm bad!My current state is like walking on the edge of a cliff. It is not surprising that I will fall down at any time. Of course I know this!But I did not despise the world!I don't disdain everyone!I do not despise every life!I use my wisdom, my reason, my care and my meager strength to work hard!Every death is a last resort, I've done my best before then and never thought about 'there's death back as an insurance policy so it's ok' kind of thing!Then I will still be me!Hiki Valley Hachiman is still Hiki Valley Hachiman!This is enough!That's enough!What else do you want from me?I tell you I can't do it and will never do what you ask! ! ""

""If you want me to put myself first in my heart, I can swear to you right now by the name of my sister Hikiya Komachi, that kind of thing will not happen before, will not happen now, and will not happen in the future Won't!If one day I will think that way, then I am not me, Hiki Valley Hachiman is not qualified to be called Hiki Valley Hachiman!This way of living is my own decision!It is the only thing I am satisfied with myself so far!I don't complain, and I don't feel that other people owe me anything because of this, and I don't have self-satisfaction such as getting satisfaction because I saved others, but I just want to do it!So I won’t change—even if I will trample on myself, even if I will lose my real thing, even if I may be reduced to the point where I am not qualified to approach Emilia and Rem—that’s enough, Shatila! ! ""

""...""

"As if intimidated by him, Shatila even stopped her whispering for a moment, and looked at the panting Hikigani Hachiman blankly and resentfully."

""Stubborn!Too stubborn!hurt oneself!I'm beyond furious! ! ""

"The angry witch Minerva stomped on the ground, causing an earthquake. The other witches were all quiet with different expressions. The lazy yawning witch Sekhmet had ripples in his eyes, changing his normal energy-saving expression. , take a closer look at Hikigaya Hachiman."

""don't want……""

"After the silence, Shatila just spoke again, Hikigu Hachiman interrupted her neatly, "I want it! ""

"Looking at each other silently, Shatila and Hikigu Hachiman looked directly at each other, in Shatila's eyes Hikigu Hachiman saw the same stubbornness as himself, the same stubbornness."

""But, you showed up, you asked for...so, I'll do it. He clenched his fists, "It's not to repay you for giving me the power to return from death, but you really reminded me... I'm about to lose my hold." ""

""I'm going.Go to Emilia, talk to her, tell her, act like a baby, ask for, ask for...""

"I, will do it. ""

""so…""

""You give up, Shatila. ""

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""bristle!Full of anger!Angry, angry, furious! ""

"The ground shook, Minerva had a very unhappy expression on her face, and she pointed at Hiki Valley Hachiman, "What's going on?You will be proud and complacent, and you have saved people who should have died. It is a matter of course that you will gain self-satisfaction and inner superiority!Of course I am not advocating these!But what's the matter with you deliberately self-effacing, deliberately self-deprecating, and deliberately breaking up?You are also-""

""Hurt yourself, huh? ""

"Hikigaya Hachiman accepted her words, he looked around, not only Minerva, but even Camilla and Sekhmet also showed a little expression of agreeing with Minerva's point of view."

"Echidna smiled, "You were originally a rational monster, but in order to suppress your pride and complacency, you put too much rationality in this area.As a result, your current state has been tested by me, questioned by Shatila, and forced to reveal your true colors by us, and your emotions have fluctuated a lot, and you have dragged your own hind legs. ""

""so what? ""

"Echidna waved to him, "So, why bother to be brave?Come on, let go of your defenses completely, let me no longer feel it from your memory, but see and experience it personally, anyway, you are indeed on the verge of the limit, aren't you? ""

""Yes, yes, I'm almost at the limit, but ah, Echidna. Taking all the reactions of the witches into his eyes, Hikigaya Hachiman took another deep breath, even though it was just a soul, but this action represented his attitude, "I should have made it very clear—""

""I am riddled with holes, whether I am on the verge of limit, or whatever I am, that kind of thing has never had anything to do with you—that is to say. ""

