"Although it is impossible for him to accept this girl and the fact that he once liked Emilia because of this, he must at least guarantee that he will not hurt Emilia."

""Your worries are justified, because a year ago, there was indeed a sense of competition among several candidates, and the confrontation was relatively fierce. ""

"Cursch stopped, raised his hand and pointed at him, "The one who changed that situation is yourself, Hachiman-sama.Because you have contacts with each candidate, your relationship has improved, and your friendly attitude towards each candidate as a transit point has rendered all candidates. ""

""After that, the competition among the candidates was purely friendly and healthy, except for Priscilla. ""

"I'm on good terms with all the candidates? Hikigu Hachiman interrupted Crusch in surprise, he frowned, and said puzzledly: "And Miss Anastasia too?" ""

""As far as I am after amnesia, it is true. ""

""how is this possible…? ""

"Hikigaya Hachiman is perplexed. How could he have a good relationship with people like Anastasia? He probably hates people like this."

"For the sake of my own goals, dozens of people committed suicide. Although those dozens of people were voluntary to the point of wishing for it, Anastasia's character has been fully revealed, and she is indeed the kind of person he doesn't like."

"What's the matter, Hachiman-sama? "Cursch's voice brought him back to reality, Hikigaya Hachiman shook his head lightly, suppressing the question in his heart, and prepared to question Anastasia herself afterward."

"Collecting his energy, he blushed a little, continued to ask unnaturally, and asked a question that had to be asked: "So, Crusch and I are... um, friends? ""

""—""

"Crusch was stunned."

"Her breathing became much faster, and a struggle flashed in her pupils, and she suddenly realized something."

"According to Felice's investigation, Hachiman-san suddenly appeared in the capital more than a year ago. At that time, he was unfamiliar with the place and happened to meet Emilia... The inside story is unknown. Anyway, he helped Emilia Recovered the badge stolen by Felt."

"After that, he lived in Roswaal's mansion, and many things happened one after another, and then he decided to assist Emilia and become Emilia's knight."

"According to the current situation, Hachiman-sama's memory should be more than a year ago, before arriving in the capital."

""Gee-""

"Cursch's throat twitched uncontrollably, his eyes were hot."

"Suddenly she realized."

"This means that the reality that she and Yawata-san were rejected was erased, and the current Hachiman-san does not belong to anyone, because he has no sense of belonging to Emilia."

"That is to say, she, Crusch, is now on the same starting line as the others, Emilia. Referring to the experience of the failure of the confession last time, if you start again slowly, you may be able to succeed!"

"The moment he realized this, Crusch couldn't help thinking of deceiving Mr. Hachiman, and subconsciously felt that Mr. Hachiman's amnesia was a good thing for him."

""I like your integrity, Crusch. ""

"In the past year, many letters from Yawata-san mentioned a sentence, and those two thoughts collided extremely fiercely in my mind."

""—Well, yes, we are friends, good friends, Yawata-san. ""

"Before the collision ended, I said this sentence uncontrollably, and only said this sentence, never mentioning that I like him and love him."

"Cursch's heart was beating violently, but no matter how hard she forced herself, she couldn't open her mouth again. Soul, body, subconscious, all coveted this opportunity, resisting her control."

"Because I love Hachiman-san, I want to get Hachiman-san, and I want to be with Hachiman-san."

"For this, if you have to give up something..."

"—Absolutely, I don't want to give up that integrity, I want to be the upright Crusch that Hachiman-sama likes forever."

"So, she chose to deceive herself and others, and abandoned the virtuous king's thinking of objectively treating the facts."

The Shinomiya family, Shinomiya Kaguya analyzed, "Cursch after amnesia must have heard from Phyllis, the scene where she was deceived by Hikigu in the white whale trade."

"Since we still want to maintain integrity, but have lied to Hikigu, Crusch of course adopted Hikigu's approach, concealing part of the information and not telling it, just not telling it, it's not cheating."

Ai Hayasaka on the side sighed, she liked the upright and dignified Crusch very much before amnesia, "Turning such an upright Crusch into this is really a disaster for a man like Kiguya Hachiman, who attracts bees and butterflies."

"That is to say, awakened?"

In the Hexin Chamber of Commerce, Anastasia, with her slender hands resting on her chin and eyes slightly squinted, was vigilant, "Cursch, who has started to use unscrupulous methods...and the Prime Minister who lost his memory, no longer has the IF line to get along with." , Without a deep understanding of the Lun family, the perception of the Lun family has returned to the initial disgust."

"In contrast, his first impression of Crusch is always so good."

The situation that was supposed to be sure to win immediately changed drastically because of Badenkaitos's wave of power effects.