""As long as I'm still here, as long as I'm still surrounded by you, no matter how close I am to the limit, I will always be on the limit, understand?My collapse, my confession, I make myself easy...these will happen, but they will not happen in front of you! ""

""If you want to see it, you can dream it yourself, if you want to see it, then I will not let you see it, understand?Echidna you bastard! ""

""That's really uncharacteristically stubborn. Echidna pondered for a moment, "Then, what will happen if you go through the 'present trial' hundreds of times?" ""

""If you can do it, just try it," Hikigu Hachiman sneered, "Although I can see that this Shatila is not fully awake, and she can't even answer my questions, but if you insist Play me to the point where I might self-mutilate to relieve the pain, then she and Minerva must do it. ""

"Or, they don't know how to do it... Then, let's see how long the person named Hikigaya Hachiman can last before the limit!"

"what…"

Emilia chanted softly, she doesn't have any feelings now, because she doesn't have that kind of free time at all, the whole person just thinks about the meaning of Hikigu Hachiman's words, and looks at his cheek, which has already taken up all her thoughts .

Unable to evaluate.

No one can comment on Hikigaya Hachiman's unexpected stubbornness at this moment.

Even in the convenience store, the current Hikigaya Hachiman himself is hard to evaluate.He has not actually encountered such a situation yet, and it is difficult for him to imagine how he will deal with it.

But, the answer has already appeared.

That answer... symbolizes that even if you give up your own self, your own true thing, you still haven't completely degenerated... because Hiki Valley Hachiman is closely connected with Emilia, Rem, and them.

Your own things can be discarded.However, have a legacy.

It may seem that Emilia is a drag, a great burden, and the fuse of many troubles, but ah, but... because of her existence, no matter what level you reach, no matter what desperate situation you reach, give up How much ego.

As long as she is there, as long as she is still there, as long as it is not in front of her, then in fact——

Hiki Valley Hachiman will always be on the verge of the limit, but that limit will never come!

"Now that you have lost Rem, is your obsession so stubborn?... Me."

Biqigu Hachiman was in a mess.

""...""

"Shatila is like a player who has been disconnected from an online game. Hikigaya Hachiman's attitude was too firm and repulsive. For a moment, she stood quietly and fell into a strange silence."

"Hikigaya Hachiman glanced at her, turned his head to look at Echidna, taking advantage of this moment of peace, he had to solve another matter first: "Echidna, don't try to change the subject, make an appointment, answer my question Three questions. ""

"Well, of course, we have an appointment. ""

Echidna maintained her smile serenely, "Well, the first answer—the answer is, I don't know.That is the power of Shatila. If you want to know the nature of death return, you can only ask her yourself.But even though she is here now, in her state, it is expected that she will not be able to answer you. ""

""have no idea?This kind of answer..." Hikigaya Hachiman frowned."

""Therefore, you can ask me the fourth question at a special price. Echidna winked at him, "Then, the answer to the second question is also 'I don't know'."However, this does not allow you to take advantage of it. ""

""what do you mean…""

"That's right, that's right, that's what you mean. Echidna nodded. "Letting the child wait for 'the one' is a research topic—who will she choose as her 'the one'?"This unknown is very interesting. Of course, waiting for 400 years without choosing anyone is also an interesting possibility. ""

"Echidna, who gave orders to Betty, doesn't know who 'that person' is, because who 'that person' is depends on Betty's own heart."

"But Betty thinks that she appointed 'that person'... This is not a misunderstanding, it's an error specially made by Echidna. She just wants to see who Betty will choose, and she also wants to see Betty's love for her mother How long will it take to wear off, thereby dispelling an unknown fog about the possibility of family affection.”

"Hikigaya Hachiman glanced coldly at Minerva on the side. Frankly speaking, he really felt that Minerva's name should be inherited by himself now."

""Although I have guessed before... the person I hate the most now is only you, Echidna! ""

189.if line beginning

"Oh~ Look, the truth is out, how do you feel now, Beatrice?"

"Well…"

Asked by Roswaal, Betty stroked her barren chest that fit her appearance, and she muttered to herself, "It's really strange..."