If it took too long to catch Badenkaitos and regain her memory, and if it continued like this, no matter whether her prime minister would accept Emilia or Crusch, Anastasia would have no chance.

"Glutous eating of the priest, a bastard fake who will not die well, even a thousand cuts are not enough for the hatred in the hearts of the Lun family!"

The entire Anastasia camp, including all the Anna parties in the two worlds, hated Badenkaitos to the bone at this moment, hated it to the extreme!

"Weak, mean me?"

In the Karsten mansion, Crusch smiled wryly and murmured.

The weak version of her has pointed out a clear path for her now, but if she can, she will not change anything, and face Qing Hachiman with her current attitude of incomparable integrity and self-deception.

Because Hachiman Qing has always liked this kind of self the most, so many likes, so many praises.

"However, if you have to be despicable in order to snatch Lord Hachiman, if you have to change in order to get Lord Hachiman..."

Then she, Crusch, just go ahead and be a despicable person!

and so--

"Better than Anastasia, break her nightmare of me, go get Yawata-san's body and mind, despicable me!"

Mixed with helplessness and secret joy, the upright Crusch was so helpful.

343. Empathetic Consolation

"Cursch seems to be hiding something... Hikigu Hachiman can tell, but he doesn't care."

"The letter of last words only said to Rem and Emilia, it had nothing to do with Crusch. That is to say, at least the self before amnesia had no love affair with this upright girl."

"If that's the case, then he's someone you can face with confidence, even if Crusch concealed some details."

"Heart is pounding...Cursch, who is cheating the world, has a sense of guilt in her heart, and these guilt makes her hands tremble and heartache, but at the same time, she is filled with incomparable joy, and she has seized another chance. "

"In the ensuing time, Hikigu Hachiman consulted a lot of common sense in this world from various aspects, such as how many countries there are, whether there are any taboos and agreed consensus, and the confrontation of various forces."

"Although answering these common sense questions is very boring, Crusch is meticulous and explains everything carefully."

"Being able to serve as Hachiman-san's teacher and be useful to Hachiman-san makes her feel very satisfied."

""At last…""

"The setting sun swayed and dragged the shadows of the two of them longer, Hikigu Hachiman hesitated for a moment, but still made up his mind, and asked the question he cared most: "Cursch, from your point of view, the me before amnesia and the present For me, is there any big difference? ""

"Having permission, Crusch looked at his whole body carefully. Hikigaya Hachiman felt a little embarrassed, and took a half step back involuntarily."

"Compared to the performance of the meeting in Minato City, Hachiman-san's current appearance is closer to the impression left on me when he met me in the royal capital after I defeated the lazy bishop, and I just lost my memory. ""

"Cursch was blunt about the differences he found, "You are not that close to me, and you also lack a lot of self-confidence, and in my memory, your eyes have never been like this, and your waist is also straight. ""

""anything else? ""

""there is none left. ""

""No——" Hikigu Hachiman, who straightened his back and tried his best to close his dead fish eyes, was stunned in astonishment, and he asked persistently: "Is it really gone?If you take a closer look, there should be a lot of shortcomings that can be found in different places, right? ""

""To ask such questions is the lack of self-confidence of the current Hachiman-sama. Crusch shook his head lightly, "I even pointed out such shortcomings to you, Mr. Hachiman." ""

"Cursch's words were poured like a basin of cold water, Hikigu Hachiman opened his mouth and couldn't say anything."

"However, he is still unwilling and eager to find more differences, more progress, and more changes."

"Just by Hikigaya Hachiman who hasn't changed much, just by Hikigaya Hachiman who has just increased his confidence and suppressed his dead eyes."

"It's just such a mere Hikigaya Hachiman, so why, what qualifications do you have to get Emilia's love, the friendship of Crusch and Julius, and the praise of so many beautiful people?"

"What are you talking about lack of self-confidence... But, Hikigaya Hachiman is a useless person in the first place. How can such a person have dazzling self-confidence?"

"Have you ever cried, Yawata-san? ""

"In this bustling city, with the cool breeze of dust settled after the crisis was resolved, Crusch suddenly asked a question."

""I dare not cry, in the middle of the night alone, I wanted to cry several times.I'm at a loss, I'm scared, I don't know why there are so many strangers, why there are so many people I don't know, they surround me, praise me, support me, and treat me so unbelievably well. ""

"Before Hikigaya Hachiman could answer, she was already talking on her own."

"Who the hell is Crusch?What kind of person is that?How powerful is it? ——I don’t understand, the fundamental meaning is unclear, and I’m afraid. ""

""I'm not that Crusch, these people who know me, support me, trust me, they want that Crusch. ""

""I tried my best to inquire about that Crusch from them. I forced myself to train myself to be that Crusch. The expectations of those who cultivated. ""

""I can't sleep or eat, I'm trembling... I always wonder if I don't fit that Crusch's appearance, and if I do that, I'm more like that Crusch. ""

""Indescribable panic. ""

""Although Wilhelm and Phyllis are encouraging me and telling me to be myself, but I don't dare, I don't dare at all, Mr. Hachiman... That Crusch, what she left behind Relatives, friends left behind, reputation left behind, all these make me walk on eggshells. ""

""But even though I have tried my best, it is still difficult for me to become that Crusch, there will always be mistakes.Rumors abounded in the territory of the Karsten family, saying that 'that Crusch finally revealed her weakness and incompetence'. ""

"Sigh deeply."

"Cursch's heavy confession is full of oppression and courage. After being shocked, Hikigaya Hachiman raised his head and stared straight at this woman who has the same mood and experience as himself."

"His gaze meets Crusch's long, amber eyes, and both of them are looking straight at each other, looking at each other dignifiedly."

""I hate it, I hate it to death! ""

""Why did that Crusch leave me with so many relatives, friends and subordinates, and such a monstrous reputation, so that when many people heard Crusch's name, they felt that he was powerful, upright, and reliable. ""

"What that Crusch can do, I can't do at all! ""

"Rather than channeling Hikiya Hachiman through his own experience, Crusch, who is getting more and more emotional, can't control himself."

"She is just pouring out, pouring out all her feelings and pains for more than a year, and pouring out all of them in front of Qing Yawata, who has the same experience and the same state of mind."

""Everything that Crusch left me, brought me all pain, I didn't know how to face Phyllis, my father, and believe that I could lead them to the king. victorious army. ""

""I know that my father and Phyllis are trustworthy, but I dare not, dare not tell them my feelings and thoughts, I can only curl up on the bed alone and quietly hold back tears. ""

""Because I'm not that Crusch at all, no matter how hard I try, when Phyllis looks at me, she always thinks of that Crusch. ""

"So I don't have that qualification at all, Hachiman-sama! ""

344. The Rising Crusch Offers a Reward

""—""

"Hikigaya Hachiman forgot to breathe, he was touched by the pouring Kursh, his dazed thoughts were drawn, he listened, he wanted to know, he wanted to know urgently, after that, just like his own Kursh at this moment Xiu, what kind of mentality is there after that?"

"Glittering Crusch, on her body, condensed the brilliance and splendor of the real thing, taking away all Hikigaya Hachiman's sight."

"At dusk, there was a strong wind blowing in the broken Minato City, but Hikigani Hachiman couldn't hear the howling wind, he could only hear Crusch's handsome voice."

"At that time, it was you, Hachiman-sama, who supported me to survive. ""

"From the dazed and depressed one who was gnashing his teeth, to grateful and weak, Crusch raised his left hand, made a fist with four fingers, and pointed his index finger straight at him."

""Varied--""

"Hikigaya Hachiman's eyes widened. Before he could utter his unbelievable voice, he was completely overwhelmed by Crusch's handsome yet weak aura. He was interrupted, listened to, and listened to Crusch's outpouring."

""In the past year, wanting to cry, powerless, suffering, and at a loss, I have received many letters, and those letters were sent to me by you, Yawata-sama. ""

"Acknowledge me, respect me, trust me, think I'm a really good guy.These words are often said by others. ""

"In Crusch's eyes, on Crusch's face, and on Crusch's words, all of them burst into brilliance, jumping for joy after suffering, "But only you, only you say, recognize me, respect me, trust me, no Because how worthy of recognition, how worthy of respect, how worthy of trust I was before amnesia. ""

""The reason why you recognize me, respect me, and believe me is because I am such a powerful person now, and because I am worthy of your association and become a commendable friend! ""

"Soundingly proud, Crusch raised her head, and she couldn't help but take a step forward."

"Hikigaya Hachiman's throat moved, he showed a bitter expression, and said in a low voice: "That's not bad... But, can you see me as the new Hikigaya Hachiman, not the Hikigaya Hachiman who inspired you? Crusch? ""

""I can't do it! ""

"Cursch immediately gave a decisive answer."

""Until now, I didn't understand why Wilhelm, why father, why Phyllis, why so many people regarded me as that Crusch.Because this is something that cannot be avoided at all. ""

"Before Hikigaya Hachiman's face turned livid and was soaked in disappointment, Crusch said from the bottom of his heart:"

"But I'm different from you... Hachiman-san. ""

""My personality after amnesia is very weak, completely different from me before amnesia.But you are different, Hachiman-sama, except for losing the memory of coming to Lugnica Kingdom, you are still you, nothing has changed, you are you. ""

""I'm pretty sure, I like...""

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